Beyond My Control: Forbidden Fantasies in an Uncensored Age (34 page)

meosha

a twenty-seven-year-old black mother of two, meosha is engaged to be married. She did not get a chance to go to college but thinks she may do that once her kids are a little older.

My sex drive has always been unbelievable. I can remember being five and playing house with my cousins. We were too young to take off our clothes, so we just lay on top of each other and ground our little bodies together. But my mom found us and told us we were nasty and punished us. Funny thing is, I always used to see my parents kissing and touching each other’s body parts. My sister and brother used to giggle every time we heard the springs in my parents’ bed making noise.

My favorite fantasy starts like this. One hot July day, I get upset with my boyfriend, and I jump in my car to leave, with no destination in mind. I end up at an adult movie theater, dressed scantily for the summer, and two women sit down on either side of me—one a blonde, the other a brunette.

The movie is about two roommates, talking about their boyfriends, when one grabs the other’s breast and squeezes the nipple. Her friend smiles and says she has always wanted to do the same to her. At this moment, myself and the ladies on each side of me sigh with excitement. The next thing I know, the blonde next to me asks if I would get upset if she sucked my pussy. “Now?” I say. “Yes,” she says. Slowly, she kneels down between my legs and slides her head between my thighs and starts to kiss my swollen clit ever so softly. At the same time, the brunette leans over and asks if she can stroke my breast. Keeping my eyes on the screen, watching the women bring each other to climax, I too reach an earth-shattering orgasm. We end up at a sauna, where we have a hot threesome.

Jacques

a twenty-four-year-old man, educated at a prestigious college, with a major in phi- losophy, Jacques has been with his partner, Catherine, for over six years. He says he is now paying off his college loans working as a temp. “it’s so Generation x, you could puke,” he comments.

I tell you, Catherine is everything a man could hope for sexually. I’ve never made a demand that she has not accommodated to sooner or later. Our lovemaking is varied and interesting, with a lot of different positions. She’s fulfilled just about every fantasy that I have had involving two people. My fantasies now, therefore, involve more than just the two of us. Something I would love to do for her is let her enjoy two men at once. I may never overcome my hang-ups enough to allow this fantasy to actually happen, but it will always excite me as a fantasy.

The other man in the fantasy is a friend of ours, someone whom we are

both close to. The occasion is not forced; there are no heavy expectations. It just happens naturally—in a hot tub or nude sunbathing, something like that. We begin by expressing our love in a way that seems natural in front of him. He, in fact, encourages this. When we look over at him, he has a hard-on. This gives us all the permission we need. I take the plunge, laying her on her back, spreading her legs wide, and bury my face in her pussy. I am going wild, trying to kiss, lick, and touch every soft, velvety inch of her vulva. Her clit is throbbing, and she is bucking her hips. Then, she swings around so we are in a 69 position, and she immediately takes my cock in her mouth as far as it will go, while she pulls down on my ass.

I come up for air and look at our friend, who is jerking off. For me, it is the first cock I have seen raging for action. We both like to watch. After a while, she gets on her knees, and I slide my iron-hard rod into her dripping wet cunt from behind so that we’re both facing him. He is looking at us like he wishes he weren’t alone. He starts to talk to us, telling us what good fuckers we are, telling me to screw her and her to fuck the jism out of me.

But I’m not ready for that. I want this to last, so I ease up a little and ask her if she likes the looks of Bernie’s penis. “Yes, yes,” she says, so I ask her if she wants to touch it. When Bernie indicates he is not opposed, she crawls over to where he is lying and takes his dick in her hands, feeling the shape of the corona and head. Finally, when he can’t stand it any longer, she takes the thing in her mouth. The sight of her head bobbing up and down has me almost cumming right there. Her ass is straight up in the air, and I return to fucking her doggie style.

Finally, I tell her to get on top of him. She crawls up and lowers herself onto his cock. The clear view of her fucking another guy with gusto is mind-blowing. I have to be a part of this, so I push my cock gently into her ass, and we’re all three fucking away like there’s no tomorrow. We’re all one big writhing mass of carnal flesh.

Victor

I’m a lapsed Catholic, now into Eastern religions, and pretty happily married. I know my wife is turned on by men. She fantasizes about her boss and some very sexy black men she’s met. I think it’s healthy and very important to know her sexual nature, and frankly, it’s also a turn-on for me to know that my wife is an independent, highly evolved, sexual human being.

