BEAST (MMA Bad Boys Book 1) (11 page)

After helping Carlotta out of the car, I place a hand lightly on her lower back and I feel her stiffen and take a deep breath. “Relax, babe. I’m not going to hurt you. Okay?”

She nods slowly as I lead her to the end elevator. I swipe my card and the doors open. Stepping in, the crackling atmosphere between us electrifies. I clench my fists, my short nails biting into my palms to stop myself from reaching out and pinning her to the wall of mirrors. She has her head hung, staring intently at the floor.

The doors open and we enter my apartment. “Drink?”

“Do you have Vodka? I’m thinking I’m going to need it.” Her eyes wonder around my apartment while she stands in the foyer as still as a statue. Her curiosity is fucking hot. I have no idea why, but it is.

“Sure I do. I have a bar area.” I smile softly at her, not wanting to intimidate her any more than I already have. “Come.”

One simple command and she follows swiftly. “Of course you have a bar. I mean, this apartment looks freakin’ expensive.”

“I own it, and yeah, it was expensive…and worth it.” I hand her the Vodka and she takes a gulp, moaning as the liquid pours down her throat. My dick twitches behind my jeans and I have to grit my teeth to stop myself from losing it.

“It’s nice.” Taking another sip, she finally sets her eyes on mine. I know my eyes are lust filled, but I need to find out why she’s so worried.

Leading her to the living room, I guide her to the couch and sit closely next to and throw my arm around the back. “Carlotta, why are you so worried?”

“I..I…I can’t tell you.” The hesitation has me pulling back and edge forward to take her hands in mine. Staring her in the eyes, I plead with her to open up. I don’t know this chick from Adam, but she’s captured my attention, she’s filled my head and that fucking kiss plays on the loop in my mind. I can see the defeat in her eyes and she shrinks, curling into herself. “I..he…” She sighs in frustration before blurting. “I’ve only had sex once, it wasn’t consensual. I haven’t bothered trying again because the thought horrifies me and scare the living shit out of me. Happy?”

I sit in stunned silence, my thumb stroking over the back of her hand. “Shit, Car, I had no idea. Now I feel like a prick for dragging you around like I did.”

“Don’t. It’s fine. Only Gemma knows the extent of what happened. I need to move on.” She bites her lip as she looks at me under her mascara clad eyelashes.

“We’re safe here. No one will know, I promise.” I lean in, my lips brushing softly over hers. “Fuck, I want you so bad.”

“Then take me, Beast.” Her soft breath fans over my lips and my dick hardens painfully behind my zipper. “Help me.” Now that, I can’t turn down.

My lips crush to hers in a brutal kiss. My hand wraps in her hair as I pull back, her moan reverberating around the silent room. Lips trailing down her neck, my spare hand smooths up her ribs to the curve of her breast. My fingers find her nipple through the dress and I pinch gently, relishing in the moans coming from her mouth. “Tell me, baby, are you wet for me?”

“Y-yes.” I see her eyes flutter shut as my lips meet her cleavage.

Pulling away, her eyes flash open and she glares at me through narrowed eyes. “Bedroom, babe, this sofa isn’t so comfortable ya know.”

I stand and lift her. She wraps her legs around my hips, her ankles crossing just above my arse. I can feel her wet heat through my jeans and once her arms are around my neck securely, I head to the master bedroom in a quick pace. “This won’t be soft and gentle, baby. Fuck, I need to buried in you.”

She moans in my ear and I’m about ready to combust in my fuckin boxers. Fuck. Slamming the bedroom door behind me, I place her on her feet and take the hem of her dress to lift it over her head. She doesn’t deny it and lifts her arms to accommodate me. No bra. Fuck. My lips find her nipple and suck, lick and nibble until her legs are starting to buckle.

I stalk her ‘til her legs hit the bed and I push her gently down onto the bed. I removed my shirt, one button at a time and revelling in the way Carlotta’s eyes are eating me up. Smirking, I throw the shirt to the chair in the corner and remove my jeans and boxers, groaning when my dick is swinging free. Thank fuck. Her eyes are taking me all in and finally landing on my cock as I rub my hand up and down the length, moaning at the pleasure sizzling through my system.

I crouch at the side the bed and lift her legs over my shoulders. I lick a trail from her instep up to the top of her thighs and repeat on the other side until she’s a wriggling mess on the bed. My tongues take a languid lick through her wet folds and the moan she rewards me with is fucking cum inducing. It’s shit hot and I want more of them moans.

I go to work on her, my tongue flicking across her clit, sucking it into my mouth until she’s crying my name, begging for more. Entering two fingers inside her, hard, her walls quiver around my fingers as the pleasure consumes her.

