Angel (NSC Industries) (14 page)

“And
you don’t know how beautiful
you
are
Nate. You make my heart stop
when I see you, my mouth goes dry when you look at me like I’m the only woman
in the world, and I can’t breathe when you touch me. I’ll always love you Nate…
always”

He
studied my face intently as I spoke and then slowly and delicately brushed his
lips over mine, making me hitch a gasp with its utter tenderness; the
cherishing touch making my hairs stand on end. His lips suckled and his teeth
nibbled on my lower lip as his tongue grazed across the inside of it whilst I
struggled for breath.

His
mouth left mine and made its way across my chin, grazing my jaw with his teeth,
and then trekked down my throat; his kisses soft and tender until he reached my
chest.

His
tongue brushed along the edge of my vest, along the swell of my breasts and I
emitted a small moan. His erection dug into my thigh as my own arousal built
and I shut my eyes as I gave in to his sweet worshipping.

If
we weren’t in the middle of a busy park, I would have ripped off his jeans and
rode him to ecstasy. He groaned and rested his head on my chest, obviously
thinking the same thing and he released my hands.

I
lowered them to his hair, brushing his blonde curls away from his sweaty
forehead “You staying at mine tonight after Bob’s party?” I hoped. I needed
this man now never mind tonight.

“Try
stopping me!” he huffed as he took my hand from his head and linked his fingers
with mine. “Good” I smiled to myself.

“You’re
as bad as me” Nate chuckled softly, squeezing my fingers, “I don’t know how I’m
gonna cope till next weekend. Are you sure I can’t stay over while the kids are
home?” he pleaded, looking up at me.

“Give
it time, Nate. They don’t even know we’re in a relationship yet and it’s hard
for them after their Dad.”

He
nodded “Yeah, I know. I’m just sulking because I can’t have you to myself.”

I
released his hand and tipped his chin to look at me. “But if you’re a
REALLY
good boy I might be able to rectify that for a while” I grinned, “The kids are
going on holiday with my mother for two weeks next Wednesday, so I’ll be all
yours for
two whole weeks
” I laughed, wiggling my eyebrows at him.

He
shot up and straddled me, grinning broadly “Really? I get you to myself for two
whole weeks?”

I
laughed at his enthusiasm, “Yup. What are you gonna do with me Mr Carter?” I
asked him saucily.

 He
put his forefinger on his pursed lips as if in thought “Well let’s see. Firstly
we’re going to take a couple of days away from work; secondly were going to
pack a bag and take a break somewhere relaxing.”

I
murmured a delighted response, smiling up to him “and thirdly I’m gonna tie you
up and never let you leave my bed.”

I
tensed and shivered violently at his last words, his promise invoking
terrifying memories. “
Shit!”
he jumped off my legs and pulled me onto
his lap, holding me close.

“Baby!
I’m so sorry. I’m such a fuckin’ arse” the anguish evident in his voice, “I’m
sorry” he repeated shamefully.

I
hugged him tight. “Nate, it’s okay. It’s just something people say and I’m just
been oversensitive, ignore me” I pleaded, upset at the change in mood. “Please
Nate, forget it” I climbed off his lap and kneeled before him, gently placing
my hand on his cheek as I kissed him passionately. “Take me home and fuck me,
Nate” I ordered.

Hissing
through his teeth he cupped the back of my head and pulled me forcefully to his
lips, giving me a demanding kiss. His hands gripped my hair, pulling slightly
and he groaned into me as his mouth crushed mine.

“
Fuck
”
he grated through his teeth “I don’t think I can wait that long, Liv” he panted
“I’m painfully hard, baby. I’ll explode as soon as I drive into you.” He bent
to give me another brutal kiss and it was my turn to grab his hair as I
furiously returned his kiss.

God!
This man fiercely ignited my libido, the carnal want in me shattering my
constraint.

Breaking
our erotic exhibition, we both packed away the picnic at a lightning speed and
raced to the car.

Nate
drove at break-neck speed to get home, the hunger in him feeding his ability to
control the car and within record time he was screeching to a halt beside Betty.
He bolted from the car and came round for me as I was struggling to extract the
house keys from my bag.

He
ripped open my door and pulled me out, dragging me up the path and taking my
keys out of my hand as he unlocked the front door. 

