Cowgirl Up (28 page)

She
widened her thighs, her eyes locked with his.

“That’s
it. Let me give you pleasure.” He adjusted his position, lining his cock up at
her entrance before lowering down to cover her body with his own. Deliberately,
he teased her with brief rubs along her cleft while swooping down to claim her
lips. She met his with gusto, opening to receive his questing tongue, then
tangling in a game of passion-filled tag.

He
pressed forward gently only to meet her body’s strong resistance. He tried
again and managed to barely enter her channel before she shifted under him in a
motion of retreat. A fragment of concern washed over him. She was so hot and
needy a second ago, now he could almost feel her nerves crackle around him.

Trinity
stiffened under him. Baffled, he lifted enough to peer down into her face. She
chewed her bottom lip and her eyes were clouded with a strong hint of
uncertainty. Cody froze and his heart skipped in worry. “Are you afraid of me,
Trin?”

“No.”
She shook her head.

He
considered his body covering her completely, so close their chests rubbed together
nearly every single breath. While he preferred a top position with his
partners, he could understand why Trinity might feel a bit trapped beneath his
bigger frame, especially after Gary had attacked her and pinned her this same
way. “Afraid of this? Of sex in this position?”

“No.”

He
tensed above her, frustrated and fearing her real reason for the last minute
nerves. “It’s my scars. You can’t see past them.”

Anger
plastered across her face. Her eyebrows furrowed and her gaze snapped at him.
“It’s not your scars. I meant what I said about them, damn it. You’re a warrior
and beautiful. Nothing will change my view on that.
Ever
.”

Truth
carried in her slightly raised voice and adamant declaration, leaving him just
as perplexed as before and completely out of ideas. “Then, what in the hell is
the issue?”

Trinity
looked away.

Having
none of it, he cupped her chin and drew her focus back to him. “Tell me.
Whatever it is. I don’t have enough blood left in my brain to figure it out and
there’s no way in hell I’m going to continue with you bracing yourself like I’m
going to skewer you.”

Her
blue eyes flared even as her voice rose in both pitch and decibels. “The
issue
is I’ve never done this before,
you’re hung like a horse, and the two together spell out some discomfort for
me.”

Cody
blinked down at her, his mouth opening in shock. “You’ve never had sex before?”

A
bright flush blossomed across her face as she lowered her eyelids. “No.”

“Damn,
Trinity.” He smiled wide, then chuckled in amused relief.

She
smacked him soundly on the shoulder. “It’s not funny.”

He met
her gaze, saw hints of a bruised ego, and brushed a kiss across her lips. “I’m
not laughing at you, sweetheart. I’m laughing because I found a beautiful woman
who can overlook my faults and she just happens to be a feisty virgin.”

“They’re
not faults. I told you they’re badges of courage.” She sighed and shoved at his
chest. “Let me up.”

Cody
shook his head. “Not happening. We have unfinished business.”

She
blinked up at him. “The mood has been lost already.”

“Not
lost. Temporarily shelved, perhaps, but not lost.” He licked the line of her
jaw. “I’ll just start over and watch you catch fire again.”

Trinity
groaned dramatically.

He
laughed and lapped at her dainty earlobe with his tongue. “We’re going to be so
good together. I’ll make sure of it.”

Her
reaction cooled his jets temporarily allowing him plenty of time to shower her
with affection, to bring her to a fiery pitch, before joining their bodies for
the first time. He meshed their lips, plundered her mouth, and roamed his hands
over her body, learning every curve as he went. He licked her neck and laved
her collarbone, before scooting back to reach the rest of her delicious body.
Playfully, he kissed her abdomen, her thighs, then lay down on his stomach
between her splayed legs.

“I need
to taste you.” He saw her eyes widen, then her breath catch. Satisfied that
she’d accept his affections, he dipped his finger back inside her body, twisted
his wrist, and readied the way.

With
precision, he burrowed between her folds, and licked a line from bottom to top.

Trinity
lurched and grasped the comforter tightly in her fists.

He
repeated the caress, then centered on her clit as he inserted another finger
into her, careful to remain shallow for now.

She whimpered
and arched her back as he tenderly brushed her nub with his tongue.

“Right
there?”

“Oh God
yes.” She bent her legs, then let them fall to the side, giving him ample room
to enjoy his feast.

He
continued his foray, supping at her juices as she squirmed and writhed.
Carefully, he worked the tense muscles of her slit, preparing her.

Pressing
a tiny bit deeper, his long fingers encountered a flimsy obstruction blocking
his path. Trinity flinched.

“Easy,
Trin. I’m not going to hurt you.”

Ever so
lightly, he tested the membrane, frustrated when it held under his probing. He
hated to cause her an ounce of pain, but the situation appeared unavoidable. He
sucked in a steadying breath and debated how to proceed. He could take care of
the obstruction right now or later. Fingers or cock. Unable to decide, he
decided to offer up the choice to her. He lifted up on his elbows in order to see her clearly. “Trinity?”

She
turned her head to look up at him, her eyes sultry and filled with heightened
desire. The expression alone made his dick twitch with increasing need. He
forgot all about his question, removed his hand, and covered her body with his
once more.

The
memory of her fear hit him square. Unwilling to cross that bridge again, he
opted for a different position, one where she could be in charge and give her
the freedom she needed to enjoy and manage this first experience.

Wrapping
her in his arms, he rolled them over, stopping when she rested on top of his
body.

Trinity
sat up and blinked down at him.

“Ride
me, baby.” He gritted the words out as he reined in his control. “Climb aboard
and ride me.”

She
grinned wickedly at him, the earlier trepidation absent from her expression,
replaced by stark hunger.

