Carnelians (2 page)

And she stopped.

Aliana drew in a deep breath, her fist poised in the air, her arm shaking with her drive to strike. She held it there, held it still, breathing hard.

“I’m not you.” She forced herself to lower her arm. “I don’t hit unless I need to.”

He stared at her, his fury replaced by an emotion she had never before seen, not toward her.

Fear.

“I’m going to leave,” she said. “Know this, you slime-slug bastard. You won’t try to stop me, you won’t come after me, and you won’t
ever
hit me again. If you try, I’ll kill you. Do you understand?”

He stared at her, his mouth open. “You’ve gone crazy.”

“Answer me.” She never once raised her voice. He had done enough of that for both of them. For a lifetime. “Now.”

“Why would I come after you?” he snarled. “You’re an ugly moron of a girl. No one wants you.
No one.
Not me, and not your pitiful excuse of a mother who wanted to
die
rather than raise you.”

She shoved him away from her. “Fuck you.”

Then Aliana left the dilapidated module that had been her home for sixteen years. Rage filled her, bitterness, and a deep-stabbing hurt she would never show. But today she felt a new emotion.

Triumph.

II: The Players

You broke my brother

You Carnelian sons

You tortured my mother

In your war of suns

—From “Carnelians Finale”

II
The Players

Kelric Skolia, Imperator of Skolia, looked like the military dictator so many people believed him to be. Almost seven feet tall, with a massive physique and close-cropped hair, he seemed to fill the room. His size, his metallic appearance, his silences, all of it frightened everyone—except his doctor, who wasn’t the least intimidated, which was a damn inconvenience, because right now he had a raging headache, and his diminutive, sweet-faced tormenter wasn’t helping.

“I prescribe sleep,” Doctor Kai Sashia told him. “You may have heard of the practice? Many people do it. Several trillion, in fact.”

Kelric scowled at her. She persisted in looking innocuous, with her large brown eyes.

“Rest,” she told him firmly. “Or you’ll kill yourself.”

“I’m fine. I just need some nanomeds for my head.” There had to be some chemical concoction she could inject him with that would conquer whatever was making his head hurt.

“For your brain?” she asked sweetly. “To help you remember what sleep means?”

“Enough!” He crossed his massive arms.

“Don’t give me that ‘I’m an implacable monolith’ stare,” she said. “It may freeze everyone else, but not me. I mean it, Imperator Skolia. You have to stop pushing yourself, or you’ll end up with a lot worse than a sore head.”

He stood up, towering over her. “I’ll go see Colonel Drayson in the infirmary.”

“Oh, sit down.” Sashia waved her small hand at him. “Stop being cranky.” She went to a counter along the wall and touched a holoscreen there.

Exasperated, Kelric sat down.

“I’ll update the nanomeds in your body and reset their picowebs.” She brought up a display of holos above the screen. They showed brightly colored macro-molecules rotating in space: red, blue, white, green, yellow. Reading whatever had appeared on the screen below them, she added, “You’re past due for having the system checked. When was your last physical?”

“I don’t know.” Colonel Drayson, his other doctor, always insisted on doing his routine physicals. Another damn time sink, but the government allowed the military to order even their highest commander to have such exams to ensure he stayed functional. Though he supposed he should think “healthy,” rather than “functional.” Despite what people believed, he wasn’t a mechanical man.

“Ask Drayson,” he said.

“I will,” she said, intent on her displays. “Here we are.” She tapped the counter, and a shallow drawer slid out from under the screen. After removing a medgun from it, she turned to him, weapon in hand. “You have to lie down.”

Kelric stayed sitting. “That better not have some sleep potion in it.”

“Oh, honestly.” She sighed, her rosy face framed by curls. How anyone so infernal could persist in looking so innocuous, he had no idea. “It contains the updated species for your outdated meds. Now lie down, Imperator Skolia. That way, they can disperse more evenly through your body.”

Kelric lay down, wishing he was somewhere else. He didn’t like feeling vulnerable this way. Yes, it was ludicrous. She was half his weight and two feet smaller than him. But gods knew, she could have fended off a Balzarian volcanic-devil.

“Well look at that,” Sashia said. “Is that actually a smile?”

