Authors: Sara Craven
it, if you want.'
'He already did.' Davina held up a detaining hand. 'But I'm afraid it's
no use. Some vital part seems to have vanished.'
'Oh, has it now?' Rhiannon said aggressively. 'And I suppose you
think you've been very clever.'
'Don't be a fool!' Davina's eyes widened impatiently. 'I didn't do it.
As a matter of fact, I'm more keen to get away from here than you
are to see me go. In fact'—she leaned forward making no attempt to
disguise her eagerness—'you could help me, Rhiannon.'
'Why should I want to do that?' Rhiannon was frankly sceptical.
'Because I won't be able to leave here until you do. You can drive,
can't you? You could take me to the nearest station.'
Rhiannon hesitated. 'I can drive—yes.'
'Then will you do it?'
There was a long pause. Davina's hands clenched into nervous fists
at her side as she waited impatiently for the other girl's answer.
Eventually Rhiannon looked up, and Davina saw with a sinking
heart that there had been no lessening of the hostility in her gaze.
"No, I won't,' she said. 'You must think I'm the complete country
bumpkin, Miss Clever-from-London. Do you think I don't know
what you're up to? Not making much headway at the moment, are
you, no matter what you do, so you think you'll do better back on
your own territory. You think that if you take off, Gethyn will come
after you. You want to get him away from Plas Gwyn—away from
me. Well, it won't work!'
Davina groaned inwardly. Rhiannon, she thought wryly, gave her
the credit for being much more devious than she actually was.
'You're utterly wrong,' she said quietly. 'Believe me, it will cause far
less heartache for everyone if I just—go. No one need ever know
you helped me.'
'Well, I don't think I'm wrong.' Rhiannon pushed back her chair and
stood up. 'And I've no intention of helping you. 01\, why did you
have to come here?' she added in a savage undertone. 'He would
have forgotten all about you, if only you'd stayed away.'
Davina bent her head. 'You can't regret my visit any more than I do
myself,' she said. But Rhiannon was plainly not listening and
presently Davina heard the slam of the back door behind her.
She sighed and stared around her. She had never felt more at a loss
in her life. She tried to tell herself that Gethyn's threats were simply
an attempt to punish her—as if she'd not been punished enough, she
thought despairingly—and that having given her a severe fright, he
would let her go. But the argument was unconvincing to say the
least. There had been something implacable about him that
suggested only too strongly that he had meant every word.
She shuddered convulsively. The pitiable thing was that what he
had said was true. Her—ice, for want of a better word, had melted
for him in the past, and she had little doubt, looking back bitterly to
her almost fevered response to him only that morning, that he would
have little difficulty in seducing her to urgent surrender if he chose
to do so. She was ashamed to admit it, yet it was the truth. Pride
might tell her that she could not allow herself to be taken on such
terms, but an older emotion than pride murmured that she might
have very little choice in the matter.
Suddenly the kitchen seemed oppressively warm and she pulled at
the neck of her sweater. She went to the back door and opened it,
hesitating for a moment. She did not want another confrontation
with Rhiannon, but the other girl was nowhere in sight. In fact, the
yard seemed deserted. Even Huw Morgan seemed to have
vanished, the only sign that he was still around being his Landrover
which was parked in the middle of the yard. Davina gave it an
irritable glance as she wandered past. Huw also had an
Unexpectedly stubborn streak under his easy-going exterior, but in
fairness she could understand his motives in wanting her to stay
around. If she was to be reconciled with Gethyn, then he would be
able to step in to console Rhiannon. It was all so simple viewed
from his angle. Davina began to feel like a helpless pawn in a chess
game—a thing to be used for the furtherance of a deeper aim, and
then sacrificed when it was of no further use.
Her temper rose at the thought. What was she doing, allowing them
all to manipulate her like this? For heaven's sake, she had come
here with one aim in view, backed up by the secure life she had
created for herself. Now, in a matter of hours, she had degenerated
into a quivering mass of doubts and fears and inconsistencies as if
she had no life—no personality of her own. And all because of a
man on whom she had already wasted too many tears.
She wasn't a helpless child. She was a woman. All right, so she'd
got herself into a mess, but there was no law which said she had
just to wait demurely for retribution to catch up with her.
She swung round and gave Huw's Landrover another long, hard
look. Then she walked round it and looked into the back. It was not
an inviting proposition. The hard floor was coated with what she
devoutly hoped was mud, and in addition there was a haphazard
jumble of boxes, a coil of rope, two half-filled sacks and what
appeared to be a tarpaulin sheet. Whatever it was, it was big—quite
big enough to cover anyone who might take it into her head to
climb into the back and wait for Huw to drive away.
She glanced warily about her, but the yard was still deserted. The
main difficulty was that she had no idea when Huw was planning to
leave. It was still broad daylight and would remain so for several
hours. Could she hope to remain unnoticed without the shelter of
friendly darkness? She would have to hope that Huw would simply
get in and drive away without checking the rear of the vehicle.
Once they got to the farm, she was sure that Mrs Morgan would
help her, if she appealed to her sympathy.
She wouldn't bother taking her suitcase or any of the clothes she
had brought with her, she decided. They could just be abandoned,
but she would need her briefcase and her handbag. She bit her lip.
