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‘You,' he said, as soon as he saw Poldarn. ‘Well, bugger me. It
is
you, isn't it?'

I shouldn't really, Poldarn said to himself, but what the hell? ‘You have no idea how good a question that is,' he said.

The sergeant didn't know what to make of that. ‘It's you, all right,' he said. ‘Wasn't sure just now, not with your face all fucked up like that, but I never ever forget a voice. So, they caught up with you at last, did they? Bloody good job, too.'

Poldarn shrugged. ‘I'm a foundryman from Dui Chirra, I went AWOL and I'm being taken back. As far as I know, that's all there is to it.'

The sergeant laughed. ‘And the bloody rest,' he said. ‘Maybe you kidded Tadger Lock and the rest of 'em but you damn well don't fool me. I know you.'

Oh, for pity's sake, Poldarn thought, as he hauled himself clumsily into a rickety four-wheeled cart. ‘Really,' he said. ‘I don't know you from a hole in the ground, but there's a good reason for that.'

The sergeant glared at him. ‘Don't suppose you do recognise me,' he said. ‘Expect you've lost count of the poor bastards you've cut about over the years. But I know you,' he said, pressing a fingertip to his scar. ‘Gave me this, didn't you?'

Fuck, Poldarn thought. ‘I have no idea,' he replied. ‘Truth is, I lost my memory a couple of years ago, and I can't remember a damn thing from before then. So what I'm saying is, if we have met before, me not remembering you is nothing personal—'

‘Lost your memory?' The sergeant grinned. ‘That'd be right. Dead handy, that'd be.'

‘Not really,' Poldarn said mildly. ‘In fact, it's a bit of a nuisance.'

Long silence. In front of them, the road was a thin ridge of mud and rock between the deep, water-filled ruts. Behind them, the troopers talked in lowered voices, like people at a funeral.

‘Is that right, then?' the sergeant said eventually. ‘You lost your memory?'

‘Yes,' Poldarn said. ‘As far back as a couple of years ago. I found out a few things about myself since, but there's still some pretty huge gaps.'

‘That must be – strange,' the sergeant said slowly. ‘Not knowing the things you've done. Like being lost in a fog, not knowing if you've come on a way or you're just going round in circles.'

‘You get used to it,' Poldarn said. ‘But you say I gave you that scar. What happened?'

When he replied, the sergeant sounded thoughtful; embarrassed, even. ‘It was a long time ago, mind,' he said. ‘And in this game, well, everything's always right up to the edge, right? I mean, if you and me's fighting, either I'm going to get you or the other way about, someone's going to get hurt. Doesn't really mean anything – like, it doesn't mean I'm better'n you, or you're better than me. Just luck, half the time, or one of you's got a headache or a pulled muscle, gives the other bloke an edge.'

‘I fought you,' Poldarn said.