“Just inject me,” he growled.

She set the gun’s muzzle against his neck. “You don’t fool me. You’re nowhere near as nefarious as you’d like people to think.”

“When did I ever say I wanted people to think I was nefarious?”

Sashia pressed a thumb-pad on the gun, and the device hissed. “There. All done.”

“You didn’t answer my question.” It bothered him that she thought he wanted to hide his better qualities from people.

“You don’t know you want them to think it.”

“And you do?” Lowering his mental barriers, he probed at her mind as she turned and stowed the gun back in its drawer. Her mood felt calm. She didn’t seem perturbed by his presence. If anything, she enjoyed it. He picked up more from her surface thoughts than he usually gathered from someone who wasn’t a psion. She believed he used his intimidating presence as a shield against his grief over the devastation that his family and his people had suffered at the hands of the Eubian Traders. He hid his gentleness because he felt he could show no weakness in protecting the Skolian Imperialate.

Kelric sat up, rubbing his stiff neck. Maybe he should go to Drayson more in the future; the colonel was nowhere near as perceptive. Then again, maybe that was why he always seemed to end up here. She could treat the intangible injuries within him that had no physical presence.

His head was aching even more, though, from his mental probe. He raised his mental barriers, and his sense of her mind retreated to manageable proportions.

“Anything else?” he asked.

She turned back to him. “Not for now.”

He regarded her warily. “Why for now?”

“Because if you don’t rest, you’ll be back.” She waved her hand at him. “Now go.”

With relief, he slid off the bed. “Thanks.”

“Remember what I said.” She waggled her finger at him. “Sleep.”

He nodded, and headed for the door, his steps long in the two-thirds gravity of the space station. He liked the lower gravity, not only because of his massive size, but also because it was easier on his limp. He had broken his legs when he crashed on the planet Coba decades ago. His doctors had repaired the damage, but last year an assassination attempt had shattered his right leg anew. He had more biomech in the limb now than real bone, but at least he could walk.

He paused at the doorway and looked back at Sashia. “Have you finished analyzing the results from your examination of my wife and my children?”

Her smile faded. “Yes. All three of them.”

“Are they all right?”

“Your wife and daughter are fine.” She spoke carefully. “Your son has lived his entire life on Coba, right? It’s a world where much of the food and water is toxic to him.”

He didn’t want to hear what he knew was coming. “But he’s so healthy.”

“Now, yes.”

“His mother’s DNA is from the colonists who settled the world Coba.” Kelric fought back his fear. “It adapts them to deal with the biosphere.”

“That helps,” Sashia said. “And he told me that he follows the same precautions you took when you lived there: boiling his water, keeping a special diet. But it’s still a strain for his body.”

“My daughter lives there, too. And she’s fine.”

“Their genetic make-up is different. Her physiology is better suited to the planet.” Sashia came over to him. “I wish I had better news. But your son has lived twenty-eight years on a world that can poison his body. It nearly killed you, and you were only there eighteen years.”

“He seems to be doing so well.” Kelric couldn’t believe how calm he sounded. He wanted to shout, as if that could make this go away. His son would never willingly leave Coba.

“Yes, he is,” Sashia said. “I don’t know how long that will last.”

“He doesn’t like it here.” Kelric forced out the words. “He was glad to go back home.”

“He doesn’t have to live here,” Sashia said. “Many places exist where his health wouldn’t be jeopardized.”

Kelric almost never spoke to anyone about the eighteen years he had spent imprisoned on Coba. But for his son’s sake, he would do anything. “You have to understand. He’s lived his entire life in seclusion. He never sees or speaks to anyone except the queen who rules his estate and the few men in his Quis circle.” He floundered with the words. How did he explain the dice game of Quis that dominated his son’s existence? He didn’t know if someone who had lived a normal life could understand what it meant to play a game that defined a civilization. Every woman, man, and child on Coba played Quis every day of their lives. It created the entire political, social, intellectual, economic, and cultural structure of the colony there. Those who controlled the Quis, controlled the civilization. His son Jimorla was a master at the game. Someday, he would be a legend.

If he survived.

“Jimorla has appeared in public only once,” Kelric said. “When I presented him as my son to the Imperialate last year. He can’t operate in normal society. He doesn’t
want
to. It would kill him to leave Coba.”

