Healer (2 page)

Read Healer Online

Authors: Linda Windsor

BOOK: Healer
13.09Mb size Format: txt, pdf, ePub

CHARACTER LIST

O’BYRNE Clan of Glenarden

(colors are red, black, and silver/gray)

Aeda—
Tarlach’s late royal Pictish wife; mother to Ronan, Caden, and Alyn

Ailill—
bard

Alyn—
Tarlach and Aeda’s third son

Bron—
a
penniless
cripple taken in by Brenna; from the Highlands with widowed mother

Caden—
Tarlach and Aeda’s second son

Cú—
Tarlach’s wolfhound

Dara—
Glenarden’s midwife

Egan O’Toole
—Glenarden’s champion

Gillis
—master of the hounds

Kella O’Toole—
Egan’s daughter; foster sister to Ronan, Caden, and Alyn

Rhianon
—Caden’s wife from Gwenydd of North Wales; daughter of Idwal and Enda

Ronan—
Tarlach and Aeda’s eldest son and heir

Rory—
Ronan’s alias

Tarlach—
clan chief/king, also known as the Glenarden; of royal Irish descent (Davidic bloodline)

Vychan—
steward

GOWRYS Clan—Subclan of O’Byrnes

(colors are red and green)

Brenna—
daughter of Llas and Joanna; heiress to Gowrys

Daniel—
Donal’s son and Gowrys princeling; hostage to the O’Byrnes

Donal—
Brenna’s cousin and current Gowrys clan chief

Ealga—
Brenna’s nurse and mentor; Joanna’s cousin

Faol—
Brenna’s silver-white wolf

Joanna—
Llas’s slain queen and mother of Brenna, descended from British apostolic bloodline of Arimathea

Llas—
father of Brenna; slain chieftain/king

Kingdom of GWYNEDD

(colors are pale blue and black)

Enda—
Rhianon’s mother

Heming—
hunter and soldier of fortune

Idwal—
Rhianon’s father

Keena—
Rhianon’s maidservant since birth

PRIESTS

Brother Martin—
the priest who tutored Brenna

Brother Michael—
young priest who accompanies his senior Brother Martin

Dupric, bishop of Llandalf—
wants to start a monastery on land where Brother Martin lives (a historical bishop who
may
also be Merlin Emrys)

ARTHURIAN CHARACTERS

(see “Arthurian Characters”)

Prologue

Manau Gododdin, Alba

Sixth century AD

A deadly danger lurked in the sleepy hollow.

The night mist hung low above the crannog, cloaking the steep cliff that protected the fortress’s back as well as the still, reflectionless water surrounding its other three sides. But that was not all it obscured. Warriors, some clad in the rich red, black, and silver of the O’Byrne clan, crept like a pack of wolves from leather and tarred curraghs onto the shore of the Gowrys rath.

The tall, bearded leader, hardened more by bitterness than war, lifted his head with a sudden uneasy awareness. Could she see him? Searching the murky darkness for the small village nestled about the keep, he envisioned the beautiful enchantress who’d captured his dreams night and day. ’Twould take more than the Gowrys fire-hardened stone tower to save her this night. With a sinister tilt of his lips, Tarlach O’Byrne raised his head and howled at the moon that refused to show its face. His words railed above the hushed scrape of the light, wicker-framed crafts his men drew onto the beach.

“Sister of Avalon or bride of Sheol, I promised you I’d have you. Tonight is the night, Joanna of Gowrys!”

Tarlach O’Byrne’s roar tore through the thin veil of slumber that Queen Joanna had induced with a concoction of soothing herbs to thwart her sleeplessness of late. Her ears rang as he beat the flat of his battle-axe against the painted Red Hand on his breastplate. The image was as clear as if he stood at her bedside, yet none shared the room save her husband, sleeping beside her.

The queen grew cold all over, for in her mind’s eye she could see Tarlach, leading his bloodthirsty minions into the inner rath, beyond the stockade and earthenwork fortifications where unsuspecting guards, long accustomed to the natural protection of the lake and cliff, fell victim to the enemy’s silent but deadly weapons. Like creeping death, the O’Byrnes stole through the quiet cottages nestled in the enclosed grounds and made straight for the stone keep—for her beloved … for herself … for their child.

It was not the first time the scene had played out in her dream, yet now Joanna was awake.

Tonight is the night, Joanna of Gowrys.

Joanna clenched her hands in a tight fold against her breast, whispering, “Father, take these horrors away. Leave me sleep in peace yet one more night.”

She inhaled deeply and slowly released her breath though it were her will, her troubled spirit. Instead of the blessed peace that usually came, filling her mind with a sweet, reassuring psalm, Tarlach’s words boomed again and again, like the approach of war drums.