The sergeant nodded. ‘General Allectus's rebellion, now, how long ago would that've been?' he said. ‘Must be sixteen years, give or take. I'd just put up my second stripe, so that's about right. Anyhow, I was posted at Josequin, over in the Bohec valley. Our outfit was attached to the old Seventeenth, under Colonel Scaff; and you know how it is in a civil war, you go with your unit, whichever way your CO decides. Scaff was one of the first to go over to Allectus. Not saying that was right,' he added quickly. ‘Basically, it was nothing to do with us, we just did as we were told. Anyhow, there was only really the one battle, not far from a poxy little village by the name of Cric; Allectus had got between the government bloke, General Cronan, and his supply lines, pretty well forced him to fight, because Cronan didn't want to, you know, commit himself. Didn't know which side the others'd drop in on, see; the irregulars, Amathy house and the other free companies. It was all to do with Tazencius – Prince Tazencius as he was then, and he was always a tricky bastard: which way was he going to jump, was he behind Allectus or not? No way of telling, one minute he was and the next he wasn't. Anyhow,' the sergeant went on, ‘we knew whose side
we
were on, it was everybody else who was mucking about. Then come the battle, your lot—' He paused, frowning. ‘Your lot was with the Amathy house, he'd rounded up a whole lot of freelances, bits-and-pieces men, more bandits than soldiers. I remember, our lot'd been sent out wide round a bit of a wood, sort of like a pincer movement. But we came in late, or someone else was early; anyhow, it'd all fucked up, and we weren't where we were supposed to be. So we push on into this clearing, find there's nobody there to meet us, and we're stood about like a bunch of arseholes, no idea what we're supposed to be doing; and then your lot show up, and we don't even know at this stage if you're on our side or theirs, because that bastard Feron Amathy, he hadn't made his mind up yet, see? So your lot come on in nice and slow and we're stood there; and we're just thinking, fine, they must be with us, then, when suddenly your lot start yelling like mad and come at us. Hell of a fight; and you were this officer, don't know if you were actually commanding the Amathy house outfit or second in command or what, but you were out front, giving the order to charge; and you came straight at me like an arrow from a bow, like you were crazy or something, and you rode right up and swung at me with this big inside-out curved sword, like I'd never seen before. Next thing I know, I'm sat on my arse in the mud, and there's blood all over me, and you're charging on carving up my mate the standard-bearer. You've got your back to me, right; and I'm thinking, I'll have you, you bastard; and there's a dead bloke lying next to me, one of ours, with his spear under him. So I roll him over, get the spear – and I never could throw a javelin worth shit, but just this once I get it absolutely right, smack between your shoulder blades. Only of course you've got armour on; the spear bounces out, but you lose your balance and fall off. I run over just as you're getting up, and there's a hell of a scrap. Anyway, long story short, I knock that fancy sword of yours out of your hand and give you a smack round the head, and you're out of it. Thought you were dead, and then some other bugger has a go at me; and then some more of the Amathy house comes up out of the wood and suddenly it's all over and we're running like buggery, and that's about it. Anyhow,' the sergeant said, ‘that was the battle; and like I told you, I was damned sure I'd killed you, till the next time I ran across you.'

‘Next time,' Poldarn repeated.

‘That's right,' the sergeant said. ‘About eighteen months after, it must've been, because the amnesty wasn't for a year. I got caught, along with most of Allectus's men who weren't killed on the spot or directly afterwards, ended up in prison camp – miserable bloody place, more of us died there than in the war – and then the amnesty came through and we had the option, stay there or join up with the regular army. Well, we couldn't sign up fast enough. Anyhow, practically the first job we're put on doing is clearing out all the free company blokes and bits-and-piecers, the ones who'd come to the Bohec valley with Feron Amathy for the war, then stayed on after to hang around looting and suchlike. Easy job it was, our lot weren't front-line, we were on escort duty, fetching prisoners back to Josequin. And bugger me if the second batch of prisoners we took on, there you were. Recognised you at once.'

‘Oh,' Poldarn said.

‘That's right. Of course,' the sergeant went on, looking past him, over his shoulder, ‘it's human nature, really. Getting even, I mean. Like, this scar, it didn't heal up for a long time, went bad on me, had a hell of a time with it. And it's not pretty now; back then it was a right mess. Long and the short of it was, first chance I got, me and some of my lads – if an officer hadn't come by and made us stop, we'd have killed you for sure. I mean,' he added, ‘we reckoned you were good as dead anyway, we might as well save the government the price of a rope. The officer said leave you where you were, it'd waste too much time carrying you; and that's the last I saw of you, sat up under a tree, all bloody. Like I said,' he added, ‘no hard feelings. I mean, you were just another bloody bandit; and the stuff you'd been doing—'

‘Quite,' Poldarn said. ‘Just doing your duty, I suppose.'

‘Exactly. Funny, though,' the sergeant went on. ‘I mean, that first time, I was with the rebels and you – well, whatever way you look at it, you were on the government side. And then the next time, I'm the government and you're the outlaw. And both times, I end up leaving you for dead. Makes you think, really – you know, third time lucky and all.'

Poldarn smiled bleakly. ‘You mean this time you really are going to kill me?'

The sergeant had the grace to look uncomfortable. ‘My orders are, fetch you back to Dui Chirra. And in one piece.' He hesitated. ‘Got any idea what's going to happen to you when you get there?'

‘Not really. Best guess is, I'll get shouted at for a bit, and then it'll be back to shovelling mud out of the river bed. Nothing horrible, at any rate.'

The sergeant seemed relieved. ‘Well,' he said, ‘that's all right, then. I can't remember: did you tell me why you went AWOL in the first place?'

