I Wish You Were Mine (Oxford #2) (12 page)

His boss nodded. “And Burke…”

Jackson paused halfway to the door but didn’t turn around.

“You can trust us,” Cassidy said quietly.

Jackson left his boss’s office without responding.

On Friday evening, just days after her sister had flown into New York and then flown back to Houston without so much as a goodbye, and since Mollie had kissed Jackson Burke, she stood in front of her closet and tried not to think about either one.

Not Madison.

Definitely
not about Jackson.

She put her hands on her hips, closed her eyes, and tried to get into first-date mode. In thirty minutes she would be sitting across the table from Lincoln Mathis, and she felt…

Confused. Utterly confused. She didn’t know what to think. How to feel.

She
definitely
didn’t know what to wear.

She pulled out the red dress that she’d worn at that disastrous first dinner with Jackson. It was her sexiest dress by far, but…did she
want
to be sexy for Lincoln Mathis?

Hard to say, since she didn’t know the guy, but everything Jackson had told her sounded promising. A run-of-the-mill Google check had been very promising. The guy was gorgeous. Definitely red-dress worthy.

And yet…

Wearing only her bra and panties, she wandered over to the full-length mirror and held up the dress.

She loved the way the dress made her light hair seem a little less blah. Loved the way it called attention to her long legs while also making her flat chest seem less flat. As far as first-date dresses went, it was a knockout. Mollie pulled it over her head before she could second-guess herself.

Then she pulled out her makeup bag, making her eyes a little smokier than usual and adding a nude-colored lip gloss. Strappy, high-heeled sandals were the finishing touch.

Not quite a Victoria’s Secret Angel, but not bad. Not bad at all.

Mollie gave herself a little wink in the mirror, then made a mental note to axe winking from her playbook. She
totally
couldn’t pull it off.

The last step was moving her essentials from the big bag she usually carried around into the cute red Chanel clutch she used for special occasions. Her hands faltered slightly as she remembered where she’d gotten the clutch. Christmas, three years ago—Jackson had given it to her.

Mollie had automatically assumed her sister had picked it out and put Jackson’s name on the card, but Madison had looked as surprised as Mollie to find it under the tree.

Jackson had tried to shrug it off, saying,
It looked like something you’d like.

She hadn’t just
liked
it. She’d
loved
it. She smiled as she ran her fingertips over the iconic double-C symbol. It never failed to give her a little thrill of warmth, knowing he’d picked it out for her.

Mollie’s smile faded as she remembered that tonight wasn’t about Jackson. Tonight was about his very gorgeous, very charming coworker.

If Jackson didn’t like it, well, then he could stop ignoring her, the way he’d been doing all day. She would have canceled this date in a heartbeat if he’d asked her to. But he hadn’t.

Mollie dropped her cell and lipstick into her clutch and headed toward the kitchen, wishing she’d remembered to pick up some wine earlier in the day. She could use the liquid courage.

The sound of the fridge opening and closing made her skid to a halt.

Jackson turned his head, one hand still on the fridge door handle, the other holding a beer bottle. He froze when he saw her. And stared.

After several tense moments, Mollie forced a smile. “I didn’t hear you come home.”

He pulled out the bottle opener and flipped the top off his beer without looking away from her.

His eyes drifted down, lingering on her legs, then back up. “Nice dress. Familiar.”

She bit her lip. “It’s one of the few date-worthy ones I own.”

He lifted his eyebrows. “Date-worthy, huh?”

“Not that you and I were on a date that night,” she said quickly as she walked all the way into the kitchen. “I just mean…I thought…”

He gave her a small smile. “You look nice.”

Nice
. It was the blandest compliment anyone could possibly drum up. She didn’t want to look
nice
. Not for him. She wanted to take his breath away.

“Thank you,” she muttered.

Jackson glanced at his watch—it wasn’t the ridiculously expensive one Madison had gotten him a few years before, and absently she wondered when he’d replaced it.
Why
he’d replaced it.

“How about a drink? Beer, wine, martini?”

She lifted her eyebrows. “You have a personal bartender back there, or…?”

“I’ll have you know that I have the deluxe man card. I can 007 it up right now, baby.”

“Just swap that suit for a tux, and you could totally give Daniel Craig a run for his money in
Casino Royale
.”

