Little Cat (5 page)

MAN NO. 4

I
’d been watching that girl at the bar thinking: no way, no way was I going to get that lucky. She was wearing a tight black top with short sleeves that made her tits look too big for her body. Her ass was round through her skirt. Her legs were pretty muscular. She wasn’t tall but she wore shoes with big heels.

She had hiked up her skirt and was shifting her body around on the bar stool. She was drinking red wine. She’d started a conversation with another woman by asking for a cigarette. There were only the two of them sitting at the bar, even though the rest of the place was busy. I was standing at the edge of the dance floor. I couldn’t stop watching the girl’s lips move. The other woman was older, kind of good-looking and laughing with her. The girl was taking big gulps from her drink. I could tell she was getting drunk because she was sliding her lips together and liking the feel of it. The girl was leaning into the woman to get another cigarette when she caught me looking at her. It was like she knew I was looking at her mouth. Her tongue slid along her upper lip. I think for a second she thought she was shocking me, licking herself like that. But she wasn’t shocking me. I was amused watching her flirt with that woman, sure. And I was thinking about how her lips would feel on me.

I was staring for too long, though, and I looked away for a moment. When I looked back up, the girl motioned me over by patting her hand on the seat beside her. I hadn’t really thought she was going to do that. I smiled at her and her cheeks turned bright red.

I felt my heart beating up near my throat when I walked up to her and the woman. I squeezed in beside her stool and the wall. She didn’t even say hi to me. She just started giggling with the woman who I could tell wasn’t happy that I was now there too. The woman had a few wiry grey hairs near her ears. She blew her smoke in my direction. I leaned my back against the wall.
I got the hint, lady
. I looked past the two of them at all the people dancing. Everyone was dancing alone. I like watching people together, really grinding. I was so close to the girl’s body and I felt heat coming off her. I felt like she was doing that to me on purpose. The woman whispered something into the girl’s ear. I kept looking at the dance floor.

I ordered another drink. I noticed that the girl’s back really curved in at the bottom before it turned into her ass. I wanted to hold on to her there. I wanted to see her on her hands and knees, her big tits swaying, her ass humping. I wanted to see what she moved like naked.

But the girl kept on ignoring me. It was bullshit. I didn’t want to be there anymore. I gulped down the drink I’d just ordered and touched her lightly on her shoulder.

‘I’m going,’ I said.

‘No, wait up.’

It was the first time she looked at me. Her eyes were glazed. She assumed she was going with me? I didn’t even think I heard her right. I turned and started making my way out through the crowd. I wanted her to follow me but I wasn’t sure if she was coming. When I turned my head to look, I saw her kissing the woman. I stopped and stared at them even though I didn’t really want to. I felt a bit embarrassed. I just wanted to get out of there. I saw the woman’s hands squeezing the girl’s ass. Their tongues were going in and out of each other’s open lips. It was pretty incredible, their age difference and everything. That woman was really taking pleasure with the girl’s body. I felt it in my throat.

Then I saw the bartender moving toward them. He was smiling and talking – he must’ve made some kind of joke because the girl peeled herself away and they all started laughing. The girl jumped down off the bar stool. The bartender and the woman looked at each other. The bartender rolled his eyes. I saw the girl look around for me. She looked kind of worried. I was near the front door. When she spotted me, her mouth broke into a smile. She started walking quickly toward me, making her way through the tables and the people. Everyone was looking at her. She started running. She ran past me, yanking my hand and pulling me outside with her.

It was raining. There were barely any cars on the street.

‘Come on!’ she yelled, still running. ‘Let’s go to my place!’

I was almost out of breath running after her. ‘Slow down!’ I yelled. But I liked watching her ass move as she ran. She kept whipping her head around looking for a cab, waving frantically.

When I caught up to her, she was standing by the cab, chest heaving up and down. I climbed in after her. She rolled down her window. Then she leaned her wet body over my legs to roll down the window on my side too. She arched her neck up toward me. She opened her lips. I reached under her head and brought her face up to mine. Her tongue poked into my mouth. It tasted like wine. I let her do all the movement. I liked taking her rhythm like that and she was pressing her breasts into me frantically. I wondered if this was how she was kissing the woman in the bar. The girl’s hands were running all over my neck. I was getting hard. I held her shoulders and pushed her back a second.

