Your Soul Contract Decoded: Discover the Spiritual Map of Your Life With Numerology (16 page)

tion so that you don’t feel this feeling of being

bad and to prevent others from seeing it as well.

Talents

1. You are demonstrative.

2. You are a link that unites and serves as a catalyst, acti-

vating major change in people.

3. You are here to finalize decisions, with the capacity

to see both sides of a situation equally. Energies like

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solomon; arbitrator, judge, counsellor. You can arrive

at finality.

4. You are good at networking and bringing together

groups of people like yourself and each other; ability

to facilitate groups, yet not lead or control them;

teamwork.

5. You are magnetic, always liked, the life and soul of the

party.

Goals

To become one person and make decisions in life, to

come out of hiding and really express your true self

Karma/Goals
:

in dreamland, indecision, control, hiding, heart

closure

Talents
:

Heart opening, objective, action

8: Ches: CH

Symbol

1. The sign of elementary existence relating to the

physical; like an amoeba, fluid

2. Most powerful earth vibrations available, binds you

here to Earth

Star sign

Cancer

Positive
:

sensitive, imaginative, paternal and protective

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Negative
:

clingy, need to be needed, overemotional

Quality

Sight

clairvoyance, the ability to clearly see the future

Karma

1. You are to learn to release attachments to people and

things, to let go of the past.

2. Self-sacrificing, overinvolved in the problems of others

physically. You need to learn to let others get on with

their life lessons rather than trying to ‘fix’ them.

3. You need to come into your body and be emotionally

grounded. You tend to run a lot of mental/intellectual

body models of how emotions and feelings should be

rather than experiencing them directly through your

heart, which is usually closed in early life. You can be

very analytical as a result. coming into your emotional

body can be quite a shock for you.

4. You can feel trapped on the Earth plane when the emo-

tional intensity from suppressed childhood trauma

comes into consciousness at a feeling level. You can

feel like you would rather die than engage with your

feelings. This can be difficult to overcome.

5. Difficulty committing to life, eg emotionally in rela-

tionships, especially for men, having a fixed address,

having a job, furnishing a home properly. There is a

need to get into the spiritual.

6. inability/reluctance to relate to society, therefore

avoiding the normal trappings of modern life, such as

a stable job, a stable address. This is due to the fear of

taking responsibility and fear of commitment.

7. Because you can be ungrounded, you tend to be hard

on your body and on material things. This can mani-

fest as bad hygiene, tatty clothes, forgetting to wash

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or change your clothes enough, keeping your house

clean. You have a tendency to break things.

8. You tend to relate better to animals than humans.

9. The core program of this pattern is ‘i don’t want to do

this’ or ’i don’t want to be here’.

10. Unrequited love. You can have mental body models

and projections of the ideal relationship, becoming

attached to it, wanting it back. The reality would be

quite different where you would need to learn how

to become fully present and to respond fluidly to the

emotional ebb, flow and change of true relating.

Talents

1. You are usually a high-frequency soul coming into

the reality and relating to the heaviness of the place.

This is a big effort that requires constant work. You are

home orientated and have a difficult time in business.

2. clairvoyant with respect to the future. You tune into a

situation and know the truth of it. You have an exten-

sive spiritual insight. You generally make less errors in

spiritual judgement, but more in areas pertaining to

the physical (indecisiveness).

3. With these energies, the feminine qualities of nurtur-

ing, relating, supporting and intuition are dominant.

This makes it difficult as we live in a society where

masculine qualities are valued and are dominant.

4. Right Hand extended to all

Goals

To become grounded in society and to reach out and

connect to people emotionally

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Karma/Goals
:

Ungrounded, avoiding connection, unclear

boundaries

Talents
:

1. grounded, connecting with people

9: Tes: T

Power

Symbol

like a snake, dragon related to great power

Star sign

Leo

Positive
:

Power, creative, generous and organisation, warmth

Negative
:

vanity, pride, dramatization

Quality

Hearing

The ability to hear god clearly

Comments

1. You have an invisible protection from god which

manifests as a feeling that you are going to be oK no

matter what happens.

2. Too many 9s (more than four) in a chart can be hard

on the physical body.

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Karma

1. Resistance to the acceptance and expression of your

spiritual power

2. Tendency to misuse power, control, destruction of

other people or create the reality that this is ‘done’

to you, usually through a tough childhood where

one or both parents actively disempowered you.

alternatively, you may manifest abusive situations at

school and work. The tendency to misuse power is

unconscious and stems from being traumatized.

3. You are here to express your feelings of disempower-

ment and to then claim back the power you have given

away. When you have regained power, this may feel

scary to you at a personality level which is not used

to being so powerful. The sudden realization of how

powerful the 9 energies are can make you feel over-

whelmed as you start to see the effect it has on other

people.