Sashia’s gaze never wavered. “It will kill him to stay there.”

“Surely you can do something. Give him nanomeds to help his body deal with the toxins.”

“I’ve given him a specialized replicating species,” she said. “They’ll help. But you had those, too. If the meds started to mutate within your body, they will with him, too.”

“I was injured when I crashed on Coba,” Kelric said. “No one there knew our medicine. They didn’t even believe I had meds in my body. I certainly didn’t have a doctor who could monitor and update them.” He lifted his hands, then let them drop. “Sashia, surely you can do something. If my daughter can deal with Coba, it must be possible for my son.”

She spoke carefully. “They don’t have the same mother, do they?”

Well, that was a minefield. “No, they don’t.”

“The DNA your daughter inherited from her mother helps counteract the problems better.”

Kelric knew Sashia wanted to know more. He couldn’t talk about it, beyond what she needed to help his children. He had been married against his will to his son’s mother, a desert queen on Coba, then forced by political upheavals to leave her before his son’s birth. His daughter’s mother had died in childbirth, drowning him in grief, and her political foes had taken his daughter. He had fallen in love with his current wife, Ixpar Karn, the highest ruler on Coba—and it had started a war.

It all came from Quis.

The “game” had fascinated him from the day he first played it. His ability had evolved until he achieved a level higher than any other player in Coban history. The Cobans had held him against his will for eighteen years, and in the end, their peaceful culture had exploded into war because his anger had saturated their dice game. Coba had recovered in the decade since, in a large part due to Ixpar’s rule, but she was needed there and couldn’t stay with him. He had hoped his daughter would attend school here, but that hadn’t worked out; although his children had visited him here, they had already gone home, and Ixpar would soon follow. He had no wish to talk about his history there. It was too private.

He said only, “If you know why my daughter is all right, can’t you apply that to my son?”

“It’s not that simple.” Sashia pushed her hand through her hair. “I’ll see what I can do. But I’ll have to see him regularly, at least two or three times a year, to monitor his health.”

“It can be arranged,” Kelric said quickly, before she came up with more protests.

Her gaze turned steely. “I’m assuming he’s more cooperative than his father.”

Kelric smiled. “I can’t make any guarantees.”

“Oh, go.” She tried to look stern, but she smiled instead. “Go talk to him.”

“All right. I will.” With no more fuss, he left her office.

His head had stopped aching.

“What we need,” Kryx Iquar said, “is to assassinate the whole lot of them.”

Barthol Iquar, General of the Eubian Army, relaxed in his lush recliner. He enjoyed his time with his nephew Kryx, who was young enough that he never did something as stupid as challenging Barthol’s superiority. They were kin, so they didn’t need to speak in the oblique language of Aristos. As much as Barthol approved of such discourse, which further set Aristos above the rest of humanity, he tired of the inconvenience.

Barthol regarded his nephew indolently from over his crystal goblet. “Assassination is too kind a word. The Ruby Dynasty ought to be exterminated.”

Kryx grimaced as if he had smelled a dead animal. “Starting with Kelric Skolia.”

“But keep his mother.” Barthol swirled his red wine, and light glinted on the exquisitely cut edges of his glass. “That woman is surreally beautiful. Never ages. She looks like an unbelievably golden girl.”

Kryx shrugged. “I’ve plenty of pretty providers. I don’t need another. Especially not one who thinks she’s a queen.”

“You miss the point.” Barthol felt an edge in his thoughts that no spirits, alcoholic or otherwise, could soothe. Nothing would ease it except the transcendent screams of a provider. “The higher they believe their station, the more satisfying it is to see them humiliated.”

Kryx inclined his head to Barthol. “I have to admit, the prospect of Roca Skolia naked and on her knees has a certain appeal.”

“Indeed.”

“But gods, her son. Where did he get the arrogance to believe he could be an ‘Imperator’?” Kryx’s perfect Aristo face, normally so like a marble statue, creased with annoyance. “If I live to see the rise and fall of galaxies, I will never understand what possessed our dear emperor, may the gods petition his exalted, etcetera, etcetera soul, to sign that deranged peace treaty.”