A Life Plan Without You. (82 page)

“So we are ring shopping tomorrow then?” He smiled he had my
hand to his lips and kissed my knuckles.

“Yes please, yes baby. I need to show Mick I’m serious so it
has to be a serious ring, please don’t argue with me. This one I
was fine when it was just us two, now I want the world to know I’m
serious about you.” I kissed him and we smooched on the dance
floor. I heard the DJ announce a Saturday night fever dance
challenge.

“Excuse me for one minute.” I kissed him and went in search of
the girls and Mandy. As part of our dance lessons Lee had insisted
we learn all the dances from Saturday Night Fever and Greece, so we
could teach extra classes, they were popular too. The girls who’d
had more than me to drink were all up for it, Karen and Ellie Mandy
and me against Shane and his team.

“Love it and you think these girls can beat us?” I laughed
because he was going to lose the dance war tonight.

“I think Shane as they say the proof is in the pudding, watch
and learn cuz.” The music started and we were joined by Zoë and
Carol too. We had a great dance thing going on.

We were wiping the floor with Shane’s dancers. It switched to
the song by Tavares, Heaven Must Be Missing An Angel, Lee had shown
us the entire dance a few weeks before, and I hoped they remembered
it. I started the war dancing against Shane, I swished my hips
doing the steps and adding in the arm rolls with the sexy bum roll,
as the girls followed behind, the foot work, the funky chicken, the
forward kicks, the shuffle, as we danced the room clapped. Shane
bowed out and danced with me not against me. Gheeze he picked me as
I hung of his hip I was spun around, then the arms and cross overs,
I was breathless, then the music switched to Baccara, Yes Sir I Can
Boogie, the others joined us, as Sam was laughing at Stuarts
attempt at dancing. I danced as if I hadn’t a care in the
world.

“Michelle, do you do this every weekend?” I laughed at
Karen.

“No, we normally just come out Saturday.” Lee’s favourite tune
came on Disco Inferno.

“I loved Lee making us do these dances eh Ellie?” She laughed.
“I think you have a one man supporter there Ellie.” Jimmy was
looking on mouth open. Sam stood smiling on the side with Shane
laughing. Someone was dancing right behind me and whoever it was
moving, his hands up and down my backside. I turned because it
wasn’t Sam he was over the other side of the floor watching, as the
not so nice bloke got intimate with my arse. Sam jumped in and
pulled me into him and he then danced with me, I had my arms over
his shoulders, going in for a kiss. The idiot came towards me and
pulled me from Sam.

“She’s dancing with me fella fuck off.” I stopped dancing and
walked away from him, taking Sam with me. “I said she was dancing
with me fella.” He put his hand on Sam’s shoulder, pulling me away
from him with the other. Sam just belted him straight in the chin.
The fella was out of it. Shane came over having seen the man, take
the first shot and the grab at me, which Shane wasn’t happy about
at all, the boys dealt with the problem.

“Samuel Todd, what on earth possessed you, I could have just
sent him on his way.” He looked at me.

“You’re mine, nobody else’s. I saw red and well, I’ve never
hit anyone like that before. It felt good standing up to him and
protecting you.” I held his waist tightly I hadn’t needed
protection and was handling it, but he seemed to need to protect me
and I said no more.

“Can we go home please?” I said goodbye to the rest. Kim was
going to a party with Nick. Sam gave Jimmy more money, Andy said
he’d keep an eye on Jimmy, but he was stopping at Zoë’s and we’d
lost Teddy in the club, Jenny had disappeared too, funny that! We
got in a cab to his aunt’s house. I held his shaking hand all the
way home. Getting in I went straight to the bedroom, I had a
wonderful hot shower, with Sam talking to me from the bedroom, as I
day dreamed the hot water flowed over me. He said we would do it
tonight but would we, will we?

“Did you have a nice time baby?” I was knackered and all
danced out. Sam sat on the bed and watched.

“My headaches a little, but yes I had a great night thank
you.” He smiled as I walked out of the bathroom. He came forward
and picked me up in my towel.

“If we do this, it’s for keeps. I don’t think I could take it
if you left me, Michelle, promise me you won’t?” I looked into his
eyes.

