Authors: L. Divine
“The world is mine when I wake up/ I don't need nobody telling me the time.”
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ERYKAH BADU
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rom my dream this morning, I thought my day was going to be much more eventful than it was. It was chill though, just going to my classes and getting my assignments for the week. Mrs. Malone still hasn't returned my paper to me. I'm anxious to see what I got on the rewrite. It was a difficult assignment and I wasn't into it at all. I hope there will be fewer red marks across the pages when I get it back this time.
I did notice people staring at me, but it wasn't as bad as I thought it was going to be. And me looking extra flyy today gives them a different impression than the one they had of me last week, even though I look flyy in my whites too.
“Jayd, wait up,” Nellie says, joining me as I head toward the gymnasium. While I have dance class, she, Mickey, and the rest of the South Central kids have P.E. during sixth period. I usually don't see any of them walk in because I'm always late for dress-up. Hiking up the hill from drama class is no joke and takes up the majority of the six minutes we have to get from one class to the other, no matter how far apart the classes are. Luckily, we have ten minutes to dress, which gives me plenty of time to get ready and be on time for roll call.
“Why aren't you in the gym already?” I say, speed walking up the steep hill. Students are rushing in every direction before the final bell for sixth period rings. “Don't you have to run laps if you aren't there for roll?” Regular P.E. is more stringent than our elective courses on the AP track, and I always hear about the tougher rules from both her and Mickey. They think I've got it easier because I seemingly have more options, but, like the saying goes, you can't judge a book by its cover.
“Yeah, but we have a sub today,” she says and instantly I know it's Mr. Adewale, the fine-ass sub who's been working here for the past couple of weeks. Damn, I wish I had her class today. “And check it out. Nigel, Chance, and Jeremy are playing a game of basketball against KJ and his boys. You've got to come watch.”
“What the hell are they doing that for?” I say, obviously more out of the loop than I realized. I missed kicking it with them at lunch because I was rehearsing in drama class, and nothing seemed unusual at break.
“Because they're boys,” Nellie says, pulling me in the direction of the main gymnasium instead of to the back area where the dance studio, Olympic-sized pool, and weight rooms are housed. I have a good view of the football field from my class, but the outside basketball courts are on the other side of the building, which is where all sparring matches are held, unless it's raining, like it's supposed to do this afternoon.
“Yeah, but don't they have football practice now?” Chance and Jeremy are seniors and elected not to have classes the last period of the day, especially since they aren't athletes. They'd usually be at the beach right about now. It's mid-November and getting cooler, making surfing uncomfortable I suppose. But still, a game against KJ is tantamount to suicide and I can't imagine the fun in that.
“Yeah, but Mr. Donald had a meeting, so the team just has to run drills and lift weights today. But, they all got into it in fourth period today, arguing about some stupid shit,” Nellie says, shaking her head at the painful memory. “KJ challenged Nigel to a game of one-on-one and Nigel accepted, but it quickly turned into three-on-three when Del and C Money wanted in on the action. Chance had Nigel's back, making Jeremy an honorary team player, of course.”
“Of course,” I say. I can't believe two of my exes and Rah's best friend are all about to engage in a basketball game. And I wonder what they were arguing about in the first place. “How did this all start again?”
As I step into the gymnasium, the bell rings loudly above our heads. I see Jeremy, Chance, and Nigel on the opposite side of the courts, practicing their free throws. I know Nigel's jump shot, but I've never seen Jeremy or Chance ball.
“I can't remember exactly, but I know it had something to do with money,” she says. I hope it isn't about KJ placing bets on me and Jeremy's break-up. Before I can continue my questioning, Mr. Adewale comes out of the boy's locker room in a blue and gray Adidas warm-up suit. Damn, he looks good, and he's much taller than I remember.
“Hey y'all,” Mickey says, entering the gymnasium, tardy as usual. “Have they started yet?”
“Not yet,” Nellie says, following my eyes across the court. “Jayd, what are you looking at?”
