F#ckGirl (F#ckGirl #1) (10 page)

“I don’t think she’s
confused at all, man. I think she knows
exactly
who she is, and
exactly
what she’s doing
and loves doing it. There are just girls that are like her, man.
They can’t be reasoned with and they’re not worth having anything
serious with, and they know it. Maybe in the future she’ll change,
but I seriously doubt that. She’s the type that in about ten,
twenty years will be married to some rich, old man but still
dressing like a slut while toting around a bunch of kids she never
wanted to have and always wanting attention and flirting with other
men in the process. Mark my words, man.”

Reamer sighed. “Well, I hope that’s not the
case, but that’s what it’s shaping up to look like when it comes to
her. But I still like her, man.”

Joe sighed. “Suit yourself, man. But
honestly, if it was between Felicity and Audrey that you had to
choose between, I would choose Audrey.”

“For real, man? Well, I don’t believe Audrey
wants me back, and I definitely don’t want her back. I think I have
a chance at getting Felicity to really like me, man. I just need
more time at it.”

Joe sighed. “I think you’re wasting your
time, man, seriously. There’s a lot of other girls out there who
aren’t fuck girls. Those are the girls that you need to try and get
to know, not girls like Felicity that you wouldn’t take home to
meet your parents. Leave those girls like Felicity at school, the
mall, parties, clubs, and especially on social media.”

“Yeah, I agree, man,” Reamer said with a
slight chuckle. But he was still stuck on Felicity and was
determined to get her to see him the way he sees her.

Chapter 12

L
ater on that night, as Felicity posed in her new pajamas
consisting of a white tank top with a plunging neckline and silk
pink boy shorts with colorful flowers on them that exposed more of
her butt than covered it, she turned around as she stared in Betty,
her selfie mirror, and took pictures of herself. Suddenly, there
was a knock on her door. She dropped her phone on her bed. “Just a
sec!” she said, as she hurried to put on a pair of dark purple
terry pajama pants with a wide leg, and then pulled the matching
long-sleeve pajama top over her head. She opened her door to her
parents staring at her. “What?”

“How come you didn’t tell us that you and
Sloan broke up?” Catherine asked.

Felicity sighed. “Because I didn’t think it
was important,” she replied.

“Why would you think it wasn’t important to
tell us, Felicity?” Todd asked.

“Why would it be important?
He broke up with
me,
okay? I was ashamed to tell you both that. It’s over between
us and I don’t want him back, either, and he knows that,” Felicity
replied, but she didn’t tell them that she tried to get him to take
her back because of the trouble she was getting herself into with
girls like Jackie and Willow, as well as guys like Allen and
Taylor.

Her parents walked into her room. Catherine
sat at Felicity’s desk while Todd sat on the hot pink quilted
ottoman sprinkled in clear crystals.

“Tell us why he broke up with you,
Felicity,” Catherine demanded.

“Why, Mom? Does it matter now? We’re not
together anymore and that’s the end of it,” Felicity said.

“You weren’t cheating on him, were you?”
Todd asked.

“Of course not, Dad,” Felicity lied. “You
should be asking him did he cheat on me because I know he has. I’m
the one who should’ve broke up with him.”

Her parents looked at each other.

“Look, Felicity, we both know it’s hard to
talk about a breakup, especially when you’re the one that was
dumped. But if you ever wanna talk about it to us, you know we’ll
listen,” Catherine said.

Felicity smiled. “I know you both will.
Don’t worry, I’m not all depressed and suicidal about him breaking
up with me, okay? I’m fine. I know that’s why you’re both in
here.”

“Are you sure?” Todd asked, but with a
slight grin.

“Dad! Yes, I’m sure. I’m over him,” Felicity
said.

“Okay, we believe you, honey,” Catherine
said. “We’ll leave you alone about him. But remember what we said
about talking to us if you start feeling down about it because you
can, especially if he ends up with someone else sooner than you
think.”

“I seriously doubt that,” Felicity said.

“Good night, Felicity,” her parents
said.

