Concert of Ghosts (2 page)

Grabbe flashed a piece of paper in front of Tennant's face. “Search warrant,” and he jerked a thumb in the direction of the woods. “Looks like you got yourself a fine old plantation of cannabis. Lemme guess. You haven't a clue how it got there, right?”

Tennant stared into the trees, the carnival of light and shadow. He wondered how he could walk away from this mess. The cops had him cold.

“I haven't a clue, you're right,” he said, and tried to sound bewildered.

“Maybe some campers came along and just tossed a few seeds around and wouldn't you know—there's a crop in your own backyard,” Grabbe said, and smiled like a man who knows the score. “Something along those lines, Harry?”

“Could be. It's news to me. I don't go into the woods.”

“I follow the letter of the law around here, Harry. No drugs. No dealers. No pushers. No growers. That's it. Straightforward as you can get.” A rivulet of rain slithered along Grabbe's eyebrow like a quicksilver bug dissolving. “It's going to take some daylight calculation, Harry. But our first assessment is you got a real good harvest out there. Ten kilos. Maybe fifteen. Lotta reefer.”

He stood on tiptoe and pushed his face forward. “You peddle the stuff yourself, Tennant? You hang around schools?”

Tennant said, “I wouldn't sell dope to kids. I wouldn't sell it period.”

Grabbe shrugged and looked unexpectedly sympathetic. “'Tween you and me, I don't see much harm in cannabis in moderation. All kinds of people smoke the stuff and it don't seem to do them a whole lotta damage 'cept red-eye and a big appetite. They don't go out like crack addicts and mug folks. They don't get behind the wheel of a goddamn car drunk outta their skulls on seven martinis and kill pedestrians. Just the same, Harry, you're in some kind of shit, because Judge Stakowski don't share my private view. Stak says guys like you should be skinned and gutted, then deep-fried.”

“I'll need a lawyer before I get cooked,” Tennant said dryly. Stak. The abbreviation was ominously suggestive of a small-town clique, a private club of law enforcement officers and judges, secret agreements, whispered deals.

“Oh, you'll get one. Don't worry.”

“When?”

“Soon's possible.”

“How do you define soon?” Tennant asked. “An hour? A day?”

Grabbe ignored the question. He looked at the two cops. “Take him away. Lock him up nice and tight.”

Lock him up.
Lock
. Finally. Tennant felt a distinct chill.

The notion of being confined in a small space filled him with dread. Locks turning, key rings rattling. Styrofoam plates. Plastic spoons. The sound of food being slurped. Whispers in the dark, people whimpering in their sleep. No. No way. There was an excess of nightmares in restricted places. People dreamed mad dreams. The concept of insanity terrorized him, those great shapeless prairies of the mind, the interior wilderness without boundaries. He had a great pressure inside his head, an urge to break free and run. He wasn't going to be stuck inside some awful airless room. Under no goddamn circumstances. An uneasy sense of familiarity touched him. Locked rooms. Small windows. Walking from wall to wall, pacing, counting every step only to find the arithmetic never varied.

If he'd been uncertain before, he knew now beyond a doubt: He was afraid.

The cops led him down the steps. The black muddy ground sucked at his boots. He tried to resist in a mule-like way by refusing to move, but one of the cops, laughing, clenched his fist and drove it into the base of Tennant's spine. Tennant went down on his knees, head slumped forward. Maybe the same cop, maybe another, struck him on the neck, a swift, stabbing blow. Pain roared in Tennant's brain. He was dragged to his feet and shoved against the side of a police car where, stunned, he was dimly aware of how the frame house had tilted to one side and the sound of the night rain had become a dull ringing noise. Confusion and pain. He barely felt the last assault, a knee jacked up into his groin. He couldn't breathe.

“Now you behave yourself, Harry,” somebody said.

He was thrown into the patrol car. The cuffs cut into his skin.

“Judge Stakowski,” said the hollow-cheeked cop who drove.

“Wowee,” his spindly young colleague said.

Was that enthusiasm in their voices? Was Stakowski their hero? Was Stak somebody they admired? Or was their tone of awe a kind of put-on to further upset Harry and make him think he was going in front of a hanging judge? Cops played rough games. Only you never knew what the rules were or if it was really a game at all.