4. Blockages to creativity as you don’t trust your channel

(left Kidney). Due to this inability to trust the self

there is a tendency to live by ‘rules’ that may come

from a guru, teacher or system. You are giving your

power away to this.

Talents

1. 9s are the most powerful energies in this system. You

can basically do anything you like and are unstoppa-

ble. You are the power of god incarnate.

2. Extremely creative

3. You serve as an extremely powerful catalyst, peace-

maker and have strength in stability.

4. Excellent channels and mediums, channelling chakra

opens up at an early age

5. Brilliant healers

6. You possess great strength and belief in your self and

learn to trust intuitive feelings, due to the unconscious

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knowing of power. When you hear your truth, you

know it.

7. The soul is so powerful that these energies can be

tough on the physical body, often pushing it beyond

its limits.

Goals

To claim back and express your power with great

integrity

Karma/Goals
:

Resistance to power, victim consciousness,

no boundaries

Talents
:

Powerful, catalytic, trusts spirit

10: Yod: I, J

Symbol

1. The symbol of potential manifestation of spirit on the

Earth plane

2. Moves in curves which is captured in this symbol.

3. spirit is eternal and forever moving.

Number category

spiritual

Star sign

Virgo

Positive
:

analytical, meticulous and discriminating

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Negative
:

critical, perfectionist, overly mental

Quality

Work

You are a steady, studious worker and have to work

hard to achieve in all aspects, especially in the karmic

ones.

Comments

1. This is the flow of Spirit coming into the reality.

2. You are very connected to the source.

3. Masculine and feminine energies are very balanced in

your expression.

Organ

Left hand

1. You keep it in your pocket.

2. You do not want to reach out.

3. You do not want to take a chance or let others know

who you truly are.

4. in relationships you have a tendency to stay super-

ficial and do not connect to the essence of others.

Karma

1. Use both 10 and 1: blend both negative aspects together

to get the full meaning.

2. Denial of god and spirituality

3. overly critical, insecure and prejudiced

4. self-righteous and judgemental of others

5. at some point in a past life, a real denial of god

occurred, and your soul has either misused spiritual

gifts or not used them at all. all came too easy.

6. You are here to learn the responsibility of growth and

power.

7. You must work hard for what you achieve.

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8. You are always tempted to leave your path. You vac-

illate and change goals often. life is one of work to

maintain your spiritual path.

9. spirit has to make sure that a very strong mind is built

before the full flow of 10-1 talents becomes available

to you.

Physical Talents

1. Highest god-like energies in numerology, yin/yang,

energies of balance

2. a vocal expression

3. Excellent healers, inventors; creative

4. You have trouble adjusting to physical vibrations and

often feel like a misfit in society.

5. You do not really have Physical Talents. There are

no pure physical aspects. You are here to be of direct

service to others, in order to get a sense of satisfaction

in life.

Physical Goals

1. You have none. Physical goals are spiritual.

2. You are here to learn to use the spiritual knowledge/

abilities you acquire in the service of others.

3. There is no free will as energies are so powerful, which

means the expression of your service becomes your

life goal.

Spiritual Talents

1. capacity to come into full soul consciousness

2. You are completely connected, aware, very balanced

and stable.

Spiritual Goals

To achieve conscious mastery of self in this lifetime

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Karma/Goals
:

overcoming denial of god and spirituality and

misuse of power

Talents
:

Manifestation of god, service, intuition

11: Caf: C

Double Letter

Symbol

1. sign of assimilation, mould which receives and creates

all forms

2. Physical energies to a great degree

Planet

Venus

Positive
:

1. love, personal values, harmony; combines with the

emotional support of the 2: Beth of the 11–2, enabling

you to invite people into your aura to teach, nurture

and share with them.

2. sharing, give and take, generosity of spirit

Negative
:

self-indulgence, greed, emotional demands, inhibi-

tion of affections

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Karma

1. Double letter: lessons in Death to life, physically

and spiritually

2. inability to achieve balance in life’s experiences

3. Tendency to avoid goals as Moon energies of 2 are

cyclic, so you can misinterpret things relative to life

and death.

4. You can take on dysfunctional patterns as your own, as

you are not very discerning as to what you assimilate.

These are not something being imposed upon you,

and can result in manic-depressive behaviour.

5. Tendency to become dependent on others due to your

need for structure in life. You have a feeling that you

cannot do it on your own. This leads to immobility

and underachievement.

6. You have difficulty assimilating information, ideas

and knowledge. This can create problems at school.

You need to develop your own structure of truth. You

may have difficulty absorbing a Soul Contract Reading.

Talents

1. You have the ability to open your self to all ideas of

concept, sort out the garbage and create a solid truth.

You have a logical, analytical mind and are realistic.