“Good night,” Felicity said
with a smile. She shut her door behind them, locked it, and then
removed her cover-up pajamas, as she called them. She got back in
front of Betty and resumed her selfies. She was interrupted once
again, but this time it was by a phone call. She looked at her
phone and saw that it was Sloan! “Speaking of the devil! I don’t
believe this!” she said. She touched the
ANSWER
button. “Hey, bae! This is
quite a surprise. What’s up?”

“Hey, Felicity. I didn’t call you to argue
with you, okay? I just want you to know that right now.”

“Okay, I don’t wanna argue, either. So,
what’s with the unexpected phone call? You know my parents were
just in here minutes ago asking me how come I didn’t tell them
about you breaking up with me?”

“Really? How come you didn’t tell them?”

“Because you know you want me back, bae,”
she said, trying to put on her soft, sweet and sexy voice. “And I
want you back.”

Sloan sighed. “Felicity. You know that we
don’t get along. There’s no reason for us to get back together and
you know it.”

“Yes, there is. I know you would not have
quit Willow for me if it wasn’t for me having something special.
Bae, I feel that I still have something special; we have something
special. I just think that we should start all over again and
forget about everything that’s happened in the past.”

“Felicity,
I can’t forget
about
everything that’s happened in the past when we were together and
when I broke up with you. How can I forget about how much you
cheated on me when we were together and just fucked with guy’s
minds? You know, always telling them how good they looked and
flirting even though you were with me? Huh? And don’t forget about
sleeping with Allen the same day I broke up with you and then
posting a pic of you in his bed wearing a T-shirt of his? C’mon,
Felicity. And now this recent shit with you screwing with Taylor
when you know he’s with Hunter, and even more recent with you
kissing Reamer Miller while he was sitting in his car at a
restaurant? You haven’t said
one
word
to that dude in the almost four years
that we’ve been at school. Did you really tell him to quit
Audrey?”

“NO!” she barked, “I DIDN’T! He’s fuckin’
lying when it comes to that! It was just a kiss and he wanted more
than what it was ever gonna be. I didn’t even wanna talk to him
after that night, but he practically begged me to give him my
number so I did so he would just leave me the fuck alone. I didn’t
wanna be with him like that, but he kept bugging me. He can have
that little fat bitch back, and I don’t appreciate her running
after me like I stole him from her, either, and I told him
that!”

“Have you slept with him?”

“Fuck no, I haven’t slept with him, Sloan!
What? You think I sleep with every fuckin’ guy that looks at
me?”

He kept quiet since he
didn’t want to comment on her response. “Well, have you had a
little fun with him, Felicity?
Besides
the kiss that you gave him on
Friday night? You know, if we’re gonna get back together, I think
the first thing that you need to be is honest and open with
me.”

“You’re really considering us getting back
together?”

“I’ve thought about it,” he replied.

She sighed. “Okay, I did see Reamer at his
house after school today, but ONLY because I wanted to talk to him
more about him telling Audrey that he quit her for me and as a
result, Audrey came after me thinking that I probably told him to
tell her that.”

“Okay, so, did you do anything sexual with
him?”

“No, I didn’t,” she lied.

He sighed. “Felicity . . .”

“Okay! Okay! I jerked him off, but that’s
it! And he had a really fuckin’ small dick — nowhere near the size
of yours, bae. He needs to take some fuckin’ male enhancement pills
or something because he’s just too skinny and his dick is so small
that I couldn’t even see it when I had my hand around it while I
was jerking him off, and I have beautiful small hands!” she
laughed.

He chuckled. “That’s bad, Felicity.”

“Well, it’s the truth!” she said, as she
laughed even harder. “But seriously, I just want him to leave me
the fuck alone. He’s trying to become my boyfriend and there’s no
way in hell I would want him as a boyfriend. You’re the only man
for me, bae, and I mean that.”

He sighed. “Well, Felicity, I’m gonna have
to sleep on this, okay?”

“Don’t sleep on it for too long!” she
laughed.

“Bye, Felicity,” he said.

“Bye, bae,” she replied.

Sloan hung up with her as
he shook his head. “Hey, man, are you still there?” he said
to Reamer
!

