Love Through Pain (15 page)

“Jazmine, stop teasing me…” he said between groans.

She began traveling down his lean body, using her fingers to unbutton and unzip his pants. Javier moved his hands and pushed them down, kicking them away.

She stared at him. “I didn’t tell you to move.”

He smiled and placed his hands back where they were. Javier followed her every movement with his eyes.

His rock hard cock stood at attention
.
Damn, he was big
, she thought. She wrapped her hand around his rod and couldn’t even close her grip. She hoped she could handle his girth and size. Her mouth watered, and she brushed her lips against the base and he lost it.

“Sorry babe
, but I can’t take this anymore.” Javier sat up, gripped her waist, and flipped them around.

She was now below him
, laughing. “I knew you wouldn’t last.” She cupped his face. “I know you would never hurt me.” She pulled him down, passionately kissing him.

“I’ll take you to Victoria Secret
.” He wrapped his fingers around her lacy panties and tore the sides, and then unexpectedly stopped.

“Why’d you stop?” She kept grinding on his dick
. She placed her hand in between them, and stroked his shaft, making him close his eyes. She was about to force him in, when he pushed up. Suddenly sadness filled her. “Are you seeing the battered me?”

He swiftly caressed her neck. “No, Jazmine
, I see you, a strong, beautiful, intelligent woman who survived the unthinkable. Don’t ever question my desire for you.”

“Then what is it?” Dread of his answer gripped her.

“I don’t have a condom,” he went to move, but she held him place.

Relief replaced her fear. “Have you been using protection?”

He moved a strand of her hair. “I’ve always used protection.”