Hauling
me inside, he kicked the door shut behind him and slammed me up against it,
crashing his mouth on mine. Grasping the back of his shirt I pulled it from the
back of his jeans, wrenching it over his head and tossed it to the floor as his
mouth took mine again.

I
pulled his hair harder as the need in me grew to an immense pressure. His
fingers unfastened the button on my jeans and he dragged them down, taking my knickers
with them. I yanked his jeans and boxers down and took his erection in my hand,
his rock-hard muscle so stiff it looked painful.

“
Fuck!
”
he growled, “not here baby” he pulled my hand with a force that had us careering
in to the stairs, stumbling up them in our eagerness to get to the bedroom.

Nate
tripped halfway and landed on his knees, his hand still in mine as he tried to
pull me up behind him. “Fuck this!” I groaned in frustration and pulled sharply
on his hand to turn him round.

 Pushing
him down onto a stair I straddled him, my knees either side of him on the step
and after positioning his cock to my entrance, I drove down on him in one swift
sharp plunge.

The
air escaped my lungs in an immense breath as he stretched me to my limit,
filling me to completion.

He
cried out and gripped my hips as I continued to pump him franticly. “
Fuck me
Liv!!!
” he snarled as his hands came up and ripped my vest off “That’s it baby!!
Ride me hard, I wanna feel your cum soak me.”

He
pulled the cup of my bra down and took my aching nipple between his fingers,
rolling and pulling it hard.

His
other hand moved round and cupped a cheek of my arse and as his finger pressed
against my anus I screamed violently and bracing my hands on Nate’s shoulders I
climaxed ferociously, bucking wildly and growling his name.

He
followed me, yelling his release as he bared his teeth and his head shot back.

Panting
heavily, I rested my forehead on his shoulder. “Bloody hell, Liv!” he exhaled “I
think you’re trying to kill me.” Laughing loudly I raised my head and looked at
him. “What a way to go though!” he laughed.

It
was late afternoon before we surfaced from bed. After our session on the stairs
Nate had carried me up to bed and made love to me again, this time it was slow,
tender and loving. I honestly didn’t know where he got his stamina from.

We
had woke and after noticing the time, Nate had flung out of bed, frantically
searched the house for his clothes and dressed as he collected every item.

I
sat on the top step laughing at him as he tried to put his jeans on inside out
and hunt for his car keys. Running back up the stairs to give me a tender kiss
and saying ‘I love you’ he rushed out the house shouting he would pick me up at
8 o’clock.

I
made a coffee and sat at the kitchen table a huge grin plastered to my face. I
was starting to feel that my life had finally taken a massive turn for the
better. I loved Nate so much it could be devastating but the love he returned,
took away some of the pain and terror of my life.

I
had noticed since bearing all to Nate, I had started coming to terms with
things, especially with my mutilated body. Nate made me feel sexy and
beautiful, his intense desire for me boosting my self-confidence and making my
passion animalistic and untamed; something I hadn’t felt for a long time.

He
was slowly fixing me; something he had pleaded with me to let him do, but on
the other hand I had to also heal myself. I needed to face my fears head on and
control my anxiety, be happy in my own skin and learn to love myself again.

Up
until now I had leaned on my friends, my mother and more mortifying, I had
leaned on my children. I was their parent; I was the one person responsible for
their security, protection and shelter, not the other way round but throughout
their short lives, they had guided me through life, picked me up after each
emotional breakdown and protected me from myself.

It
was now time to let them live their lives and take control of mine. It was time
to drag myself out of the gutter, smile and move on; hopefully with Nate. 

As
I rose from the table and moved to the sink to wash my cup, I looked out of the
window and saw a slight shadow move through the bush in the back garden. My
breathing sped up and my hands started to shake as I grabbed the edge of the
worktop.

“Come
on, Liv” I encouraged myself, “You’re strong now. Go check it out!”

Swallowing
heavily I unlocked the back door and ventured down the garden to the bush.
Taking small unsteady steps, my heart thumping in my chest as I slowly moved
further towards it. I was sweating profusely and my legs were trembling.

“Just
a bit further, Liv. You need to do this” I grew angry at myself, annoyed that I
was having this reaction.

I
braced my shoulders and pushed my body nearer, a fierce determination to get to
the bloody bush.

As
I was a few inches away, about to reach in and part the branches a fucking cat
jumped out.

I
screamed loudly and fell backwards, my arse hitting the ground with a harsh
thud.

