Better Off Dead (25 page)

She stood and watched Gabriel throw on his sport jacket, and walk up the sidewalk to the porch steps.  The look in his eyes as he looked up at Lucy didn’t help at all.  There was definite heat, and hunger in those dark, melted chocolate eyes.  And he was very happy to see her.  She knew the look well, and would never have thought Gabriel would ever be beaming it at her.  But she also wouldn’t have imagined that that look would make her skin turn hot enough to make her yearn for a bucket of ice.

Wonder if he’d rub some ice over my skin?
Lucy found Gabriel smiling up at her, and she suddenly wanted to be the one rubbing ice over
his
flesh. 
Or maybe my tongue…

“Am I late?” he finally asked.

Lucy shook her head, feeling a little dizzy as she stared into his eyes.  “Gram just put the rolls in the oven, so you’re…good.”

He licked his lips, unconsciously, but it made Lucy’s knees shake.  She wanted to taste those lips again, and the look on his face said he was thinking the same thing.  She was in trouble and sinking fast.

And then an annoying thought crossed her mind.  Sure, they had that one really hot kiss, and it was just last night…and he’d risked his rather pretty hide to save her from his homicidal girlfriend—but how could he be looking at her like he was, after what he’d said to Delia.  They weren’t just words, but a declaration of love.

At least they should have been.  They had sounded so sincere.  They had felt so true when he’d said them to Delia.  So true and so real that Lucy had felt the sting of jealousy.  And yet there he was, looking at Lucy with just as much affection—maybe more?—and she found herself wondering what kind of guy could…could…the mere act of trying to give the lecherous way he was behaving towards both of them was pissing her off. 

What kind of ass is this guy?  What kind of man could profess his love to one girl and the next day be giving another girl the eye?  What kind of man is he?

She turned in a huff and walked back into the house, leaving him standing there at the bottom of the porch stairs.  She hoped that he couldn’t enter the house without an invitation, even if he wasn’t a vampire, and she really didn’t know if that bit of
Buffy
folklore was true, but she hoped it was. 

“He’s here, Gram!”  She hollered toward the kitchen, heading up the stairs.  She was no longer in the mood to look pretty for Gabriel Enoch.  She yanked and pulled her dress off and then slid into the pair of jeans she’d been wearing earlier and slipped on a pair of flip-flops.  Maybe the slapping sound they made when she walked would piss
Gabriel
off! 

Then Lucy rummaged through her closet until she found what she was looking for: her
Team Edward
T-shirt.  Pulling it on over her head she smiled naughtily at the implication, checking out the effect appraisingly in her full length mirror.  She pulled her hair back into a casual ponytail.

There
, she looked at herself in the mirror. 
Let him get all excited about this.

~*~

Lucy padded down the stairs, her flip-flops making their most spectacularly irritating sounds.  She was certain if Gabriel was in the house, he’d probably be in the living room.  That’s where guys like him lounged.  And that’s where her sainted grandmother would insist on him relaxing while she finished preparing dinner.  So, Lucy head straight for the kitchen.  Maybe she could still talk her grandmother into fixing sloppy-joes. 

But when she walked into her grandmother’s warm, well worn kitchen she found Gabriel at the kitchen sink, his sport coat hanging on the back of a kitchen chair, the sleeves of his hundred dollar silk dress-shirt rolled-up, doing dishes.  He was chatting with her grandmother about some bizarre historic fact about the town of Four Corners, while Lilly was mixing up her homemade gravy. 

Lucy noticed how really happy they seemed, just standing there talking.  She then noticed the stunning arrangement of daisies, tulips and tiger lilies sitting in the center of her grandmother’s table, in her best crystal vase.  Lucy hadn’t noticed he was holding flowers.  They couldn’t have been for
her
—he would’ve given them to her as soon as he saw her standing there. 

Now, looking at the arrangement, she had a good feeling that he’d bought them precisely for her grandmother.  Wild flowers were her favorite, especially those three kinds.  So he’d come with gifts to placate her grandmother.  And, to Lucy’s horror, it seemed to be working.

