Happily Ever All-Star: A Secret Baby Romance (68 page)

I held her stare.

The heat struck me first.

Then the tightness.

Then…
her
.

All of her
.

For so long, sex was something invasive, meant to penetrate and slice and impale. I had no idea I could be the one smothered and helpless and…

Enthralled.

She enveloped me in a silken, perfect heat. I didn’t need the trap. I wouldn’t have moved. Never would move again. Her velvet pussy milked me with every aching clench. My body had been put through hell tonight. Now I’d recover in Heaven.

She took every hardened inch. I buried in her, safe and tight. We shivered together, each wave stunning me in unbelievable perfection. I didn’t move. Her tightness was enough of a gift.

But she gave me more. She moved for me—small, quiet bumps of her hips against mine. The bed shifted with her, and she dug her feet into the blankets for leverage. Brave little girl.

Her almond eyes widened as she impaled herself on my cock. She breathed words I wasn’t meant to hear but strained to understand. Every press upon me trembled her breasts, teasing me with those hard nipples inches from my lips.

I took one in my mouth as she leaned forward, but I held it as her hips struck back. She groaned as I tugged her sensitive little bud as she rode me. I didn’t nip. Didn’t hurt. Didn’t do anything but suckle just to watch her shiver in pleasure.

“God, Cole…” Piper groaned. “You have no idea how good…”

Like hell. I knew
exactly
how fucking good this felt.

I leaned up, ignoring the screaming pain in my shoulders. Piper was careful when kissing me, avoiding my nose and cheek. I didn’t care. I gripped the back of her neck and pulled her closer. Our tongues met, and she murmured again and again as she moved against me.

Her whimpers turned to whines, and she ground hard against my cock. I recognized that sound now. I hadn’t heard it as often as I would like yet, but that would change.

Everything would change.

This was a woman who deserved a good fuck every night before bed.

No.

Not just a fuck.

Worship. Adoration. Something I did to prove she was the only reason I could see the light in whatever darkness surrounded me.

Her touch gave me hope.

Her kiss soothed my rage.

And her words broke the curse that trapped me in fury, isolation, and fear.

With her, I was more than a beast. I was finally her man.

I touched her—gently, softly, caressing her curves without fear of hurting her. She purred with encouragement and leaned into my hands.

She wanted more. I’d deliver. My hamstrings ached, but the heat of her pussy soothed everything in me. I thrust my hips up, burying my cock deeper inside of her. Faster. Harder. But not fierce. Not harsh. Not with anything to prove or any reason to punish her or myself.

Piper shuddered, and her moan transformed into my name. I watched, enraptured, as her body tensed. She sat up higher only to slam against my cock and take me as deeply as she could.

This woman would destroy me in pleasure.

Her breasts bounced, her head fell back, and every bit of her was exposed to me.

This wasn’t sex—it was so much
more
.

It was passion. Understanding. A moment without anything to hide or apologies to make or fears conquering our lives. This was a moment of pure ecstasy and vulnerability and honesty.

And I’d never had anything like it before. No intimacy. No
trust
.

How had I lived for so long without this?

Without her?

The rush of heat clenched everything in me—legs, abs, balls. She arched and cried out for me, her body trembling, shaking, nearly
breaking
.

And I came deep inside of her.

I buried to the hilt and flooded her. It only made her come harder.

I didn’t let her roll away. I gripped her, sitting up and straining every muscle in my back, shoulder, and abs to hold her close to me.

Her kiss stole my breath, but I’d never take another gasp of air if it meant I could savor her nibbled lips forever.

She wove her hands through my hair and stared at me, still shuddering as my cock emptied more inside her.

I didn’t know what to say. If I could even speak.

I rolled her onto her back, resting at her side. Pulling from her body and losing that connection with her caused me more pain than any of my injuries during the game. I had to keep her close.

Piper tensed, rolling to reach for her clothes and the baby monitor. I didn’t let her go, but I took her hand instead of grasping her wrist.

“Stay,” I said, my voice hoarse. “Sleep here.”

She bit her swollen lip, her eyes heavy with exhaustion. “Are you sure?”

“Stay. Please.”

