Worth the Fight (10 page)

Nico

“We’re a
ll set. Five weeks from Saturday you take on Kravits.  The Commissioner himself gave me his word that it’s a one win hurdle to the title bout.   You kick Kravits’ ass and we’re back in the belt.”  Preach always sets me up, knows what I want to take away from a fight.

I nod and start swinging the jump rope. 

“They want some new pics for the promo by Wednesday.  Their dime, their shoot.  All we have to do is bring the girls you want in the shots with you for the eye candy.”

I whip the rope faster, taking two turns with each jump.  “No girls.”

Preach looks at me like I have two heads.  “Whatta you mean, no girls.  You’re Nico the fucking Lady Killer.  Your shots always have ladies.”

I can
hear the rope slicing through the air, each turn whistling as I increase the speed.  “Yeah, well.  Not this time.”

Preach squints as if he’s
trying to read words that are written across my forehead.  “This have anything to do with the girl?”

I don’t respond.  It’s none of his business anyway.

***

Preach ratcheted up
the workout today and I’ll probably be sore as hell tomorrow, but right now I’m running on sheer adrenaline.  I do an extra five mile run after he leaves, sprinting almost the entire time.  I just can’t seem to tire myself out, I’ve felt this way for the last few days. 

I let the hot water work i
ts way into my muscles, blasting the shower on the massage setting.  My muscles don’t hurt yet, but I know they will when I come down.  I’m restless and I can’t seem to relax.  I give in to the mental debate I’ve been having since yesterday about not coming on too strong with Elle.  I don’t want to scare her, but, fuck I want that woman.  And more than in my bed.  I send off a quick text, before I change my mind.  I’m acting like such a pussy. 
Can’t get you out of my mind. What are you doing?
    I’ll throw the ball in her corner and see where things lead.

I’m surprised when my phone chimes back quickly, indicating a new text has arrived. 
Me too.  About to order dinner.

What are you in the mood for?  I deliver.

You.

I don’t respond to the text, but t
wenty minutes later I’m at Elle’s door. 

She opens it and smiles.  “Where’s my dinner?”

“I’m right here.”

Elle

I barely shut the d
oor when I find myself thrust up against it by six foot three inches of pure man.  He’s all strength and power and there is no mistaking he wants me.  Badly.  Almost as much as I want him at this very moment. 

I can feel his thick erection as he pins me to the door with his hips.  He’s hard as steel and it makes me crazy to have so much clothing between us.  I reach down for his zipper and yank it down in one desperate motion.  The s
ound reverberates loudly between us and Nico growls as I reach in to free him.  I need to touch him. Now.  Feel his warm thick cock in my hands.  Freeing him from his boxers, I give him one quick pump from the base to the tip, squeezing firmly as I slide my way up.

Nico tries to grab for my skirt, his actions as desperate as mine.  But I catch him off guard and
grab his hand to stop him.  He stills. I know already he will stop to check that I’m okay, even in the throws of passion.  I use the seconds that pass, as he gives me room to confirm I’m okay, to slide down the door that I’m cornered against and drop to my knees. 

I look up at him under hooded eyes.  “You said you were bringing me dinner.”

The wide tip of his smooth cock glides past my lips and I’m rewarded with a groan and small burst of pre-ejaculation on my tongue.  I suck hard on his thick head and pump my fist up and down the length of him.   Another throaty groan makes my clit swell and I drown out everything but the desire to hear the sound again.  I need to hear it.  Need to know what I can do to him.  That I can bring him to the same place he has brought me before.  The place I haven’t been able to stop thinking about for two full days.

I feel
Nico’s fingers thread into my hair, winding until his hands are tightly wrapped.  I lick him from base to tip on the underside and then slowly repeat the action on the top.  I can feel his eyes watching me.  Even though I can’t see his face, I know he is laser focused on me.  As I reach the tip, I swirl my tongue around, giving him a good show, letting him watch as my tongue worships his thickness.

One last swirl and then I suck
him in deeply, unexpectedly, taking him by surprise as I swallow him down my throat so far it’s difficult to breathe.  His already thick cock swells and I have to adjust my breathing to my nose in order to continue.  A few short bobs and he glides in and out more easily. My throat muscles relax, opening for more of him to slide down my wet throat.  Nico hisses out a deep breath and his hands in my hair tighten almost to the point of pain, but not quite.  Then it happens.  His body tenses and he begins to unravel, his hands wrapped in my hair pull tightly, and he corners my head against the door as he begins to slide in and out of my mouth, pushing his cock deeper into my throat.  He growls as he fucks my mouth and the sound of him losing control has me on the brink of my own orgasm. 

Nico’s hands sudde
nly release my head on a loud throaty groan and I feel him begin to slide out of me.  “I’m going to come, Babe.”  His voice is strained and I want to finish what I started. I need to finish.  So I push forward as he begins to pull away and catch him back in my mouth just as he begins to spurt long streams of creamy hot semen.  I swallow it down and greedily suck on his head, desperate to milk every last drop out of him. 

After he is
emptied, his body gone lax, Nico pulls me to my feet and lifts me, cradling me as he carries me into my apartment.  He gently kisses my forehead as he walks to the couch, and sits with me still cradled tightly in his arms.  “That was incredible.”  He kisses the top of my head and speaks gently.  “Thank you.”

I snuggle into his chest and look
up at him.  “I don’t think it’s proper etiquette to thank someone after oral sex.”  I’m coy in my response.

“
I’m not much for etiquette, Babe.  I say what I feel and I feel thankful.  And not just about the blowjob.”

