Dirty White Candy, Ultimate Vacation, Book 2 (7 page)

Oh, they’re joining us.

Sven reached in his cooler and pulled out a tall and thin Tupperware container.
 
“Anyone want shots?”

“Shots of what?” I asked.

“Oh darling’, these are Royal Butts.”
 
He laughed as he started pouring the contents in plastic shot glasses he brought.

“What’s in a Royal Bug?” I asked.

Sven laughed again.
 
“Music’s loud, I said Royal Butt as in booty.
 
It’s Crown Royal and Buttershots, quite tasty.”

I was eager to get a little bit of a buzz.
 
It always gave me more courage, even though Linda, my therapist,
 
had encouraged me to approach some of these situations sober.
 
I did that with John and had sober contact with Janette and James.
 
This was a new situation and I needed all the courage I could get.

John leaned over me, brushing against my nipple.
 
“Sounds good, I’ll try one.”
 
He brushed against me again as he took his shot back toward him.

Everyone at the table grabbed a small plastic glass.

“To sexual deviants!”
 
Katrina cheered.

After tapping glasses, I shot the glass, taking the liquid in and swallowing it.
 
The first taste was pure butterscotch, smooth and sweet.
 
After I swallowed, I got the after bite of Crown.
 
It gave me medicine face.

“Not a whiskey drinker, eh?”
 
Sven patted me on the back.
 
“You were pretty sexy ‘til you made that face.”

“Uh, thanks.”
 
I said, following it with a sip of my own cocktail.

“You are sexy as hell!” Katrina said looking me up and down. “Nice catch, Loren.”

Loren grinned.
 
“I think we should hit the hot tub, then the big party room.
 
Everyone in?”

Nods from everyone at the table made everyone stand.
 
We walked back to the hot tub and everyone started taking their clothes off.
 
This was my first group situation.
 
I was beginning to crave more of Sven’s shots.

I quickly undressed and eased myself into the hot water and went to sit next to John.

“Oh no, you’re not allowed to sit next to him.
 
Over here.”
 
Loren pulled me between her and Katrina.
 
John was on the other side of Katrina and Sven was on the opposite side of all of us.

I really wanted to be next to John.
 
I felt the need of his protection and comfort.

PLAYMATES

The hot tub had increased the effects of the alcohol.
 
I now had the buzz I craved for extra courage.
 
The hot water had eased the stress in my shoulders as we all talked.
 
I had Loren and Katrina’s hands on my things stroking me gently.

“This is so relaxing,” I said.
 
“I could sit in here forever.”

Katrina spun around and was now sitting on me.
 
“I have better plans for you.
 
Do you kiss girls?”

“Um, yeah, sometimes.”

“Okay, do you like girls?” she asked.

“She eats really good pussy.
 
Don’t think it’s her first time.
 
She just has a hard time verbalizing.
 
She’s new to the lifestyle.”
 
Loren sat up out of the water and moved behind Katrina.

“John?”

“Yeah,” he answered looking at Katrina.

“Would you like to see your woman make out with Katrina?”
 
She was looking at him while massaging Katrina’s breasts.

“That would be nice.”
 
John glanced at me, eyes burning.
 
I’d seen that look before, it was the one he had when we were naked together.
 
He was aroused.

I grabbed Katrina’s neck and pulled her in, French kissing her.

“Good girl,” Loren said.

I felt Loren’s hand slide between us.
 
She had one side of her hand against my clit and the other side was on Katrina’s.
 
She rubbed both of us at the same time.

Katrina let out a moan while kissing me.

“Let’s go upstairs!”
 
Sven begged.

No one said a word as we all toweled off.
 
I followed the end of the pack upstairs to the main party room.
 
There were six beds and only one was taken.

“Corner,” Katrina whispered loudly.

Sven was first crawling into the corner.
 
Katrina pulled John behind her and Loren pulled me onto the bed.
 
I was now firmly planted between Loren and Sven with Katrina between Sven and John.

“Rules?”
 
Katrina asked me.

“I don’t like stuff in my face or mouth.
 
Condoms are a must.”

“Stuff, you mean come?” she asked.

“Yeah, and spitting and gagging makes me nauseous.”
 

“Oh, god, me too girl!
 
That shit’s meant for porn for men.
 
I’ve never run into one girl that does that and the gagging?
 
Spare me.”

“Me either,” Loren said.
 
“The spitting part.
 
Had a few girls who do the gagging thing while blowing guys.
 
They say the guys like it.”

“Not me,” Sven said, “I’m a sympathetic puker.”

“Okay, good, we’re all in agreement then.
 
No gagging, no spitting and condoms only.”
 
Katrina said matter-of-factly.
 
I hated these discussions.
 
They were not sexy.

“So you do anal?” Sven asked.

My face burned red.
 
“No, I’m not there yet.
 
I have no idea how to get there.
 
I tried with a toy I got from a friend and it still hurts like hell.”
 