I’m basically heterosexual. However, I’ve had hot sex with gay and bisexual men in the past. Alone and in groups. Though I find women very, very sexually attractive, fucking or sucking another man is a special turn-on for me. I fantasize about having an iron-hard man stand above me, in a bathtub, and urinate on me while I masturbate.

Now on to my favorite fantasy. This part is true: My bisexual friend Darcy—my best man at our wedding and a member of a Sufi spiritual community—is tall, well-built, and possesses a large cock. He enjoys giving full body massages to both sexes. My fantasy is that Darcy visits our house on a summer weekend. After a shared lunch with copious amounts of wine, we step out onto our secluded patio. We all strip off our clothing. Darcy sets up his massage table next to the hot tub. Alexis, my wife, asks for him to massage her first. I agree and step into the hot tub to relax and look across our lawn to the pine-covered Rocky Mountains, just four miles away.

On her stomach, Alexis is clearly in ecstasy. She is aroused and squirms gently under Darcy’s masculine touch. After about five minutes, he asks her if she would feel comfortable with him manually stimulating

her clit. She nods yes. He slips a hand under her to grab her mound of hair, then jiggles her clit to a point when she responds with the aroused sigh of a sex slave under her master’s firm hand. Then, he politely asks her if he may eat her pussy from behind. She turns her head and looks at me for unquestioning approval. What can I say? I agree and support her adventure in paradise.

He starts lapping her soaked cunt, and she approaches a climax. Darcy slides his tongue up from her vagina and begins to lick her perineum. Then, he parts both her ass cheeks and begins tongue- fucking her anus. Of course, my cock is now rock-hard. I masturbate myself vigorously.

In an instant, Alexis cums in spasms. “I’ve never, never felt this kind of intensity before. It was an amazingly different kind of fuck,” she mutters breathlessly. She says I must experience Darcy’s magic fingers. “You’ll love it, and you know it.”

Darcy oils me and lathers the lavender oil around my penis and testicles and begins to masturbate me slowly. While he does this, Alexis steps behind him and grabs some oil. I see her begin to masturbate Darcy with her right hand. Darcy grabs my erect cock and spreads apart the tiny, fleshy lips at the opening of my urethra. He begins darting the tip of his tongue in and out of my now swollen pisshole. A fountain of milky cum arcs into the air and onto Darcy’s chin, which hovers just above my glans. He jerks up, surprised at the shot, and laughs with delight.

Alexis is still masturbating him. My friend shoots his load on my pubic hair and navel. I feel a bond of our spent seed.

Lily

I’m twenty-one, a dental assistant, heterosexual, but I really enjoy being what people think of as the life of the party. I’ve had numerous one-night stands. Something that really turns me on is that the men always make the first move. I don’t like being dominant.

My fantasy doesn’t actually involve me. It’s basically one hell of an orgy. I will describe the acts only briefly, as I am on the train at the moment and can’t exactly go and walk off in a corner somewhere.

It starts with two lesbians who have had a long-standing relationship. They haven’t seen each other for a while, so as soon as they do, they are damp with excitement. They start kissing and fingering each other. (I’m not a lesbian, but thinking about lesbian sex turns me on.) Let’s call them Iris and Yvette. They are rubbing their cunts madly together and bringing each other to orgasm when Yvette’s cousin, Stuart, and his wife Blanche knock at the door. They have come around for a drink. After a few beers, Blanche admits she would like to try sex with a woman. They begin to play strip poker and things get a little hot. Yvette rips Blanche’s g-string off, licks her nipples until they are hard and erect. She then licks her clitoris until she cums all over her face. Iris and Stuart watch this and get very horny. They have sex until they cum everywhere.

The three women then have sex together using a vibrator on each other. Iris and Yvette then get into a 69, while Blanche uses the vibrator on herself. They all have wonderful orgasms. Stuart gets really hard while he is watching all this and wants to get in on the action. He goes over to Yvette and shoves his cock into her mouth. She gives him a blow job, while the women lick her streaming cunt.

Hi ladies.

For as long as time, I would bet 95% (or more) of the guys on this planet would kill to have 2 women at a time and experience a MFF (male-female-female) threesome.

So.......is the opposite true? Do women secretly fantasize about having 2 men at their disposal? Does the idea of a str8 guy with another str8 guy and you sound erotic?

This WM 39, is well.....very curious!

Ok, my buddy and I were in Atlantic City a few months back and somehow ended up in a 3some with a hot chick. At first I didn’t want to do it but long story short is we did, and I have to admit it was a lot hotter than I thought it would be! Just everything about it was hot, taking turns on her, watching her get it from all angles brought out the voyeur/exhibitionist in both of us.