Lucy gave herself a mental head slap and tried to shake her animosity off.  She really shouldn’t be trying to make her grandmother dislike Gabriel.  No matter how she felt about him—and truthfully, those feelings were changing every time she turned around.  She’d practically fallen over into his arms when he walked up to the porch, and then not twenty seconds later she’d wanted to slug him…or maybe key his car.  But now, looking at how great he was being with her grandmother, she was starting to feel all warm and tingly about him again. 

She even thought about turning around and going back up stairs to change back into her previous ensemble.   Yet just then her grandmother turned around and saw her standing there and said, “Well, there you are!  I had to…”  She took a good look at Lucy’s clothes, and her words came out in slow erratic bursts as she looked Lucy over.  “Well, I…had to let… Mr. Enoch here in…but I could have sworn you were waiting for him on the porch.”

“I was,” Lucy said in a flat tone.  Gabriel turned his head enough to flash Lucy a quizzical smile, and there was some heat in his gaze. 

“Oh,” Gram said as she shook her head.  Obviously trying to figure out why Lucy had changed her clothes was more than she was up for.  She turned and beamed a wide, brilliant smile at Gabriel. 

“Now stop washing those dishes.  Dinner’s ready to be served.”  She strained the gravy she’d been mixing into a gravy boat and held it out to Gabriel.  “If you want to kelp, take this out for me and place it on the dining room table.  There are hot pads already down.  Just put it on top of one.” 

Gabriel dried his hands on a dishtowel then took the gravy boat out of Lillian’s hands, walking off to the dining room.

“What a nice young man.”  Lucy stood there in stunned silence as she watched her grandmother fan herself with a small cutting board.  She was flushed and looked about ten years younger. 

“Oh my god…Gram!”

“What?” Lillian said, giving Lucy a surprised glance at her outburst, then turning her attentions back the way Gabriel had left.

“You’re not seriously drooling over my…my…”—well, what exactly was he?—“my fake fiancé?”

Gram scoffed, but she was still fanning herself.  “I’m old, not dead.”

“This evening could not be more disturbing.”  Lucy took a glass from the cupboard then poured herself some pink lemonade from the fridge. 

“So you’re disturbed by him.”  It wasn’t a question.  “Is it him, or
what
he is?”

“You’re not helping.”  Lucy put the cold glass to her forehead and breathed.  She just needed a minute to think.

“I could send him to the store two blocks over for some milk.  That would take him at least five, ten minutes.”  She was just a little too pleased with herself.

Lucy shot her a scathing look.  “I’m fine.  He can stay.  And you can quit with the interrogation.”

Gram just grinned.  That grin said way too many things, in Lucy’s opinion. 

Dinner was great.  Gram had outdone herself: braised beef roast, glazed carrots, string beans, garlic mashed potatoes made from scratch, and fresh baked rolls.  Lucy noticed that Gabriel had two helpings of everything.  She could tell from her grandmother’s expression that that pleased her plenty.

Conversation was surprisingly light.  Just about the weather, some more about Four Corner’s
suddenly fascinating
history, and a couple questions about where his family came from originally:  Both his parent’s families came from Romania, having immigrated to the west two generations before Gabriel was born.

Lucy thought about the little story Jonas Enoch had told her about how he and Gabriel’s mother had fallen in love.  She couldn’t imagine what their parents were like.  She just couldn’t picture it.  Vivian Enoch had seemed like she was born the way she was—fully formed and cold as ice.

Gram had Lucy help her clear the dinner plates, insisting Gabriel remain seated while they brought out coffee and dessert—a magnificent chocolate-chocolate cake.  It wasn’t until they’d finished eating the last bites of their desserts that Gram dropped all pretenses and dropped the other shoe, so to speak.

“So wolf,” Gabriel looked up from his coffee and met Gram’s gaze.  They both looked very serious.  Lucy was just about to interrupt when her grandmother continued.  “How far, exactly, are you prepared to go with this?”

Gabriel almost smiled, tilting his head as he studied Lucy’s grandmother.

