Broken (17 page)

I crawled into bed next to him and he
damn near ripped my shirt off me. Taking the whipped cream can from
my hand he began to shake the bottle and popped the top
off.

“
Lay back and close your
eyes, Babe,” he said with a growl. “I can’t wait to eat your pussy
with this.”

His words made me tingle. He knew
exactly how to get me going.

I laid back and closed my eyes. I felt
him creep down the bed and then I heard the squirting noise of the
whipped cream. He started with my breasts. I jumped when it touched
my skin. It was cold. I felt my nipples getting hard, then his
mouth sucking the whipped cream off one then the other.

“
So fucking good,” he
moaned as his warm tongue gently teased around each of my nipples.
I could feel myself getting warm and wet in between my
legs.

I felt the bed shake again then heard
the sound of the squirting. Again, I jumped from the coldness of
the whipped cream. This time he was putting it on my pussy. I felt
him spread my folds and squirt more. With my eyes still closed, I
felt his warm body over me. “I’m going to eat you raw,” he said
breathing lightly on my face.

A chill ran down my spine, and I
licked my lips. The anticipation was killing me. I wanted him to
make me come. He slowly moved down the bed. The first lick made me
arch my back. It was rough and unexpected but felt
amazing.

“
Do that again,” I panted
reaching for his head and I gripped his hair.

He licked me hard again. I could feel
the stubble on his face. It felt like sandpaper, but I liked the
friction. I began to writhe. I felt him take his hands and spread
my folds. He began licking from top to bottom, stopping long enough
to tease my clit with the tip of his tongue in a small circular
motion. I could feel my orgasm building, and I was getting so
close, and then he stopped.

I grabbed a fist full of his hair.
“Stop teasing me,” I pleaded.

“
What? What’s the matter?
You don’t like that?” He said giving me another hard
lick.

I arched my back again. “I love it but
I want to come,” I moaned.

“
Is that really what you
want?” I could feel him smile up against my skin, while he
continued to tease me.

“
God, yes!” I
gasped.

“
As you wish,” he
laughed.

He started with a gentle lick almost
like he was lapping something up. He increasingly began to apply
more pressure moving his tongue from side to side. I could feel it
building I was almost there. I tugged on his hair.

“
Jesus Babe, can you leave
me some hair,” he laughed.

“
I’m sorry,” I said
breathlessly as the wave of my orgasm ran through my body. I felt
my entire body stiffen as he teased me. I was to the point where I
needed him to stop, I couldn’t take it anymore. I tried to push his
head away, but he wouldn’t budge.

“
G, please stop. I can’t
take anymore,” I begged. “It’s your turn.”

He lifted his eyes to look at me,. “I
told you, until you’re raw.”

I began to squirm trying to free myself
from his tongue. “Baby please. You have to stop.”

He must have heard the tone of my voice
because he stopped. “Ok Babe,” he said with a shit eating grin on
his face.

“It’s your turn. Give me that can,” I
demanded, reaching my hand out to him. “Now lie down and close your
eyes.”

“Yes Ma’am,” he said saluting me. “I
like it when you are bossy.”

“It’s your turn to be tortured. Let’s
see how you like it.” I gave him an evil grin.

I shook the can and began squirting
the whipped cream.

“
Fuck that’s cold,” he
laughed.

I started at his chin and continued
squirting all the way down to his cock. I straddled him and began
to suck his chin. I felt his body jerk and a soft moan leave his
lips. I slowly and gently ran my tongue down his throat all the way
down until I reached his cock. Running my tongue down one side of
his cock licking the whipped cream off of him, I felt his body
shudder. I then ran my tongue down the other side of his cock and
his breathing became heavy. I took the head of his cock into my
mouth and I slowly moved up and down. Running his hands through my
hair he moaned, “That’s it Babe.”

I took him in my mouth and began
moving up and down fast, tenderly squeezing his balls. I wanted to
get him off.

“Damn, Babe. Take it easy or I’m going
to come,” he said his voice very deep.

I stopped for a second. “That’s what I
want.”

“
Slow down. We have all
morning,” he said caressing my face.

I realized I was rushing. It was like
I was on autopilot, just as I had been with all those other guys I
had slept with. I closed my eyes real tight trying to hold back the
tears.

“
What’s the matter, Babe?
Did I do something wrong?”

“
No, it’s not you . . .
It’s me,” I said sadly.

He pulled me close to him hugging me
tightly. “What’s wrong? Please, tell me. I don’t want to see you
upset.”

“
I can’t . . . It’s too
hard to say. I don’t want you to look at me differently,” I said
through my tears.

I felt sick to my stomach thinking
about all the men I slept with trying to comfort myself while he
was lying in a hospital bed for months. All the things I did to get
over Garrett or to make me forget. All of these bad memories began
racing through my head. I then realized I hadn’t seen Helen in a
few weeks. I had been so wrapped up in Garrett, I completely forgot
about everything else.

“
Nothing you say could
ever make me look at you differently. Please tell me.” He was
wiping my tears from my face.

I took a deep breath and exhaled. “I .
. . I just realized that I was rushing because my mind went
somewhere else while I was sucking you.” I dropped my head in
embarrassment. “Garrett, I don’t think you realize how I have
behaved while you were gone. There have been a lot of
men.”

I saw the pain in his face when the
words left my lips. “Leila. . .” He sighed, “I don’t care what you
did or who you did while I was gone. I’m here now and I’m not going
anywhere,” he said.

My stomach felt like it had just done
a complete somersault, and his words made me cry even harder. I was
here with the most amazing man. He didn’t care about my past. He
wanted me exactly how I was, even if I was broken.

“
Babe, please don’t cry.
It’s Christmas, you are supposed to be happy,” he said kissing my
cheek.

