Authors: Megan Fields
Lost and Found (13 page)
I look around my empty apartment wishing Jack were here. I wish I could’ve stayed with him at a little cosy B&B in the New Forest, but I haven’t slept with anyone since Eric. As I’m mentally kicking myself, there’s a knock at the door. I open it and Jack sweeps me into his arms kissing me hard. As I wrap my arms around his neck he walks us backwards into my apartment slamming the door behind him.
“I love you, Ella.” He says against my lips.
“I love you too.” I press my forehead against his, gasping for breath.
“I would really like to wake up with you beside me in the morning. If you need for it to be a scene, so you feel in control then just say the word. I would never hurt you Ella.”
“I know that Jack. I just.... I haven’t slept beside someone since that night.” He caresses my face in his palms and kisses me gently. I melt into him.
“Why don’t we take this one step at a time? How about you show me your room and we just chill out together? It’s still fairly early and if you want me to leave I will at any time.”
I take a deep breath and take his hand in mine, walking him toward my room. I’m thrilled, here I was wishing for him, and suddenly he’s here. I open the door to reveal my private space and he smiles. My room’s decorated in calming colours of green and beige. There’s a queen size bed in the centre and the solid oak furniture makes it feel warm and inviting. It’s a place I come to for relaxing. I even have a comfortable sofa in one corner.
Jack looks around and then his gaze falls back on me fidgeting in the doorway. I’ve never had a man in my room and I’m unsure of what to do next.
It didn’t feel right when I dropped Ella off at her place and within minutes of being home, I was running out the door again. Now I’m in her bedroom and she looks so nervous. I notice an en-suite and I go to investigate. She has a huge bath that could fit two and I decide that’s what she needs, to relax; spying some candles and a lighter, a plan forms. I walk back to see her unmoved from her previous position. “I’ll just be a minute, okay? Would you mind getting us a couple of drinks?” She nods as I shut the bathroom door and go about running her a hot bubble bath.
I’m nearly finished when I hear a gentle knock. “Uh, Jack? Are you okay in there?”
“Yeah, just give me five more minutes okay?”
“Okay. Jack?”
“Yeah?”
“The air freshener is under the sink.”
“Uh thanks.” Five minutes later I open the door to find her reading a magazine on her sofa.
“Was it something you ate?” She asks.
“Ugh, Ella, stop being gross. Come with me.”
“I’m not going in there yet!”
I pull her up from the sofa and drag her to the bathroom. Her eyes widen, as she sees the steaming bubble bath and the scented candles, which fill the room with an aroma of jasmine. “Wow, Jack this is amazing.”
“I thought you could do with a soak to relax you. I will leave you to it and chill out in the front room.” I make to leave, but she grabs my arm.
“Don’t go. Please.”
“Okay, let me grab a chair, so I can sit with you.”
“That’s not what I meant Jack. Join me... in the bath.” She looks me in the eye and I know this is not a sexual request. She needs me with her to relax and I’m more than happy to take this bath for a spin.
“You don’t have to ask me twice.” We strip down and climb in, sitting at each end. “Oh, my God, this is incredible.”
“When I redecorated I always knew I wanted a big bath. It even has whirlpool jets like a hot tub.”
“I noticed them, but with us both in here now I think the water will go over the edge.” She reaches for the button anyway and turns it on. I feel the bubbles surround my body and it’s unbelievably soothing.
“This is a wet room, so even though the water may go over, it will just drain away.”
“Why don’t you sit between my legs and I can rub your shoulders?” I ask. I don’t want anything to happen tonight, but I need to touch her. She shifts, so that she’s sat with her back to me and I gently knead her shoulders. She groans when I hit a particular spot, so I keep up my efforts.
When we start to prune we reluctantly climb out and head for her bed. It’s huge and warm and I snuggle down under the duvet. Ella disappears, but returns a few minutes later with some hot chocolate.
“First the bath and now hot chocolate. You spoil me.” I joke.
