Finding the Blood Assassin [Lords of the Expanse 3] (Siren Publishing Allure) (15 page)

BOOK: Finding the Blood Assassin [Lords of the Expanse 3] (Siren Publishing Allure)
12.25Mb size Format: txt, pdf, ePub

She chuckled and nodded. “It’s like when you feed from me, Raven. I love the way that it feels, the way that it feels to have your mouth to my skin to know that I am giving you something you need.” She pressed a kiss to the side of his neck. Nuzzling at the side of his neck, she moaned, obviously feeling his cock hardening against her thigh. “I need you,” she whispered a moment before biting in and deep.

Rocking slightly from the bite that was just as it should have always been but for his mother’s interference, Raven cradled her close to him. Resting his cheek to her hair, he lightly stroked her back slowly. “I love you, Jamison,” he whispered softly.

His words of love were music to her ears, to hear him tell her that he loved her seemed to right all that could or might be wrong in the world. She fed deeply until she pulled back and sealed the wounds with the swipe of her tongue. “I love you, too, Raven,” she whispered against his lips.

Kissing her softly, he picked up one of her hands and toyed with her fingers. “I think we need to get out or we may have to wring you out, Jamison,” he said with a hint of humor as he held up her wrinkled fingers. “Let’s get you dried off and then we can go for food.”

“Yes, food sounds really good.” She moved from his lap and stood. Stepping from the tub she grabbed a towel and offered it to him before taking her own. Drying off as she walked, she knew that he followed but didn’t pause.

Moving to the closet, she pulled out a dress and pulled it over her head, no underclothes on, and shooting him a look over her shoulder as if to dare him to say something.

A corner of his mouth curled up at her, and he just shook his head as he moved past to find some comfortable clothing. He needed them since his body was still healing from the silver he’d had. Unfortunately wounds caused by silver took a little longer to heal and were extremely sensitive for a very long time. Pulling on the loose pants and then a loose shirt, he moved to her on bare feet, not feeling the need to wear shoes in their home.

She hadn’t put on shoes, either. There was no need for shoes in their home. She went into his arms when he got closer, looking up at him with a soft and warm expression on her face. 

Her hands moved up his chest and wrapped around his neck. “How are you feeling? I saw how you are moving. Are you still hurting where I…?” She swallowed audibly. “Where I did that?” She meant, cutting out the silver, of course.

“It is still a little tender and will be for a few more days at the least, but at the moment it is my whole body,” he told her softly. “I just ache all over,” he admitted as he stroked his hand over her body. “Do not worry, love, I will recover inside the week, and all will be the way it should be.”

“I worry about you, Raven,” she said simply as she pulled back. “I worry very much about you, about all of the silver those bastards have put into your body. I worry for the father of my daughter. It is my right after all.”

He couldn’t argue with her. “I know, Jamison, and I thank you for that,” he said softly. “I will be just fine, my love. I promise I’ve been here before and, though I really hope I never have to have it happen again, it likely will.”

She stepped back from him and shook her head. “No.” She couldn’t see him go off and be hurt again like that, she couldn’t be the wife that stayed behind and waited for news from the front lines about her husband. “I can’t let you be hurt like that again, Raven. I don’t care if I have to follow you to hell and back, I won’t let you be taken, be hurt again. To hell with the Council, they can go and fight their own damn wars and stop sending good men like you to be tortured and killed.”

Staring at her, he frowned. “It’s what I do, my lady wife,” he told her in a low tone. “It’s all I am good at doing. It’s what I was trained for and it’s all I know. If I can’t do that then,” he said slowly, and gave her a look that said he didn’t know what he’d do.

“You are good at so much more than that, Raven,” she whispered and sighed. “Just know that where you go, I follow. You can’t hide from me, and no matter where they take you they will never keep you from me. I will always find you, Raven, my promise to you.”

Reaching out, he took her hand in his and pulled her in close. “I hear you, Jamison, thank you,” he whispered softly to her as he pressed his cheek to hers. Wrapping his arms around her, he rubbed at her back slowly as he held onto her.