His gut
clenched at the expression, the trust he read in her face. Both humbled and
highly aroused, he grasped her hips and guided her into the proper angle. He
released her long enough to grab his shaft, tuck the head between her folds,
and hold it there. “Sink down, sweetheart. Nice and easy.”

Perfectly
balanced straddling him, Trinity began to lower her body.

Her
body resisted for a split second before the tip of his dick popped in.

He
groaned as she gasped.

Ever so
slowly, she started to join their bodies.

He
studied her face, watching as she chewed on her bottom lip. Her face scrunched
as a flash of discomfort appeared in her eyes. She stopped as he lodged against
her hymen.

“Come
here.” Cody cupped the back of her head and drew her down for another ravenous
lip-lock. When they broke for air, he peppered kisses along her jaw and over to
her earlobe. He licked the area, grasped her hips, then thrust as he yanked her
down while sharply nipping her ear.

She
hissed, tensed, then rested her forehead on his chest for a long moment.

He
stroked her back and along her sides, anything to get her past the pain and
back to the searing, intense pleasure he needed her to feel. “Okay?”

Leaning
up, she blew out a breath. “Yeah.”

He
detected a hint of discomfort, but more of relief and a heady return of
arousal.

Sitting
down, she took him fully into her core, then paused. Her tight inner core
gradually accepted him, raining down heat, moisture, and alternately clenching
in an erotic display.

Never
had he experienced such great pleasure sliding into a woman’s folds. Trinity’s
untried body set fire to his overheated blood and pushed him to his limits of
control. He drew on his iron will in order to bear the delightful teasing,
determined to hold off long enough for Trinity to come before giving in to the
great urge to topple over the edge himself.

Cody
arched his back and pressed deep, enjoying the tightest channel he’d ever
entered. “Damn, you feel good.” He caressed her breasts, lightly pinching the
tips to tautness.

“I’m
not sure…”

He
traced a line down her chest and belly, making a direct line for her clit.
“Rock. Lift. See what feels good and go with it.” Finding her nub, he pressed
with exquisite care.

Her
eyes darkened. She rose slightly, then dropped down, her walls massaging his
shaft along the way. “Yeah. Just like that.”

She
gyrated, working her hips in a circle, before leaning forward once more, and
moving with the steeper angle. “Ohhhhh.” Trinity braced her hands on his chest,
then set a slow pace, the rhythm a mixture of bouncing and grinding.

Cody
kept up the attention on her nub, rarely taking his gaze off her face. If she
suffered any further pangs, he couldn’t identify the signs. Instead, she threw
her head back, opened her mouth, and rode him with natural skill. She closed
her eyes and groaned each time he flicked a finger over her clit.

“Okay?”

Trinity
opened her eyes and peered down at him. “Better than okay. It’s…amazing.”

He
grinned. “I could say the same about you.” Unable to resist, he cupped one of
her bobbing breasts and tenderly squeezed while still playing with her hot spot
where their bodies connected.

“Oh.
Yes. Yes.” She bit her lip and slid up and down his shaft with increasing
power, speed, and confidence. Her long hair licked at her back as she dug her
nails into his pecs.

The
small sting notched up his arousal to a fevered pitch. “So fucking good.” He
cupped her rear, giving the area a tap, then latched onto her hip in an attempt
to guide her motions, to keep her in check only enough to maintain their
joining. Cody dug his feet into the mattress, using the leverage to meet her
downward thrusts.

Trinity
mewled, tossed her head, and began to pant. Her body began to tense, making her
movements more insistent, more demanding.

“You’re
almost there.” Cody gritted out the words between clenched teeth. His balls
tightened, his erection throbbed. He sat on the edge and refused to go over.
Not without Trinity. “Come for me, baby.” He shamelessly caressed her clit,
rubbing lightly, then plucking.

She
drew taut as a bowstring on a hitched breath. An unarticulated cry left her
lips.

Still
no orgasm. “Fly with me, Trin. I’m right here. Just let go and fly. I promise
I’ll catch you.” He reassured her as best as he could, considering he could
barely think at all.

Her
eyes met his, then her pupils began to dilate. She lurched with sharp strokes,
taking him fully into her body, before lifting once more. She pounded. She
writhed. Her inner muscles clung to him with amazing strength.

He
clenched his teeth and kept his fingers moving along her juicy slit. He pulled
on the last of his willpower to stay the course, just a little longer.

Centering
his thumb over her clit, he pressed, then twisted his wrist.

“Cody?”

He
thrust for home, holding her in place. “Just. Let. Go.” He repeated the motion,
felt her entire body tighten, then her core clamped so tight he couldn’t move
if he wanted to.

Strong
ripples massaged his dick, shoving him to the brink, and immediately over. He
shouted, bucked, and soaked up the seemingly endless waves of bliss crashing
over him. Lights danced in front of his eyes before he started to float back
down, the pulses slackening in their intensity all too soon.

He
sucked in a deep breath and focused on Trinity, who lay across his chest.
Wrapping his arms around her, he held her close as the last of his orgasm
faded, leaving him spent, sweaty, and happier than he’d been in a good long
time.

Although
he’d never said the words aloud, down deep he feared that no woman would be
able to handle his scars, both physical and emotional. Now, Trinity had blown
those concerns right out of the water and set him free once more. With the huge
weight lifted, he felt like a new man, a worthwhile one, who wanted nothing
more at this moment than to just hold the woman of his dreams.

Trinity
sighed, the puff of breath warm against his skin. She folded her arms over his
chest, then rested her chin on her hands.

A
softness replaced the scrunched up tension on her face along with a small grin,
one that spoke of satisfaction and enjoyment.

“All right?”