Authors: Lora Leigh
Tags: #Romance, #Romantic Suspense Fiction, #Suspense, #Fiction, #Contemporary, #Man-Woman Relationships, #Murder, #Crime, #Erotica, #Ranchers
her young life. She had Jaymi, and sometimes, if their
father wasn’t around, Cami had their mother.
Unfortunately, their father was around much too often.
Cami could do nothing right in his eyes. Just as Jaymi
could do nothing wrong. And to preserve the peace in
the house, Margaret Flannigan did whatever it took to
pacify her confrontational husband. And that meant
ignoring her youngest child.
Even the knowledge that his elder daughter was
fucking the town’s ostracized bad boy wasn’t enough
to tarnish Jaymi in Mark Flannigan’s eyes. As he
explained it, grief had overtaken her and Jaymi was
temporarily trying to find her husband after his death,
in the arms of his best friend. And Rafe Callahan was
taking advantage of it. “After all, wasn’t that what a
Callahan was best known for?” was what her father
was prone to say.
Mark wasn’t a father to his younger daughter, and
that often seared Jaymi with guilt. She didn’t
understand why, but she suspected. Cami would have
been conceived during the year their mother was
estranged from her husband. And Jaymi had always
wondered.
“Do you think they were involved in it?” Jaymi
heard Sara ask, and she knew who “they” were.
“Well, the FBI released their profile on the killer,”
the other woman stated. “And they
‘did’
say they
believed it was at least two men acting in
accordance. I wouldn’t doubt it was three,” she
concluded with an air of knowing importance.
At that moment, Jaymi’s cell phone began
vibrating in her jacket pocket, causing her to flinch in
fear.
Glancing at Rafe, she saw him and Logan talking
to Cami, teasing her as they tried to draw her back to
the group.
Pulling the cell phone free, Jaymi glanced at the
number before moving a few steps away, then flipping
the phone open. She didn’t know her caller’s identity,
but the “unknown” caller was familiar.
“Go to hell!” she hissed into the line as she
answered the call.
“My hell is a daily adventure into a torment
created by man who is full of infinite cruelty and selfabsorbed
awareness. A hell created by Callahans.
Do you really want me to show you my hell, Jaymi?”
She knew that voice.
Each time he called she tried to keep him talking
longer, tried to figure out who he was. Because she
knew that voice, had heard it before, and often. But
not often enough to place it without seeing his face at
the same time.
“Why would you care?” she asked, watching the
crowd and trying to spot anyone with a cell phone.
Anyone who could be making the call.
She saw no one.
She saw several teenagers texting. The Realtor
Dave Stone was laughing into his phone, but he had a
high, nasal tone, not a gentle saddened voice that
echoed with grief.
“Why do I care?” the caller sighed. “There are so
many reasons. I like you, Jaymi. You’re different
than … Well, than most women, who lower
themselves to fuck those bastards, I guess.” He
paused as though he had said more than he intended
to. “Don’t push me. Get your sister and walk away
from him, Jaymi. Cut those ties now, before you force
me to cut them for you.”
Jaymi glanced over at Rafe again. He, Logan,
and Crowe were gently flirting with Cami, as she
giggled and watched Rafe with complete female
adoration.
“I’ll ask you again, why do you care?”
There was a moment of silence.
“Because I have to care,” he finally said sadly. “If I
don’t, who else will? Who else will keep them from
destroying families, lives, and morals, if not I?”
“They’re just men,” she whispered painfully,
realizing in that moment what the Callahans had faced
all their lives. “Not monsters.”
“But they attract the monsters,” he said, with
grave certainty as though he truly believed monsters
existed. “This is your last chance, Jaymi. I won’t tell
you again. End this illicit relationship or I’ll end it for
you.”
It was what he had said.
“End this illicit relationship.”
Who had she heard say that before? It stuck in
her mind, the words and that grave, pain-ridden voice.
Who had called her relationship with Rafe illicit?
She swallowed tightly, feeling that knowledge at
the very edge of her memory.
The knowledge of who it was was getting closer.
She could feel it. And when she remembered she
would make damned sure the whole county knew who
he was. Moving back to the small group, Jaymi
couldn’t help but feel a flare of regret for the lives Rafe
and his cousins lived. Always aware they were
unwanted.
“Jay, you okay?” Rafe slid behind her, his arms
going around her waist as she watched her sister
from the corners of her eyes.
Jaymi watched as Cami turned away as Rafe
came behind Jaymi, Cami’s head lowering until
Logan drew her attention once again.
Meeting Logan’s gaze, Jaymi caught the little
wink he directed her way, as well as the compassion
she saw in his eyes toward Cami and her obvious
affection for Rafe.
