Every Soul (11 page)

Feeling what each other really feels like, he murmurs, “Fuck, you’re greedy.” And leaves sweet kisses on my shoulder.

“It’s your cock, it’s fucking amazing,” I say breathlessly.

“You feel just as good. We can do this all weekend if you want.”

Watching how we fuck and the way his tattooed body looks against my white skin is something else. I nod my head, agreeing to a weekend’s worth of sex. I can’t resist him, and I definitely want to do this all weekend. I’m not sure how he doesn’t need to move more urgently. He’s patient, unlike me. What I’m doing is not enough. I need more. Harder. Deeper. Rougher. I’ll take anything he’s willing to give as long as it’s more.

“Fuck me,” I command, frustrated from bucking my hips.

“You want me to fuck you?” he asks, bracing his hands on my sides.

“Please.” Finally he sinks all the way into me. Looking down, into the water, his hands grasp my skin and it’s just the right amount of pain. Then he helps to guide me up and down his massive cock, meeting my movements. There’s no mercy in how he fucks me. It’s fast and hard, long and deep; each time a calculated, purposeful thrust.

“Yes, yes, God yes,” I chant, loving the deep pressure.

Our eyes meet as he moves and I’m taken aback to see a little bit of Nate in him. I don’t know why or what it is, but it’s there. I shouldn’t be thinking of him right now and I know that, but for a brief moment, there he was in front of me. Shaking my head to break the connection, I kiss Bain, plunging my tongue into his mouth. He meets mine and we tangle them together, the same way our tangled bodies collide.

Endorphins wash over me and again…I let go. The instant I come, he’s right there with me. It’s one of the best I’ve had, so strong and satisfying. I’ve never had the craving within me calmed, but Bain just did it. When our bodies come back down to earth, Bain asks me, “Do you have any idea how gorgeous you are when you come?”

“Only then?” I ask with my eyebrows scrunched together.

“No, not only then, especially then. God, I want to fuck you over and over again.”

“Maybe I’ll let you.”

You can’t stay the night, you can’t stay the night, you can’t stay the night.
Those are the words that I repeat in my head as I lay in Bain’s arms. After the pool, we managed to get into the shower, which just turned to more sex. Then, we spent the rest of the day lounging.

“Does staying the night together count if we don’t sleep?” Bain asks in between yawns.

I can’t hold back the laugh, “Uhhhh, it does because you’re exhausted. Get some rest, I’ll be back tomorrow.”

“How early?” he questions.

“I don’t know, when I wake up. Why?”

“Because I want your pussy to be the first thing I feel when I open my eyes.”

“I think I can make that happen.”

He yawns again and pulls me on top of him. “Sorry, I’m so tired, my dad and I had a long drive back from Virginia today.”

“Is that where your mom is?”

“Yeah,” he responds, moving a stand of hair out of my face and behind my ear.

“I’m assuming losing your sister is what pushed her over the edge?”

He nods his head and I don’t want to pry any further into his family business.

“What about your family, are you close with them?” he asks.

“I don’t have many memories of my parents; they both passed in a car accident when I was a kid.”

“Damn, I’m sorry.”

“It’s all right. I’m lucky to be alive. I was with them when their car was hit by a drunk driver.”

“Arion, that’s horrible. How old were you?”

“I was four.”

“Who raised you after that?”

“My grandma for a little while, but she passed when I was eleven. After that I was bounced around with family and never really had a place to call home.

“I really don’t know how you keep plugging along like you do.”

“What choice do I have?” I look him in the eyes and rest my hand on his hair. “All of that is the reason I am the way I am. It seems everyone I love, I lose. For me, this is how I protect myself.”

“It makes sense, but I guess I just can’t really relate. I’ve never lost anyone besides my sister and the mental blow that took on me was on a whole different level. I mean, she left the world by her own doing. I guess if I’d been through some of the things that you have, then I would feel the same as you and protect myself.”

“So I’m not crazy after all?”

“No, you’re not. You’ve been through so much and I admire your strength. I can’t say you don’t confuse me, but I’ll take that mixed with everything else if it means I can do this,” he says kissing my lips.

I exhale then respond as we pull away. “I don’t want to confuse you, Bain. That’s the last thing I want to do.”

“I know. I guess I shouldn’t be. You’ve made your rules clear.”

“Thank you. Listen, it’s getting late. I’m gonna go, but I’ll be back.”

“And I’ll be waiting for you to fulfill that promise.”

I smack his chest and he places his hand in the spot I just hit, pretending that I just hurt him.

“Yes, Mom, if you really want me to, I will.”

“Thank you, dear.”

“Of course. Take care of yourself.”

“You too. I love you, Bain.”

“Love you too,” I tell her and hang up. I’m not sure if Arion heard any of my conversation, but my mom only gets to call once a week and I promised her I’d answer. I know with my dad being away on business, it’s unlikely she’ll get through to him.

Arion comes into the kitchen, where I’m leaning against the granite countertop and asks, “How is she?”

“She sounds good. It’s strange to hear her voice so clear.”

“She’s sober, it’ll change a person.”

“It certainly will,” I respond.

“Well, she’s lucky to have you as her son,” she says running her index finger down the middle of my chest. Her touch, and that expression, have my dick tingling.

Arion didn’t get here too long ago. It was just as I finally fell into a deep sleep. Last night was hard for me – I thought a lot about Kinsey, my mind was racing about what she went through and I couldn’t put it to rest.

She leans in and kisses behind my ear, my breathing calms at the contact of her soft lips. Then my stomach rumbles and she pulls away, staring at me with a smirk on her face.

“Food, then sex?” she asks.

