Your Soul Contract Decoded: Discover the Spiritual Map of Your Life With Numerology (18 page)

18: Tzaddi: TZ

Master Number

Symbol

1. Sign of finality and solution

2. Walking many different paths in past lifetimes which

now come together and you are being asked to make

a decision who are you, will you follow the path of

spirit/god or not?

Star sign

Aquarius

Positive
:

Humanitarian, independent, inventive, intellectual

and eccentric.

Negative
:

1. stubborn, you don’t want to see others’ point of view.

2. Emotionally detached, ungrounded, heady

Quality

Swallow

if you are going to make hard decisions in life, you

need to have swallowed a lot of experience from past

and present lives.

Karma

1. Self-sacrificing at your own expense, losing the con-

cepts of your own growth

2. learn not to look back and judge past actions. What-

ever other people take on is their problem; let go of the

guilt of how you might have affected someone.

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3. in a place of unworthiness, you cannot decide who you

really are.

4. You are always asking other people what you should

do in situations.

5. learn that there are no mistakes. learn to forgive

yourself.

6. Learn to finish projects.

7. overall, you are learning to follow spirit to the end or

not. You are in a place of indecision.

Talents

1. These energies are highly evolved spiritually; leading

to the end, the ultimate goal.

2. You are a very powerful being who can make the hard

decisions. Therefore, you are excellent in business and

as a ‘project manager’. You can hold an entire project

together from beginning to end and make sure every-

thing is delivered on time. You hold the big picture.

3. You are always seeking new challenges.

4. You are often here in a service incarnation, ready to

teach on any occasion.

5. You must learn to discern your reality and reject unre-

alistic energies.

6. You have a very futuristic mind.

7. as an international person, you can travel overseas a

lot, so are difficult to ground as always in service to

others.

Goals

1. Procrastination: you can complete 80% of a job, then

get someone else to finish it off. Learn to make deci-

sions. Learn to finish projects.

2. To follow spirit to the end

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Karma/Goals
:

Fearful of making wrong decision, ‘shall i follow

spirit or not?’

Talents
:

choosing to follow spirit

19: Kof: K, Q

Symbol

Relates to material existence giving meaning to form

Star sign

Pisces

Positive
:

1. impressionable, compassionate, emotional, intuitive

and receptive

2. Men: minds run in two directions simultaneously,

usually unable to cope with this

3. Women: extremely intuitive, able to swim in two

directions at once

Negative
:

Overemotional; Pisces men are flaky, overly sensitive,

inconsistent.

Quality

Laughter

learn to laugh at the world.

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Karma

1. overinvolvement in physical vibrations, misusing

your spiritual gifts once again. obtained power/posi-

tion at expense of others. often, you have misused

your growth in past lives and are here to work it out

again.

2. a lot of self-judgement

3. You feel you know it all, but have to learn to use it

properly, not to take it for granted.

4. You manifest many obstacles to your life dream of

setting up a centre

Talents

1. You represent a positive effort for mankind. You are

here to help others reach their goals and to under-

stand them.

2. service orientated. You are here to bring spiritual

energies into manifest form such as a centre to hold

space for others to come and grow spiritually, and

understand and achieve their goals in life. You may

personally hold the space for others to do this.

3. Make excellent writers and achievers

4. clown energies

Goals

To set up a centre and to learn to laugh.

Karma/Goals
:

overinvolvement in physical vibrations misusing

spiritual energies

Talents
:

creating space out of spiritual energies for others

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20: Resch: R

Double Letter

Symbol

Relates to movement; good/bad, positive/negative

Planet

Saturn

Positive
:

1. law enforcer, father image, practical and constructive

2. Disciplined effort, acceptance of duties and responsi-

bilities, patience, organization, reliability

Negative
:

self-restriction through lack of faith, rigidity, cold-

ness, defensiveness, crippling inhibition, fearfulness,

negativity

Karma

1. Double letter: lessons in War to Peace

2. By not working out the balance, you could end up as a

criminal, lawbreaker and rebel.

3. You are rigid in your beliefs and do not want to budge.

4. Because of the great movement, you are subject to ups

and downs in mood.

Talents

1. Creative flowing energies

2. Flexible, versatile, highly inquisitive, goal seeker relat-

ing to the physical, always searching and restless

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3. Physical and spiritual explorers, never want to retire,

always keep moving. You explore areas of experience

far beyond those of the cultural group from which you

come.

4. You are very easy to work with in a therapy situation

as you can rapidly move to new places within yourself.