She smiled and held him close. “There is nothing to thank me for, Raven. You would always come for me just as I always will come for you. It’s the way it is when you love someone. And I do love you, Raven, with everything that I have alive inside of me, I love you.” Stepping back, she squeezed his hand. “But for now we need to eat or I am going to strip you naked and never let you out of bed.”

She said that as though he might believe it was a bad idea. But the hot and interested look he gave her told her otherwise. “As you wish, my lady wife,” he said, taking the proper way out and stepped back. Taking her hand in his, he guided her quickly from the room before she could reevaluate the choices.

As they walked down the hall she stopped, stepped back, and then said, “Raven.” She had seen the door to his office barely ajar and, as they’d walked past, caught a glimpse of it. But now that she was back at the door and had the door open wide, she could see everything. 

Stepping into the office, careful of where her bare feet moved, she looked around at the absolute destruction. “You truly believed I had left you, didn’t you?” She turned, tears rolling down her face. “You did this?”

He’d followed her, like she’d known he would and gave a nod when she looked his way. “Yes,” he said in a low tone. “I was devastated. I couldn’t think, all I could do was react,” he said as he stopped at her back. “I haven’t had time to clean it up obviously,” he muttered.

She turned and, shaking her head, wrapped her arms around his middle. “I love you, Raven. I really hope that one day you will realize that I will never leave you. Not just because of our daughter, but because of what is between us, the love that I have for you.”

“I know you won’t. I’m a little slow at the emotional aspects of life, but I am beginning to realize it,” he told her as he wrapped his arms around her in turn. “I love you, Jamison, I will always love you, my lady wife,” Raven said against her hair.

Rubbing her cheek against his chest, she simply breathed him in for many long moments. “You will need to clean this up later.” For now, though, they really needed to eat. “Take me and feed me, Raven. We need to ensure that our daughter has the best of everything.”

“And her mother as well,” he told her softly. “Her mother needs to be treated as the goddess she is,” he added in a whisper against her ear before he pulled back. “Come, my lady wife, let’s feed at least one of your hungers.”

“And the other I will demand that you feed a little later, my love. The other hunger and need I will collect from you after we have fed well on food and you have gorged yourself on blood.”

“Yes, my lady,” he told her and, this time when he left the room, ensured the door was shut tight. Leading her down the halls, he walked slowly, each step measured to ensure he didn’t jar his own injuries.

“Raven,” she said, pausing at the top of the stairs with a frown. “We can eat in our rooms if you are hurting. You don’t have to walk around with me just because I need to stretch my legs. If you would like I can go down and arrange our meal to be brought up and then come up with it shortly.” She touched his face. “I’m worried about you, Raven, very much so.”

Shaking his head at her, he covered her hand with his. “I need to move. Too much rest makes the muscles seize up.” Taking her hand he led her onward. “I am fine, Jamison, I just need to stretch all the muscles out and then I’ll be fine.” Or well enough, as she wouldn’t notice the bits of stiffness he knew would take more than a day to get past. 

“All right.” Her hand squeezed his as they moved into the dining room. She watched as the guard watched them moving and frowned. “They certainly don’t trust me do they?” Not that she could blame them. She had only been in Raven’s life for two months. She was an outsider and they were watching over and protecting their lord, and for that she could forgive them anything.

“They are looking out for your safety, love,” he told her softly as he stroked her fingers with his thumb. Guiding her to the table, he pulled out a chair for her and, seating her, moved to the chair at her side. Sitting down with care, he leaned toward her. “They know you are with child,” he whispered under his breath. “And that you were taken to hurt you and me,” he added just as the servants swarmed in to bring them their meal.

Chapter 13

 

There was a definite blush to her cheeks as she bowed her head. “I’m glad that they are all right with me then.” She was worried and when she looked to him it showed on her face. “You inspire men and women to serve under you not because they have to but because they want to. You are strict, but you are honest and fair and you would never ask another to do something that you could easily do. You would never send men to their deaths, and that inspires men to want to be in your service, Raven.” She licked her lips. “And that is only one of the hundred or more reasons I love you.”