There was silence and rain and the blacktop gleaming in the headlights. A scent of onions was blown on the squall, flying out of dark fields where here and there a trailer sat, visible only because of pale blue TV lights that sometimes fell sadly from windows on the outline of a rusted tractor, the edge of a battered pickup, a child's swing, and on one occasion a solitary man smoking a cigarette on his stoop. A landscape of the lost, Tennant thought. The damned.

In this census he included himself.

He expected to be driven directly to the lockup in Oswego, but somewhere along narrow back roads the car went off on an unfamiliar route. He'd been studying the darkness anxiously and felt the change, not as a tangible switch in bearing, but as he might experience an unusual sensation. He looked from the window. Now the countryside was only a dark monotony of fields unbroken by either trailers or houses, the sky starless.

“Where are we headed?” he asked.

Neither cop answered immediately, and Harry had one of those moments of unease layered with deadly potential. He might be driven to a dark field, a drainage ditch, and shot in the back of the head. Obvious, simple, logical. Who would miss him? And if anybody ever inquired, he'd been killed trying to escape. Wasn't that the way things happened in the anonymous little counties, where officers were no more than licensed vandals, that constituted the Republic? People vanished, unclogging the legal system. Unidentifiable bones turned up years later. Nobody cared. To whom would an old skeleton matter?

He asked his question again.

The younger cop said, “Just you relax back there, Harry, unless you want more of what you got before.”

In a voice strained by pain, Tennant said, “Why aren't we going straight to Oswego?”

“We're driving a different route if it's okay with you.”

“Which goes where exactly?”

The cop with the unhealthy eyes said, “To the goddamn jail, Harry. What the hell do you think?”

Tennant said, “I think you're driving around half the county to unsettle me.”

“Boy's got some funny notions, don't he?” said the older cop. “Probably smokes too much of his own product.”

The cops laughed at this for what seemed to Tennant a long time. Rain rushed against the windshield and the wipers squeaked, and still the cops laughed in modulations that continued to change—now a murmur of merriment, next a higher tone of mirth that exactly resembled the sound of the wipers. The night was charged with lunacy and violence, Tennant thought, strange arrangements, human sounds syncopated with those of machinery.

Trying to forget his pain, he shut his eyes and listened to the scampering rain on the roof, and he imagined tiny bedraggled creatures, bats, birds, alighting briefly on the car only to be sucked away in the wet slipstream. The cops were no longer laughing. The young one whistled “Pennies from Heaven” and stared to the side. In back, Tennant might have been forgotten by his captors, like an old joke that didn't bear repeating. He saw no future in pursuing the matter of the car's direction or destination. He was a prisoner, and his questions could be answered or ignored as the cops chose. And if they decided to put a gun to his skull—

You die in a rainy field. One bullet was all it took.

His fear turned black, a spider in his head spinning a surreal design, infinite and complex.

Be still. Seek the center. The quiet eye of the cyclone
. From what corner of his mind had that worthless little whisper of advice emerged? Some random discharge of electricity, the brain in turmoil, nothing else.

He squirmed in his seat, legs cramped and numb, stomach and head throbbing. He was over six feet tall, and weighed about 175, and it was goddamn hard to find the quiet eye of anything in the back of a cop car, especially after you'd just been casually beaten.

The car turned, turned again. A green road sign was abruptly illuminated but vanished before Harry could read it. He wasn't quite sure why in the absence of landmarks, but he had a sense of familiarity again, as if having traveled off the edge of the world the vehicle had found its way back. Houses appeared now, big Victorian homes set in large lots, places of ornate substance that rose up and up by means of steep narrow staircases into the darkness of attic rooms. These steadfast houses somehow reassured him, and the panic he'd felt before subsided—slightly, as a tide quietens when the wind drops for a while. But you know the wind will come again.

He recognized Oswego, the outskirts of which had seemingly loomed from nowhere. Pale lamps, quiet leafy streets, here and there a neighborhood tavern closed for the night. The blue oval of a Genesee Cream Ale sign floated in a window like a distorted electric kiss. Near the railroad tracks a couple stood beneath a tree, the man's surprised white face and the woman's parted lips caught for a moment in headlights.