Goals

To learn to become the explorer and let go of rigid

beliefs

Karma/Goals
:

Rigid belief systems, War and Peace

Talents
:

Movement

21: Shin: SH

Mother Letter

Symbol

Mother energies of the Trinity utilizing intelligence,

duration, strength and durability to last, overcome

and grow

Planet

Uranus

Positive
:

independent, inventive and humanitarian, attuned to

the the whole, originality, directed experimentation,

respect for freedom

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Negative
:

1. Wilfulness, restless impatience, constant need for

excitement and purposeless change

2. Rebellion, extremism

Apex of achievement

Intelligence

Shin is the flame of knowledge.

Initiation

Fire

This is a big wake-up call by the soul of solomon as he

works consciously or silently with your ego personality

to burn out a big layer of separation programming so

you can start to follow your spirit without hesitation.

This can be quite gentle or very intense.

Comments

in a positive expression, this energy is very balanced

as it contains three elements.

Karma

1. You are caught up in your own self-importance and

turn others aside.

2. You have no incentive, no energies. You may have

chronic Fatigue syndrome or may be overweight as a

direct manifestation of the blocked energy.

3. Blockage of power/creativity. You have to overcome

obstacles and reach things denied to you. This can

lead to a lot of anger. You have to develop endurance.

4. You have very strong, heavy energies that are hard to

move and overcome.

5. You could have complete suppression of your being by

your parents.

6. Basically, you do everything the hardest possible way.

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Talents

1. You possess great inner strength and are goal orien-

tated and goal achieving. You have the strength to

withstand much hardship and strife.

2. You have chosen this incarnation to serve god, and

one way or the other you will.

Goals

To develop endurance and unblock your power and

creativity

Karma/Goals
:

Does everything the hard way, blocked energy

Talents
:

ability to endure and overcome big challenges and

hardships

22: Tau: TA

Double Letter

Symbol

sign of reciprocity, completion of the cycle.

Planet

Jupiter

Positive
:

1. Humanitarian, holder of the law, expansion, philoso-

pher and benefactor

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2. Faith, reliance on higher power, optimism, openness

to grace

Negative
:

1. Overconfidence, laziness, leaving the work to others

2. scattering energies, irresponsibility, promising too

much

Karma

1. Double letter: Experiences Ugliness to Beauty in both

the physical and spiritual.

2. learning to open to your love and spiritual power;

otherwise, this leads to avarice, greed and selfishness.

3. complete blockage of the connection to the creator/

the source energies within. This leads to great inner

torment and inner tension.

4. May be impotent or infertile.

5. severe birth trauma to create deep sense of separation

from god/the source, which you may be conscious

enough to feel, which makes it even worse.

Talents

1. Signifies the completeness, the oneness within your

self. This usually relates to the last or next to last incar-

nation of service for god.

2. You are able to access the multidimensional parts of

yourself, from here to the source.

3. You are here in total service.

4. You have all you need inside and just need to remem-

ber it.

Goals

To learn the proper use of the creator energies within

you

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Karma/Goals
:

complete disconnection from source, very painful

Talents
:

completion, blending mind, body and soul; recon-

nected to the source

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The Gateways

The Double letters are related to the seven gateways to man: two

Eyes, Ears, Nostrils and one Mouth.
Right
is regarded as a posi-

tive attribute.
Left
is regarded as a recessive or negative attribute,

something to be overcome. For example, the
Right Eye
pertains

to the ability to perceive the future. The
Left Eye
is the aversion

to projecting yourself into the future and stands for unworthiness.

You may have trouble with that eye.

if, for example, a
Left Eye
appears in a karmic aspect of your

chart, it means you are meant to overcome the challenges of the

lessons of that gateway – in this case, to learn to look at the world

as it really is. if it appears in a talent aspect, then this gateway has

some minimal effect as you activate the positive qualities of the

11. If it appears in Goals or Soul Destiny, the negative effect is ini-

tially stronger as you come into the positive energies of the 11, but

nothing like having it in a karmic position.

another example is a
Right Ear
appearing in a talent aspect,

in which case you have the positive qualities of it available to you.

if it appears in Karma, goals or soul Destiny, then you are to come

into these positive qualities.

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Table 13: Gateway interpretations

Number

Gateway Interpretation in

Interpretation in

karmic/goal/Soul talent aspect

Destiny aspect

2

B

Right

It is about learning You have the

Eye

to perceive things

capacity to perceive

clearly.

what reality is, to

see things as they

truly are.

11

C

Left Eye

You are refusing to Initially, you

look at the world

may have some

as it really is. You

elements of

could be an overly learning to look

sensitive soul with at the world as it

a different truth

really is, before

and therefore in

moving to the

avoidance and

positive aspects of

wanting to only

seeing things as

stay within its own they truly are.

vision. This can

manifest as a lazy

eye.

3

G

Right