“Pretty sad,
aren't we? he asked with a wry smile.
“At least we're
trying. Al you have to do is open the
paper to see what happens to
children who don't have
parents who care enough to stick
with them. She sighed
and ran a hand through her hair.
“I don't know. The older I
get, the more I realize that being a
good parent, a good
human being, is just plain hard
work. I'm human enough to
wish I could be selfish and say the
heck with it sometimes.
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But that's not what I want to teach
Lena. And from what I
can tell, it isn't what you want to
teach Luke.
Ian watched her silently, his gaze
lingering on her face. In
that moment, she felt the forging of
a bond that had been
developing between them since the
moment they'd met. It
scared the devil out of her. She
stepped back and motioned
toward the door. “I'm
sorry. I didn't mean to get on my
soapbox. It's late. I'd better get
going.
“You didn't. I've
enjoyed the evening. Might have
actual y learned something, he said,
his gaze direct, warming
her in a multitude of places.
Clearing her throat, she made her
way toward the door. He followed her
outside to her truck.
“Good luck with
Luke, she said, stopping at the
driver's side door. “I
hope things will work out for us both
soon. With the kids, I mean, she
added hastily, and then
felt like an idiot.
“I hope you're
right, he said in that steady, even way
of his.
She made a valiant effort not to
look at him again as she
started the truck, backed out of the
parking space and
headed toward the exit. But as she
pul ed out onto the
street, she couldn't resist one last
glimpse in the rearview
mirror.
He stood beneath the lamp post,
staring after her.
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hroughout the next week, Ian
attempted to put
Tsome of the information he'd gained
at the
parent-teenager lecture to use.
Teenagers are no longer children.
Consult with them. Ask their
opinions. Suggest. Don't order.
While Ian felt sure of the validity
of Dr. Watson's
advice, he wondered if things were
too far gone for any of
it to make a difference with Luke
and him. He thought
about what Colby had said about
parenting being plain old
hard work. She was right. Rebuilding
his relationship with
Luke meant working at it each and
every day, chipping
away at the boy's anger, hoping to
move a little closer to his
goal with each attempt.
One afternoon when Luke got off the
school bus, Ian
was outside with a ladder and a
bucket of paint, giving the
trim on the house the face-lift it
needed. He spotted Luke
coming up the driveway, his stride
long and relaxed until he
looked up and saw Ian watching him.
Insolence made him
slow his walk and frown.
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Ian dipped his brush into the bucket
on the tray at the
top of the ladder, then careful y
stroked the paint across the
chipped trim beneath the roofline.
The boy's aloofness
stabbed deep, but Ian refused to let
him see it. When Luke
reached the top of the drive, Ian
waved and said, “I've got
an extra brush handy if you're
interested.
Luke didn't answer for several
seconds. “What are you
trying to prove, Dad? he final y
asked, his voice filled with
condescension. “Do
you really think moving me out to the
country and pretending to be
something you're not is going
to change us?
The anger in Luke's voice sent a
wave of despair
through Ian. Did his son's
resentment run so deep that he
might never get past it? The thought
scared him more than
anything in his life ever had. What
if it was too late to
make up for his mistakes? He
couldn't let himself believe
that. They just needed time.
Something Ian had plenty of
right now.
Refusing to let Luke see that he'd
rattled him, he said,
“If you change
your mind, the extra brushes are at the foot
of the ladder.
Luke swung around and stomped inside
without
answering.
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nbelievable.
UUnbelievable!
Luke dropped his book bag at the
foot of the stairs
and stomped down the hallway toward
the kitchen. No
way was that his dad out there on
that ladder. It had to
be someone impersonating him. His
father never had
time for things like house painting.
He hired people to
do that kind of stuff. For as far
back as he remembered,
Luke hardly ever saw his dad in
anything other than a
suit. Since they'd moved here, he
practical y lived in
blue jeans and running shoes.
His dad looked like a different
person. And he
acted different, asking Luke to help
with things,
wanting to spend time with him. Luke
couldn't get
used to it. He didn't want to,
because it wouldn't last.
He knew it wouldn't. It never had
before. He thought
about the times his dad promised to
come to a soccer
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match, only to be sidetracked by a
last-minute meeting.
Or the surprise birthday party he'd
arranged for him
and then been two hours late getting
to. From the
moment he'd been born, he'd been
nothing but a
burden to his father. He just wished
his dad would stop
pretending otherwise.
Inside the kitchen, the smell of
Mabel's homemade
chocolate chip cookies stil hung in
the air. A note on
the table said:
Luke,
I've gone to the grocery store.
Four cookies before dinner and
no more. Back soon.
Mabel
Luke rol ed his eyes and grabbed a
handful of
cookies from the glass jar she kept
on the kitchen
counter. Why was someone always tel
ing him what to
do? His dad, who never cared until
he decided it was
his duty to reform him. Mabel, who
acted like his
mother or something. And his
teachers, who cal ed
him capable of far more than he
showed in school.
What did they know?
Pulling a glass from the cabinet,
Luke poured
himself some milk and sat at the
kitchen table. No
one here real y knew him. If he had
anything to do
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with it, they wouldn't be here long
enough for it to
matter.
He hated it here.
He'd met a couple of okay kids.