“My future baby-daddy,” I say, amusing my girls. I try to make eye contact with Mr. Adewale, but he's got eyes for his clipboard and whistle only.
“I know you're not talking about that nappy-headed teacher, are you?” Nellie's not into natural hair at all. Whenever I wear my hair in Afro-puffs, she clowns me for a week straight. “Jayd, please tell me you don't like dreads.”
“What can I say? I prefer a natural black man, especially after dealing with KJ's pretty behind,” I say, watching KJ and his boys strut into the gymnasium. Nigel and his team stop and stare down their opponents. KJ and his team face them on the court, ready to ball. They know they've got this game in the bag. I actually feel sorry for my boys. I hope their egos are strong enough to survive the ass-whipping they're about to receive.
“Come on, let's get a seat,” Mickey says. As we walk up the bleachers, the rest of my dance class, my dance teacher, and the other sixth-period activity classes file into the open space. I know they're not here to witness the impromptu ball game.
“Jayd, I see you made it to class after all,” Ms. Carter says. She's hella cool and basically lets us make up our own routines. I always dance solo so that I can dance to my own music, unlike the rest of the white girls in the class who practice their ballet steps all period. I use the class to get a good workout to my reggae and hip-hop CDs.
“Yes, Ms. Carter,” I say as my girls take a seat in the bleachers. I hope Ms. Carter doesn't make me sit with our class.
“Good. I was just about to hand in my roll sheet and didn't want you to get marked absent. The gym teachers have a meeting right now and I'm leaving you to the sub over there. Make sure he knows you're here,” she says, leaving me to chill with my girls and flirt with Mr. Adewale. This day's looking up minute by minute.
“I have to go check in real quick,” I say, tossing my backpack down by my girls' feet and jogging back down the bleachers toward Mr. Adewale.
“But Jayd, you're going to miss the game. They're only playing until the end of the period.” Nellie's too into this game for me. I get enough of watching brothas ball from my uncles at home. They have a basketball hoop attached to the top of the garage and ball whenever the mood hits them.
“I'll be right back. Besides, we all know who's going to win.” Mickey and Nellie both look at me like I'm the biggest traitor alive. I guess since their boyfriends are playing, it's personal for them. And I have to admit, I would love to see Jeremy whip KJ's ass. But I know different. I just hope Jeremy doesn't get humiliated too bad.
“Hello, Miss Jackson,” our substitute says as I approach the crowd where my class is standing. My fellow classmates are too busy salivating over him to notice me walk up late. Wait until he's here every day. Ms. Toni's right, I refuse to be one of these girls. But I do like his style. Maybe for now he can be the big brother I never had. “Glad you could make it this afternoon,” he says, giving me a sly smile as he erases the absent mark from my name.
“Sorry I'm late. I was in here the whole time,” I say, but I know he's just giving me a hard time.
“It's okay. Have a seat with the rest of the class and we'll begin shortly.”
“Oh, but Mr. Adewale,” I say, looking across the gym at my girls who are completely engrossed in the game while I'm missing crucial moments. “I was hoping I could sit on the other side and watch the basketball game, if it's okay with you.” Lord knows I would much rather get to know him better, but I've got to support my boys.
“But your class is over here, Jayd. And your teacher does have a lesson plan for me to follow, which means I'll need all of the students present. But look on the bright side, you don't have to get dressed today,” he says, smiling as he continues to call off names from the roll sheet. How do I get him to cut me some slack? It's not that serious, I know.
“Mr. Adewale,” I say in my sweetest voice. “Can I please be excused, just this one time? It's a very important game and I've already missed the first five minutes.” But Mr. Adewale isn't budging. Now what?
“Use your eyes, girl. Those pretty brown things are for more than seeing with,”
my mom says, creeping into my thoughts. But this time I'm glad.
“Just try it. Keep staring at him and think of the outcome you want, like Mama taught you. And whatever you do, don't let go of your gaze.”