She rested against the bed. Her fingers brushed my cheek as she kissed me.

“Just say the word, Cole Hawthorne, and I’ll never leave.”

R
ose wasn’t
in her crib.

I tore through her blankets just in case.
Nothing
. Not a trace of her.

Not even Mr. Bumpybottom.

Just
gone
.

I spun, crashing my foot into the crib. My toe immediately throbbed. Good. Now I wouldn’t have to waste time pinching myself to check if I was dreaming.

This was a waking nightmare.

I burst from her room and sprinted through the hall. I
knew
nothing good would come from me sleeping with Cole all week. His bed was on the other side of the mansion, so far from my baby.

How the hell did she get out of her crib?

I didn’t think she could haul herself over the bars. Sure, she watched Cole work out sometimes, but he wasn’t teaching her any techniques. No way did he teach her how to dead lift her own weight when she couldn’t figure out hide and seek.

My stomach twisted.

Maybe she hadn’t escaped.

Was it possible something worse happened? The security system hadn’t gone off, but…

Cole yelled from his den before I took the stairs head-first.

“We’re down here.”

We
?

I rushed to him, breathless and shaking.

What the hell
?

Rose waved from the couch, her little fingers goopy and sticky with smooshed bananas. She used her other hand to toss Cheerios across the room.

“
Mamamamama
.”

Rose cuddled next to Cole. She munched on her snack and kept him company as he watched his Sports Nation morning recap.

My heart hadn’t restarted yet. “What are you
doing
?”

Cole didn’t look up from the show. “I heard her fussing on the monitor and got up to see what she wanted. I figured I’d let you sleep in.”

Maybe I
was
dreaming. I plunked down on the couch.

“
You
picked Rose up?”

“Yeah.”

“
Carried
her downstairs.”

“That’s right.”

“Made her
breakfast
.”

“Yep.”

Rose held out her hand. “
Nanner.”

“And you did all this so I could sleep in?”

Cole shrugged and sipped his cereal’s milk. “I gotta go to the practice facility soon, and I won’t come back before we head to the hotel. Figured I’d say goodbye to the meatball first.”

That was the sweetest thing I’d ever heard. He’d only be gone one night. Even for home games, the team hunkered down in a hotel near the stadium. He decided to spend his few hours of free time entertaining Rose while she smeared bananas all over herself, the couch, and him.

“So…” I stared at him. “Did you want to have filthy, animal
s-e-x
now or when you return?”

“Keep your panties on.” He jerked a thumb toward Rose. “She needs her diaper changed. That’s your department.”

“All right. Just a blow j-o-b then.”

“Better be sloppy.”

“You got it.”

Cole finished his cereal and stood. He handed me a wrapped present he’d hidden behind the couch with a wink.

I rattled the gift. “Hmm…there’s nothing left for you to buy for the nursery…”

“Don’t test me.”

I opened the box. A toddler-sized Monarch jersey was folded neatly in the tissue paper.

“A baby number ninety-two!” I showed Rose the tiny Hawthorne jersey. She got excited when I did and clapped. Chunks of banana flew everywhere. “Aw, Rosie. You’ll just love to make this super sticky! Tell Cole
thank you
.”

Rose scrunched her nose. “
Ank you
.”

“Figured she could wear it tomorrow.” Cole pulled two tickets from his pocket. “I pulled some strings and got you and her a space in one of our VIP suites. It’s probably time my agent attends a home game.”

I had a hard enough time watching Cole risk life and limb on the TV. I’d be a basket case at the stadium. I took the tickets and slapped them against his chest.

“Thank you…but this means you better play good, Hawthorne.”

“I think I’ll impress you.”

“You always do.”

He kissed me, quick and promising. “Don’t get any more beautiful before I get back.”

“And if I do?”

“Don’t get any sassier either.”

“Or else?”

“Just wait until Daddy gets home.”

My heart fluttered a little too quickly. “I’ll see you Sunday night, trouble-maker.”

Cole waved to Rose and waited until she said
buh-bye
before leaving for the practice facility. That meant I had an entire Saturday to plan how best to bring a toddler to a stadium.