“Works for me, what do you want me to cook?”

“I’ll cook, you watch.”

I’m happy to oblige and watch her search through the kitchen. Sitting back, she bends over looking in the fridge, pulling out item after item. Her ass is perfect, so plump in her tight pants. It’s what caused me to lose it at her work that day when I ran into her.

“What are you making?” I ask.

“It’s a surprise.”

“Mmh, okay. Do you have to work today?”

“Nope, I’m off ’til Monday.

“Do you want to do something today?”

“Yeah, cook you breakfast, then fuck you.”

I can’t stop myself from laughing out loud. “After that.”

“Bain,” she says my name a bit annoyed.

I know where this is going.

“Don’t even say anything about your rules, Arion. I know where we stand. Let’s get out for a bit. There’s supposed to be a nasty storm rolling through in the next few days. Let’s get out and enjoy it before then.”

“I’ll think about it,” she says cracking an egg on the side of a glass bowl, then warms up a pan on the stove.

Her resistance to me now makes me wonder how we can fuck the way we do, then she can be so cold at the same time and act like she doesn’t even want to hang out together. If she really doesn’t want any feelings, why isn’t it just sex and then she leaves? I mean, she’s the one who came back so early today when I fucked her good yesterday, so I know there’s something else there. I decide to change the subject; it’ll be easier than pushing her buttons, plus I’m exhausted and on edge.

My phone rings while I watch Arion cook, it’s my dad calling. I decline the call, he’ll leave a message; he always does. “You can get that,” Arion says.

“Nah, it’s just my dad.”

She’s extremely talented in the kitchen, so much more than I am. It doesn’t take but a few minutes ’til she sets two heaping plates of French toast on the bar, one for each of us. Jesus, I love her appetite.

After we finish breakfast, I clear our plates and she cleans up the island. Looking over at her body pressed against the granite of the countertop, I lose it. I pin her against it, pressing my already hard cock into her backside.

She turns in my hold and I claim her mouth, pulling her pants down in the process. She does the same to me, removing my shorts, gripping my cock as we kiss. Our mouths tangle and I can’t wait to fuck her.

Lifting her up, I don’t waste any time sinking inside of her. The walls of her pussy are heaven. She throws her head back bracing her weight on the countertop. I love the sight of her uncovered breasts, taking them in my hands, squeezing the hard mounds, watching confidence beam out of her as we fuck. She’s perfect.

My cock pulsates. I’m so hard inside of her, loving how eager she is as she helps me, working her hips against mine.

“Harder, Bain,” she murmurs, in between soft noises. I give her what she wants and move her legs at the same time running them up my chest so they rest on either side of my head.

“You want it harder?” I ask, stopping completely with my cock buried all the way inside of her.

“Yes,” she shouts. Before I move, I open one of the drawers and pull out the first thing my hand touches – a wooden spoon.

Listening right away, I pick up speed, allowing her cunt to take me out of this world and simultaneously smack the side of one of her ass cheeks with the spoon.

“Fuckkkkkk, yes,” she shouts and I hit her again, then move to the other side and then her breasts. I’ve never done anything like this, but the way it turns her on makes me extremely excited.

“You like this, don’t you?” I question breathlessly.

“Mmmmhhhhh,” she moans.

Taking a fistful of her hair, I control her and take us both away from the pain and the agony that is reality. With my cock moving in and out of her, it feels so right. All that’s left in the pain’s place is pleasure; it surges to the tip of my dick.

In this moment while inside Arion, I find the pleasure I’ve been searching for with pills. A high that will mask all of my pain. And she has given that to me. I don’t know how, but she’s so unexpectedly and so quickly has become a drug to me. Although the pleasure we share can’t last forever, I’ll take it any way I can get it right now. I know with her fears, she’ll end things sooner rather than later, so I indulge while I can.

With my hands secured tightly around her hips, I fuck her fiercely, giving her all of my ten inches. She doesn’t complain, she just takes me, moaning, “Fuck me, Bain.” Over and over.

Finally, I have to slow; I can’t keep going at this speed. She’s about to make me lose it as she clenches her cunt around me and I’m not ready. With slow movements, I spread her pussy, watching my cock move in and out of her.

“Christ, you’re beautiful,” I murmur.

She doesn’t respond with words. However, she does with cries of passion, throwing her head back as she lets her orgasm take over. These actions push me right there with her and we come together. I grunt like an animal as I pump myself bit by bit inside of her. Slowly, I ease my way out of her amazing cunt and she sits up off the granite countertop. I look down at her as she kneels in front of me, then swirls her tongue over the head of my cock. Watching her lick off both of our arousals is such a fucking turn on.

After we dress, I convince her to leave the house with me. I have some shit to do for my mom and I don’t want to do it alone. Arion can sense that and I’m grateful. Regardless of the sex, I’m lucky to have her as a friend. It helps to have her next to me in the car. I enjoy her company and how she keeps my mind off of all the bad shit in this world.

“Are you sure you’re okay with me doing this with you?” she asks hesitantly. I nod my head and feel bad that this is the first time we get to venture out during the day, and we have to do something like this.

Reaching over, I rest my hand on her thigh. Her generosity is really too much. She didn’t need to come; in fact, I don’t even know why she did with her fears and all, then she asks if I’m okay with it. Deep down, I’m thankful, I don’t know if I could do this alone. My mom asked me to take pictures of the house and the area where Kinsey chose to take her life. I myself have mixed feelings about doing it, but my mom, on the other hand, believes it will help her recovery and the counselors at the rehab center also agree. So if this will help her, then I’ll do it, even if I’m uncertain.