“Jayd,” Mickey shouts from across the packed room. There are a couple of smaller games going on, but most of the students are kicking it in the bleachers, waiting for the period to end. “Get your ass over here girl. We need you.” Following my mother's advice, I lock onto Mr. Adewale and I can't help but fixate on his flawless butterscotch skin. Looking unmoved at first, Mr. Adewale continues his duties, seemingly unaffected by my plea. But my eyes are wearing him down and he can't resist my request.
“Fine Jayd. But make sure you practice your drills at home. There will be a quiz tomorrow and you will have to incorporate the drills into your own routine.”
“Thank you so much,” I say, ready to dart off toward my girls. “And can I call you Mr. A?”
“Not if you expect me to answer,” he says, smiling at me as I walk backwards toward my destination.
“Damn, what took you so long? You almost missed the whole thing,” Mickey says, munching on her Funions as Nellie preps herself in the mirror.
“Don't you think you're exaggerating a bit? And Nellie, why are you worried about your makeup right now? We're in the gym.”
“So what? The Homecoming Princess always represents the court and I must look flyy at all times,” she says, closing the small compact and returning it to her purse as Mickey rolls her eyes, trying to ignore our girl. “Besides, Chance will be devastated after KJ finishes with him and I want to put a smile on his face.”
“Nellie, sometimes you really make my butt itch, you know that? Homecoming is over,” Mickey says, smacking on the tangy chips. They do smell good.
“You should talk, bringing those stank-ass things in here. You know there's no eating in the gym,” Nellie says, pointing to the multiple signs posted throughout the room. “I can't believe you're still hungry after that lunch you ate anyway.”
“Shut up Nellie and watch the game,” Mickey says, a little more serious than necessary. I wonder what's got her panties in a bunch.
“Everything okay Mickey?” I ask, grabbing a Funion out of the near-empty bag. Nellie's right: our girl can eat. “You seem tense today.”
“Yes Jayd, I'm fine. I want to watch the rest of the game in peace, if y'all don't mind.” No, something's definitely wrong with her. She's being bitchy, even for Mickey.
“Ouch,” Nellie says, responding to KJ dunking on Nigel's head. Damn, I know that hurt.
“And that's what we like to call âabove the rim',” Dell says, talking shit to Chance as he guards him. “You see all that air KJ left for y'all?”
“Less talking, more ballin',” Jeremy says, stealing the re bound from C Money and taking the ball back up the court.
“Oh, so the white boy thinks he can ball,” KJ says, but even he can't front: he's impressed with Jeremy's skills. “You're not going to beat me on my own court.” Talking shit is KJ's second-best sport. It seems to go hand in hand with being a good basketball player.
“We'll see about that,” Nigel says, catching Jeremy's pass before shooting for three. “Did you hear the sound of that? That's what we refer to as a swoosh,” Nigel says, laughing all the way back up the court.
“Yeah, well this is what we refer to as a tiebreaker,” KJ says, dribbling into Jeremy, through Chance, and around Nigel for a perfect layup.
“Foul,” Chance says and he's right. But the rules are different in street ball and that's new territory for both him and Jeremy.
“Dude, you can't step on someone's feet and still take it to the hoop,” Jeremy says, stepping into KJ's face as the warning bell rings. Most of the students have already started to head out of the gym, waiting for the final bell to ring. My dance class is still in awe of Mr. A, who's on his way back to the boy's locker room. And me and my crew are staying posted, waiting to see if this game will end in bloodshed.
“Dude,” KJ says, mocking Jeremy. “There's no referee here, if you haven't noticed.” KJ and Jeremy are the same height and probably about the same weight. If they fight, it's going to be an even brawl and I ain't missing a beat, even if I do miss my bus.
“Yeah, dude. And that's game,” Del says, rubbing salt into their wounds. “Take it like a man.”
“I would if you played like one,” Nigel says, throwing his own shit in the mix. “Y'all play worse than the Lakers when Shaq and Kobe were competing for best bitch of the league.”