Lifting a brow at her, he nodded to a serving girl who offered the light liquor, his attention never wavering from her face as he heard the liquid hit the glass. Only when they all put down their dishes, the jugs, and other trays, and left them alone did he finally answer. “Will you ever tell me the other ninety-nine reasons?” he asked with a hint of amusement, making his lips twitch even though his voice was as it always was, too harsh and too cold.

She shrugged and took a sip of the milk that was left before her. “It’s possible that I will tell you eventually all of the hundred, or
more
,” she stressed. “Of the reasons that I love you but most definitely not all at once. I need to be able to have something to fall back on, something to have you begging for more.”

“Begging?” he asked her softly and shook his head. “Not ever something I would do.” Maybe. But he was not going to admit that to her, ever. It would give her much too much power over him. Taking up his glass, he sipped at the pale liquor, his eyes never straying from her face. “What appeals to you, love?” he asked, waving his free hand to the table before them and the food,
all
the food set before them.

“You.” He could see it was the honest truth. However, she did break eye contact and looked at the banquet before them. “Wow, is there always this much food? I don’t recall them ever putting this much out before, or I am recalling incorrectly?”

“I think they are trying to encourage you to remain here despite my—how did one maid put it—” He thought for a moment. “Ah yes, my growly, snarly exterior so that you can keep me from running off the staff at regular intervals.” Even though all the staff that were there had been with him from the beginning, with very few ever leaving, unless for marriage.

She snorted and shook her head. “Funny, I don’t think a single one of them has been run off yet.” She leaned in closer and said in a stage whisper, “And I love all the food, but more than that I love you.” She pulled back but reached out to touch his cheek. “You are why I would always stay, why I will never be far. Because you need me just as I need you.”

Capturing her hand to his cheek, he nodded. “I will always need you, Jamison,” he said, leaning into her. Kissing her softly, he bit her lower lip gently before sucking at the fullness of her lip. “I love you, only you, forever you,” he whispered against her mouth.

“That’s a good thing, Ra, because I love you and only you for all of time.” She leaned in and completed the connection, her lips to his in a kiss that was filled with need, promise, and desire. She gave him all that she was, needed him for all he gave, and refused to back down from the joy of the kiss, the joy and pleasure of being with him.

Cupping the nape of her neck, he held her to him as he began to drown in the feelings the kiss gave him. Growling softly at her taste, he shifted and took the kiss deeper, his fingers massaging her skin as he took and gave back to her for long, long minutes.

When she finally pulled back she licked her lips, eyes glazed with need, and blinked a couple of times. “We need to eat,” she finally said, her voice sounding a little breathy. “Food, blood for you, and then, then we will go up and finish what we started, Raven. That is a promise.”

Kissing her gently once more, he smiled faintly. “I’ll hold you to that, my Lady,” he whispered before letting her go. Sitting back in his chair, he shifted slightly, adjusting his pants so they didn’t pull over his aching cock. Letting out a breath, he picked up a dish and tried for normal as he offered her food before taking any for himself.

Taking the food as was her due, she passed it back to him and grinned as she watched him. “Even though you try to act as if you are a barbarian and have no manners or training, you and I both know the truth.” The way that he held himself, the way that he ensured that she was taken care of first was clear indication that he was not a barbarian, but a knight.

“If I hear that vicious rumor being spread,” he said as he set the last dish aside. “I will know just who started it and there will be vile repercussions, my lady,” he warned. Throwing her a look, he picked up his utensil and began to eat, slowly, though, pain flashing in his eyes before he glanced away.

Other books

Cuts by Richard Laymon
Going Insane by Kizer, Tim
Though None Go with Me by Jerry B. Jenkins
Titus Andronicus & Timon of Athens by William Shakespeare
Eliza's Child by Maggie Hope
Concluding by Henry Green
The Naturals by Barnes, Jennifer Lynn
The Light in the Ruins by Chris Bohjalian