Kingdom of Shadows (11 page)

And his eyes see the Hell he is trapped in…a Hell not of demons with pitchforks and cloven-hooves or boundless oceans of fire…but one in a small bedroom not so different than the one Rooster stood in now.  A quiet and dark room where a little boy sat on a bed with crisp white sheets, crucifixes on the walls and a devil he’d believed a god sitting next to him whispering assurances that the things happening were just and right and moral and clean.  Father McKay staring down at him with those striking blue eyes and telling him everything would be all right if he simply obeyed God’s will.

Tears stain Rooster’s cheeks.  Rage, sorrow, fear—he cannot decide.  All of them, goddamn you, all of them in a tempest of blood and tears and evil.

“They’re dying.  You’re killing them one by one.”  Gaby motioned to him with a slight turn of her head, her beauty shifting to something decidedly more sinister.  “Burn them.  Burn the
fuckers
 away like the leeches they are.”

He smelled death…dirt…an open grave and its rotting remains…

Terror strangled him, its grip desperate.

The priest stood behind him, filthy and discarded now, like the souls he’d torn from countless children years before.  “I know you,” he said.

“I watched you die.”  Visions of Starker came to him.  No.  Not Starker.  Father McKay, his head drenched in blood, choking on his own body fluids and gasping for forgiveness.  “I killed you.  Slowly.”

Blood so dark it was nearly black trickled from the corners of his eyes.  “Did you think that would save your soul?” the priest asked.

“I only knew it would end you.”

The priest moved deeper into the room, stepping between him and Gaby, smiling wide like a demonic Cheshire Cat.  “But that’s what you hoped for, wasn’t it.  Just like now, you hope it will save you from me, from this place, from those waiting for you outside, from yourself.  It won’t.  Do you know why?”  A fat brown spider scurried across his bald head, disappeared into his ear.  He didn’t seem to notice.  “Because the illusion of hope is Hell’s greatest joy.”

“And Heaven’s greatest weapon,” Gaby said from behind him, her eyes rolling to black as she grabbed hold of him, sunk her teeth into his neck and pulled him to the floor with shocking strength and violence, straddling him and tearing at his throat the way a wild dog might.

Light and dark merged as blood sprayed the walls.

Rooster backed away until he’d vanished into the safety of nearby shadows, the meager scraps of sanity he still possessed fracturing as night fell over the city of the damned.

*  *  *  *

Lost in time, through bloodshot eyes Rooster watched the sun rise on a new day, broken dreams collected at his feet, tarnished trophies stolen rather than won.  The beautiful innocence of a little boy nailed to a cross of wood in burning fields called to him across the years, tears from a forgotten and wasted life and the sins of ghosts from a past he couldn’t quite remember and perhaps never would.  Perhaps he wasn’t meant to.  

Repent?  Save our souls?  Deliver ourselves from evil?

But rather than destroy, the flames in those burning fields were what would eventually free him.

Maybe that’s what we’re doing right now.

Rooster rubbed his hands together, they’d gone so cold.  He lit a Marlboro and checked the corner.  The Crown Vic was gone.  From behind him, he heard heels clacking pavement.  Bundled in a winter coat and hat, Gaby walked across the courtyard with her typical brisk stride.  

Across the street, Nauls’ car waited.

Gaby smiled, no longer wolf, but lamb.

“Where are we going?” Rooster asked.

“Away from here,” she said, offering him her hand.

“Home?” he asked.

 “Home,” she said.  “But get rid of the cigarette.  Those things’ll kill ya.”

He slipped his hand into hers, and for the first time in a long while, felt himself smile.

Fires burned.  They always would.  But Rooster’s flames no longer trapped him in a Hell of his or anyone else’s creation.  Instead, they destroyed those things shackling him to the Devil’s playground, and all the nightmares and lies that had tried so desperately to keep him there.

The longer you struggle against truth…

In a dark and distant field, a hideous scarecrow closed its sightless eyes.

The longer the forces of darkness will bind you…

Rooster’s soul quieted as the demons fell back into the lightless abyss from which they’d come.

Hand-in-hand with Gaby, Rooster walked to the car.  Somewhere beyond the horizon, death’s other kingdom waited.

A kingdom not of shadows and darkness, but of peace.

Called “One of the best writers of his generation” by both the Roswell Literary Review and author Brian Keene, Greg F. Gifune is the author of numerous short stories, several novels and two short story collections (
Heretics
and
Down To Sleep
).  His work has been published all over the world, consistently praised by readers and critics alike, received starred reviews in
Publishers Weekly
,
Library Journal
and
The Midwest Book Review
(among others) and has recently garnered interest from Hollywood.  His novels include
Children Of Chaos
,
Dominion
,
The Bleeding Season
,
Deep Night
,
Blood In Electric Blue
,
Saying Uncle
,
A View From The Lake
,
Night Work
,
Drago Descending
,
Catching Hell
,
Judas Goat,
and
Long After Dark
.  In addition to working as a full-time author, he also serves as Associate Editor at Delirium Books.  Greg resides in Massachusetts with his wife Carol and a bevy of cats.  Greg can be reached online at: [email protected] or through his official web site at: www.gregfgifune.com.