“There’s always a first time
.” Jazmine grabbed his cock, and then began rubbing it on her sweetness.

~~~

“Are you sure?” He touched her bottom lip.

She nodded and rolled them over. Climbing back on top of him,
she slowly began to take him within her, inch by inch. Jazmine took her time, and he held onto her waist, trying to keep her from moving too quickly. The sensation was over whelming, and he wanted to savor this moment. His cock was in pussy heaven, and it felt so damn good.

Jazmine started rotating her hip
s in a circular motion. “Javier…” she whimpered. “Oh God…” She grabbed onto his shoulders.

“Fuck… Baby, you’re so warm and wet
.” He slowly thrust up into her rippling channel. Her muscles gripped onto him, and he moved faster. “You’re so fucking tight.” He gave her long, deep strokes.

She followed his lead,
and her fingernails dug into his flesh. She straightened and started bouncing up and down. “Yes, yes…” she murmured. “Oh … shit … yes…”

He pulled her down and captured her lips
, his tongue mimicked the strokes he was giving her, he fingered her clit, and she lost it. Her legs locked, making her body jerk, and he could feel her juices cover his cock. She arched her back, and then yelled his name as she wildly rolled her hips.

The contractions of her pussy took him over the edge. Javier was unable to control himself
, his fingers dug into her side, and he grounded her down as he thrust up with no mercy.

Another orgasm hit Jazmine. She shook and her pussy tightened around his shaft. It took him to the edge and over into ecstasy. So explosive, he couldn’t catch his breath.

“Did … I … hurt you?” he asked between gasps.

“No,” she whispered, lying on his chest.

He could feel her ragging heartbeat in sync with his own. His hands stroked her back and ass. “I love you… Jazmine,” he’d never said that to any woman, because he never felt for anyone the way he did for Jazmine. His dick was still embedded, feeling her tiny convolutions.

She didn’t answer,
and he was disappointed until she heard her snoring. He chuckled to himself, they could make this work.
Anything worth having is never easy.

***

Jazmine grinned as her eyes fluttered open, feeling his taunt muscles under her fingers. She felt pain and pleasure, her core ached, but she wanted more. Javier made her feel alive again. Her life was finally falling back into place. She circled his nipples, and then crossed her hands over his chest, placing her chin on them. She smiled when Javier’s bright eyes met hers.

“Hi.”

Javier’s hands stroked her back. “You’re really here.”

“Yes,” she nipped his chin. “Where’s Nicky?”

“He’s with my mom.” He pulled on the covers exposing her ass.

“Oh.”

“This is the first time I had to take him home. I don’t trust leaving him with anyone else that long. I’m picking him up on Sunday.”

Jazmine pressed her mouth to his chest. “I can’t wait to hold him again.”

“And I bet he can’t wait to be in your arms. His first week home was hell,” he chuckled, “and I think it’s because he missed you—your heartbeat and voice.” He caressed her cheeks.

“I cried myself to sleep so many nights,” she sighed. “I missed his first Christmas.”

“Honey, he’s not old enough to remember that Christmas, and now we’ll have all the holidays together.”

“I can’t wait.”

“Our anniversary is next month.” He combed his fingers through her tresses.

“We
’re not married anymore.” She sat up.

Javier scooted up, looking confused. “Who said?”

“I sent you the annulment documents.” Jazmine pushed the rest of her work papers off the bed.

“I never received them, and I’m guessing you didn’t put
on a return address.” He leaned forward touching his forehead to hers. “So, Mrs. Martinez, we’re still married. Is that a problem?”

“It’s too late
. We just consummated our marriage, and it was amazing.” Jazmine caressed his neck up to his ears.

“Incredible
.” He kissed her lips.

“Hmmm, do that again.” She placed her legs over his.

“This?” The tip of his tongue met hers.

Jazmine engulfed his mouth, playing a game of tug and war. “Yes…”

His dick rubbed against her stomach.

“We need to go on our first date
.” He smirked.

“Really
? We had a baby, married—I think we’ve done everything a little backward.” She snickered.

“
A little
?” He arched his brow.

He flipped her over, settling between her legs, rubbing his cock on her already wet pussy. “You’re ready for me?”

She wrapped her legs around his back. “What do you think?”

He slowly slipped into her core
. “Jazz, you’re amazing.”

Chapter Twenty-Three

The sun’s rays outlined the heavy curtain
in Jazmine’s bedroom window. Javier woke with a smile on his face. His finger traced her nose down to her neck and back. This is what he wanted and was missing; a woman that he could talk to, listen to, and love. Jazmine made him feel like he could do anything, and she would be right by his side.

He eased out
of her arms, and then went into the bathroom. He gargled with her mouthwash, pulled on his pants, and slipped out of her room into the kitchen. Her cousin didn’t appear to be home. He searched the cabinets and pantry for pans and other breakfast items. And finally found everything he needed. He cooked pancakes, eggs, bacon, toast, and squeezed some fresh orange juice.

Once everything was done, he dug into his pocket and retrieved his cell phone to make a call.

“Yes, Javy.” His mom sounded annoyed.

“Ma, is Nicky okay?”
He cleaned up the mess he’d made.

“Mijo, you don’t trust me?” There was a bit of silence. “My grandson is great. He’s napping right now.”

“Of course I trust you, Ma.” He placed the last dish in the dishwasher. “I’m just asking because he was fussy when I left.”

“And he’s still cranky
, but that’s to be expected. He’s teething. Javy, your son is good, stop calling me. I’m trying to enjoy the little time I have with him before you come get him.” His mother’s tone made him laugh.

“Okay
, Ma. See you tomorrow. Bendición.”

“Que Dios te bendiga, don’t call again.” She hung up.

Someone grabbed him around his waist, kissing his back.

He turned in her arms, bent his head down
, and kissed her still swollen lips.

“Is he good?”

“Yes.” He placed his hands under her ass and lifted her up, sitting her on the marble counter.

Javier caged her with his arms, staring into her eyes
and barely touching her nose. “You’ll see him soon. Do you want to go with me?”

“Would you be mad if I said I’m not ready to see your family
, yet?”

He kissed her
. “Thank you for being honest.”

Jazmine brushed his hair away from his face and pulled him forward, nibbling on his jaw. “Mmm… You made me breakfast?”

Javier’s eyebrows wiggled as he grabbed a bottle of syrup and a can of whip cream.

She giggled
. “What are you doing?”

“Making my breakfast
.” He rapidly took her T-shirt off, and to his amazement, she was naked.

“I missed you
, papito.” She laughed. “Is that the way you say it?”

“You can always call me
, papi.” He teased her. Javier dipped the bottle, letting the sticky liquid fall onto her breasts, moving it over her navel. “I missed you more.” He opened her legs and poured some on her pussy, making her moan. He put down the syrup and grabbed the can. “Guess what’s my favorite breakfast?” He smiled, spraying whip cream on her nipples. He tossed the can to the side and touched her aureoles, spreading the sweet foam in a circular motion.