***

A few hours later we lie in my bed, spent.  Nico twists a lose strand of my hair around his finger as we talk.  I’ve always been a sleep after sex person, preferring to avoid the lingering intimacy that comes after two people share their bodies.  But it’s different with Nico, I like the quiet time getting to know each other almost as much as the physical time.  Both settle me, leave me feeling replete. 

“I set a date for a fight.”

Mindlessly, I trace the beautifully woven ink patterns on his thick chest, following the circular design lightly with my nail.  “It’s your first fight since...”  My voice drops off, I don’t know how to finish the sentence.

“Yeah.”  Nico’s vo
ice is low and contemplative, but it doesn’t sound like I’ve upset him with my thoughtless question.

“How long’s it been?”

“Too long.”  He pauses.  “Since May 1
st
last year, a little over 13 months.”

His answer tells me the day is etched in his mind.  I bet he can recite the number of days and hours and seconds since it happened.  It’s always there, in the back of your mind, even when you aren’t thinking about it.  It never goes away.  I should know.

“What made you decide it was time?”

A long moment passes as Nico contempla
tes his answer.  “I don’t really know…I’m just ready to move on.”  His arm pulls me closer and he kisses the top of my head.  The gesture is so small, yet so big.

Elle

“Good morning
, Regina.”  I hand my friend a tall caramel latte as I walk in even later than my usual late.

“Looks like you had a good night.”  Regina raises one eyebrow with a knowing smirk.

I look down at myself, wondering if something is out of place.  Is my shirt on backwards? How could she know?  “Are you joking?  Is it that obvious?”

“Well you don’t usually speak in s
ingsong.”  She winks at me as I walk around her desk and lean against her file cabinet.

“Nico came over last night.”  I sigh
, thinking back to the sight of him in my kitchen making me breakfast this morning wearing nothing but sweats that hung low on his waist in a sinfully delicious place. 

“I guessed that by the j
ust-fucked smile on your face.” 

“I thought it was my sin
gsongy voice that gave me away?”

“That, and the flowers that came fifteen minutes before you walked in.” 

***

My day goes by in
a rush of calls and work I hadn’t planned on doing.   But Leonard is due back soon and I want to make his first few days back easy, so I neglect my own files and spend more time with his. 

I call Nico in the afternoon and thank him for the flowers.  I love that he sent me wildflowers instead of something more common like roses.  They’re
beautiful and colorful and befitting of the sender.  

Regina and I both stay late and we order in dinner at the
office.  It’s almost nine and our dinners are cold before we finally sit down in the conference room to take our first bites.

“Does he know?”  Regina’s usually direct and sarcastic voice is gentle and apprehensive.  She knows what
bringing up the past can do to me, so she steadies for my response.

“No.”

Regina looks at me concerned.  “Don’t you think he’ll understand...with what happened to him?”

I do.  I really do think he’ll
understand for some reason.  But I’m just not ready to say the words out loud yet.  “Don’t start, Regina.  It’s new and I’m not avoiding it, it just hasn’t come up.”

“It will never come up, unless you bring it up. How many years did you spend with William and it never came up?”

I sigh heavily, I know she’s right, but I’m not ready for Nico to look at me differently.  He’ll see someone different once he knows.  Or worse, he’ll look at me with pity.  The way he looks at me makes my heart skip a beat, something I’m only just learning to enjoy.  Too many years of my life went by with me flatlining, trying to evade all emotions. It’s the first time I want to feel in a long time.  Feel the highs and the lows and all that’s in between.

“I’m just not ready yet.” 

Regina knows what I’ve been through, so she doesn’t push.  But I know this isn’t the last that I’ll hear about it from her.

Nico

“The chick the other night had some rack, hey Lady Killer?”  Frank Lawson is a complete asshole. Always has been.  I didn’t even notice he was in the gym the other night when Elle and I walked through. 

“She’s not some chick and keep your eyes off her when she’s in here, or you’ll be finding a new place to train.”  The whole room goes quiet
.  “After I kick your ass.”

Frank throws his hands up in exaggerated surrender and I hear a few of the guys quietly laugh in the background. 

“Hey Frank, Nico can use a sparring partner, whatta you say?”  Preach chimes in.  Gotta love Preach always looking out for me.  He just gave me an excuse to knock that asshole on his ass and call it practice. 

My stare is icy
when Frank looks at me.  He knows I’m pissed.  But the whole place is still quiet and now he’ll look like a pussy if he says no.  “Umm…sure.” 

Preach winks at me as I turn to finish my warm up.  On a bad day I can take Frank with one hand tied behind my back.  Today I won’t need either.

***

A few hours later, Preach and I lock up and I make us both a protein shake.  I need to replenish the
calories, Preach is working on a little gut. 

“Put some extra peanut butter in mine.” 

I slap Preach in the gut.  “You don’t need any extra peanut butter, old man.” 

“
You better hope you look as good as I do when you’re my age.”  He sucks in his gut and throws back his shoulders as he speaks.

“I’ll worry about it in seventy or eighty years when I’m almost your age.”  I an
swer back to Preach with sarcasm.  This is who we are.  We bust chops, fight, argue, and get pissed off at each other.  But he’s like a father to me, the old bastard.

“
Yeah, well, with the quantity of food you inhale, I’m thinking you might not make it to my ripe old age.  Your new lady cook good?”

I laugh.  “Ah, that would be
a no.  I made her eggs the other morning and she thought it was magic that I made them taste so good.  All I put in was salt and pepper.” 

“Well then
, it’s a good thing she looks like that if she can’t cook.”  Preach goads me. 

“Watch it old man, or I’ll knock you on your ass
, too.”  I hand him his shake, with a double scoop of peanut butter.