Dance (4 page)

“You
look like you’re going to apologise again, even though I told you that’s how I
liked it,” Fenix said, cheeky grin still in place.

Jared
shook his head. He was not sorry for anything that happened tonight. Hell, it
had been the best sex he’d ever had, even if they were still fully clothed.

“No.
I’m not going to apologise,” he said gently as he traced Fenix’s jaw with the
tips of his fingers. He leaned in and kissed him tenderly, resting his forehead
against Fenix’s. They were both sweaty and sticky, and Jared’s jeans were wet
and uncomfortable, and yet he couldn't bring himself to care. The only thing he
cared about was Fenix and the fact that he didn't want the night to end like
this.

“Come
home with me,” he said quietly. Fenix hesitated. “Please. I...,” he pulled back
to look in his eyes. “I want to make love to you in a bed. Not that this wasn't
great, but fast and hard in a club’s toilet is not my idea of romance.”

“I
wasn't aware we were looking for romance,” Fenix replied, his voice teasing.

“Well,
now that you are aware, will you come home with me?”

Fenix
nodded, and Jared felt butterflies erupt, not just in his stomach, but in his
whole body.

Chapter four

Fenix

The cab ride to
Jared’s place was short yet extremely uncomfortable. Not just because of the
sticky mess in Fenix’s jeans. The air inside the car was charged with the
sexual desire between them, but they sat as far away from each other as they
could,
concentrating
on the traffic outside the
window. Fenix knew that if Jared looked at him with those dark blue eyes the
way he’d
 
done just a while ago in the
club, he’d throw all caution to the wind and maul him right there in the back
of the cab. That would not go down well with the middle aged, male driver, and
Fenix would rather spend the night in Jared’s bed than explaining to the police
why he was caught with his pants down in public.

Jared
looked as eager to get out of the car as Fenix, and when they finally stopped
in front of his building, he threw a couple of notes at the driver, murmured
his thanks, and jumped out of the car, followed closely by Fenix. The driver
sped away, shaking his head.

Jared
started patting his pockets, looking for his keys when he met Fenix’s eyes.
They were alone in the middle of the deserted, dimly lit street. Fenix took the
few steps separating them and collided with Jared in a fierce kiss. Jared had
to take a step back, losing his balance for a moment, startled by Fenix’s
attack. He quickly recovered and put his arms tightly around Fenix’s waist.

“Let’s
get inside,” he murmured against Fenix’s lips. Fenix nodded but kept kissing
Jared. He couldn't pull away.
Didn't
want
to pull away.

Jared
laughed softly as he detached himself from Fenix gently. Grabbing his hand,
Jared tugged him off the street and towards the entrance. He unlocked the front
door quickly and they climbed the stairs to the fourth floor in record time.
Jared thrust his key in the lock, his hand shaking slightly, and let them in.
Once inside, Fenix plastered himself to Jared once again, pushing him against
the door as it banged shut. For a while, all that could be heard in the dark,
quiet room were their lips smacking together and their harsh breaths as they
got acquainted with each other’s bodies. Fenix grabbed the back of Jared’s
t-shirt and pulled it over his head, dropping it to the floor. It was too dark to
see clearly, so Fenix traced his fingers over Jared’s abs, his ribs, chest,
neck, feeling the warm skin prickling with goosebumps. Jared made a pained,
strangled sound. Fenix could just see the outlines of his face – he was biting
his lower lip, his eyes closed and his face was taut.

Smiling
wickedly, Fenix dropped his head and sucked Jared’s nipple into his mouth.
Jared jerked and his fingers weaved in Fenix’s hair, tightening as Fenix
increased the pressure on the sensitive bud. Jared swore quietly and tugged
Fenix’s head back up roughly, slamming his mouth over his.

“I
want you so fucking much,” Jared whispered as he kissed his way along Fenix’s
jaw to his earlobe. “But I want to do it properly this time.” He pulled
slightly back to peer into Fenix’s eyes. “OK?”