“No, Jack. You spoil me. Thank you for today and tonight.”
“Stop thanking me.” We sit up in the bed and chat for a couple of hours about what else we’ve been up to in the last ten years. I look at the time, to see its gone midnight. “Do you mind if I stay tonight? I’ll go home if you want me to, but...” I trail off, hoping she decides to let me stay.
“No, it’s fine. You can stay. I feel safe when I’m with you.” She reaches out and holds my hand. Thank god I don’t have to get up. Not only am I cosy under this duvet, I’m also naked from our bath and hard as a rock. Ella’s looking at me with mischief in her eye, but I want her to know that nothing needs to happen tonight.
“Goodnight, Ella.” I lean over and kiss her on her cheek. Lying back down I look up at the ceiling and close my eyes. I know that if she commands it of me I would be more than happy to oblige, but I’m hoping she’ll go to sleep.
“Goodnight, Jack. Sweet dreams.” She turns the light out and the room’s pitch black. It doesn’t take long for me to drop off and I don’t feel like I’ve been asleep that long, when I’m woken up by screaming. I turn on the lamp by the side of the bed to see Ella thrashing about and screaming out.
“Ella? Ella?” I grab hold of her arm and she lashes out at me. I manage to block her and she bolts up right. She’s soaked through with sweat and runs for the bathroom. I follow after her and hold her hair back, while she throws up. When she’s finished she collapses on the floor and I get her a glass of water, crouching down beside her. “Hey... How you feeling? Are you okay?”
She looks up at me and shakes her head. I grab her robe from the back of the door as she’s shaking and wrap it around her. “Where are your clean sheets?” She explains and I go about changing the bed. She’s still on the floor when I return and pick her up in my arms to take her back to bed. “What was your dream about?” I ask, concerned that I have triggered something by pushing her too far too fast.
“Eric.” She whispers. I stiffen. It’s me. I gently pull away from her, but she holds on tight. “Please don’t go. It’s not your fault; I have dreams about it every so often.”
“Let me go sleep in the living room, or on the sofa in the corner. It must’ve been my presence that brought it on.” She rolls to face me and touches her palm to my cheek.
“Jack, listen to me. It wasn’t you okay. I don’t want you to go.”
I sigh and relax with her in my arms. “Want me to turn the light out?” She shakes her head and I stroke her shoulder until she drifts off to sleep. In the morning I wake up to find us still in the same position. I shift slightly and she wakes up, her hazel eyes sparkle and I’m lost in them.
“Good morning.”
“Good morning.” She replies.
“How’re you feeling? Do you want to talk about it?”
“Ugh, I’m so embarrassed.” She raises her hands to her face to hide and I pull them away.
“Don’t be. It’s not the first time I’ve seen you barf.” She pokes me in the ribs. “Hey.” I protest. “Come on, I’m being serious. What happened in your dream?”
She pulls away from me to get up and get dressed. “It was about Eric. I have dreams about that night and nightmares about him coming back for me.”
Walking over to her I take both her hands in mine. “He’d have to get through me first.” She smiles and wraps her arms around my waist. “He’s not going to get you. He’s going to be in jail for a very long time.”
“I know.” She looks up at me and kisses me softly. “Thank you.”
“What for?”
“Being here for me. If you hadn’t come back and stayed the night, I would’ve had to cope with it on my own.”
“If I hadn’t been here, I don’t think you would’ve had the nightmare.” I frown at her and she playfully smacks me.
“Stop it. You can’t control your dreams or nightmares. Even, if you eat cheese before bed.”
Making our way out to the kitchen Jack playfully smacks me on the bum. “Hey, what was that for?” He just winks and carries on, sitting down on one of the stools. I flick the kettle on and place a couple of cups on the side when Lottie joins us.
“Morning.” She’s rubbing her eyes and automatically goes to the fridge for milk, when she sees Jack and almost drops the carton. “Jack!”