I laughed through my tears, “I’m
happy, I’m here with you. How could I not be happy? I don’t deserve
you.”

He put his finger over my lips. “Shhh,
I don’t want to talk anymore,” he said with a devilish
grin.

He gently positioned himself on top of
me, laced his fingers through mine and made love to me like it was
our first time.

Chapter
1
5

The week between Christmas and New
Year’s Eve, Garrett stayed at his place. He was working long hours
on the base getting ready for the upcoming training session he was
running. He told me it was a pretty big deal. Marines from all over
the country were attending. I understood, but I was missing him
like crazy. I had grown accustomed to having him next to me every
night. My bed felt so lonely without him. I would wake in the
middle of the night with thoughts of him being stationed somewhere
else. We both knew it was going to happen. We just didn’t know when
or where. My anxiety began to set in, and I found myself having a
shot or two in the middle of the night to calm my nerves. Something
I knew Helen would not approve of.

New Year’s Eve had finally arrived,
and even though I was working, Garrett promised he would meet me at
Danny’s. I had laid around all day watching movies on Lifetime, and
I lost track of time. When I realized the time I was rushing around
getting ready for work and trying to tidy up my
apartment.

I knew Nicole and Hillary were going
to be there tonight, and I was looking forward to catching up with
them. Nicole had texted me earlier today and told me Michael was
also coming tonight. I was excited to finally meet him. I had heard
so much about him that I felt as if I had already met
him.

When I entered Danny’s everyone was
dressed to the nines. I actually felt underdressed in my black
skinny jeans and silver and black sequin tank top. Nicole and
Hillary were already on the dance floor. Nicole was dancing with a
guy I had never seen before. By the way he was dancing with her I
assumed that must be Michael. He was about six feet tall with light
brown hair. He was wearing khaki cargo pants and a form fitting
plain black shirt. Seeing Nicole out on the dance floor with a huge
smile on her face made me really happy. I was so glad she had found
someone. She could be very picky when it came to men. She had very
high standards. I made my way behind the bar to grab my apron. I
stopped to say hi to Danny, and then I hit the floor. It was
packed, and I could barely move through the crowd of people. I’d
hoped that Garrett would already be here, but he wasn’t. I was a
little disappointed, but maybe he just planned on meeting upstairs
when I got off work. We had kind of left it up in the air. Today
was his Dad’s birthday, and he was going to hang out there for a
few hours.

It was almost nine thirty and still no
Garrett. I was beginning to get worried. I hadn’t even gotten a
text from him. The thought of him on the road on New Year’s Eve
freaked me out. I always hated driving on New Year’s Eve, so it was
such a relief that I lived right upstairs. I sent him a quick text
and then went back to my tables.

As I waded my way through the crowd, I
approached an extremely rowdy table full of WSU students. My heart
dropped when I noticed who was sitting to my left, Adam. He was
clearly intoxicated.

“
Hey! Look who it is,” he
slurred.

I felt my face turn red. “Fuck,” I
said under my breath. “Hey Adam, how are you?” I asked
politely.

He slid off the bar stool and stumbled
over to me. He slung his arm around my shoulder. “I’m good,
Doll.”

He smelled like a brewery. I'm not
sure how much he’d had to drink, but I am guessing it was time to
cut him off. I tried to step back from him, but he lost his footing
and came crashing down on me. He moved his face real close to my
face and whispered, “Do you remember the last time I was on top of
you?”

Just as I was about to push him off,
he was lifted off of me and went flying into his friends. “Don’t
you fucking lay a hand on her,” Garrett shouted.

“
Dude, what the fuck,
chill,” Adam said as he tried to stand straight.

“
Garrett, please don’t
cause a scene,” I begged him. “He’s drunk and not worth
it.”

“
Oh. . . . So you’re
Garrett?” Adam laughed loudly. “Dude, she called out your name
while I fucked her.”

I could see the fury in Garrett’s
face. He took Adam by his collar and lifted him off the ground.
“Don’t you fucking talk about her like that, or I will fucking kill
you,” he growled as he gritted his teeth.

“
Dude, your girl’s a
whore,” Adam said with an evil grin on his face.

Garrett let go of Adam’s collar, and
he fell to the floor. Garrett dropped on top of him and began
punching. Adam’s friends tried to pull Garrett off, but there was
no stopping him. He was like a wild animal.

I could hear him saying, “I want you
to apologize for what you just said about her!”

I wanted to try to stop it, but I was
afraid I would get caught in the crossfire.

“
Garrett! Please stop,
you’re going to get me fired!” I cried.

He suddenly stopped and turned to me.
It was like he had gone insane and now he was lucid.

He grabbed my hand. “Let’s get out of
here!”

We ran through the bar to get to his
car in the parking lot. As soon as we got into the car, he put his
hands on my face and said, “I am taking you to my place. I don’t
want you near that guy anymore.”

He turned turn the key in the ignition
and The Black Keys began to blare on the radio. It was so loud I
nearly jumped out of my skin. I closed my eyes and listened to the
music as we drove. We sat in silence for about fifteen minutes
before I finally broke the silence. I turned to him and asked, “Are
you ok?”

“
Yes, I’m fine. How about
you? Are you ok?”

Smiling at him I replied, “Yes, I'm
fine, just a little stunned. I didn’t expect for him to be there
nor did I expect you to kick his ass. To be honest it was pretty
fucking hot,” I said as I eased myself toward him and slid my hand
down into his lap. His body tensed up.

“
What are you doing?” He
asked nervously.

I nuzzled up against him and began
nibbling on his ear. “I’m going to give you a proper thank you for
defending my honor,” I whispered.

I managed to unbutton his pants. He
lifted himself so I could pull his pants down. I began stroking
him. He moaned quietly.