Joanna’s blood congealed in her veins. This time it was real. Tarlach
was
here! She shook her husband with urgency. “He’s here, Llas. Heaven help us, he’s here!”

“Who, Beloved?” Still in the sway of sleep, Llas of Gowrys rolled over and reached instinctively for the axe he kept at the head of the box bed.

“Tarlach.” The answer came dry from Joanna’s throat.

The mention of Tarlach, once a friend and now a foe, cleared Llas’s daze in an instant. He pulled Joanna to him long enough to remove the hated name from her lips with a fierce kiss. “God forgive me for not heeding your words, Beloved, for I cannot expect you to.” The pain and guilt in his voice when he released her was as sharp as the sword he seized. Before Joanna could reply, a bloodcurdling scream erupted from the lower chamber of the round tower, affirming that the chieftain of Glenarden was in the keep. Shouting and the clash of metal vibrated in the air. Women and children screamed.

God have mercy!

With all her heart, Joanna called after Llas as he unbolted the door to join his men below. “I do forgive you, Llas. Now and always.”

He mustn’t go to the Other Side with this burden of guilt. She knew Llas understood her gift of second sight no more than he could the savage pangs of childbirth, though the gift had never foretold wrong, even when the outcome was disastrous and men dear to them were lost.

But none were as dear as the man who now paused at the door. Llas’s eyes said it all. This was his last farewell. “Get the bairn, and lock yourself in here.” The vibrant blue of his eyes turned to steel as resolve closed the floodgate of his emotion.

Joanna rushed to obey, her hand clutching the wooden bolt as she cried, “God protect you, love of my life.”

But Llas didn’t look back. He was already committed to the death struggle below. Wearing no more than his courage and determination, the chieftain of Gowrys disappeared into the dark, descending corridor, where flickering shadows cast by torches from the hall below danced on the walls like demons inviting him to the fires of Sheol.

Her worst nightmare all too real at last, Joanna slammed the door and slid the bolt in place. In the adjoining room, her infant daughter stirred in the soft bedclothes woven by Joanna’s loving hand. Beyond the cradle, the babe’s nurse, already awakened by the tumult, hurriedly pulled on her overdress.

“So it’s come,” the woman said, voice muffled by the volume of her garment.

“Aye, Ealga.”

Ealga, her cousin and sister of Avalon, knew of Joanna’s nightmarish vision. The first time, it came unbidden to Joanna on her wedding night, ripping away the sweet languor induced by nuptial passion. Trembling in her husband’s arms, the new queen could not be comforted by Llas’s vow that his foster brother would never turn against him, much less wage an ignoble attack in the dark of the night. The Glenarden king was a man of honor. Had they not fought side by side since coming of age together? Nothing could break such a bond.

Nothing but the twisting fingers of a jealous heart. Joanna had chosen Llas over Tarlach, even though the Joseph of the church had promised her to the latter. Joanna had ignored the high priest’s reminder of the duty to which she’d been born and bred to follow the lead of her heart. And now Tarlach was here, just as her dreams had foretold.

Joanna cradled her baby to her chest, but it was no balm to the anguish chafing within her. Llas would never accept what she had long known—that she’d have to send their daughter away in the dark of night to escape the betrayal of his foster brother. That all left behind, save the Gowrys who lived in the fells above the lake, would die.

Father in Heaven, must it be so soon?
Tears rolled down her face, soaking into the blankets as she nuzzled the dark curls of baby Brenna’s head. The baby whimpered, sensing Joanna’s distress.

“’Tis best we be on our way, Cousin, before the mite grows restless and gives us away.” Using coals from the hearth, Ealga lit a small finger lamp on the bedside table. “We cannot let Brenna fall into
his
hands.”

His.
Ealga’s intonation belied the need to say Tarlach’s name. She’d had no use for their neighbor since coming from Avalon to Gowrys the moment the women of the Arimathean order learned that the young queen was with child. A few years Joanna’s senior, Ealga had pledged herself to the mother and the baby she helped deliver.

“There is an evil in that one. You know it, Joanna,” the nurse had said, time and again, about Tarlach O’Byrne.

Aye, Joanna knew it. But, like Llas, she hadn’t wanted to believe it. Tarlach and Llas had been such good friends, comrades-in-arms fighting with Aedan MacGabran, sometimes against the northern Pictish tribes, other times against the Irish, and always against the Saxons. Then Tarlach was wounded in a skirmish, and Joanna was sent with an elder healer from the Holy Isle to nurse him back to health. It was the first time she’d met the Glenarden, offspring of an ancient royal lineage. As a descendant of an equally old priestly line, Joanna was to marry him when she came of age. Tarlach had fallen in love with her, but it was his foster brother, Llas, who had stolen Joanna’s heart.