“I see you’re committed to this ruse—pulling the wool over your family’s eyes—just so you can be with your vampire lover.”  She sat forward in her chair just enough that Lucy thought she was going to throw something.  “What I’m wondering is, are you just as committed to keeping my granddaughter safe?”

Gabriel’s brown eyes softened.  “I will let nothing and no one hurt Lucy.”

No small thrill swam up into Lucy, like a bird taking flight in her chest, hearing him pledge himself to her safety. 

“Does that mean protecting her from your creature-or-the-night girlfriend too?”  Gram said pointedly.

Gabriel didn’t move a muscle.  He didn’t even seem to be breathing.  But his entire body seemed to sag almost imperceptibly.  But Lucy noticed, and her heart sank with the sting his silence evoked in her.

She closed her eyes and these thoughts rushed through her mind. 
What was I thinking?  Why did I think he’d choose me over her?  Why the hell is Gram dragging all this up in the first place? 
And finally:
  Why am I falling in love with a man like this?

Lucy opened her eyes when she heard Gabriel’s halting answer.

“I don’t want to hurt Delia…I never planned on…on having these feelings for Lucy…”  He closed his eyes this time, just for a moment, but Lucy could tell he was being torn up inside.  Conflict made his youthful features appear much older than he was.  “I’m just not ready to…to choose.  I never thought I would be having these feelings for two people, not at the same time…and I never expected to feel like this for a human.”

What a prince…
  

But another part of Lucy was hanging onto every word like they were the lyrics to her favorite freaking song.

“But will you protect my daughter from harm—even if that danger comes from your beloved?  I think she deserves to know that you will keep her safe, since she is technically your employee, and obviously more than that from the look on you handsome face...and the kiss she told me you two shared last night,”  Gabriel suddenly blushed.  “You know, at the engagement party I wasn’t invited to.”

Lucy rolled her eyes. 
Gram is never going to let me live that down, is she?
 

Gabriel’s gaze stayed on Lucy’s grandmother for what seemed like forever, and then it moved to Lucy.  “I pledge my life to her safety.”  Lucy felt a knot of nervous tension build in her stomach.  “I will not let anyone or anything harm her.  This I swear.”

Lucy gulped as she felt her face flush this time.  Her hands were shaking as she nervously fumbled with her empty coffee cup.

“Well, now,” Gram chimed as she stood and picked up her cup and the empty plates.  “Now that that’s all settled, I think I’ll go to bed…let you two have some private time to…talk.”  She moved from the room with a graceful speed that didn’t seem natural.

But Lucy didn’t take time to ponder her
grandmother’s
other-natured-ness.  She already had someone with a definite otherness sitting right across from her, and the way Gabriel was looking at her, she felt like a doe being hunted by the big bad wolf.  Or was that Little Red Riding Hood? 

She could swear the expression on his face was saying, “I wonder what she would taste like?”

Lucy stood up, bumping the dining room table hard enough with her knee to cause a sharp pain shoot through her entire leg. 
Good work, Grace.  Nothing looks better than limping away to safety
.  Lucy suddenly flashed back to a
Mutual of Omaha Wild Kingdom
moment where a silver wolf pounced on a fleeing fluffy white bunny, jaws clamping down on the rabbit’s soft fur, the life evaporating immediately from the poor things entire body.

How tempting would she look if she tried limping away?  Lucy hoped he’d filled up on her grandmother’s cooking.  She turned and tried not to hobble as she beat a steady path toward the front door.  She needed some air.  And what better way to get him to leave than to lure him outside?

It worked…a little too well.  He moved to follow her so quickly that he ended up holding the door open for her as she exited to the porch.  Lucy gasped, feeling a quick, startled jolt crackle through her body.  She forced herself to breathe, and she forced herself to keep walking.  She gulped the cool evening air as she moved toward the porch railing.  She had to keep it together.  He’d said he had feelings for her, which made her feel like she was going to burst into lustful flames any moment.  But there was the other part, the part where he couldn’t choose between her and the vampire.