“Shit, I’m going to cum, Beast…please!” She begs. The room is filled with her moans and I up my game nibbling lightly on her nub and my fingers thrusting deep and hard. I’m gifted minutes later when she screams my name and her pussy clamps down on my fingers. Fuck me, that was hot and I can feel the pre-cum dripping onto my thigh.

I kiss my way up her body before taking her mouth and making her taste herself. I grip her hair and thrust my dick inside her sweet as fuck pussy, and my eyes squeeze shut as the pleasure sends goosebumps over my skin. “Don’t move, Car. Give me a sec.”

Her giggles make me thrust in, trying to get deeper. Her hips roll and that’s it. I lose all the self-control that I was holding. Rearing up, I pull out almost all the way before shoving my dick so hard inside her that she moves up the bed. Her hands are gripping the bed sheets and her mouth is open on a silent moan. Fuck, her heat feels so damn good. Does this have to end?

I wrap my legs around his waist, pulling him deeper. Talk about not easing me into it! My vagina is on fire and euphoria washes over me, a sheen of sweat coating my skin. Looking up at Beast, I admire his beauty before he thrusts again making my eyes flutter and causing stars to dance in front of my eyes. God damn, why didn’t I do this sooner?

His arm muscles flex and he speeds up and I’m relishing in the punishing thrusts as I moan and scream like a wanton slut. I don’t care, this is too damn good. His hand goes around my throat and I panic for a minute before he pulls my face forward and he slams his lips to mine. His grip on my neck isn’t crushing but it’s hot as hell and I find myself meeting him thrust for thrust. Shit. “I’m coming, Beast, I’m coming!”

“Fuck!” He roars as his dick enters me faster and harder, hitting a spot inside me that washes me in pleasure, a spot I never even knew existed but it feels so damn good that it should be made illegal. His hand wraps around my throat and he squeezes. Not enough to take my breath but enough to make it erotic. I squeal as my orgasm rips through my body, freezing me in place and my vaginal walls clamp around his monster dick…yup, that’s what I’m going to call it. Monster dick. It’s impossibly big and impossible thick and its feels fucking incredible

His pace doesn’t relent and a moment later he releases his seed and roars into the empty room before his head nestles into the crook of my neck. I can tell by his shaking arms that he’s struggling to keep himself up as not to crush me so I push him and roll us over. I rest my head on his chest and throw a leg over his. One arms crosses over his face as he attempts to catch his breath and the other arm is wrapped around me. We’re not even fully on the bed, our legs are hanging off the edge of the bed, except the one I have curled around his.

“Fuck, Carlotta. Where the hell have you been all my life?” Beast grunts, looking at me through the corner of his eye. I smile at him softly, suddenly feeling self-conscious.

The silence is deafening and I wish I could say it was comfortable. Feeling like I’ve outstayed my welcome, I drag myself from the bed and feel a dribble running down my leg. “Fuck, Beast, you didn’t use a condom? What the hell?”

“I’m clean. I’ve never not used a condom but you consumed me, I couldn’t wait.” He props himself up on his elbow and stares at me as I gather my clothes and make a beeline for the bathroom that’s attached to his bedroom.

Quickly cleaning up, I dress and run my fingers through my hair, trying to tame the birds nest. I grab tissue and clean the make up from under my eyes and when I’m finally satisfied with myself, I leave the room, grab my bag and run from the room.

I make it out of the building without him following me and I stop to take a breath. What the fuck have I done? Why did I so easily give into him? Why did I let him fuck me senseless?

Flagging down a taxi, I jump in and reel off my address. Sitting back, I wonder why I’m so upset that he never chased after me. He said he wanted me but that didn’t necessarily mean for more than one night and because my brain was fogged with lust, I didn’t analyse his words. And I just did the one thing I promised myself I’d never do. Sex with a virtual stranger.

I kick myself the whole way home, my inner self cursing me violently for being such a stupid slut. I should have more willpower but where the hell was it when I needed it?
Left at home with your sanity, obviously,
my mind tells me. I shut it down and brood the whole way back out of London and to my flat. I need to stay away from him at all costs. I can’t repeat what happened. For my own good.

I’m still sat on this bed like a fucking fool. Now I’ve fucked her, thinking that my inner obsession with her would be out of my system, I feel like shit. Why did I not get her to stay? Why the fuck did I just sit here like a mute and let her run? Especially after all the shit she told me about her past. I took what I wanted and practically, silently, tossed her out like rubbish. I’m a complete bastard.

But thinking about it now, that was probably the best way to do it. I can’t have Carlos finding out about her. Shit could get real so damn quick and I need to keep her safe. I know what I need to do to get to the top and change MMA as it is today. Carlos needs to go and I know how to do it. Then I’ll fucking beg for forgiveness from Carlotta if I have to.