“I think you mean Sean Connery, darling.”

She tilted her head. “Nope. You’re definitely a Daniel Craig Bond.”

He pulled open a drawer and took out a kitchen knife, holding it to her. “Here. Just go ahead and stab me.”

“What’s wrong with Daniel Craig? He’s hot.”

Jackson waggled his eyebrows as he put the knife away. “Is he now?”

“You fishing for compliments, Burke?”

“From a hot young thang in a short red dress? You betcha.”

“A hot young thang who’s about to go out with your
friend
.”

“Ah. Right. That.”

Tell me not to go. Tell me I should be dating you instead.
But of course he wouldn’t. Only in her fantasies.

“So was that a yes on the drink, then?” he asked, as though the idea of her and Lincoln dating didn’t bother him in the least.

“No, I’m good. I keep meaning to stop and get some wine, but—”

“Mollie. You wound me. What kind of wine do you want?”

“No, I’m—”

“Red? White? I’m opening a bottle regardless, so if you don’t voice a preference—”

“White.”

He went to the refrigerator and studied a half dozen bottles before pulling out one with a green label.

“I thought you hated white wine,” she said.

“I do.”

“So, what? You just keep it around for the ladies?”

He pointed at her with the corkscrew. “Which you should be damn glad of.”

Mollie narrowed her eyes slightly. “Jackson. Your supply of chilled white wine doesn’t have anything to do with the fact that that’s the only thing Madison drinks, does it?”

His hands stilled for a moment; anyone who wasn’t looking for it would have missed it.

But Mollie was looking for it, and she couldn’t deny that it caused just the slightest sour taste in her mouth to know that he kept his ex-wife’s favorite beverage on hand.

“Have you talked to her?” Mollie asked quietly.

He glanced up as he pulled out the cork. “You’re telling me you don’t know? Thought you two compared Jackson Burke notes every morning.”

“Well, I haven’t gotten my full written report yet, so help me out,” she snapped sarcastically.

“That dinner was a one-time thing,” he said. “So whatever you two have up your sleeves, you can forget it. I have absolutely zero interest in reconciling with the woman who told the world I was cheating on her and then divorced me after a car accident.”

“Don’t go biting my head off.
You’re
the one who keeps her favorite wine in the fridge.”

“I don’t—”

Mollie reached across the counter and snatched the wine.

“Mollie—”

He grabbed for it, but she danced out of reach as she glanced at the label.

“I knew it.” The satisfaction of being right warred with disappointment. Turning the bottle around to face him, she taunted, “Let’s see, why is that label familiar? Oh yeah—
it’s my sister’s favorite
.”

Jackson was on her in a second, jerking the bottle out of her hands. “It’s not like that.”

She glanced up at him, vaguely aware that he was standing closer than he needed to, but neither one of them stepped back.

“Then what’s it like?”

He clenched his jaw. “It’s…complicated.”

“Mm-hmm,” she said. “First it’s the casual dinner, then you start stocking her wine, then—”

“Have you forgotten? Madison and I live in different states.”

“No, I haven’t forgotten, not for a moment,” Mollie said, holding his eyes. “And I don’t think
you
have either. I think a part of you misses Texas like crazy.”

He looked away, and Mollie’s heart tugged for him—and for herself. Even so, it was a good reminder that deep down he was still Madison’s Jackson. Still a Texan. Still a quarterback first and foremost, even if he couldn’t play anymore.

“You looking forward to tonight?” he asked, changing the subject.

“I am,” she said slowly. “It’s been a while since I’ve had a good…
date
.” She let the word slide off her tongue as though it were a euphemism for sex. The little devil on her shoulder wanted to bait him, to poke at the sexual tension that seemed to ebb and flow between them, but which neither would give in to.

His hand slammed on the counter. “You’re not seriously thinking of sleeping with Mathis,” he said incredulously.

“Well, why not? You said he’s a good guy. And news flash—we modern city women don’t adhere to any strict fifth-date rule.”

“Fine! Fuck his brains out, for all I care,” Jackson exploded.

“You’re shouting,” she said.

“I’m not—” He blew out a breath. “
Damn it
. Also, I keep white wine in the fridge because sometimes I use it in cooking. As far as that particular brand…I guess it’s just what I’m used to buying. That’s all.”