“I promise I will never leave you, you may hate this Sam and
leave me.” He placed me on the bed kissing me tenderly, he threw
the covers off the bed leaving behind just the two sheets, shit it
was happening and there was nobody in either, wow, now I’m nervous
and excited and feeling sick…

“That’s never happening Michelle your mine for ever, always
and forever baby.” He stripped off slowly and I watched as his
clothes came off that body and right down to his boxers, finally
taking those off too. He stood at the bottom of the bed leaving me
looking at his very ready package. I’m watching smiling and waiting
for him under the sheets, nervous, excited and relived it was
finally going to happen and now it was… I was terrified... The
thing was happening and now. I am panicking, what if… Shush, we
will be fine… I hope… Shit, he looked massive and he too looked
nervous. It’s not too late to change your mind Michelle? Shush I
need him I want him tonight I want him inside me, I wanted to
belong to him, in every way possible and to Sam this was that
way.

He knelt on the bottom of the bed, lifting the sheet. He
climbed under, kissing my ankle then he made his way slowly up my
leg, kissing every inch of my skin. Oh my list was and is being
obeyed. Getting to my thigh, his kisses stopped at the very top of
my leg. He moved between my legs, as his tongue was searching out
the folds of my now excited sex, I was powerless to sit still as my
legs stretched and my toes began gripping the sheet and my heels
were digging into the soft sheets.

My back arched into him, as my buttocks clenched tighter, he
moved his tongue in and out of my sex. Circling the centre of my
sensitive spot and gently flicking it on the sensitive nub. All
those mind-blowing feelings are running throughout my body, the
anticipation building. In and out repeatedly, groaning at the sheer
pleasure of his tongues performance. We both were making noises
like never before and with nobody here we could be as passionate
and vocal as we wanted this heightened the whole experience, noisy
and no holding back with no pillow hugging. Boy he was right it was
a hell of a lot better.

“Sam, please argh. No, don’t stop please I need you, argh.
Hell please baby, take me now Sam now.” I cried as he sent me wild,
one orgasmic crash after the other. No time to enjoy them before
his touches did it again, my sex was hot and throbbing and so ready
for him. He was so gentle and I needed him, he was sending me to
heaven and back, I ached for him. He blew along my sex before again
invading the warmth he had created, his tongue searching out and
flicking the spot that made my body start shivering with every
gentle touch.

“Michelle baby, you taste so sweet. What do you want me to
do?” Placing a finger in and stroking my sex, his thumb stroking
that spot repeatedly. “This is nice I could make you come like this
again Mi cielo, or do you want more?” He was teasing me, sending my
whole body into a shivering and shaking wreck. In my desperation
for him, I cried for him telling him I needed him and now, before I
passed out from all the foreplay.

“Sam I want you; all of you pleaseee don’t please don’t, don’t
make me wait any longer.” He continued arghhhh my sex was on fire,
I couldn’t take much more and as he knelt between my legs, his
finger continued massaging my sex, another orgasm and then another
straight after. This was so nice, exciting even. The anticipation
building higher, with each and every touch and then his mouth took
the place of his fingers again.

“Sam stop please, I want you I need you. Oh don’t stop keep
doing that I’m coming ohhh...” Too late he had a mouth full of Lord
knows what. This turned him on more. He carried on kissing my body,
from the top of my sex, right up to my belly button his tongue
circling in there too. Kissing all the way up to my breast, he bit
one and played with the other, he suckled at it letting it fall and
immediately picking it up between his teeth and his tongue played,
feverishly. I grabbed at the sheets the orgasms were wild and
fierce. His fingers took over, he made me come again and again,
quivering to a stop under his gentle touches. He smiled as I
finished.

“So, so wet and oh so ready for me are you sure this is what
you want Michelle baby, I want you to want this, I need to be
inside you and make us one, do you want me to make love to
you?”

“Oh hell stop talking about it and take me Sam. Please baby
now.” The sheer thought of him doing it made me shake. He was at
the top of my chest. Kissing my neck, his erection I could feel
against my leg, he moved his mouth to my mouth, he had my head in
his hands, his deep breathing and the pounding of his heart I felt,
he too was nervous. He parted my legs with his, his touch gentle
the warmth now building up between them. We were both shaking,
nervous wrecks.