“Morning kid.” She gives him her evil look and he laughs. She passes the milk to me and takes a seat next to him.
“So... how’re you two?” She asks, looking between us both.
“We’re good.” I reply, wrapping my arms around Jack’s neck and kissing him.
“Oh, my god if you’re going to be all sappy, you can go back to your room.”
“Sorry. We’ll stop.” I tell her.
“So, you two are okay?” She repeats.
I look over at Jack who just winks and smiles at me. “Yes, we’re fine.” Just then there’s a knock at the door. I get up to open the door. “Alex.”
“Hey Ella, I was wondering if you’d seen Jack?” I step back opening the door, so he can see Jack in the kitchen. “That’s a yes then.” He lingers on the threshold and I look between the two brothers, who seem to be having a staring competition.
“Ella can you help me with something in my room please?” Lottie comes up behind me and grabs my arm, pulling me with her; she closes the door behind us.
“What the hell Lottie. I need to be out there with them.” I try to get past her, but she pushes me back.
“Just let them have a minute, and then you can go back out. In the meantime shut your trap and let’s listen.” She stands by her door quietly and I join her, but I can’t hear much. At least they’re not shouting at each other. I pace up and down Lottie’s room for what feels like ages, when I hear the front door open and close. Opening her door I look out and find the place empty.
“Jack?” I don’t hear anything, so I go to my bedroom where he’s lying on my bed staring at the ceiling. “Jack? Are you okay?” I ask tentatively. I know his talk with Alex could end up with us having another argument, so I tread carefully.
“I’m okay.” He says.
“Do you want to talk about it?” I ask, as I slowly approach the bed and sit next to him.
He looks over to me and I see hurt in his eyes. “I’m okay honestly. I’ve come to terms with why you didn’t tell me and I totally understand that Alex was only doing as you asked, but we’ve never kept secrets from each other.”
“I’m sorry Jack. I never meant to cause problems between you.” I flop back on the bed and he turns on his side, proppoing his head up with his arm.
“Don’t be silly. We’re big boys now and we’ll be fine.” He pulls me onto my side closer to him and slides his hand over my ass. It feels so right to let him take charge and I can’t help wonder why I’m not freaking out right now. I nestle into him and can feel his hard cock against my thigh. His hand slowly trails up my side to my breast, where he squeezes a nipple through my vest. A small moan escapes my lips.
“Mistress?”
“No Jack.” His hand drops from my breast. “I didn’t mean for you to stop. I meant no to the Mistress.” His eyes widen and he slowly raises his hand to my breast again.
“What do you want?” He asks, as he leans in and licks my neck. I shudder at his touch, “I want you Jack.” I grab his hair and pull him to me, kissing him hard enough to bruise my lips. We’re still lying side by side and he tentatively raises his body up over mine. Putting his jean clad thigh between my legs, I shamefully rub my pussy against him, moaning as I do.
“Fuck. Do you know how much you turn me on Ella?” His arms are on either side of my head supporting his weight, as I continue to grind my core against him. “That’s it baby.” He whispers in my left ear. Moving to my right ear he bites my ear lobe and whispers to me again. “Rub it hard. Make yourself come Ella.” Oh my God the way he’s talking to me is making me go crazy! I know he must really want to touch me, but won’t for fear of triggering something. The only part of his body that is connected to mine is his leg. I grip the sheets and dig my heels in, as I grind against him. It’s not enough though and I wrap my arms around his shoulders to ground me. I feel his muscles tense underneath my grip and slide my hands under his t-shirt. “That’s it Ella. Come on baby. Mark me.” I drag my nails roughly down his back and he growls as I do so. My hands land on his ass and I grab tightly, as I feel my orgasm building inside.
“Yes, Jack. Oh, fuck. Mark me as well.” I cry out as I start to come and he buries his face in my neck biting down hard. “Holy, shit.” My clit is throbbing and I feel my pussy tighten and release as the orgasm hits me hard. I slow my movements, as I come down from one almighty orgasm and my hands drop to the bed. He licks my neck where he bit me, before climbing off and lying next to me.