‘I got bored,' Poldarn said. ‘It's a very boring place.'

The sergeant looked at him. ‘You get bored real easy,' he said.

The road was still a mess; the knee-deep ruts were full of mud, and the carts bottomed out and stuck fast with depressing regularity. When it wasn't raining, the sun shone spitefully hot – typical Tulice summer, someone said, and Poldarn assumed he knew what he was talking about. They were taking a short cut, following a road Poldarn hadn't been on before; it was a colliers' road, bypassing Falcata to the south, skirting a large patch of forest where there were several large charcoal camps. By the time they stopped for the night, he was filthy and shattered. It would've been far less trouble to have walked. At least he was so tired that he slept without dreaming.

They started early next morning, to try and make up some of the time they'd lost the previous day, but most of the day was wasted in trying to haul the carts out of a particularly deep and tenacious mud hole. In the end, the sergeant decided the mission was more important than the hardware, and gave the order to leave the carts behind, sending a rider back to camp for a team of oxen to drag them free and unblock the road, while the rest of them continued on foot. Though nobody said anything, it was painfully obvious that every man in the escort blamed Poldarn for what was turning into a horribly memorable assignment. He could see their point. If only he'd stayed put in Dui Chirra in the first place, they'd all have been spared the unpleasantness.

That evening, they called a halt at the first building they'd seen all day. Farms were few and far between in those parts; this one gave every indication of having been deserted for many years. Quite common, someone said; the smaller farms were failing, being bought up by the big proprietors, who took the land and let the houses fall down. Tulice, apparently, didn't have much of a future. It cost more to get local produce to market than to ship corn and dried food across the bay and float it down the rivers to the larger towns; meanwhile, anybody who had the option was leaving the land, heading for the cities or the colliers' camps. The more trees that were felled for charcoal, the worse (apparently) the flooding became. Pretty soon, Tulice would be nothing but a wilderness of derelict farms and rotting tree stumps, linked by a network of impassable roads. It was all somebody's fault, but nobody seemed to know whose.

They'd just about managed to scrape together enough dry wood for a fire and were fixing something to eat when the sentry called out: a small party coming in up the road toward them. It turned out to be three men, regular army, by the look of them more dead than alive. They were surprised, and relieved, to meet anybody on the road; they hadn't eaten for two days, and they'd been on the point of leaving the road and trying to find the colliers before they starved to death. The sergeant asked them where they'd come from.

‘Falcata,' one of them answered. ‘What's left of it.'

The sergeant asked him what that was supposed to mean; by his reckoning Falcata was due north, on the other side of the forest.

The soldier shook his head. Not any more, he said. No Falcata any more; just burned wood and cracked stone. The raiders had finally come to Tulice.

Chapter Eleven

C
harcoal, Monach thought: it's all these people think about. Show them a tree or a lump of wood, and they burn it to black, crumbly cinders. Even if it happens to be part of a house.

There was, of course, an alternative explanation. The question was, who could have been bothered to do this to a place like Falcata?

‘Normally,' said the man he was talking to, a former sword-monk by the name of Mezentius, nominally a captain of infantry, ‘the obvious answer would be us. But we didn't do it. Or did I sleep late that day?'

Monach shook his head. ‘Not us,' he replied. ‘Besides, there's not enough of us, it'd take a proper army to do this.'

Mezentius nodded. ‘Won't stop them blaming us,' he replied. ‘So, it's either the Amathy house or—' He frowned. ‘That's not a nice thought,' he said. ‘The raiders aren't supposed to have reached this far south, surely. They'd have to come across the bay to get here, for one thing.'

‘Maybe they did,' Monach said.

‘What, right past Torcea?'

‘Maybe Torcea isn't there any more.'

Whoever had destroyed Falcata, they'd been thorough. Though the cracked stone was still hot, there were hardly any traces to show that anybody had ever lived there, or that the horrible mess that currently occupied the site had ever been habitable: no dead bodies, hardly anything in the way of human artefacts. The heat from the fire had been hot enough to melt the nails out of the walls. Mezentius reckoned that they must've herded the townspeople inside the walls and barred the gates before setting light to some very scientifically laid fires; it had burned out like a furnace, he said, total combustion, like they'd learned about in sixth-grade metallurgy.