He held her gaze, and Mollie swallowed hard.

“You make martinis
and
cook with white wine? Maybe I’m going on a date with the wrong guy,” she said, trying to keep her voice teasing.

His eyes narrowed.

Ask me out, you damn fool.
But she knew why he wouldn’t. Couldn’t.
Shouldn’t
.

And even if he did, she’d have to say no. He belonged to Madison. Always had. Always would. Just because he was finally noticing that Mollie had female parts didn’t mean he was looking for forever, and Mollie…well, Mollie
was
looking for forever.

She let out a slow breath. “I’ll take a glass of that wine now.”

He held her gaze for a moment longer before nodding.

“So, what are your plans for this evening?” she asked.

He poured the wine and handed it to her. “Hanging out. Watching a game.”

She gave him a scolding glance. “You’re acting like an old man.”

He tilted his beer bottle back. “I
am
an old man.”

“You’re thirty-five.”

“Says the twenty-eight-year-old.”

Mollie tilted her head. “That really gets to you, huh? The age difference?”

Jackson was saved from answering by his cell. He frowned when he glanced at the screen, giving her a wary look.

Mollie raised her hands. “If it’s Madison, I had nothing to do with it.”

Instead of responding, Jackson answered the call, his eyes never leaving hers.

“Hey,” he grunted.

Whoever was on the other end talked for a moment.

Jackson took a sip of his beer, then lowered the bottle to the counter with an angry clank. “
Fuck
, dude. Don’t do this.”

Mollie tensed.
That
didn’t sound good.

Jackson’s eyes narrowed as he listened. “I know what you’re doing, and it won’t work. I swear to God— Okay. Fine, I’ll tell her. But don’t think for one second— Hello?
Damn it!
”

Jackson ended the call and braced both hands on the counter, his expression furious.

“Who was that?”

He glanced up, his expression unreadable. “Lincoln.”

“Oh.
Oh
. He’s not coming?” Mollie asked, torn between relief and disappointment.

“Something apparently came up.”

Relief. “No worries. We can reschedule for some other time.”

Jackson stood up, a finger creeping under the collar of his shirt in the way she’d learned was becoming a habit. “He…he suggested we don’t let the reservation go to waste.”

“We?”

“You and me.”

“Yeah, I got that, but why would Lincoln think that you and I should spend a Friday evening together?”

“Got me.”

Mollie took a sip of wine and studied his scowl. He obviously wasn’t jumping all over Lincoln’s suggestion that they use the reservation. The man looked ready to vomit at the thought.

Okay, then. No biggie. She could call Kim or one of the other girls, but when it came to weekend activities, her friends were definitely in the shots-of-tequila category, and Mollie wasn’t sure she had that kind of energy.

Mollie slid off the stool, taking another sip of wine. “Well, roomie, looks like you’re going to have some company for that game tonight. I don’t suppose I could talk you into mixing a
Gilmore Girls
rerun into the mix?”

He frowned. “You’re staying in?”

“Yup. Just as soon as I change.” She took one last sip of wine before pointing at him. “While I’m gone, how about you figure out how to impress me with those white-wine cooking skills?”

Jackson said nothing as she made her way back toward her bedroom, and Mollie couldn’t help but wonder if the old Jackson—the charming one—was really, truly gone. He’d always been a little gruff, a Texas cowboy through and through. But he’d also been able to laugh. Tease. Smile. Now, though, it seemed as if that Jackson was dead. Or, at the very least, on a long-ass vacation. The man left behind was an empty shell. Her chest ached for the man he was
and
the man he’d become.

Mollie had just shut the door to her bedroom and was about to undertake the contortionist performance known as trying to reach a back zipper all on your own when Jackson knocked at the door.

She opened it to find him standing there, her red Chanel clutch in his big hand. She smiled when she realized he was holding it the way a man would hold a football.

He held it out.

“Oh. Thanks.” She took the clutch.

They both stared it for an awkward moment before he lifted his eyes to hers. “You kept that?”

Mollie let out a little laugh. “Jackson, it’s Chanel. Of course I kept it.”

“Ah.” He gave her a considering look, as though searching for another reason she might have kept his gift.