Fenix
nodded, afraid that his voice wouldn't hold if he spoke. Jared’s hands left
Fenix’s hair and slid down his arms. He entwined their fingers and led Fenix
further inside his home, switching a soft light along the way. The flat was a
large studio with high ceilings and huge windows. It was also in a desperate
need of renovation.

“Sorry
about the...” Jared began, making a wide gesture around the apartment.
“Mess.
I just bought the place a few weeks ago and ran out
of money. I’ll fix it up soon...” he trailed off, a slight blush creeping up
his cheekbones.

Fenix
found it endearing.

“I
don't care about the mess,” he said softly, placing a kiss on Jared’s neck.
“Where’s your bed?” he whispered.
 

“It’s
over there, behind the partition. I wanted to create a little privacy, like a
bedroom,
otherwise it’s like a whole big space.”

Fenix
smiled and started tugging Jared towards the makeshift bedroom.

“Wait,”
Jared stopped him. “Let’s get you out of those jeans and put them in the wash.”
He pulled Fenix back into his arms and kissed him. “And then, maybe we can take
a shower together.”

“That
sounds so good,” Fenix groaned. “I can’t wait to get rid of these dirty jeans
and boxers!”

“Me
too,” Jared said with a wink.

They
took their clothes off and put them in the washing machine. Jared poured some
liquid detergent, snapped the door shut and pressed a couple of buttons until
the machine started spinning softly. Then, he focused his full attention on Fenix,
who was standing naked in the middle of the room, starting to feel a bit self-conscious.
Jared was staring at him, his mouth slightly open, and his eyes dark. The man
was built like a Greek god! Fenix could not stop his eyes roaming all over his
body, drinking in every little detail – the shape of his nipples, the
pronounced V on his hips, the toned, flat stomach, the long, slightly curved
fully erect cock...

Fenix
inhaled sharply as the desire to climb inside Jared took over his whole being.

Jared
was on him then, kissing and stroking, biting and licking every inch of skin he
could get his hands, and lips, on. His strong fingers wrapped around Fenix’s
cock and he started jerking him off with slow, sensual movements, bringing him
on the edge of orgasm and then slowing painfully down.

“You’re
so beautiful, Fenix,” Jared said in a hoarse, desperate voice. “Perfect.”

If
his vocal cords still worked, and if he could actually summon enough brain
cells to form a few words, Fenix would have returned the compliment.

Jared
was the perfect one.

Fenix
opened his mouth to say it, but as he did, Jared took both their cocks in his
fist and started jerking them off together with fast, strong movements. All
that came out of Fenix’s mouth was a hoarse cry as he came all over Jared’s
stomach and hand. Jared followed not a second later, his whole body convulsing
as he surrendered to his pleasure.

They
held each other, trembling in the middle of Jared’s home, panting. Fenix
brought his hand to Jared’s chest, right over his heart, and he could feel how
fast it was beating. He turned slightly and placed soft kisses on Jared’s neck,
gently pushing his fingers through Jared’s wild hair. They stayed like this
until both their hearts resumed the normal human heart rate, but even then
neither of them moved.

“What
happened to doing it properly?” Fenix joked.

 
Jared laughed softly.

“You
stripped,” he said, pulling back to place a long, sensual kiss on Fenix’s lips.
“And I couldn't resist you.”

Fenix
beamed as Jared’s words filled his chest with unexpected warmth. Jared kissed
him again and said,

“How about that shower?”

“Lead
the way.”

The shower
lasted until all the hot water ran out. They explored each other’s bodies, nothing
hidden in the harsh bathroom light. They kissed, soaped each other and
whispered sweet words. Fenix was overwhelmed with desire for this man. He had
come twice in less than an hour, and yet he was fully
erect
once again, unable to control the urge to be with Jared. He’d never wanted
someone so much that the need to be close to him overrode all intellectual
thought.

“Fuck,”
he groaned as Jared squeezed his ass and traced his crease with two fingers. He
pushed Jared against the opposite wall and dropped to his knees, swallowing his
whole cock in one movement.