“Brenna is the hope of Gowrys—indeed, of Glenarden, too.”

Ealga’s soft words tempted Joanna back to the present, but the regret clawing at her would not let go. If only Bishop Dupric, who’d been sympathetic to Joanna’s plight, could have pierced Tarlach’s jealous rage with reason.

Joanna could still hear the holy man’s assurance. “His anger will mellow in time, my child.”

But it hadn’t. Not even Aeda, a royal bride of Gododdin, who’d borne Tarlach sons eligible to rule both Pict and Scot, had diminished the Glenarden’s wounded pride. The likes of love and hate knew no span of time or reason. Else, how could Joanna have chosen Llas, a lesser chief than Tarlach? How could she love her husband as fiercely today as when she’d pledged her love and life to him?

Heavenly Father!
Joanna’s knees nearly buckled from the weight of it all.
This is more than I can bear. I have seen my husband off to his death, and now I must send my child away to an unknown fate. Where are You?

“Joanna.” Ealga reached for the babe, her eyes brimming.

Mother’s instinct caused Joanna to draw her child closer, resulting in a startled wail of protest. She’d trust Brenna to none other than Ealga. Her cousin would see Brenna taught, as Joanna had been, in the arts of healing passed down through the ages. Joanna handed the child over, along with half her heart. The remainder still beat raggedly within Joanna’s chest for her husband.

“Go … quickly. I will delay Tarlach as long as I can bear it.”

Death was the fate of anyone left in the madman’s path. Yet Ealga made no attempt to change Joanna’s decision to remain behind. This plan had been made between them after Brenna’s birth. They had known Tarlach would come. That he’d never stop seeking Joanna. For her to accompany Ealga and the infant was to endanger their chance of escape and survival.

“God speed you to safety, Beloved.” Joanna couldn’t resist one last brush of the baby’s head with her lips, one last sniff of sweet innocence. The scent reinforced Joanna’s faltering courage to do what had to be done. She would carry it with her to her impending death, a reminder of what her sacrifice was for.

“I’ll get the hatch to the souterrain.”

Joanna hurried into the master bedchamber and tugged the heavy bed away from the wall to reveal a trapdoor leading to an underground cell. From there, Ealga would make her escape through a tunnel cavern that opened in the forest adjacent to the rocky wall at the keep’s back. Four generations of her husband’s kin had known of this escape from the lakeside crag. This night it protected not only their child, but future generations, for God had been kind enough to give Joanna a glimpse of what lay ahead for the woman her child would become. Hope would not die tonight, even though Joanna would.

As Ealga paused at the head of the stone steps, Joanna gave in to one last embrace of farewell. With the same fervor as the parting kiss her husband had given her, she conveyed to the nurse and child in her arms a lifetime of love, purged from the heart, the very soul of her being. It was good-bye for this time and place but not for eternity.

“God surround you with His angels.” Joanna handed Ealga the finger lamp the nurse had lit earlier. The glow cast a halo upon the crown of the infant’s head. Ever so tender, Joanna tucked the blanket over her baby daughter’s dark curls. “Tell Brenna when she’s old enough that her mother and father loved her very much.”

“Greater love hath no man than this—”

Ealga broke off, unable to finish, but Joanna nodded, completing the rest in her mind:
That a man lay down his life for his friends.
Aye, this had to be a great love for it to hurt so much.

“I will see you again, Cousin,” Ealga said. “Till then, this life of mine belongs to the bairn.” The nurse turned abruptly to make her way down the steep steps, the infant clutched against her with one hand, the lamp in the other.

“Until we meet again.” Joanna watched what remained of her tortured heart leave.

Father, I give them to You. You are my hope and stay. Give me courage to finish my task. Keep them in the palm of Your hand.

When the nurse and infant were swallowed by the darkness, Joanna slid the bed back over the hidden door. In moments they would be safe in the time-carved bowels of the hills and in the Rock of her faith.

Footsteps thundered closer, accompanied by the clash of metal and stone, on the stairs leading to the upper chambers. Death cries mingled with bloodthirsty growls of triumph. Joanna whispered a broken prayer for her husband’s soul, for no man would set foot on the stairs while Llas still breathed. She ended with a plea for her own forgiveness as she took a jeweled dagger from its sheath and sat upon Llas’s side of the bed, still warm from the heat of his body.

Other books

Burden by Michael Marano
The Lives of Rocks by Rick Bass
Never More by Dana Marie Bell
Mind and Emotions by Matthew McKay
When Life Gives You O.J. by Erica S. Perl
Ice-Cream Headache by James Jones
Going the Distance by John Goode