Impossible Love: An Unforeseen Destiny Novel Book One (32 page)

Her questionable tone makes me smile. Even though I’m curious to know what her story is with Brian, I don’t push her. She’ll talk about it when she’s ready. This week, we’ve been focused heavily on studying and haven’t been able to have a serious conversation since I arrived back‌—‌not in depth anyway. I thought studying would be excruciating, but it kept my mind occupied. I never had time to wallow in self-pity.

“Kai’s looking forward to my visit.”

“Are you guys officially together?”

“For the most part, yes. We haven’t discussed any details. He stated he wasn’t going to let me go, and I’ll never date anyone else, so…”

“So, you’re going to keep communicating and see each other when you can?”

“Pretty much.”

“Is that what you want?”

I purse my lips. No, that’s not what I want. I want to be able to hold him and have his strong arms hold me. I don’t want to be apart. In all honesty, it took only one night after Kai flew back home to make me realize what I want from life.

“I want more.”

Staci stares me straight in the eyes. “Then get more.”

Before I lose my courage or try to rationalize my goals, I pick up the phone.

“Hello,” Dad answers.

“Dad, I need a favor.”

Chapter
Forty-Nine

Twenty-six weeks apart

Kayla~

“He’s leaving. You should be good,” Dad says.

“Did he say he was going home?”

“No, but I’m pretty sure that’s where he’s headed.”

“And you’ll be able to catch a ride with someone?”

“Oh, yeah. I’m the boss, honey. They’ll be more than glad to drive me home.”

“Thanks, Dad. I appreciate this. I’ll see you later tonight.”

Thirty minutes later, I’m knocking on my boyfriend’s door. He’s expecting me next week, but I can’t wait any longer. I had to come now. I’m dying to see his expression when he opens the door.

I shift my weight back and forth. His car is in the driveway, so he’s surely home, but it’s taking forever for him to answer.

I knock again.

“Coming,” that deep velvety voice yells out.

I clasp my trembling hands together and try to ignore my pounding heart. A moment later, the door swings open to an unexpected sight that immobilizes me‌—‌Kai’s glistening wet body wrapped in nothing but a towel.

Oh my God, I’ve missed the hard planes of his perfectly chiseled abs. I want to lick the droplets of water from every contoured muscle shaping that perfect V-shape.

We stand motionless before each other, my gaze traveling back to his face. His incredulous stare alights my skin as tingles shoot across every nerve ending, and those sexy parted lips of his‌…‌mmm, I just want to consume them.

“You’re here,” he says, snapping out of his stupor. He steps forward and pulls me into a hug.

“I’m here.”

“Where’s John?” Kai glances at Dad’s car and then back to me.

“At work. He’s catching a ride with someone.”

“He gave you his car?”

“Uh-huh.”

“And he’s going home instead of here?” His eyes darken and hands tighten around me.

“Uh-huh.”

A guttural growl erupts from Kai, and the next moment, I’m dragged further into his house. He kicks the door shut and backs me against the wall. Those lips I crave crash upon mine, heating my blood. I run my hands along the hard ridges of his abs, and the hot molten lava flowing through my veins heat places that have been yearning for his touch. It’s been so long.

His hand works along my sides, sweeping around until he palms one breast while his other hand weaves its fingers into my hair. My hands inch along the planes of his chest and glide to his shoulders where I grab hold.

“I can’t believe you’re here,” Kai says, practically moaning.

“Me either,” I pant.

Kai gently pulls my hair, jerking my head back and exposing my neck to his warm lips. His warm breath tickles as his lips devour my skin in a mixture between sucking and kissing. He’s driving me crazy.

“I don’t want to make our reunion all about sex, but damn, I want to fuck you so bad.”

“It’s been four months Kai. I’m more than ready.”

His dark eyes darken further, and I almost come undone by the want displayed in his stare.

We barely make it to his room before my clothes are off, and he’s right back where he needs to be.

Lying with my back against Kai, I’ve never felt so content. His fingers trace across my skin in a slow, tantalizing movement while he plants soft kisses on my back.

“Since you came early, does that mean you have to leave early?”

I turn to face him, and his expression makes my heart swell. He’s trying to be strong, but there’s weariness to his look.