I
put my arms around my knees and wept a silent, harrowing cry that made my head
ache and my throat sting.

I
heard my phone ringing from inside the house and got to my feet, dragging my
pitiful self-up the garden and into the kitchen.

Picking
up the phone I noticed there were more missed calls from ‘unknown caller’.

To
my relief I saw it was Nate ringing. “Hey baby” he said cheerfully when I
answered. “Hi” I returned, a little despondent.

“You
okay, Liv?” I could hear the question and slight concern in his voice.

“Yeah
I’m fine” I spoke quietly. “Liv?” he persisted.

“For
Fucks sake, Nate! I said I’m fine” I bellowed into the phone.

I
heard him suck in a breath through his teeth. “Well you’re obviously
NOT
FUCKING FINE
are you?” he bit back.

Rubbing
my finger along my temple and closing my eyes, I sighed “I’m sorry” I whispered.

“Tell
me what’s wrong, Angel” he persevered gently.

“Honestly
it’s nothing. I saw something move in the bush outside and when I went to take
a look a bloody cat jumped out at me. It just shook me up, that’s all” I
insisted, trying to reassure him, even though I was still shaking and not doing
a very good job of reassuring myself.

“Oh,
baby! Nothing’s
gonna hurt you anymore. James is in prison and I’m here.
I won’t let anything hurt you.”

“I
know, Nate. What got to me the most is that I had just given myself a pep talk
about being stronger now and I’ve got nothing to be frightened of anymore and
then I go and shit my knickers when a bloody cat jumps in front of me. That’s
what I’m upset about, still being a
fucking
useless shit!” I raged, so
angry at myself.

“HEY!!!
That’s enough, Liv! You
ARE NOT
a useless shit. In fact you’re a fucking
amazing woman, a strong person who has pulled herself through so much bloody
crap in life, I’m surprised you’re still standing!” he scolded.

“Now,
I want you to close your eyes and take a deep breath” he paused “I’m waiting,
Liv!”

I
laughed a little and pulled in a large breath while I closed my eyes. “Right. I
want you to picture a secluded white beach with soft padded sun loungers; the
sun high and bright in the sky, a chilled cocktail in your hand and the clear
blue water rippling up and gently tickling your feet. You getting this, Angel?”
he whispered.

“Mmmm”
I sighed, rolling my head calmly around my shoulders, picturing the tranquil
scene he had placed in my mind.

“And
then I want you to imagine my head between your naked thighs, baby as I eat
your delicious pussy” he growled.

“Jesus
Nate, that’s not fair!” I moaned, rubbing my hot thighs together for some
required friction. He laughed down the phone “You relaxed now, Angel?”

“I
was!” I replied laughing.

“Ha,
I’ve gone hard picturing it myself” he chuckled.

“That’ll
teach you” I reprimanded, making my way upstairs to change ready for the party.
“Anyway, I was ringing to tell you something” he told me as I entered the
bathroom. “What?” I asked turning on the shower to pre-heat the temperature.

“Don’t
bother with knickers tonight” he stated, matter-of-factly. My eyebrows met my
hairline “Okayyy” I grated out, my pussy clenching in anticipation.

“Good
girl” I could sense his grin down the phone “I’ll pick you up in an hour, baby.
I love you.”

“I
love you too” I smiled.

Fifty
minutes later I was stood in just stocking and suspenders… and no knickers or
bra. Sliding into my black silk dress, I smiled to myself. I’d always liked
this dress, it skimmed my body and hugged my thighs, the cut of it outlining my
curves and the flimsy silk was cool, ideal for partying.

The
solid black material had a wide slash of lace that ran from the right shoulder,
diagonally across my breasts and finished at the curve of my hip.

Because
the black lace was intricately woven, my scars were disguised underneath it,
but you could still make out the contours of my breasts, the style of the dress
not allowing for a bra.

As
I put the finishing touches to my hair and make-up I heard my phone ring.
Slipping into my black high heels and grabbing my bag I ran down the stairs to
answer it. I dropped my bag at the kitchen door as I went to answer it.  

It
was the unknown caller again. Feeling brave since my phone call with Nate, I
answered. “Hello?” I said sternly.

Silence

“For
God’s sake. This is getting silly now.”

Silence.

“Right,
listen to me. If you carry on I’m going to report your number for harassment so
BACK OFF
” I warned and ended the call, sure I heard laughing as it
disconnected.