Fortunately, it also gave me time to suppress the panicky, exciting tingles that made it so hard to breathe around Cole.

I had no idea what I was doing—spending the night in his room, sleeping in his arms, waking every morning under him. It was dangerous. It was irresponsible.

It had been one of the greatest weeks of my life.

And Rose thought so too, as evidenced by the newest additions to her vocabulary.

“
Fooball
!” She giggled. “
Momarch
.”

Close enough. I prevented her from stuffing the rest of the banana into the couch cushions and picked her up for a diaper change. She grinned like a fool, pointing into the hall.

“
Back
!” She ordered.

Even my baby wanted Cole to return.

“We’re both in a lot of trouble,” I said. “I think we’re competing for the same guy.”

Rose winkled her nose and blew a raspberry.

“He’d probably pick you over me.” I kissed her cheek. “But you’ll let momma have him, right?”

She nodded. “
White.”

At least I could fake her approval. In reality, I had no idea what I was supposed to do. A relationship with Cole Hawthorne was risky enough, but it was wrong to
mess around
while I raised a baby. It was even worse to get involved with my
client
.

It would have been nice if my head, heart, and womanly parts conference-called and sorted their out their issues. I couldn’t make the call without it being unanimous.

By Sunday, I was still fluttery, even more nervous as I prepped to hit the stadium. I applied a fresh coat of Monarch blue nail polish to my hands and toes and styled my hair into puffy pigtails to match Rose—much to her delight. I snapped a quick selfie with Rose in her jersey. I sent it to Cole though I didn’t expect a response.

Game days were…intense. And this match-up was a big one.

Monarchs versus Knights.

Not only was it a heated rivalry, the game was a playoff rematch from last season. Tensions were high, and the media fed off the drama like vultures. Just meant everyone would be watching.

And Cole would be raging.

The stadium’s parking lot buzzed with tail-gaters, and the sweet smoke of their grills wafted over the lot. Football I never understood, but I did love a hamburger and hotdog. Fortunately, the VIP booth promised its own food as well as champagne, priority seating, two flat screen TVs, and a glass enclosure so as not to be disturbed by the “fans.”

The booth seated twenty, but I wasn’t sure the Monarch’s upper management, the owner’s wife and grown children, and the few lucky player wives appreciated the appearance of a toddler. While the stadium filled with fans and rocked with music, the booth was soundproofed, ritzy, and decorated with very expensive white leathers and rugs.

No juice for Rose then.

No one took the seat closest to the glass—like they didn’t care about the happenings on the field. All the better for me, especially with perfect seats right on the fifty.

Rose and I sat, and the blonde in the designer dress nearest to me coo’ed over her. She offered Rose a carrot stick and ordered me an iced-tea from the passing waiter.

She shook my hand with a charming politeness. Refined, like she expected a dozen cameras and even more journalists to pop out from under the seat. What could make a woman so concerned about her image?

“Hi,” she said. “I’m Annie Morgan. Tim’s wife.”

Oh. Poor woman. I hoped my eyes hadn’t bugged out of my head.

I knew Tim’s reputation. Somehow he had fixed his image since their marriage and birth of their baby, but those in the trenches knew he whored around much quieter now.

I gave her a sheepish shrug as I shook her hand. “I’m Piper Madison. I’m Cole Hawthorne’s…” What the hell were we? “Agent.”

Annie knew. “Heard our boys had a tussle a few weeks ago.”

“Yeah…Cole has a bit of a temper.”

Annie sipped her tea and focused her attention on the field. “Tim probably deserved it.”

Ouch
. I didn’t think it was trouble in paradise—I doubted either Tim or Annie were ever happy with their marriage. And it made sense. Tim used her to clean up his reputation, even had a baby to do it.

What sort of an idiot thought that idea would work?

Fortunately, the stadium roared, and a song blared over the stands. The floors and walls of the booth vibrated as the home crowd burst to their feet for player introductions.

The other dozen people in the box paid little attention to the field and merely popped a bottle of champagne right before kickoff. They didn’t cheer for their players, didn’t even get excited when the Monarchs were called individually.

