A Mate for Gideon (15 page)

“We
can explain it to them. Our situation. Our feelings for one another.”

He
shook his head. “We wouldn’t be able to bring up what happened all those months
ago. It would count against us. They won’t understand. I’m not one of the ten
and therefore our being together is completely forbidden. I will go and speak
with Brant in the morning. I want you Jenna, you need to believe that.”

She
promised herself that she would be brave. Jenna bent down and grabbed the hem
of her dress and pulled it up over her head in one clean sweep. She was sure
she heard molars crack as he clenched his jaw. His hands fisted at his sides
and his gaze turned feral, burning with a hunger that was greater than she had
ever seen before. Surely he would not be able to turn her down now?

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By
all that was fucking red, he was screwed. She may have lost some of her hips
and ass but her pink tipped breasts were as heavily curved as ever. Jenna was
as beautiful as ever. His attraction to her had grown. Gideon swallowed hard.
“Jenna,” he growled. It came out sounding like something between a warning and
a plea as much as he tried, he could not make himself look away. She was fucking
gorgeous. No other female had ever come close. He realized in that moment that
none ever would. It excited and scared him in equal measures.

Gideon
needed to protect her, which meant holding off even if it killed him. “We
can’t.”

Her
eyes clouded with hurt and she folded her arms around herself.

“Fuck,
Jenna. I want you. I swear to god I do.” He moved towards her but stopped
himself from touching her. Gideon didn’t have much willpower. Touching was out.
Thank fuck she was wearing a tiny scrap of lace over her sex. It still taunted
him.

“You’re
still afraid of what might happen if you confess to them. You’re ashamed of
me.”

“I’m
not.” He growled, biting down on his lip. “I need to keep you safe. I failed
before and I won’t let that happen again. I would rather fucking die. Do you
hear me?”

“No.
I don’t.” She put her hands on her hips. “We can go and speak with Brant
together.”

Gideon
sucked in a deep breath. He pinched the bridge of his nose. “York rutted with a
female he shouldn’t have and do you know what ended up happening?” He didn’t
wait for her to respond. “She was sent home. I can’t let that happen, Jenna.
Not with that fucker out there. I first need to get his ass into a shallow
grave and then we’ll approach the kings.”

“Please
don’t do it.” She chewed on her bottom lip. “Don’t kill Liam.”

“Why
the fuck not? Please don’t tell me that you still have feelings for him.”
Gideon felt his hackles rise. Felt his blood turn cold.

“No.”
She shot daggers at him with her eyes. “I hate him. Don’t ever question my
feelings for that asshole.” Her whole demeanor softened. “I would hate to see
something happen to you though. He’s a police officer. If you were caught…” She
shook her head.

“It
would be worth it.”

“Not
to me.” Her eyes filled with tears. “He’s not worth it, Gideon.” Her lip
wobbled and he crumbled. “Don’t you see? You are everything to me…if anything
ever happened to you it would kill me.”

He
went to her, cupping her jaw. Reveling in her soft skin. “Don’t cry,” he
whispered.

“Promise
me that you’ll stay away from him. Please.” Her lip wobbled more, her eyes were
wide with fear. This time, the fear was for him and not because of him.

Gideon
felt everything in him tighten. Letting the fucker continue to breathe went
against everything in him. How could he deny her though? “Fine,” he growled.
“But only if he stays far away from you.”

“I’m
staying right here, so he won’t come anywhere near me.” She smiled. Her eyes
twinkled. She threw her arms around him, pushing her softness against him.

Gideon
slid his hands onto the smooth skin on her back. He had to groan. His dick
ached with the need to be inside her.

“I
need you,” she whispered against his chest.

“It
kills me to deny you…to deny us both, but we have to wait. I only hope I don’t
go blind in the meanwhile.”

“Blind?”
She pulled away from him while looking into his eyes. Her brow was creased and
her eyebrows raised.

Gideon
had to smile. “I read it on the internet once. Masturbation causes blindness.”

Jenna
laughed. “You don’t believe that, do you?”

Gideon
shook his head. “No, but we’ll know for sure soon enough. I have eased myself
often since you came back. I’m surprised I don’t have blisters by now.”

She
laughed hard and her breasts jiggled, causing him to growl. “Get on the bed.”

Jenna
gasped. “Why? I thought—”

“Get
on the bed and spread your legs. I can scent your arousal and want to ease you.
We can’t rut but I can make one of us happy…namely you.”

She
shook her head.

“Why
not?” He groaned.

“Because
it wouldn’t be fair.” Her eyes were hooded and she licked her lips, giving them
a moist sheen. His dick throbbed beneath his tight pants.

“Are
you saying that you won’t let me touch you until I have spoken with my king?”
It would kill him. To not be able to sink himself into her and, even worse, to
not be able to at least touch her…it would fucking kill him.

Jenna
bit down on her bottom lip, denting it with her teeth. “You lie down on the
bed.”

Gideon
shook his head. “We can’t…” He could hear the panicked edge to his voice.

Jenna
rolled her eyes and made an exasperated noise. “I want to give you a blow job…we
can sixty-nine.”

“What
does math have to do with it? You and your numbers…” Then he realized what she
had said. “Blow job?” It came out sounding less than manly so he cleared his
throat.

“You
will love it…this has nothing to do with math…then again…1 plus 1 does equal
two.”

“Fuck,
Jen, you’re losing me here.” He kept his hands fisted at his sides to stop
himself from lunging at her.

She
threw him a sexy smile that made more blood divert south. “We can both come at
the same time without having sex.”

He
had to put a hand over his dick to stop himself from coming in his pants. Just
the thought of Jenna getting off made him hornier than the devil himself. Being
able to come at the same time did not seem possible without having full-blown,
no holds barred sex.