‘Why were you kissing that woman?’

‘Because I wanted to,’ she answered, sitting straight back up beside me. ‘Why’d you think I was doing it?’

I rolled up my window. The girl started laughing, with hiccups. I wondered how much she’d had to drink. I didn’t say anything. I really wanted to get her home with me. I wanted to see her naked. I wanted her to suck my cock. I knew she wanted to too. We started kissing again. She was rubbing her hand up and down on my cock. I felt like she would’ve done it right there if I pushed her down.

When we got up to her place, though, she wanted to just sit down on the couch and talk. It was weird: she walked up to her bookshelf and tilted her head. All I wanted to do was fuck her. She was right there in front of me. She didn’t turn on the lights. I grabbed her hand and led her to the bedroom, which was down at the end of the hall. I tickled around her ribs, I got her laughing again. She was looking up at me, trying to get out of my grip and talking dirty, saying things like:
Come on, guy, take off your clothes! I want to fuck you, take off your clothes, I want to suck your dick, baby, come on!

We were both taking off our clothes and throwing them on her floor. The outlines of her body were so sexy. I didn’t even care about her sucking my dick right then. I grabbed her by the waist, pushed her down the bed, which looked dirty with piles of sheets. She acted like she was trying to put up a fight.

‘Come on, you can fuck me, can’t you?’

Her breasts were jiggling at the top of her chest. Her skin was so hot. I wrestled with her a bit. She wouldn’t lie still. She was still laughing. I used all the strength I had to turn her on her stomach. She was half on the bed and half off, her legs stretched wide in an upside-down V toward the floor. I stood over her, I felt so much bigger than her. Now I wanted to turn on the lights. She was thrusting her pelvis up in the air and reaching under herself. She was spreading the front of her pussy with her hand. I wanted to see that better. She was mashing into the sheets furiously, never stopping for a second, going, ‘Fuck me fuck me fuck me!’

I never knew anyone could say it so much. I wanted to tell her to shut up. But I was totally possessed. I grabbed hold of her ass cheeks and I spread them so wide. I could see her asshole and her slit underneath. The two were so close. I watched my fingers knead hard into her ass cheeks. I was thinking: I know I can make this girl come easily.

So I let go of her for a second and she turned around to watch me. I got a condom from my jeans on the floor and put it on. She was humping her pelvis up, watching me on her elbows. I knew she was drunk.

‘Turn back around,’ I whispered.

On her hands and knees, she got up like a little bunny. I loved her like that. It was fucking amazing. I put my cock at the edge of her pussy. She was moaning in these short little gasps. The head of my cock was getting fucking grabbed by her pussy. I couldn’t do it slowly. She was moving her ass so fast she was sucking me inside her. I started pushing in these shortened hard thrusts. I couldn’t stop how I was doing it so hard, I thought of her tonguing that woman at the bar, I felt like punishing her … I knew I was going to let it go too fast because she kept moaning that she liked it. I saw her face for a second turned my way from behind. Her eyes were closed, her lids were black, her lips rubbing together, moaning:
More, more, more
.

I noticed this picture hook up above her head sticking out of the wall. There was a piece of rope hanging down like a noose.

Her ass was rolling all over my hands, her whole body was bucking, her breasts swung underneath – it was like I’d been there right from the beginning of time or something. Me and her, just me and her. I was going to come … I pulled myself out of her, caught my breath.

‘Come outside!’

‘What the fuck?’

The girl had bolted up fast. She started running naked down the hallway in front of me like a ghost. She opened a door off her living room to a balcony. It was still raining a bit. With the air on my skin it felt like her panting. I grabbed her from behind and pushed her up against the railing. My hand reached down and felt in between her legs. She was swollen and soaking. My fingers spread her lips and found her clit. She started squealing and pumping her ass back into me. I put my hand over her mouth. I felt her lips vibrating. She was trying to be quiet for me, but when I got my cock back inside her she started moaning through my hand. I was looking down over her shoulder at the city at night. And her tits were so big, her nipples were hard. My hand slid off her mouth and squeezed her tits together.