I didn’t care. I was going to have fun. I held Rose up just as the announcer introduced the defensive captain. My stomach twisted in excited and nervous and
proud
knots.

“
From Ohio State, number ninety-two, Cole Hawthorne!”

“There’s Cole!” I said. “Cheer for him!”

Rose didn’t have a clue, but she liked the excitement. She clapped her hands and laughed.

At least we could have some fun.

Rose entertained herself by dancing to the music before the game started, and I gave her a one of the Monarchs’ towels to wave while I snapped another picture. She lost interest a few minutes later, but I’d planned ahead and packed some blocks in the diaper bag for her.

It was prudent. She was entirely too young to watch the game.

It wasn’t pretty, and it wasn’t going to be clean.

The kickoff ended with a penalty as two of the Monarchs rushed after three of the Knights. The personal foul call forced us into the shadow of our goal posts. We ran the ball once with no problem, but on second down, Tim dropped back to pass. Unfortunately, his chosen target was manhandled along the sideline. The ball whizzed by the receiver and the defender launched at his head. The receiver tumbled into the Monarchs’ bench

A fight almost broke out.

More penalties.

Tim couldn’t get a pass off on third down and flipped out on his way to the sidelines.

Annie rubbed her temples. “I’m going to need a stronger drink for this.”

So was I. After a punt, the defense took the field.

And I knew right away it was going to be a
bad
game.

The Knights boasted the league’s best rushing game, built around All-Star running-back Jude Owens. The Monarchs were regarded as having the strongest defense in the league, and Cole acted as the lynchpin. It was the showdown of showdowns, made worse because I actually liked Jude.

Jude had been Dad’s biggest client for the past seven years, and he was one of the few players who had always treated me with respect.

“Wow.” Annie sucked in a breath. “That offensive guard is holding Cole.
Bad
.”

“He won’t take it well,” I said.

“Never does.”

Couldn’t deny the truth. The referees weren’t calling the Knights’ offensive linemen for holding penalties, and they cheated by grabbing Cole, illegally using their hands to twist his jersey and haul him around. He broke through as best he could, but even he could only do so much.

By the end of the first half, Cole was enraged. He slammed his helmet against the bench, nearly cracking it as he paced the sidelines.

I couldn’t handle this. I envied Rose, bouncing around the booth and regaling Annie with her rendition of
Twinkle Twinkle Little Star
. She had no idea the score was tied and the time ticked away.

The third quarter went a little better. The Knights had decent field position, but they hadn’t progressed far. Third down and long sent the stadium into a frenzy, and even Rose looked around with wide-eyes and hands over her ears.

Everyone in the stadium stood as the Monarchs mounted their defense. The Knights went into shotgun formation.

Cole rushed the line but immediately backed off. The quarterback pointed at him. My gaze darted between the live action on the field and our television feed.

Cole read the play. I could
feel
it.

The ball snapped, and he was off, switching lanes and breaking through the weak side of the line. The quarterback pitched the ball to Jude.

But Jude didn’t see Cole.

He tucked the ball. Took a step.

And Cole obliterated him in a single, gruesome hit.

Jude hit the ground. Limp.

The ball tumbled from his arms. Cole fell with Jude, driving him into the grass. The defense recovered the fumble, but the whistles blew, the referees rushed in, and the stadium went silent.

Jude Owens didn’t move.

Cole leapt to his feet amid the penalty flags. He wasn’t celebrating the hit. He shouted to the Knights’ sidelines for help.

“Oh no…” I whispered.

Rose looked at me, nibbled her cookie, and muttered with me. “
Uh-oh
.”

The teams scattered off the field as trainers from both teams rushed to Jude’s aid.

It took a full minute before he moved. Even then, the trainers didn’t let him sit up. They rushed a cart onto the field to help, but after a long, tense ten minutes, they called for an ambulance instead.

And Cole watched them work, kneeling on the sidelines.
Alone
.

Jude Owens was rushed off the field and taken to a hospital. I didn’t need to hear the penalty or watch as Cole was escorted to the tunnels.

His ejection from the game was the least of our worries.

After a hit like that, I had no idea how I’d defend Cole from getting expelled from the league.