“Took us a shortcut, Harry,” said the older cop. “Surprised you, heh?”

“You got a bad case of nerves there, Harry,” the thin cop remarked.

Tennant thought of maps, the veins of old roadways, blue reservoirs, creeks. He marveled, more from relief than admiration, at how the driver had found Oswego by this unknown route. The countryside could be slyly inscrutable, concealing from outsiders facets known only to the locals. Tennant felt the alienation of the stranger. After nine years in his wooded acres, he really knew very little about his chosen county.

Now he remembered his absolute certainty that he was going to be walked into a darkened field and shot through the skull. It was funny, if you knew how to look at it the right way. The detached way.

The car stopped outside City Hall, in the basement of which the jail was located. Harry's panic, subdued so briefly, came fluttering back. There was nothing comical about jail.

The cell smelled of a certain cheap disinfectant that was meant to be redolent of pine needles but instead suggested a potpourri of caustic chemicals. Alone, overpowered by the scent, clutching his neck where it hurt, Harry sat on the narrow bunk and gazed at the wall. Graffiti had been written and then partially erased. Old messages, jokes, obscenities. Here and there an isolated word could be read.

He didn't know how long he'd been in this room—an hour, two; he wore no watch. How long before he could call a lawyer? Authority loved the sadism of mystification, the silences and secrets. Authority's victims lived like specimens suspended in murky liquid. You heard nothing, you waited, you floated in stillness.

Tennant was afraid to close his eyes. It was like locking the shutters to your skull, in whose passageways he had no urge to wander. The trick was to concentrate on the walls. The graffiti could have been written by a person to whom English was a third language. Words combined in odd phrases:

DIPSHIT BLACKBIRD CHUCKEE

For a moment he wondered if there might be something significant in these words, a hidden meaning, but that was a dangerous game to play. You look long enough you can find almost anything.

He walked around the cell, conscious of how the walls pressed against him; he had a suffocating sense of space dwindling. He wondered about his dog. Was she unconscious still, or had she risen, alone in the dark house, half-drugged, baffled? He clenched his hands: Confinement angered him. He wanted out. He wanted a lawyer. Bail. He walked to the door, smacked it a few times with his fists, called out.

Nothing happened. A great silence prevailed.

Goddamn. He'd sit down, think of nothing. He wasn't going to let this room undo him. He managed to sleep briefly. When he opened his eyes a man was touching his shoulder.

“Harry. Frank Rozak. Attorney.”

Tennant's mouth was dry. “Whose attorney?”

“Yours if you want me.”

“I didn't call you. I don't even know you.”

“I keep my ears to the ground. I have that good old Yankee initiative for drumming up biz, Harry. Besides I'm the only insomniac lawyer in town. Solitaire till dawn. They call me the Vampire. I heard they brought you in. Figured I'd offer my services. If you prefer somebody else, okay with me.”

“I don't know anybody else.”

“Yellow pages, Harry. Let your fingers do the walking.”

“I haven't even seen a telephone,” Tennant said. “I was under the impression I had some right to a call as soon as I was arrested.”

“Ah. They come off as hicks around here about that kind of thing,” Rozak said indulgently. “You want your call, I'll see to it immediately.”

Tennant shook his head. He let the matter pass. What was he supposed to do—pick an attorney out of the phone book? A lottery. He studied Rozak, a gray-haired man in his mid-fifties with purple sacs under his eyes, leaden pouches large enough to contain small handwritten messages. His hands were bloodred and arthritic, knuckles swollen, the joints of the fingers ugly bulbs.

“Two other things. The cops worked me over. And I didn't get my rights read.”

“Bless my soul, Harry. I'm shocked to the core.” Rozak laughed in a bronchial way. “First, they'll say you were resisting arrest so they were obliged to squash you. And second they'll claim they read you your rights anyhow. That's a winged horse people in cells are always trying to jump. Didn't read me my rights, so please can I fly out of here? This isn't TV, Harry. Forget all that rights crap. Let's see if we can spring you as soon's possible.” Rozak looked at his watch. “It's five
A.M.
You'll go before Judge Stakowski at ten. We better talk bail.”