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Come to Me
Book Three in the Owned Series
Copyright © 2016 by Mary Catherine Gebhard
A Trendlettrs Publication
Salt Lake City, UT
www.MaryGebhard.com
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Eric,
This series is for you.
I’m so glad you’re not fiction.
Books by Mary Catherine Gebhard
TWO MONTHS BEFORE
“I
’m done, Vic! I’m done!” she’d screamed.
Now, twenty-four hours later, I sat across from the devil, saying the exact same thing.
“You don’t get to choose to be done, Vic.” I frowned at Alice’s response, but it wasn’t unexpected.
“The last assignment I did almost cost me my family.” I touched the spot on my head where porcelain fragments had scraped over the skin.
You could say it hadn't been a very happy reunion. The minute I’d returned home from the mission, Lenny had thrown a dish across the room where it shattered against the wall mere inches from my skull. Small pieces of the plate scraped over my skin, leaving a crisscross pattern like a brand on my flesh.
In her defense, I had told her I was done.
Then I'd disappeared for a week.
I don't know what I'd been thinking.
That’s not true; I was thinking she wouldn’t notice. I wasn’t accustomed to people noticing my absences, much less caring.
Alice took a slow sip of her red wine. “You don’t get families either, Vic.”
“Do whatever you have to do, I’m done.” I stood up, my chair grinding against the wood floor.
“Really,” Alice said, her demeanor unchanged. “You’re prepared to be burned?”
I shrugged at her obvious threat. Once you started working for GEM, to get out you were either burned or blacklisted. I used to think being burned was the worst thing that could happen. When you’re burned, no one will touch you. They basically destroy your person, putting your name on no-fly lists and sex offender registries—not to mention you’re excommunicated by the wetwork community. Once upon a time I thought a life where no company would touch me would be hell. I only knew blood and bullets, and to live without that was unimaginable.
Now…I touched my forehead, the blood scabbing over. Now I knew there was more to life than blood.
“Yeah.” I shrugged at Alice. “Burn me, I don’t care.”
“You’re prepared to be blacklisted?” She ran her finger around the edge of her glass, a small smirk playing on her lips.
I laughed at her bluff. “You don’t care enough to blacklist me.” I nearly said she didn’t have the power, either, but stopped. Bending over, I placed my hands on the wooden table covered in scratchy linen. A single tea light separated her glare, nearly burned to the wick.
I should have realized then there were things about Alice I didn’t know. Alice was a far cry from the woman I’d married all those years ago; then again, I was also changed. Transmuted. We’d come a long way, and if she wanted to ruin my life, she would.
Burn me, fine. I had enough money saved up that I didn’t need to worry about work, civilian or otherwise.
Blacklist me… I didn’t really want to spend the rest of my life fending off hired mercenaries. I had more important things to worry about, like fending off Lenny’s wrath. Lenny and I had built our foundation on sand and the tide was finally coming in.
I smacked the table as I stood up, causing the candle to fall over. It was just hot wax now so it only caused a small stain on the linen. For a moment I paused, wondering if I would have preferred the fire, even if that meant I would have been caught in it. At least then Alice would be dead.
“Would you bet your life on that?” Alice’s voice drifted over my shoulder as I left the small restaurant. My fingers rested on the wooden doorway, her words twisting in my gut. Would I bet my life she wouldn’t blacklist me? That she would leave her petty vendetta alone?
I think I just had.
“I
’m fucking done, Vic.” I ran a hand through my hair, trying not to sigh at her words. If I had a nickel for every time I’d heard Lenny say that, well…me and Mr. Gates would be smiling at each other on the Forbes list. I’d stopped counting when it became a weekly thing.
At first it hurt, having her threaten to leave me. Now it just was. I had to admit there’d been improvements, though, because now she mostly threatened while we were at the therapist.
Yeah.
A therapist. If the guys from GEM could see me now. No longer crouched on a rooftop avoiding bullets, trying to get the best intel, but here. In an office. Talking about my feelings instead of ignoring them to finish a job. But that’s not who I was any more. I don’t work for GEM, so those thoughts were irrelevant. I shouldn’t have even been thinking that…
“Do you see?” Lenny gestured to me. “He’s not even paying attention.” I sighed, tying my hair in a knot. The doc had said I needed to work on my “outward cues” or some shit. Apparently I gave off a vibe that I didn’t care.
I cared.
Obviously I cared.
I was in fucking couple’s therapy.
“You say that every week,” I finally said. It was the fifth week Lenny and I had been in counseling. We’d started going a few months after my sister, Grace, showed up. I hadn’t handled her arrival with much…well…grace. I’d left without a word to do an assignment for GEM, and that had put a thorn in my relationship with Lenny.
Another thorn to add to a fucking briar patch, if we were being honest; it was therapy after all.