I was embarrassed talking about it, but I knew I didn’t cover it when they asked me for my rules.

“I don’t kiss anyone but Candy on the mouth,” John said.
 
“I don’t mind if she kisses women, but I’d rather she not kiss men in front of me.”

“In front of you?” Katrina asked.

“We have an open relationship.”
 
He took a deep breath.
 
“She’s allowed to do whatever she wants, but I would prefer her not to kiss other men while I’m around.”

“That’s okay, brother.
 
I won’t kiss her mouth.
 
I don’t like Katrina kissing other men either.
 
Don’t know why it bothers me, but it does.
 
So I can respect
 
your feelings.”
 
Sven gave him a little punch in the shoulder.

“We’re not bailing on you, but do you all mind if I have a second with Candy?
 
This is her first time here.”
 
John was already making his way off the bed.

“Not a problem,” Katrina said.
 
“You should talk first.”

I followed John out of the room.
 

“Are you okay?” John asked grabbing my hand.

“Yes, are you?”

“I’m sorry about the kissing thing.
 
I love to watch you kiss women.
 
I don’t think I could handle you kissing another man.
 
It’s just so … and that guy is huge.
 
If he hurts you, you have to say something.”

“John!”
 
I grabbed his cheeks and pulled him in for a kiss.
 
When I released him, I continued, “It’s not a problem.
 
This is my first group situation and I’m excited.
 
Not only am I excited about the situation, I’m excited that I get to share it with you.
 
Actually, I wanted to wait to talk to you about this, but… I want, more with you, if you’re ready.”

“More like what?”

“John, not now.
 
I don’t want to stay out here too long.
 
Do you want to be in a relationship with me?”
 
I looked back at the bed with our three friends waiting.

“Yes.”

“If you were my only steady man, would that make you happy?”

“Yes.”
 
He was smiling.

“Do you want to go fuck these people?”
 
I motioned with head.

“Yes.”

“Okay then shut up and let’s go fuck.”
 
I pulled him back toward the beds.

“Everything okay?”
 
Loren asked.

“Yeah, we’re not married yet.
 
Candy just wanted to be sure that I was comfortable with the situation, but we’re both eager to play.”
 
John picked me up and threw me on the bed. “So let’s play!”

The women giggled.
 
“Caveman!”

Sven grabbed my hand and pulled me onto him.
 
“Loren and Katrina are going to give John something to think about.
 
Would you like some time with me?”

“Well, John owes Loren a good fucking, and you’re one tall drink of water, so hell yeah.
 
Thanks for the shot, by the way.
 
I really needed it.”
 
I started twirling my finger in his sparse chest hair.

“You’re name was Candy, right?” he asked.

“Yep, just like a stripper.”

“I was thinking Candy was sweet.
 
Anyway, I would like to watch them for a few.
 
Are you okay with that?”
 
I bit my lip.
 
“I’ve never gotten to watch them before not like this, and I’d like to watch and then you and I can play.”

I looked over at Loren and Katrina attacking John. “Does it bother you at all?”

“Loren said you were new?” Sven asked.

“To the club scene, but this is the first time I’ve had to share.”
 
I looked at him.
 
His eyes were sweet and kind.

“It stings a bit the first few times.
 
Sometimes I get jealous if I think the other guy is hotter than me.”
 
Sven was whispering in my ear.
 
“But look at your man, look at the expression on his face.
 
That’s utter pleasure.
 
I’m looking at Katrina right now, sharing his cock with Loren.
 
They’re both licking him from balls to head.
 
He’s already come so now he’s not worried about shooting his load.
 
Loren’s smart about that.
 
Some guys have a hard time getting hard after they come, but a lot of them get longevity after the first orgasm.”

“I’ve never been jealous before tonight,” I admitted.
 
“But watching Loren give him head excited me at the same time.
 
Is that bad?”
 
I asked
 
him.

“Not at all.
 
You’re jealous because you’re in love with him, but aroused because of your sexuality.
 
I can tell you’re new.
 
It’s okay for you to question yourself.
 
Just never do anything you’re not comfortable with.
 
Because I can see you’re in love with him, let me tell you this—be honest.
 
Do not stress about how he feels.
 
Tell him how you feel and let him tell you his feelings.
 
Women are horrible about worrying about things.
 
Stress makes the sex less enjoyable.
 
If you allow yourself to be aroused watching your partner, this all is a lot more fun.”

“So are you jealous?”

“Sometimes, but not like someone with a cheating spouse.
 
Listen, I’ve been with Kristen for a decade.
 
We’re not as exciting to each other as we were when we first started fucking.
 
I’m not jealous that John is about to fuck my wife.
 
I’m jealous because he gets to be first time sex for her.
 
You never get another first time.
 
You get one.”
 
Sven smiled at me.
 
“So enjoy it.
 
Enjoy your first times.
 
That’s the blessing with the swing community.
 
You get to have several first times and still make love to the one you love.”