She could not risk disappearing too soon, or Gethyn would start
searching for her, but she would fetch her things and stow them
under the tarpaulin. All she would have to do then was keep a
watchful eye on Huw and gauge when he was ready to take his
departure.
She hurried back through the kitchen and up to her room. She took
out the papers relevant to Gethyn's American trip and stuffed them
into the top drawer of the dressing chest. He could find them there
when she had gone, she told herself. Uncle Phil would understand
why she had been unable to bring back a definite answer.
She looked round the room with a smile of satisfaction as she stood
at the door. It still looked thoroughly occupied, and her nightgown
draped across the bed was a really convincing touch, she decided.
Her luck held as she went downstairs. Mrs Parry was standing in
the sitting room, her back towards the door, chatting to the Fentons,
and she did not turn as Davina wandered past with deceptive
casualness, her briefcase concealed rather awkwardly behind her
back. She raced across the deserted kitchen and peeped into the
yard. The Landrover still stood there, and it was the work of a
minute to drop her bag and briefcase into the back of it, and drag
the tarpaulin sheet to cover it. It smelled musty as she tugged at it,
and her lip curled at the thought of having to get underneath it. It
was ludicrous that she had to go to these lengths, she told herself
defiantly, and another item to add to the score she had to settle with
Gethyn.
When Mrs Parry came into the kitchen she was sitting at the table
glancing through the local paper, which she had found lying on a
chair. Fortunately, her hostess was too busy for more than a
perfunctory question about her day, and whether she had enjoyed
her walk. Davina answered casually and Mrs Parry seemed quite
satisfied with this.
The next hour or so was a scramble to serve the evening meal to the
visitors in the dining room. Rhiannon appeared to act as the
waitress as usual, and Davina was left to lay the kitchen table for
the family's own meal. To her secret satisfaction, Mrs Parry called
to her to set an extra place as Huw would be eating with them. If he
stayed at Plas Gwyn until it was dark, it would make things much
easier, she thought, her spirits rising.
The meal that evening was turkey with forcemeat stuffing and all
the trimmings, followed by an apple charlotte with thick cream. In
spite of her nervousness, Davina found that a day spent almost
totally in the fresh air had sharpened her appetite and she did full
justice to the meal, in spite of the fact that Gethyn had appeared just
as they were sitting down and had stationed himself opposite to her.
To her fury she had felt a tinge of colour stain her cheeks as he
pulled out his chair and sat down with a murmured apology to his
aunt for his lateness. His own face gave nothing away, she thought,
studying him covertly under her lashes as he talked to Huw. But
there was an air of certainty about him tonight that galled her
almost unbearably. It gave her immense satisfaction to imagine his
feelings when he realised she had eluded him after all.
For a moment she wondered what she would do if he took the
course of action that Rhiannon had suggested and pursued her to
London, but she told herself she had little to fear. In London, she
had her family to protect her. Besides, she thought he would be
reluctant to give anyone the impression that her actions were
important to him. Because they were not, as she knew to her cost.
After all, when she had written to him that last time to tell him their
marriage was over, he had made no move to get her to change her
mind, or even to attempt to see her again to talk things over. He had
been happy to accept her decision then. Perhaps common sense
would prevail with him yet again once her escape was a
fait
accompli.
And he had Rhiannon to console him, after all.
It was frightening how desolate that realisation made her feel. If
only he had once given some sign that he cared for her, how
different things might have been between them. But he cared for no
one and nothing but himself. She had learned that the hard way, and
Rhiannon would have to accept the same lesson.
'Penny for them, Davina.' Huw leaned across the table towards her
as Mrs Parry placed cups of her strong powerful coffee brew before
them. 'You look a bit lost,
bach.
Why don't we all go out for a drink
tonight?' He turned to Gethyn. 'Must keep her entertained, or she
may go skipping off back to London.'
For a horrified moment, Davina thought he was about to spill the
beans about her request for help earlier. Panic forced her into
speech. She even managed a smile.
'Oh, I don't think there's much chance of that.' She deliberately
didn't look at Gethyn. 'Life—life has become much too interesting
just lately.'
And let him make what he likes of that, she thought. No doubt his
vanity would tell him that she was looking forward to bedtime with
eager anticipation. Well, he would soon learn his mistake.
'Well, how about it?' Huw persisted. 'Do you fancy going out
tonight?'
'Count me out,' Rhiannon said immediately, spooning sugar into her
coffee.
'Another time, maybe, Huw.' Gethyn leaned back in his chair, and
Davina was acutely aware that he was watching her intently. 'It's
been a long day and an early night wouldn't come amiss.'
The direction of his gaze and the overt note of lazy amusement in
his voice could have left no one around the table in any doubt of his
intentions, Davina realised furiously. She could see Mrs Parry
looking faintly surprised, but gratified nonetheless.
'Oh well, if that's the way of it,' Huw grinned. 'Sure you won't
change your mind, Rhiannon?'
'Quite sure.' Rhiannon's chair scraped deafeningly across the floor
as she got up, a bright spot of colour in either cheek. Davina felt
real compassion for the girl. She looked totally stunned. She saw
Huw's hand go out to her for a second, then fall to his side as if he
recognised that this was not the moment.