“I’m not going back.”

He sucks in a breath as his hand stills. “What do you mean?”

“I’m moving to Kauai. I’m going to live with Dad for a while.”

“What about school?”

“So much has changed in my life. It’s not the same anymore. Besides, I miss this island.” My gaze sweeps to his. “I miss you.”

“Are you sure? I mean‌…‌I don’t want you regretting this decision ten years from now.”

“I’m sure. Priorities change.”

“That sounds a little flippant. Are you sure you thought this through?”

“Actually, I’ve had seven weeks to think over my options. I’m going to take off a year to work, and if I want, I can always apply to the University of Hawaii. They offer a Family Nurse Practitioner Program. Manoa is a lot closer than Lafayette.” I flash him a smile. “I’ve already been in contact with them. It’s too late for this coming semester, but I’ll be set for the following year, if I so choose.”

Kai shakes his head. “I-I don’t know what to say. I’m shocked. And you’re okay living with John?”

“It’ll be weird at first. He’s still a stranger to me, but it’s okay. I’ve done it before. Living with a stranger, I mean. And look‌…‌Staci and I became best friends.”

“And you’ll be working as a nurse?”

“Turns out, nursing jobs aren’t as easy to find on Kauai, but Dad pulled some strings for me. I hate knowing I didn’t earn my job on my own, but right now, I don’t care.” And I didn’t. Not when I’m inside Kai’s arms.

“Babe, I’m so freaking happy. We’re going to have forever to get to know every little detail about each other.”

“That sounds perfect.”

Epilogue

Six Months together

Kai~

Twinkling lights cast soft shadows across Kayla’s face, illuminating that brilliant smile. The corners of my mouth rise in return. Nothing can erase the devastation of last Christmas, but I’m determined to make this year’s extra special. I pat my side pocket to make sure everything’s in place.

“Your family’s great. It was so nice of them to invite Dad and me.”

“Mom’s always liked John. He’s practically family. And they adore you.”

That brings a warm blush across her face. God, I love this girl.

Sitting on my couch as the evening unwinds, I can’t help be reminded of last year. I’m glad I was here to help her through that hard time, but I want to continue being there every Christmas going forward. Yes, I should’ve controlled myself better last year, but that day was the beginning of something great. I would say we didn’t realize it back then, but we did.

Or, at least, I did.

That first night we made love changed me. I was never a believer of love at first sight, but now I’m not so sure. When I noticed Kayla on the tour, I wanted her. I may not have been thinking long term, but I wanted her. It didn’t take me long to realize how different she was from other girls.

I still picture her genuine smile in the plunge pool that first day. Something about her personality set her apart, and after the first time we made love, she owned me. I was hooked. Thank God, this beautiful girl loves me back.

“You’re awfully quiet. What are you thinking about?” Kayla asks, snuggling closer to me.

“Us.”

“Yeah? What about us?”

“Do you miss the mainland?” I change topics. Before indulging in my inner thoughts, I need to know if she plans on ever returning.

Her eyes narrow as she turns to study me. I hold my breath waiting for her answer.

“I miss Staci, especially now, since she’s going through some hard stuff. I hate not being there for her. Honestly, though, that’s it. I love living here.”

The gratification swirling through my veins comes as a surprise‌—‌not so much from the relief of her answer. No, I’m shocked by how genuinely worried I’d become. I know Kayla loves me, but the fear of her leaving weighs silently in the back of my mind.

“I love you, you know,” I tell her.

“This past year has been such a whirlwind of emotion. Through everything, though, I’m so thankful you were there for me.”

My chest compresses. It’s now or never. Adrenaline races through my veins as my heart hammers in my chest. My mouth dries. I reach into my pocket and wrap my fingers around the cool metal.

“Kayla,” Warm violet-blue eyes stare back at me, and I swallow, pulling out my fisted hand, “I love you more than anything, and I can’t imagine ever spending a day without you in it.”

Her eyes widen and start to glaze as I slowly uncurl my fingers.

“Kayla Cannon, will you marry me?” I ask, holding up the diamond ring.

“Yes,” she cries. “Yes, of course!”

She throws her arms around me and squeezes tightly. When she backs away, I grab her hand and slip the ring on her finger.