Reamer sighed. “Yeah, man, I’m still here,”
he replied, with a sound in his voice that clearly showed how
distraught he was at what he’d heard with his own ears. Although he
knew that Felicity was telling the truth to Sloan about how she
didn’t tell him to quit Audrey for her, he heard for himself how
she truly felt about him all along.

“Well, you heard her with your own ears,
man. This is why I agreed to call her to let you hear for yourself
the way she feels about guys in general. She doesn’t care about
them,” Sloan said.

“But she kept
calling
you
bae.
She obviously still likes you,” Reamer said, as his voice
trembled.

“No she doesn’t, man. She
always says that shit when she thinks she’s gonna get her way with
me. Trust me, she’s
not
getting her way with me because there’s no way I
want that bitch back. Hell couldn’t freeze over enough before I
would want her back. And I wanna say that I’m sorry for the way she
insulted your size, man. I’m glad you told me what she really said
about it before I called her because I knew she was gonna lie about
it, and by the way, I believe your side of the story a hundred
percent, man. She said that Allen was bigger than me, and probably
said that Taylor was bigger than Allen. She’s the ultimate fuck
girl that’s gonna end up getting a lot of people in trouble with
each other because she’s the type that loves starting shit and
watch people fight about shit that she started — but you already
know that.”

Reamer sighed. “Yeah, I do, man. I know you
two weren’t broken up for that long, but I guess I made that kiss
that she gave me out to be more than what I ever should’ve let it.
I can’t believe that I let her get to me this much and it hasn’t
even been a week yet. I can’t believe that I thought I could change
her.”

“Just remember, man,
you can never change a fuck
girl
; it’s in their DNA,
believe that,
” Sloan
informed him.

“You’re right, man, you’re right. Sorry that
I called you and bothered you about her, but I needed to hear how
she is for myself from someone who used to be her boyfriend. But I
especially needed to hear how she really felt about me. I can’t
lie, man, it was hard to hear, but I needed to hear it.”

“No problem, man. I was wondering when some
dude was gonna ask me about her, and anyone who does ask, I have no
problem telling them.”

Minutes later, Reamer got back on his
smartphone and called Joe.

“Hey, man. How did your talk with Sloan
go?”

“With him, it went fine. What didn’t go well
was when he called Felicity while he had me on the phone,” Reamer
said.

“Fuck no,
man?!” Joe said, shocked that Sloan did this. “So
Felicity didn’t know that you were on the phone?!”

“No, she didn’t know. I guess I was just in
a lot of denial about her not feeling the same way about me as I
felt about her, and after hearing what she said about me to Sloan,
I definitely put the cart before the horse when it came to
her.”

Joe sighed. “Damn, I hate to hear this, so
you can tell me what she said if you want to.”

“Well, that’s what I called you for. She was
saying how much she wanted Sloan back because what they have is
special, and that she’d wish that I would just leave her the fuck
alone, and that I begged her for her phone number; you were there
so you know that I didn’t even come close to begging her. I only
asked her once and she seemed happy that I’d asked and then didn’t
hesitate to give it to me.”

Joe sighed again as he shook his head. “I
know, man. I’m a witness to everything about that night between you
and her.”

“
And she even went as far
as lying to him about what she said about my dick size compared to
him — saying that I had a small one and needed to take male
enhancement pills for it.”

“Hell naw, man! I would bust that bitch up
for sayin’ that shit about you! That’s some personal shit she lied
about to him!” Joe angrily said, as if Felicity had said this about
him. “What if Sloan tells all of his friends?”

“I don’t think he is, man. Even though we’re
not friends with Sloan, he seems like a great guy. It seemed as
though he was almost embarrassed for me at the shit she was saying
about me to him because he knew that I was listening. It took
everything out of me not to speak up after she said all of that
shit about me, especially when I’ve been nothing but nice to her.
I’m not perfect in the least bit, but no one is, so that’s why I
thought that I had a chance at changing her, but what she said
about me proves to me that she’s not gonna change for anyone. I
thought that I could be the guy that she saw differently. Maybe
there’s a reason why we’ve never spoken to each other all
throughout high school until Friday night.”