“Tell me it you need me to stop, or if it hurts please, I
don’t want to hurt you baby.” I pulled his face to mine and kissed
him. He very gently put himself in. In doing so I got yet another
helping of the strange feelings. Ouch the tight pinching pain and a
hot flush and tingle each and every fibre of my body I wanted this
man to stop, it hurt, but I wanted him so badly. These feelings
were multiplying it was too much, too painful, this was hurting. As
he slid in me I tensed the pain was something else, painful yet
different, no hell no, I don’t like this! All this time spent
waiting for this wonderful happening, but it’s hurting and not a
nice feeling. Shit stop Sam please, my silent voice
muffled.

“Yes, oh yes, Michelle I love you, I can’t stop, I can’t stop,
you're oh hell you’re so tight relax baby.” He looked down into my
face, hopefully not seeing the pain I felt, the tear he kissed away
as I held on to him. This is hurting, he kissed me again, he oh
godded as he continued, he slowly enter me taking it and me. I
grabbed the sheets tighter to the side of me, he watched my face as
he entered and he looked worried. I just smiled and put my fingers
in his hair, pulling his lips to mine.

“Argh, Sam... That’s… Oh, Sam please don’t stop.” It hurt and
he would stop, if he knew exactly how much that hurt.

“Are you all right baby, please tell me?” I kissed him again
and wow this was worth the wait and then some. I was so in need of
him. I wanted him, I wanted to show him just how much I loved him,
but this was mind blowing. It was hurting me so much, even with Sam
being gentle and slow and he was. He stopped, perhaps he sensed I
was hurting or I was just too tense around his dick? He stopped
where he was in me. Inside me but not fully, but in doing this, he
was allowing me to relax, he just kissed and caressed me, looking
into my eyes shaking as he did.

“We fit baby, we are perfect and I love you so much, this is
the best place in the world here with you.” I relaxed a little then
oh wow, the kisses and the relief I finally relaxed as he spent
down kisses on my lips! Yes and he slipped the rest of himself into
me, finally buried deep within me and smiling as he held me looking
in my eyes and kissing me, thanking me, the aching, the touches. I
was definitely feeling something different, oh yes this was nice.
The tingles were never ending the pain wasn’t a pain anymore it was
nice, I held him tightly, we were joined and holding each other, he
looked into my eyes.

“Michelle baby your crying, shit please baby am I hurting you
please tell me?”

“Shush and keep doing what you’re doing, this is wonderful.
I’m more than fine. Now shush.” This was so nice the surges rushing
through my body. He relaxed more we were actually making love. The
pain had eased slightly and the pleasure was out of this world, he
really was good at this too, he slowed down and looked into my eyes
again. I shivered underneath him and I felt everything he did,
every movement, all the touches.

“Thank you Mi cielo, you are so beautiful and all mine, we're
going to be so happy.” His tender caresses, the tears, the kisses.
He just had to touch me and my whole body exploded. He kissed me
hard, his tongue searching, he moved in and out of me so gently. We
were hot and sweaty and moving together, he amazed me with his
stamina. My legs tightly wrapped around him. His arms out stretched
as he shivered then exploded within me, letting out a loud roar
through his teeth and a groan as he collapsed on top of me. He
kissed me again.

“Wow... That was like nothing I have ever done before. Are you
all right Michelle, did I hurt you, please tell me you’re all
right?” I couldn’t speak it was wonderful, nobody else could ever
do to me what he had done. Definitely, an emotional wreck of
feelings, of confusion and relief yes we had finally done it. The
love, his loving touches his worry long gone from his eyes and the
sheer relief that the deed was done, wow. What a rush of hormones,
adrenaline and sex, wonderful, yet painfully nice sex.

“Umm, I’m fine Sam more than fine, I’m different can’t explain
how, I just am, and no you didn’t hurt me, can we do that again
please?” He withdrew from me smiling. Now that was sore. I moved
closer to his side and put my head on his chest he pulled me in to
him his arms wrapped tightly round me, he kissed me softly and his
tongue parted my lips he ran it over my teeth one at a time and
leaned in for a longer more passionate kiss. He said the words,
he’d said before.