Footbal players
who were actual y more concerned
about getting
col ege scholarships than getting
high. And a couple
of cheerleaders who'd made it clear
they'd like to get
to know him better.
But they were al boring compared to
the kids
he'd hung around with in the city.
And that Wil iams girl. Lena. Cute.
But she looked
at him as if she had no idea what to
say to him. As if
they were from different
planets—and they might as
wel have been. He'd passed her in
the hal several
times. He'd wanted to stop and talk
to her, but he had
no idea what to say. Not his type,
anyway. He liked
girls who knew the score. Girls who
didn't expect to
wear his class ring after the second
date.
All the kids at Jefferson High were
just too
straight for him. He wanted to go
back to the city,
where he knew how things worked. He
belonged
there, not here in this
stuck-in-the-fifties town.
If he played his cards right, it
wouldn't be too
much longer before his dad gave up
on him. He knew
his father's interest in him
amounted to nothing more
than a guilt trip. Until he'd gotten
into trouble, they'd
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merely lived in the same house. His
father left for work
before he got up and usual y didn't
come home until
he'd gone to bed.
And now he acted like Ward Cleaver.
Painting the
house. Fixing up the barn. He'd get
tired of it before
long.
He finished his fourth cookie,
reached for a fifth,
then glanced at Mabel's note and put
it back in the jar.
For the briefest of seconds, he
wished that this whole
fake life his father had created was
true.
That he real y had grown up in a
house like this,
that he and his father had the kind
of relationship
where he went out and climbed up on
a ladder beside
him, where he told him about the
play they'd read in
English class that day. But they
didn't. And they never
would.
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n the fol owing Friday afternoon,
Colby made an
Oemergency call out to the Bowers
farm. A horse
had gotten into a half-ful grain bin
and eaten almost
enough of the sweet feed to kill
her. Luckily, Lou Ann
Bowers caught the mare before she
finished it off. As good
as the grain might have tasted,
Colby doubted the horse
enjoyed the dose of mineral oil that
followed it.
It was almost six o'clock by the
time Colby
unenthusiastical y headed back
toward town. With the end of
September, the leaves were beginning
to turn bright red
and gold on the mountains in the
distance. But Colby felt
too down to appreciate them. Lena
had her campout
tonight, so she had an empty house
waiting for her.
She passed the Walker's driveway
without stopping.
Normally, she would have stopped to
visit, but Phoebe
called the night before, needing to
talk to her about
Frank. Things still weren't normal
between them. She'd
stayed on the phone with Phoebe for
more than an hour,
and although she tried to sound
optimistic, Colby
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thought maybe her friend had cause
for concern. She
suggested that Phoebe try to get a
sitter tonight so that
she and Frank could have some time
alone.
Just past Phoebe's house, Colby
spotted a large
yellow dog in her lane, barking as
if it had just cornered a
T-bone steak. She caught a glimpse
of a smaller animal
disappearing into the brush. Slowing
to a stop, she
recognized the dog as Smidge. The
McKinleys' dog.
She pulled over and got out of the
truck. “Here, girl.
The dog looked up, then trotted
toward Colby, her
tongue lolling to one side of her
mouth.
“What are you
doing way out here by yourself,
Smidge? From ten feet away, Colby
realized that the T-
bone had in fact been a skunk. And
Smidge came out the
loser in the confrontation.
“I have a feeling
you're going to be in big trouble,
girl, Colby said, holding her nose.
“Come on. In the
back. As much as I like you, I'm not
up to sharing the
front seat with you.
Colby let down the tailgate. Smidge
jumped up and
sat with her head over the side,
panting. Pulling back
onto the road, Colby considered
taking Smidge home
with her and calling Ian to come and
get her. The
entrance to Oak Hill loomed just
ahead on the right.
Friday night, and she didn't relish
the idea of running
into his fiancée again if she
happened to be visiting.
Ridiculous, though. So what if the
woman was there?
She'd picked the dog up off the
road, and now she would
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take her home. She would have done
the same for
anyone in Keeling Creek.
Nonetheless, she swung onto the
drive with the hope
that she could drop Smidge off and
leave unnoticed. No
such luck. At the top of the
driveway, she spotted Ian on
a ladder at the side of the house.
He turned around at the
sound of her truck, looking
surprised to see her.
Reluctantly, she got out while he
climbed down to meet
her. He wore a paint-splattered
shirt with jeans. His hair
looked appealingly disheveled, and
when he ran his right
hand through it, she experienced the
urge to do the same.
“I'm returning
your wayward dog, she called out.
“Although I'm not
sure you're going to want her anytime
soon.
Smidge bounded out of the back and
greeted Ian in
typical dog-love fashion. Tail
wagging, she lunged and
planted her paws on his chest, her
tongue swiping at his
jaw.
“Wait! Smidge,
don't— Colby tried to stop her, but
too late.
“Good grief, Ian
exclaimed, leaping back. “What on
earth did you get into?
Colby shouldn't have laughed, but
she couldn't help
herself, the look on Ian's face just
too comical. “She had
a one-on-one with a skunk, she said,
trying to cover up a
smile. “As you
can smell, the skunk won.
“You sure you
don't want to take her home with
you?
Colby smiled again. “Not
tonight, I don't think.