She could see Cami’s devotion to Rafe also, as
well as her tender emotions and the conflict raging
inside her. Jaymi knew that Cami loved her. They
were as close as mother and daughter at times, but
lately, with this crush Cami had on her sister’s lover,
she found that though the bond wasn’t straining, it was
changing. That frightened Jaymi for reasons she
couldn’t explain. She had already lost the man she
had called her soul mate since she was thirteen years
old. She couldn’t lose Cami as well, even in that small
way. It would destroy her.
“I’m fine,” she told him as he kissed her cheek.
“What are you doing flirting with my baby sister? Don’t
you know she already has a terrible crush on you?”
He was only twenty himself. Hell, she was a
cradle robber. She was twenty-five and she should be
sleeping with a man her age rather than the young
man her husband had called his blood brother. But
Rafe had always seemed much older than his age,
and far more experienced in life, which he was. It was
easy to see why her husband had all but adopted him
after meeting him years before.
Tye had been part Native American, raised by
his Navajo grandfather, and had been completely
loyal to the mocking, sarcastic, often-brooding young
man he’d met years before in the middle of the forest
while he’d been hunting. Ten years older than Rafe,
but infinitely wiser, Jaymi always thought, Tye had
taken the young man under his wing and they had
formed a bond even death couldn’t destroy.
Rafe sighed at her shoulder. “That girl confuses
me.”
Jaymi knew at that moment that she would be
breaking their relationship off soon after all. Very
soon. More than likely before the night was over. She
couldn’t bear to hurt Cami, and this crush she had on
Rafe was causing Jaymi to break her young sister’s
heart.Jaymi remembered clearly too, the first time she
had seen her husband. She had been fourteen and he
had been a worldly-wise twenty. Within weeks he’d
laughed at her and said the same thing: she confused
him. She had told him that was just because he was a
boy and she was the girl who loved him.
“And why does she confuse you?” Jaymi asked,
though she knew the answer, or a variation of it, that
Rafe would give.
“Hell if I know, sweetie,” he grunted. “She’s got
the oddest look in her eyes. Like she’s a hundred
years old and the secrets she knows break her heart.”
Wow. She had expected the hell-if-he-knew part,
but she hadn’t expected him to acknowledge in even
such a small way the fact that Cami was becoming a
young woman.
“Perhaps they do,” Jaymi said softly. “Her life
hasn’t exactly been a happy one. And I’m afraid it’s
about to get worse.”
“Your father still hasn’t said anything?” Rafe
asked her, knowing the plans Mark Flannigan was
attempting to put in place. Plans that would destroy
Cami.
Jaymi glanced at her sister again. Cami was
talking to Crowe about the wolves that roamed Crowe
Mountain. He had out his cell phone and was regaling
her with the story of the one that came through the dog
door of his partially buried home and ate his cat’s
food before lying in front of the fire for a nap.
Jaymi had seen the pictures herself, but still
found it hard to believe. That wolf had acted more like
an overgrown pet than a wild animal.
“No, he hasn’t said anything,” she finally
answered. “He’s refusing to even discuss the issue
with Mother. It will split them up.”
But as far as Jaymi was concerned, her mother
should have never returned after leaving years before.
This time, however, Jaymi could feel the explosion
coming, and when it did she had a feeling it was
going to hurt Cami more than anyone.
Mark Flannigan had been offered a promotion at
the communications firm he worked at in town. It
meant a move to Aspen and he wanted to accept it.
The problem was, he didn’t want Cami moving with
them. He had convinced Jaymi to go with them before
she learned he’d asked his brother, Eddy, to take
custody of Cami. That betrayal to Cami had broken
Jaymi’s heart. But the fact that her mother’s answer to
solving the problem was to up her dosage of Ativan
infuriated Jaymi.
“Poor kid,” Rafe murmured. “It sucks bad enough
when it’s other family members, aunts. When it’s your
parents, it has to slice clear to the soul.”
“She doesn’t know yet.” Jaymi knew her mother
was doing her best to avoid the situation while Mark
was continuing on with his plan to move.
Jaymi and her mother had managed to protect
Cami so far from learning his plans, but that wouldn’t
last for much longer.
“You can’t protect her forever,” he said sadly,
echoing her own thoughts.
“As long as I’m alive I can.”
She lived for Cami. Knowing that Cami would
suffer at her father’s hands if she was gone, was all
that kept Jaymi from joining Tye. From escaping the
agony that met her each day in the knowledge that he
had been taken from her so quickly.
There were days, nights, that she swore she
could hear Tye calling her name. She would turn,
expecting him to be there, certain that somehow he
had found a way to return to her. If it were possible,