Chasing Imperfection (Chasing Series 2) (15 page)

     “
Why wouldn’t I?
I waited for mont
hs to have you!
I’ve been so enchanted by you
—you simply took my breath away!
”

     My eyes started to tear.  “If you wanted me that badly
back
then
,
why didn’t you tell me about your engagement?” 

     “I was afraid you’d leave me and I didn’t want to
take a
chance. But in the end it didn’t matter because you left anyway.”

     “It wasn’t easy for me
to leave you—you must know that!
But I had to—
you lied
! You were engaged and God knows what you’ve been doing behind my back. I didn’t know if you kept seeing
her
while yo
u were with me. I couldn’t handle it.”
His jaws clenched.

     I sat there
vigilantly until he spoke again.

     “Is there
any
chance for us
….
to get back together?”
H
is eyes looked desperate and pained.

  
  “Blake—we’ve been here before.
”
I nervously bit
my lip to stop it from wobbling.

     He wiped away tears that were escaping my eyes. “I’m sorry. Don’t cry. I don’t ever want to see you cry. I’m sorry.” He gathered me in his arms and cradled my body while I silently wept.

     After all
my
tears
were
spent, I stared at his soaked shirt. I’m going to miss this. I’m going to miss him ter
ribly. Like an addict,
I moved closer to smell his skin and softly kissed it.
My lips
kissed all the way to the sensitive
part on the back of his ear,
his breathing hitched.

     “This is
just sex
for you isn’t it?” he asked
softly
.

     “Is that so bad? Don’t you like it with me?”
I quickly glanced at him.
He looked sad again.

   
“That’s the
thing
Sienna—I like it more than I should given the circumstances.”

     I got off his lap and stripped before him. His eye
s
flashed hungrily over my breasts. “Do you want to take me
one last time?”

     “No
!
”
H
e
denied
vehemently
but his eyes were glued on my boobs.
“Are you sure?” I rasped. I moved
closer to him.

     “Damn it Sienna!” He roared and swiftly placed me flat on the bed
in a blink of an eye
. “
Is this what you want?
” he asked as h
e painfully captured my nipple
in
his teeth.

    
“Yes
,
”
I responded
with a moan.

    
His hand found my slick nub and rubbed
it
crassly. “All you
ever want
is my cock, isn’t it?”
Blake hissed with loathing
.

    
I should’ve stopped him.
But I was delirious.
“Blake—please…
I want you.
”

     “No!”
He yelled in anger.

    
WTF!

     “
What do you mean?
Your hand’s rubbing me and caressing my boobs!”
I stared at him like he lost his mind. Why was he touching me then?

     “For bloody fucks sake!
Didn’t you hear me?
”
He shrilled with apparent anger.

     “I did—but I don’t believe you
.
”

    
He stared at me for a long time
then
his smile turned wicked.

9

Blake

     “I’ll fuck you o
n one condition
,
Sienna”

     “What is it?”
H
er eyes glazed
with
desire. “I want you to spend f
ive
nights with me in Marbella. If it’s sex you’re after—you’re going to get it. I want you ready for me every
single
time I want you. If I ask you to open your legs, you open
them
without hesitation. I want to fuck you in all holes
—
in all ways
imaginable. That’s my condition.”

   
She sat up and stared at me in shock and dismayed expression while I played with the crevice of her pussy. “
All
holes?”

     I smiled devilishly at her
.
“
Yes, my sweet. I want
to fuck you in the ass.” The thought of her tha
t way made me twitch in my pants
. I’ve done it a few times and I loved it. It was different compared to pussy but it was just as pleasurable.

    
“I’ve never tried that before
.
”

     “I know—that’s why you’ll
want
to give it to me. I’ll be your first and you wouldn’t have a chance in
Hades about forgetting
me.” 

     “Can I think about it?”
She
hesitantl
y
asked
me. She looked like she
was weighing her options. I reached out for her nipple and pinched it and my other hand rubbed her pussy. “No, you can’t think about it. It’s either yes or no and I want your answer right now.” Her body started to quiver and she threw her head back loving what I’m doing to her. Sh
e’s so fucking perfect. It hurt
.