“Holy
shit,” Jared cried out, his head bumping the wall behind him loudly.

Fenix
took that as an encouragement and sucked Jared’s cock earnestly, bobbing his
head, swirling his tongue over the sensitive head, and massaging his balls with
the other hand. He let it slide out of his mouth with a pop and fisted the
shaft, tonguing the slit and tasting Jared’s
precome
.
Jared moaned loudly and Fenix looked up to find him staring down at him, his
eyes half closed and shining with lust.
Pure, hungry, carnal
lust.

Fenix
licked at the head leisurely, still watching Jared, teasing him, provoking him.
Jared took the bait and grabbed Fenix head, pushing him down on his cock. Fenix
smiled and sucked the whole length in his mouth again.

“
Fuuuuck
,” Jared groaned and started thrusting his hips into
Fenix’s willing mouth. Fenix hummed around Jared’s cock, grabbing his thighs,
encouraging him to move faster. He sneaked one hand behind Jared, grabbing his
ass cheek and sliding one wet finger inside him.

“
Ahhh
,” Jared gasped and his movements became erratic. Fenix
gently pushed his finger in and out of Jared’s hole, finding his prostate and
massaging it. “I’m
gonna
come. Don’t fucking stop!”
Jared begged. Fenix obliged. He added another slick finger, just as Jared
pulled him off his cock and started pumping it with his hand. It took three
fast strokes before Jared was coming all over Fenix’s face. He cried out
Fenix’s name and he felt Jared’s
hole
contracting
around his fingers. The expression on Jared’s face was pure bliss. He came in a
wave after wave of pleasure and Fenix felt so satisfied that he was the one who
did this to him.

Had
someone else ever made Jared come so hard, three times in an hour?

The
thought died in his mind as Jared pulled him up and licked his face clean. They
kissed and Jared’s taste felt so good on Fenix’s tongue that he immediately
wanted more. His cock was still fully erect and he hadn’t touched himself even
once as he was sucking Jared off. He grabbed his own shaft and slid his fist up
and down a few times before Jared swatted his hand away.

“No,”
he said firmly as he turned Fenix around. Fenix propped his hands on the wall
as Jared dropped to his knees, forced Fenix’s legs wide open and spread his ass
cheeks apart. Fenix felt Jared’s tongue dart between them and he almost lost
his balance.

“Oh,
God!” he whimpered as Jared pushed his tongue inside Fenix’s ass. It felt
incredible! Jared’s tongue was wet, warm,
skilful
. He
licked the crease slowly all the way from his balls to his spine and repeated
the movement several times until Fenix begged him to tongue him again.

Jared
hummed, more than happy to oblige. Fenix was so turned on he thought he might
spontaneously combust if he didn't come right now.

“Please...
Jared, I need more, please...” he begged, too far gone to feel ashamed.

Jared
snuck one hand around in front of Fenix and took his cock into his hand. He
jerked him off in the same rhythm as his tongue worked his hole. Fenix felt his
balls tighten as his stomach clenched, and he was coming so hard that for a
long moment he lost track of time and space and direction. He didn't know if he
was lying down or standing up, or if he was even still breathing.

Jared’s
arms around him and his warm breath on his neck brought him back to reality. He
was saying things like, ‘I’ve got you’ and ‘
Shh
, it’s
OK’ over and over again and Fenix realised he was shivering violently. His body
was still in shock from all the pleasure.

With
Jared’s help, Fenix finished rinsing off, and walked out of the shower. Jared
gave him a fluffy towel to dry off with and guided him towards the bed. Fenix’s
body felt boneless. He was so tired that he felt like he would topple over any
second. Flopping down on Jared’s bed, Fenix threw the covers around himself and
Jared followed. He wrapped Fenix securely in his arms and kissed the top of his
head. Fenix voiced the last thought that went through his mind before he fell
asleep:

“Has
it ever been like this for you?” His voice was almost inaudible, his words
slurred as if he was drunk.