“What is it?” She scooted forward, wrapping her legs around his waist.

“Chocolate pancakes.” He bowed, gripping her left nipple in-between his teeth and twirled the tip across his tongue. Jazmine threw her head back, her hands holding her up. He licked and sucked all of the sweetness off her breasts. Continuing to her navel, he left wet kisses along her torso. He dipped his tongue into her belly button.

“Javy…”
She grabbed his hair with her hand, forcing him closer. He tugged her hands away from his head.

He straightened and peered down at her. “I’m in control now.” He tongued kissed her, and
then dropped down until he was on his knees, urging her legs wider.

Javier looked up, and she was watching him with hot desire in her eyes
, her mouth was agape.

He licked the inside of her thick thighs,
and she murmured something he didn’t understand, making him smile. She watched him as he continued to kiss her inner leg. Her hidden pearl hardened beneath his gaze. He first caressed the tiny bundle of nerves with his index finger, making her jump. He placed her thighs on his shoulders, grabbed her waist, and pressed his mouth against her nether-lips.

Javier took her bud in
-between his lips and began flicking his tongue. Jazmine’s moans echoed through the kitchen. His tongue slurped from her clit to her core.

“Oh
God… Javy, yes … right there.” She yanked at his head and crossed her legs, locking his face against her slit. Jazmine squirmed in his grasp. “Don’t stop, papi…”

He licked away the syrup and whip cream, also tasting her essence. His tongue tingled from her flavor. He hummed his way to her core and mimicked the strokes he gave her last night. He felt her pussy muscles contract around his tong
ue and knew she was close to coming.

“Ja
… vy…” she cried out softly.

In one swift move, he stood,
and his unbuttoned jeans fell around his knees. He plunged into her. Javier paused for a minute, taking in how good she felt around his cock. “Shit…” he said between his clenched teeth. Jazmine flexed forward and started rocking her pelvis, pushing him deeper into her passage.

She lurched.
“Now, Javy … please…”

Javier tugged her hair. “Tell me how you want it
, mami?” He tried to control his need to be rough, her pussy walls felt so tight around his rod.

“Hard
!” she screamed.

That’s all he needed to hear. He thrust into her with
out mercy, and her hold on him tightened.

“Si… Si
… Papi…” Unintelligible words burst through her lips, her fingernails scraped his back, and her lids drifted shut.

He loved the way her face looked when she came, it was erotic. She scrunched her eyes as her tilted head bent back.
He watched as tiny shivers rocked her form, and her nose flared.

“Look at me.” He wanted her to see him, the man
who’d do anything for her.

Her eyes fluttered open
as another climax hit her, making her bow her head in the crook of his neck.

Javier picked her up from the counter, his hands on her ass, and
then he gently slammed her against the wall, giving her long, slow strokes. This woman was driving him crazy; he’d thought he’d had it all, until he met her. So many lovers, but none compared to Jazmine, because when you love someone, the sex is so much more powerful—like a meeting of souls. Javier growled as he came deep in her core and went weak for a few seconds, his knees buckled. They both slid down. He was still buried deep within her.

Jazmine laughed. “I made you tap out.”

He eased out of her and chuckled deep. “Whatever, babe.” He leaned forward and kissed her nose.  They sat on the floor laughing.  He regained his strength and rose, grabbing a napkin and the plate off the island.

“I hope you’re hungry
.” He sat back down in front of her. Carefully he wiped the combination of their cream from between her legs and threw it into the trashcan.

She placed her feet under
her butt, and then leaned forward, opening her mouth.

He picked up a fork and began feeding her
, she seductively wrapped her lips around the utensil, making his cock jerk.

“Mmm
.” She licked the syrup off of her fork with a twist of her tongue, continuing to tease him.

“If you continue eating like that, we’ll never finish breakfast.” Javier folded a pancake and poured syrup on her breast
s.

“That’s cold,” she complained with a small smirk.

He wiped off the liquid with the pancake, and ate it. “You taste so freaking good.”

Jazmine’s eyes crinkled
. “You’re so nasty,” she teased.

They fed each other until there was nothing left on the plate.

“You have me all sticky.” She touched one of her nipples.

“And wet
.” He leaned forward, licking her lips, and then her nipple.

“Stop
, Javy.” She nudged him playfully.

He snickered
. “We need to take a shower.” He stood and picked up the plate, placing it in the sink, and then helped her to her feet.

Jazmine circled her arms around his waist. “Do you know how happy you’ve made me?” Her eyes twinkled.

“As alive as you make me feel.” He moved a strand of hair out of her face. “I’ve never felt this way for any woman before.”

“Thank you for not giving up on me.” She stood on her tiptoe. “You’re my angel.”

He bowed, taking her lips prisoner. “Everything we’ve been through has brought us to this moment, and I can promise you it will make us stronger.”

He circled his hand around her back and lifted her up from the floor
. He headed across the living and up the stairs to the bathroom.

“You’re everything I’ve ever wanted
.” She gave him a feather kiss to his cheek, and then she blushed. “Oh God.” She covered her mouth with her hand, looking at the front door.

“What?”

“My cousin!”

He laughed. “Now you think of her.”

She smacked him as her feet touched the title floor.

“If she was here
, your screams would’ve brought her out of hiding.”

She gave him a dirty look with a smirk on her face.

“By the way, you’re mine. I’m not going to let you go.” He squeezed her ass.

“Don’t you dare.” She turned the shower on and waited until the temperature was right, and
then stepped in; he followed right behind her.

The spray of water splashed over their bodies. “I’m craving you
.” Javier picked up the washcloths, swiping down her back to the arch of her ass.

~~~

Jazmine could feel his erection against her ass. “Damn, Javy again.”

“You bring out the beast in me
.” He caressed his way to her pussy. “I love pleasing you.” His finger found her clit, making her take a deep breath.

“Ja…”
He pushed his finger in between her labia.

“I know you’re sore baby
.” He kissed the back of her neck and gently stroked her pussy in and out. “But I love to see and hear you cum.”

Jazmine closed her eyes, arching back, her hands on the tiles. “More…yes…right… yes…there,” she moaned. “Yes!”

“Fuck.” With his other hand, he pinched her nipple. “Cum for me, baby.” Jazmine exploded, gripping his finger. She threw herself back into him, shaking.

Javier slipped his finger from her essence, turning her around. He kissed her, and
then licked her juices off his digit. “Mmm, you’re delicious.”

They washed each other, dried up,
and then Javier helped her put up her hair. As soon as their heads hit the pillow, they were sleeping.