‘You … ’ she said, breathing, turning her head, eyes rolling back.

All of a sudden it was like she wasn’t really with me. All she was doing was splaying herself for me, her pussy inflating its mouth on my cock, her ass pulsing into my groin. I couldn’t help what I was doing. She was coating me with her wetness, fuck, sucking me, taking me. Sirens at night.

‘Put it in my ass. I want it in my ass … ’

She was like an animal. I didn’t care anymore, her body got hotter every time I thrust deeper. I took myself out of her pussy and shoved up her ass.

‘Yeah, that feels good yeah that feels good … ’

Then in one shriek her asshole contracted and I thought she was coming. My cock got pushed out. The globes of her ass in the night, my come had streamed and stuck white. I was thrown backward, weak in my knees. I wanted to stretch out underneath her, down where it was wet and concrete. I heard her heart beating somewhere above me, my heart was pounding, taking in the rain.

‘Come on!’ She was hissing and yanking me by the hand. ‘Get up!’

I was so exhausted. I could barely breathe enough to get up. I started coughing, trying to catch my breath. She was pulling me down the hallway back to her bedroom. All I could do was stumble behind her. I heard her muttering
fuck, god, fuck
.

When I finally felt the bed underneath me I crashed. I wanted sleep. I felt like I was lying at the bottom of the river. My eyes were closed but I could feel her hovering …

‘Why do you have to fucking fall asleep the second it’s over?’

‘I’m tired. I’m just tired.’

‘Why do you all always finish too slow or too fast?’

‘No … it felt good, that’s all. Can I sleep here? I’ll leave in the morning, baby, I’m just tired.’

‘After you come and it stops I want to kill you.’

I looked up the wall to that hook. The noose was still there.

‘I feel like smothering you with my pillow when you sleep. Your breathing gets heavy and I’m still up. You’re sleeping and my cunt is still beating. How can you sleep? I can’t sleep. You don’t know how to have sex. I want to stick my fingers down your throat or up your ass. I feel like sticking your head in the ground.’

‘Man, maybe I should go … ’

‘It’s like you’re dead there in front of me.’

‘I just need to go to sleep for a second.’

‘If you don’t wake up then I want another. I want you down between my legs. If you won’t do it then I want another. I want ten of you between my legs! I want you lined up to have me. It doesn’t matter who you are. I’ll just get your wiggling tongues. I’ll watch you go down on me, eat from me, drink from me. I just want your heads, your rough little cat tongues … ’

I didn’t know what she was doing. She was grabbing for my head. She was sticking her fingers in my ears! I wished at that moment I’d never come to her place. She was pushing my head, but it didn’t feel like my head. I wanted to tell her to stop it. But everything was stuck. Her fingers in my ears like two twigs. I wanted to go to sleep. But she got stronger with me, shaking my whole head. Yelling, ‘Wake up! Wake up!’ She pushed me toward her thighs. It felt like she was rolling my head up a hill.

‘Just put your tongue in me. Put your tongue in me!’

Her fingers were hooked inside my head. She forced me to her cunt and locked her thighs at my ears. Then she started bucking her hips. My mouth was slipping on top of her cunt. She was so wet that it felt like I could’ve drowned in her. I wanted to come back up for air. But she moved her pussy harder on my face. She was forcing her clit on my tongue. It felt like a bulb. Her thighs were shaking against me. She was breathing loud, I heard it coming from her cunt. I kept moving my tongue over her clit. She got bigger and bigger. I squeezed my eyes shut until everything turned black. I kept licking and licking. I think she was coming, it tasted like sugar was pouring down my chin. She was screaming so loud, it felt like she was going to pound through my face! I finally found my arms and I grabbed her ass and split it open. She came when I did that, it was like I heard it – this unlocking, this total release. I’d never felt that before, I mean a girl coming right on my face.