“Take
off your clothes.” Her voice had taken on a commanding edge. He liked it a
little too damned much.

Gideon
shook his head. “Remove your panties and lie down.” He swallowed thickly, using
every last bit of resolve he had. If she so much as touched him, he was going
to fuck her…hard. “Do it now.”

“You
are really infuriating. Take off your clothes and lie down on that bed…Do it
now, Gideon. I need you to trust me. It will feel good for both of us…no sex…I
promise.”

He
felt his chest rise and fall in quick succession. “No sex.” He growled, feeling
like the biggest pussy alive. Jenna was his female. He should be able to rut
her, bring her many orgasms. Frustration ate at him. With a quick jerk of the
head, he toed off his boots and pulled his shirt over his head. His pants
followed quickly, Gideon kicked them onto the growing pile.

The
delicious scent of her arousal hit his nostrils, making him snarl softly.

“You’re
so damned sexy.” Jenna ate him up with her eyes, before lifting her face to
stare at him. “I can’t wait to get your cock in my mouth.”

His
balls clenched. This was going to be the quickest orgasm he had ever had. Okay,
maybe not the quickest, nothing could beat their first time.

Gideon
did what she said and lay down on the bed. “My seed will leave a scent mark on
you. Other males will be able to tell that you have been with a vampire. You
should—” He was about to tell her to release him just before he came but she
cut in.

“I
am with a vampire tonight.” Jenna shrugged, drawing his eyes to her mammary
glands.
Fucking hell
! She said something else but he didn’t hear what
that was.

“Excuse
me!” She choked out a laugh. “Eyes up here…” She gestured to her face.

“Oh…”
Fuck he was a teenager around this female. A blithering, fast coming, idiot of
a teenager. “Sorry. What was that?”

He
worked hard at keep his gaze from straying. Her eyes, her face, her cute button
nose were all so fucking beautiful, so it wasn’t that difficult in the end.

“I
said that I am with a vampire tonight. For all intents and purposes, I’m with
Lazarus. Won’t you scent of me though?”

“I
will scent more strongly of human but I am spending time around all of you so
hopefully no one will be the wiser. Seed has a strong scent. It is designed to
mark a female. It is not as hectic the other way round.” Truth was, they could
probably have full blown sex and get away with it but it felt like too big a
step right now. As much as his dick was ready, all systems go, his head—the one
on his shoulders—knew that waiting was the safer thing to do. Next time he was
with Jenna, really with her, it would be with the consent of his kings. No
sneaking around. His female deserved as much.

She
removed her panties, sliding them down her thighs slowly. Gideon clenched his
teeth as he caught sight of her strip of fur. Fuck but he had missed it…he had
missed her more than he had even realized. Jenna walked over to the bed and
crawled on her hands and knees towards him. He was about to become the first
vampire male to die from a heart attack. That, or death by blood loss since
most of it was in his cock right about now. “Jenna,” he growled. It was another
strangled, half warning, half plea.

He
had expected her to straddle his hips but she smiled and continued to crawl
down his body before throwing her leg over at his face, putting her pussy
directly above him. Her sex glistened with her need. It was flushed pink and so
fucking inviting that he had to lick his lips.

Gideon
sniffed loudly. “Sugar and spice.” He moaned before taking another nose-full.
“And all things nice. Fuck!” He palmed her ass, wanting her closer. He
practically salivated, desperate for a taste.

Jenna
lowered herself, hovering just above his reach. He could feel her hot breath
fanning his dick. Then her mouth closed over his head and he snarled.

He
had forgotten how good it felt when she did this. Jenna swirled her tongue over
his head and he snarled again. For fuck sakes! It didn’t get too much better
than this.

She
giggled and he felt her nipples bounce against him in time with her laugh.
“You’re supposed to go down on me at the same time.”

Gideon
hadn’t noticed that her pussy was practically plastered against his face.
Feeling her lips around him had been all consuming. “Am I now?” He growled,
closing his mouth over her swollen clit.

Jenna
sucked in a ragged breath and moaned.

He
kept up the suction using his tongue to move back and forth over her nub, in
slow, easy strokes. Her back bowed and she tried to move away but he held on
tight.

“Oh
god…so good.” She moaned.

Gideon
hooked his arm around her ass to keep her in place and sought out her slit with
his now free hand. Her pussy was soaking fucking wet. He had to squeeze his
eyes shut as he imagined his dick taking the place of his fingers. Gideon eased
two inside her.

Her
pussy tugged him in deeper. Her velvet walls tight around him. It wasn’t hard
to find the right spot because she soon cried out.

Bulls-fucking-eye.

She
wriggled and moaned and bucked against him. Then she sucked on his dick. This
time, much harder and deeper than before. His balls moved straight to his
throat and everything in him tightened. Jenna palmed the base of his cock and
sucked on him again, making whimpering noises. He had to remind himself to keep
finger fucking her while keeping his hips still. It wasn’t easy considering how
fucking amazing her mouth felt, how decadent she tasted.

He
was shocked when her pussy tightened around his fingers and she groaned loudly.
Her back bowed and she released his dick. Her pussy pulled even tighter and her
groan became drawn out, sounding like it was coming from between her teeth.

“No
more.” She finally slumped against him. It only lasted about two seconds because,
then she picked herself up, leaning on her elbows and took his cock back into
her mouth. One hand worked his base while the other played with his sack. She
deep throated him. Her pussy was still in his face. Wet with her juices. He
could glimpse down the narrow space between their bodies. Her nipples touched
his stomach. Between her breasts, he could see her lips around him. Her hands
on him. It was the most erotic thing he had ever seen before. Her mouth made
suction noises as she moved up and down. He could feel the sweat roll down his
face. As much as he wanted to come, he didn’t want this to end. Torture and
bliss, to the point of pain.