“That was amazing.” I say, as I catch my breath. Rolling over to face him I realise we’re both still dressed and I giggle.
“Hmmm, giggling isn’t the response I was aiming for.”
“Sorry, it’s just that were both still dressed.” He chuckles as well. “I think I can remedy that.” I get up from the bed and he props himself up on his elbows to watch me, as I slowly slide my pyjamas off and stand naked before him. I lean down over him and rub his cock through his jeans, his head falls back and I start to undo them and pull them off. He lifts his ass off the bed enough, so I can slide them off easily and once his bottom half is naked, I straddle him and start to slide his t-shirt up. When it’s covering his face I stop. “Take just your arms out.” I tell him. He does as I ask and I roll the t-shirt up to act as a blind fold.
“Ella?” He places his hands on my thighs. “What are you up to?” He asks, with a smile on his face.
“Shhh just feel.” I kiss him softly on the lips and then make my way down his throat. I push his arms out wide onto the bed and kiss, lick and bite my way along his left arm. As I reach his inner elbow I lick it softly.
“Christ why does that feel so good?” I smile against his skin.
“You have no idea what I can do to you Jack.” I continue down his arm and lick his inner wrist, which is another sensitive spot. Making my way back to his chest, I spend some time playing with his nipples, now that I know he enjoys it. His cock jumps against my pussy when I bite his left nipple and he groans with pleasure. Kissing my way down his stomach, I drag my nails over his chest, leaving red marks as I go. I kiss around the base of his cock, but carry on down his legs.
He whimpers. “Tease.” I love the noises I invoke from him and I continue on my quest. There’s no part of his body that I want to miss and as I make my way down his legs I make sure to leave no area untouched.
“Roll over Jack.” He does so immediately and I slowly make my way back up. Another sensitive spot is the backs of the knees and I spend extra time in this area. When I reach his ass I part his cheeks and lick him. I feel him tense and curse into the pillow. “Do you like that?” I ask, already knowing the answer.
“Yes.” He says hoarsely. I spread his cheeks wide and lick him from the top all the way to his balls. When he starts to wriggle, I stop and slap his ass. “Shit.” Making my way up his back, I see the scratches I had inflicted and I kiss each one of them until I’m back where I started biting his neck. “Ella? Let me take this blind fold off.” I pull it off and he blinks in the light. I rise up, so he can roll onto his back beneath me. Cupping my face in his hands, he pulls me to him, kissing me fiercely. His cock’s at my entrance and I plunge him into me deeply. “Fuck!” He throws his head back, as I grind him hard and fast. “Ella you’re going to make me come.” I double my efforts, but he suddenly moves, throwing me beneath him. He makes sure to not make me feel trapped and he slides his cock in to the hilt, circling his hips and hitting every hot spot inside me.
I moan his name as he thrusts deeply. “Jack.” He starts to pick up the pace slamming into me, as his lips find my nipple. He sucks it into his mouth and bites it and I grab my head board, holding on for dear life. Another orgasm is building, but I’m starting to panic and tense up automatically.
“Ella, look at me.” I open my eyes and look at Jack. “Focus on me baby. I won’t hurt you.” He’s slowed down, but I want him to fuck me hard.
“Fuck me Jack. Fuck me hard. Please.” I remain focused on him, as he starts to pick up the pace again. He moves his hand down to my clit, but keeps eye contact with me, as my orgasm starts to build again.
“I can feel it. I can feel your pussy sucking me in deeper. You’re going to come all over my cock. Take what’s yours.” With my eyes locked onto Jack’s I give over to the pleasure and cry out his name as my release takes over my body. I come so hard that I feel like I’m going to rip the head board off my bed. As I clench around Jack’s cock I see and feel the moment he starts to release. He begins to slow down, but continues to thrust deeply inside me. Resting his forehead on my shoulder, he’s panting hard.
