A Long Distance Love Affair (17 page)

My Heart of Joy

I'm so HAPPY at the thought of your return.  You are probably a nut-brown beauty now after your lazing in the sun beside the sea.  How I would love to be gazing on your beautiful legs just now.  The thought of you delights me to the core!

I hope your blood is still running hot for me....

"He spake; I heard and was glad,
            And took him, alas! by the hand and softly drew him alow
            On the soft bed by my side, and our limbs began to glow,
            And hotter became our cheeks and so sweetly whispered we....
            Love's rites were accomplished, and we both tasted of Love's delight."

Your most cruelly neglected Chariette

My Beautiful Dear Chariot

Wonderful to hear from you today!  However briefly!  Although you have me on a starvation diet of you just now I still manage to feel just as intensely about you and so full of longing and desire for you....and this is despite all that is going on in my life just now. 

 I think I've done more socialising in the past few weeks than in the past few years!  (But everywhere I go it's you I look for even though I know you're not there! I know - I'm the one that needs treatment!)  You have so eclipsed me I don't know what to do about it.  I so adore the look of you, the sound of you, the touch of you, the taste of you, the feel of you.  My tongue is longing to connect with you, as well as my lips and my eyes and fingers and my special parts...  Oh I wish I could envelop you in the complete joy of life you make me feel.  I wish we could come together in a passionate frenzy of desire and fulfilment just now....

You are just the most desirable, handsome creature on earth to me.  Oh comme je t'adore et comme je te veux....

Your poor besotted one.

Mon Cher Ami

Feeling very French again lately. Maybe because I went to see the film 'Après Vous' this week.  I wouldn't really recommend it, it was quite predictable and slow, but I think I was in the restaurant it was filmed in so that was a bit of a thrill.

I'm so glad the working year is coming to a close for me tomorrow.  I could do with a rest.  It's been a very hectic year, but very exciting.

I was thinking today though about how fortunate I am and that this has come about because I've made some highly significant decisions over the past three years. The first and most deeply significant in a completely life changing kind of way, was my decision to finally end it all with my marriage after years and years of trying to hold it all together. Because that decision was a long time in the making I was very fearful during that time of what the future would hold for me.  I didn't think in a million years that happiness would just flow into me and infuse my every waking (and sleeping) moment as a result.  The second great decision was to return to this state despite the upheaval we all knew would be associated with that.  That has turned out also to be just the most wonderful injection of optimism and happiness for me and for my sons.  I have never seen my eldest son in particular so happy and my youngest son too is emerging from a dark period in his life at last.  And the third decision that has also made a hugely significant contribution to my current manic levels of happiness, was the decision to abandon myself to the wicked temptation of you.  Oh how that has changed my life too...

Seeing that you appear recently to have lost all use of your fingers I'm sending you a poem that you can send to me.  All you need to do is use your nose to move your mouse to press 'reply' and it will come to me.  You'll probably notice I've taken a bit of licence with some of the descriptions, particularly those in relation to the 'tapering thigh' but I hope you'll forgive me this excess...

"O fairy foot! O shapely leg! O tempting taper thigh!
O comely back! O clipsome waist! with ivory which vie;
O shoulders soft! O budding breasts! O neck of swan-like fall!
O lovely hands! O lustrous eyes! for which I madden all,
O gestures of transcendent grace! O kisses! sweeter far
Than nectar, and O voice! to which my senses victims are-"

Your most adoring Chariette

O Heart’s Delight

“Give me, soft, a velvet kiss,
Dove-like glued in searching bliss:
You suck my breath!  O heaven! remove
Your lips – I faint – my sweetest love!
Your kisses – hold! They pierce my heart:
I feel thee in each vital part:
Hold!- thou wicked creature! Why
Suck my life’s blood thus cruelly?
Cruel! See you not I languish,
Thrilling with ecstatic anguish?
Do you leave me; leave me lying
Almost fainting, almost dying?”

Thinking of you…too much …. Too much

Chariette

Dear Chariot

A 'Guid New Year' I wish you.  May it bring you all you hope for.

"Let top and maintop crowd the sail,
               Heave Care overside!
            And large, before Enjoyment's gale,
               Let's take the tide!"

From your Chariette - poor slave to your charms.

“O Sire!

I fear thou hast abandoned me!

Thou makst my heart so grievous sore -

A word is all I ask of thee,

Lest I expire for ever more!”

Dear Chariot

So wonderful to hear your divine voice yesterday.  It transports me even more than listening to the most beautiful work of Puccini that I love so much.  Other parts of you transport me too.....

So what New Year's Resolutions have you made?  One to get your tax organised early by the sound of it (I am very impressed...I won't tell you how overdue I am in that regard...) Probably another to get out of your current role.  You still sound very jaded in there.  I know the feeling so well.  When enthusiasm for your workplace is dead, work becomes such a negative place to be, and so bad for your soul.  As I'm not a praying kind of person, all I can do is fervently hope for you that things will turn around quickly in the way you want them to (and fervently hope for me that this doesn't result in a move of you offshore...)

My New Year's Resolutions are: to continue in my quest to enjoy life and seek happiness - it's worked extremely well for me so far - ; to get back to the gym; to learn to love my belly - given that it appears very attached to me and won't go away despite all efforts-; to try not to bring home work too often; and to try to stop thinking about you so much.

I think the last will be the first to be broken...

Chariette

Sweet Prince

Your call filled me full of lovely happy feelings.  You have brought such joy to my life!  You have really brought me to life over the past couple of years after a period of great darkness and I'm so grateful to you for that.  I can't explain how important and life changing this has been for me - and you have been such a catalyst in all of this.  I so love my life the way it is now.  I'm just bursting with joyous energy.  (Would love to be channelling some of this your way - you would make it positively explosive!)

 "Oh! let my tender trembling hand

 The awful gate of life expand!

 With all its wonders feast my sight

 Dear prelude to immense delight!

 Tiill plung'd in liquid joy profound,

 The dark unfathom'd deep I sound;

 All panting on thy breast recline,

 And, murmuring, bless that bower of thine."

My dark unfathom'd deep awaits you!

Chariette

My beautiful fecund passionfruit

I can't tell you how glad I was to get your call yesterday and to know that you are still speaking to me.  I went through a few days there where I thought it was curtains for me and the awful desperate ache of that thought was terrible.  It made me realise how much you bring to my life and how awful it would be not to have that any more. Despite our limited contact and constrained circumstances, your contact fills me with warmth and joy.  You are a very lovable, charming, sexy man and it's wonderful to be around you.

I hope I will really be around you in a couple of weeks.  My hands are dying to be all over your gluteus maximus, not to mention your other tumescent splendours!  Oh it will be so wonderful to connect with you again...paradise really....