     “What is it to be my sweet? Do you submit yourself to me with no restrictions or not?”

     “I can’t think when—you touchhh me llike thhat—” stuttering her words. I know it’s cruel—but I didn’t want her to say no.
S
ex is something she
has a hard time saying no to
. It was the best weapon.

    “What my love?” Fuck!
Don’t ca
ll her that again you daft man!

    “Yes…if that’s what you wish…”

     Funny, I wished for more but she didn’t want it. She just wants to fuck. How bizarre is this? I never thought I would know how it feels to be used. What hurt even more was the fact that I loved the woman who used me.

     “It is. Are you sure you will comply with my set of demands? I don’t want you to say yes now and say no tomorrow.” Taking my hands off her, the thought of her backing out the last minute didn’t sit well with me.

     “I promise—I won’t back down. I
think we both need this. We r
eally
need
to
get it out of the way. Tell me to jump and I’ll ask how high. I’ll do this for you
—”

     There was a knock on the door. “We’re on our way to see Chad. Follow when you can. We’ll meet you both there.” Toby yelled against the door. We didn’t speak until we heard the door slammed shut.

     “When do you want to leave for Marbella?” I want to leave now but we have to see Chad. I need to speak to his doctor and make arrangements. I want him to recover in Marbella. He needs a change of scene. London will bring too many bad memories and his gambling druggie friends are running about town.

     “Tonight—as soon as it can be arranged. I have to contact my pilot and speak to Chad’s doctor first.”

     She reached up to me smiling
.
“Good then I’ll pack after we get back from the hospital. I’ll go get changed now, I bet Chad’s been waiting.” She scrambled off the bed but I caught her wrist.
“Where do you think you’re going? We’re not done.”

     “We aren’t?”
H
er golden green eyes dilated.

     I captured her lips and made love to her slowly and gently. She had a little discomfort when I entered her and all hurt vanished when she started to moan. We rocked together and came together.

     I’m going to love and worship her body for the next five nights. Five night
s
would be enough for me to get rid of her in my system, surely?

     “Chad! The doctor cleared you to leave on Wednesday! Isn’t
that
great?” Sienna gave Chad a dazzling smile and kissed his cheek.

     “I guess—that’s good news…” he sounded off, like his thoughts are far away.

     “I thought Luce and Toby were here?”
I asked,
studying his facial expression closely. 

   
“They went to go get lunch. They should be back soon.”

     “E
verything okay, mate?” 

    
Chad
shook his head.
Sienna touched his arm and sat on the bed. “I really fucked up you know—I mean I totally did—I’m such an idiot.”

     “What did
you do Chad?”
She
patiently waited for him to
answer.

     “I did mention gambling last night, didn’t I? I racked up a good amount of debt.”

     “How much is the debt, Chad?”
Sienna calmly
asked
him. “R
ight about half a million pounds
give or take
.”

     “You
gambled
half a million pounds….
i
n a month
?!! That’s almost a million
dollars Chad! What the hell
were you
thinking?” She screeched with a flabbergasted expression.

    
He balked
.
“
T
hat’s the
thing
I wasn’t thinking…I guess some of that amount
went to getting cocaine too
…I borrowed from a friend who has wealthy parents. It didn’t seem to matter then.”

     “How do
you
plan to pay for it?” Sienna started to look angry. She was getting really frustrated. Her brow
s started to furrow and she
pressing her lips together.

     “I don’t know—I wanted to ask my parents but they disowned me—”

     The nurse knocked and
barged
in the room with a sunny smile. She was asking Chad all sorts of questions when Sienna quietly asked me to
come outside with her. “We’ll be back—I need to get coffee, okay?”
S
he kissed his hand and I opened the door to let us out.

     “There’s a café down the street, we could go there.”
I offered.

    
She looked bewildered and annoyed. “Sure, that could work.”

     Crossing the pedestrian
walkway
, I guided her next to me. “I don’t get it, Blake! He gambled an enormous amount of money and
then
he wanted to die. What the fuck!”
She was
yelling and airing out her frustrations.