I
shivered and shoved it in my bag when I heard Nate knock. As I opened the door
he grinned suggestively as his eyes roamed my figure and I grinned back as I
took in his outfit.

He
was wearing sleek black trousers that hung from his hips, hugging his crotch
and skimming his thick thighs; his crisp black shirt was stretched across his
firm chest and it was finished with a thin black tie.

He
looked fucking hot!

 “Got
everything?” he asked with a smirk, making a pointed look to my crotch area.
Holding a single finger up to him to indicate ‘1 minute’ I turned and walked to
where I’d dropped my bag.

Very
slowly I bent over at my middle, straight over without bending my knees as I
reached for my bag.

My
dress rose over my buttocks, lifting it high up my thighs and flashing Nate a
vision of my bare arse and freshly shaved pussy, my suspenders pulling taut against
the cheek of my arse.  

I
stood up, spun on my heels and walked over to him. “Ready?” I purred, running
my tongue sensually across my top teeth.

He
stood motionless looking intensely at my mouth, his chest heaving with heavy
breaths and as his eyes rose to mine, a blaze fired in his pure blue eyes and a
slow, lustful smile formed on his lips.

 “Oh
I’m ready, baby!” he rumbled, putting his hand to his crotch and adjusting
himself expressively.

I
locked the house up and followed Nate to the car where Blake was stood waiting
for us. “Good Evening Miss Adams” he smiled to me with a slight nod of his head
“You look stunning as always.”

 “Thank
you, Blake” I returned his smile as I
very carefully
slid into the car.

I
noticed Nate stood back a little, checking out whether I could manage to climb
in without losing my dignity, a huge grin on his face. I scowled at him and
pulled my dress to my knees as he climbed in beside me. “Well that was fun” he
winked at me.

Entering
the noisy function room elevated above ‘The Late Lounge’ I was taken aback how
many people had managed to cram into it; it was surely a fire hazard.

“Jesus”
I said under my breath. Nate leaned forward, his ear to my mouth “What baby?”
shaking my head at him, I stepped further into the room and I saw Leah, Josh
and Grace sat round a table.

 Leah
spotted me and waved frantically, indicating a few spare chairs at their table
and I turned to Nate and lifted my mouth to his ear. “What do we tell people
about us?” I shouted in his ear, trying to raise my voice above the loud
pumping disco music.

He
frowned at me, giving me an ‘I don’t understand’ expression. “Do you want your
employees to know we’re in a relationship? I don’t wanna cause any animosity” I
stated.

“Of
course I want people to know you’re mine, Liv” he wrinkled his brow in a ‘are
you stupid woman?’ expression, “I don’t give a fuck whether it upsets someone.
You’re mine and I wanna show you off.”

Nodding
my head at him I ventured further in and he grabbed my hand, an act of telling
people I was his girlfriend. “You go and sit with your friends and I’ll fetch
you a drink. Wine?” he asked.

“God
Yes!” I exclaimed, thinking of the crisp white liquid in longing.

Laughing
he dropped my hand and approached the bar as I headed over to the group.

“Liv!”
Leah declared when I reached her, her perfectly shaped eyebrows elevated on her
brow. Nodding towards Nate she said “Is there something you wanna tell us about
you and Mr Carter?” she prodded.

“There
just old friends from university, Leah” Grace notified her and before I could
correct her she said “Liv, this is my husband, Paul” as she indicated to a
tall, slim man beside her.

He
had a mass of brown curly hair, narrow eyes and a huge moustache and I tried to
stifle a giggle when I felt Leah nudge me under the table. He looked like a 1970’s
cheap porn star, even down to his prickly brown suit.

“Hi”
I choked out, trying to smile to him. He grunted something and nodded his head
to me then took a long mouthful of his bitter, the creamy froth settling on his
moustache when he pulled the pint glass away.

Leah
nudged me again and I turned to her, my eyes alight with humour. “How are you
this evening, Leah?” I asked, trying to tell her to stop her mocking.

“I’m
goooood Hun” she answered, her own eyes glinting with humour.

I
grinned at her just to give some relief to the imprisoned wit trying to escape
my mouth. “No Beef tonight?” I inquired, looking around the room.

“He’ll
be here in a short while. He has to take his mum to bingo on a Saturday night”
she looked a bit sheepish.