FIFTY SHADES OF FAT (8 page)

They were near. I
peeked
out the cracked shed window. I only saw their shadows and heard their angry voices.

They seemed to have left the house, but I did not want to move from the shed.

I was scared to see
if my parents
were killed
.

I got out and went
inside the house and saw nothing on the main floor. I continued upstairs and saw my parent’s
bed
was soaked with blood.

I took a deep breath and went down to the basement. I was in such shock. My dad was lying there dead, with bullets riddled all over his face and body.

My mom was lying next to him
. She suffered the same wounds.
I did not know what to do, where to go.

I had no idea why the action was upstairs and in the basement. I had guessed the intruders were looking for something valuable.

The funeral was very sad. People I never met were there. When our
neighbors
were back from their vacationing in Hawaii
, they checked on me, to see how I was holding up. I was mentally unstable.

My heart was completely destroyed. After some time my friend Mira, said that they were thugs. They had the intention of robbing our house.

They finally were
finally
caught and going to go away for life.

As my search for love
continued
I had met a
girlfriend, Samantha.

I trusted only two p
eople in the
whole
wide world, m
y girlfriend and of course myself. One day when I was in a pizza joint, I got a phone call.

My jaw dropped. Samantha had an accident. I rushed to the hospital and saw her out cold in a bed, with a big bruise on her face.

I sat beside her and gently kissed her lips. We were in a lesbian relationship. She started to wake up from a nap and looked towards me
with tears in her eyes.
`

"Ì love you so much." she said. A teardrop ran down my face and I started to cry.

She said to me that she had wished that we would get married. She wanted to get away somewhere far so we could be in a safe place so we could live in peace.

But she looked like she was going to die. I promised her that I would make her wish come true. I was going to marry her before she died.

Suddenly, Samantha closed her eyes. I knew she was dead, gone to heaven, maybe hell.

Weeks had passed on. I would never forget Samantha but I had to move on. I decided I didn’t want this life anymore. I was very indecisive in my life.

I wanted to be one of them; a vampire.
I
met a vampire that would turn
me.
His name was Rupert.

We met at a vampire bar and I had told him that I would pay him big bucks if he would turn me.

Rupert was tall, slender and had light blue eyes and long blonde hair. He had a deep voice
with a French accent
.

He didn’t want my money only my blood. He warned me that turning me would keep me the way I look forever until death. I accepted. We met one night at a motel
. He was ready to perform.

I was nervous and he took me by the neck. Rupert asked me if I was ready and I told him to hurry. He said that he was going to enjoy every second. He began sinking his teeth in my neck and sucking my blood.

He moaned as he sucked. It stung at first then I felt light headed. After two minutes I passed out on the bed beside me.

Several hours had passed and I woke up. Rupert asked me if I was ok. I was fine.

“Am I..?” I asked. Rupert looked at me with shock! “This can’t be right.” he said. Rupert told me that I was still human and in his 3000 years as a
vampire
he never witnessed such a thing.

He called his friend to help him
out
. An hour later another vampire had arrived. Her name was Sheila.

She was also tall, slim, and pretty with black hair. She was to try to turn me.

Sheila lashed at my neck and a minute later I was passed out again. I woke up a few hours later and I felt no different except weaker.

Sheila and Rupert were in shock. I asked if I was turned and they told me I was still human.
Rupert started to laugh. Sheila also started to giggle.

“You are a stupid human.” Rupert said. I was shocked at what he said.

He continued to insult me. “You are a fucking fat ugly cow, did you know that?” laughed Rupert.

Sheila and Rupert both continued to laugh hysterically out loud and I stormed out of the motel and drove off.

I was crying all night long. I was so fat not even a vampire could turn me if they wanted to. I knew why there were hardly any fat vampires around.

I was so humiliated.

I stopped at a
night club
and was so pissed at what happened I got wasted and danced the night away.

I got a hold of drugs and took them with me. I took a cab to where I had left the vehicle. I was near a beach and the night was breezy and the sky was clear.

I ingested a few pills I was given. I dropped down on the soft beach sand and felt so high and relaxed
.

Chapter 4

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The sand seemed softer.
The drugs were heavy-duty. I was hallucinating.  I was in a different place.

Doves gathered in a forest to gather near a dog.
I don’t know why a dog was there. The drugs really fucked me up.
The dog was joyful because the doves were smiling at the dog. Naked men and women were dancing around them.

Boobies were jiggling and cocks were shaking. That put a smile on my face.
I joined in running my fat naked body a
round.

It was a joyful event. I didn’t want this to ever fade away.

I was in a different place. There was a vampire standing in front of me and held his hand out. I didn’t know if I was awake or if I was high.

He had dark sea green
eyes. The green was like the
sincere
part of a wild ocean with
streaks
of gold like
slivers
of light.

He spoke sexy
words he could not seem to understand with
his sexy
,
passionate lips. The feel of his warm hand touching me
ma
de me
feel safe and the
enticing
feel of his breath on my cheek.

This nameless vampire bent down to kiss me.

The sound of my voice moaning brought made him fuck me harder
. He became aware of the
succulence
of the sand
below
him seeping through his shir
t.

The spicy, unclean smell of us
soaked
the
beach and the
bickering
of nearby puppies
stopped him
from
slipp
ing back into the embrace of my fantasy.

I slapped him for more. He continued.

He made me suck on his cock.

It was long and hard. I felt so guilty and didn’t feel like I deserved this. I felt no
awkwardness
and I loved to cum on his vampire cock
.

He seemed able to find all my good spots;
with everyone he
fucked he must have had a lot of experience.
He enjoyed every moment fucking me
and
was not embarrassment.

I was
disgusted at
myself for my
own
self-pity
and selfishness - here I was, an intelligent, low class girl fucking a hot vampire future feeling sorry for
m
yself. I felt I
was guilty of taking every
thing for granted.

When I was sober I had left the beach. I was on way back on the long road ahead. I was going to find blood to help me lose my weight.

All this time I was just fucking everyone in sight and not accomplishing what I really wanted.

Just as my
thoughts were becoming more
overemotional
and I
was f
alling into the blackness of my
own
soul
I had stopped at a diner and met
a
vampire
girl
that sat beside me.

It seemed to be my lucky day.
She had
flaming
red hair and pale skin like white silk. The
pretty golden
brac
elet around her wrist caught my
attention as she tucked a
perfect
s
trand of hair behind her pale
ear.