“It’s beautiful.”

I slip my hand behind her neck and swipe my thumb across her cheek, wiping away the tears that spilled over. “Just like you.”

She leans forward, and our lips meet. She parts her mouth, and I take advantage, brushing my tongue against her bottom lip. The moan she emits vibrates through my body. Damn, the love I have for this girl is indescribable.

We’ll begin another year together; one that will be filled with only happy memories. But as I hold her tight body against mine and claim her mouth, I know we’ll have many happy memories for years to come.

The projected release date for Unexpected Love: An Unforeseen Destiny Novel, Book Two is Winter 2016. Flip to the next page for a sneak peek at the first chapter.

Unexpected Love

Staci~

Our feet barely cross the threshold when Kyle or
is it Ken
backs me against the cold metal door to his apartment. Tiny goosebumps erupt along my extra-sensitized skin, but despite the coolness, my insides are on fire. I’m so turned on.

Kyle
or shit,
Mr. Hottie for short, presses his fingers into my hips and grinds his impressive bulge against my core. My internal thermostat notches up a few more degrees. I can’t
wait
to have that beast inside me.

A guttural moan escapes at the thought of him stretching and filling me to the hilt. He lifts his mouth from my neck and whispers against my ear, “Baby, I’m about to rock your world. You feel so incredible against me.”

I almost groan again, but not from pleasure. No, it’s from the awful promise he just made.
You better live up to your talk, bud.

As soon as the thought flits through my mind, Mr. Hottie cups my right breast through my tight shirt and rolls my hardened nipple between his fingers. The tingles shooting straight between my thighs have me groaning in pleasure. His mouth buries mine, and I part my lips, allowing his anxious tongue access. Damn. If he screws as good as he kisses, I’m in for a treat.

He drags me over to his couch and confusion clouds my salacious mind. Why isn’t he taking me to his bed? Wouldn’t there be more room to maneuver? I open my mouth to ask, but the words get stuck in my throat as he grabs the hem of my shirt and lifts it over my head.

The top lands on the floor as he backs against the couch and breathes in. I gulp, dazed by his half-lidded eyes staring back at me with nothing but pure lust.

He quickly removes his shirt and steps toward me again. His left fingers press into my waist as the other hand skims along my shoulders, tracing down my arm, the entire time gazing admiringly at my bare chest.

“Shit, I can’t believe you’re actually in front of me,” he says as if he’s in total awe that I even exist.

The hard ridges of his pecs feel incredible beneath my palms, but I’m beginning to question this guy’s intelligence. He seemed okay back at the bar, but the words spilling from his mouth has been less than enlightening. Whatever. Perhaps his sexual talents outweigh his lack of communication skills.

“You’re not so bad yourself,” I say, working my fingers down the hard ridges of his abs and landing on his waistband.

He stills momentarily, and then shifts backward, slowly unbuttoning his shorts. The denim falls to the ground along with his underwear.

“Is this what you want?” he asks.

All rational thoughts die as he stands in front of me stroking that enormous thick shaft. Oh my God. My mouth instantly waters.

“Ah, you do want this,” he chuckles as he waves the pleasure maker teasingly in front of me.

“God, yes.” Unable to control myself, I close the gap between us and push him onto the couch. Grabbing a pillow, I toss it on the ground below my knees and kneel down beside him. I have to taste him. Most girls I know don’t like giving head, but I love it. There’s nothing more empowering than having control over the man’s most prized possession.

“You turned into a little wild thing, didn’t you,” he asks.

Without answering, I grab hold of his sac and gently squeeze. That elicits a moan, which is a way better sound than his constant babble. I wrap my lips around his cock, and the breath he inhales is so fucking hot it fuels me on. I curl my tongue around his tip and lick slowly, teasingly, before fully accepting his dick into my mouth.

Each slow suck, I take in more of his length until I can’t handle anymore. This guy is huge.

“Your mouth feels incredible,” he rasps.

My gaze shifts upward and connects with his. Another surge of heat rushes through my veins as his stare turns my insides into a liquefied ball of desire. The look his slate blue eyes gives me is so intense. That instant connection we had back at the bar resurfaces, and I continue to suck while cupping him with more fervency.