My Love Forever (The Night Movers Vampire Series Book 1) (4 page)

“Yes to both those questions Julia. I needed to help you heal.”
“Why?” I interjected “because my dad asked you too?” “No. I couldn’t stand to see you in pain. I couldn’t do too much about the emotional pain you were going through other than be your friend but the physical pain I could take away. So I did what I had to.” “I needed the physical pain,” I yelled. “Yes sometimes I wished that it would go, but then soon after I would welcome it because by being in physical pain it  made the emotional pain easier to bear.”

That was it, the floodgates were open again, and I did so not want to cry in front of anyone anymore. They all give me that look that’s a cross between pity and ‘I’m going to run away now because I don’t know how to deal with you and your tears’.

Alex left me to my sobbing for a few moments before bending down in front of me and saying “I’m sorry. I just wanted to help you in any way I could to make life a little easier for you. I didn’t know that you welcomed physical pain to help you deal with emotional pain, but I have to say I would do it again without hesitation.”

“Seeing you hurt Julia makes me hurt, whether that’s physically or emotionally. I want to help you heal from all your hurts now and always and I promise you that I will get you any help you need to be able to do that.”

I didn’t know what to say to that. So I linked both my hands in his and held on like I was hanging on to life itself. Strange really as Alex had recently informed me that he was one of the undead. A quick thought came to me.

“Are you dead?” I asked.

“What do you think?” he replied with a slight smile.

“Well you don’t feel dead,” I said as I started running my fingers up his rolled up sleeves. “Your hands and arms are cooler than mine but not cold.”

“That’s good to know”. He said, still smiling.

“Is the rest of your body the same?” I asked innocently and then I blushed to my roots and dropped my gaze embarrassed at my question.

Alex lifted my chin, stroked my cheek and lips with his thumb and said “One day soon I hope you get to find that out.”

Julia

I didn’t know what was wrong with me, but before I could think of the rights and wrongs of this situation I leaned forward and kissed him full on the lips. He didn’t kiss me back at first and I tried to pull away but then he grabbed the back of my neck and held me to him while he sealed his lips to mine in what seemed like a never ending kiss.

His tongue thrust inside my mouth and swept the underside of my own which caused me to shiver and groan as he uncovered feelings and desires I had kept buried for such a long while.

After a few moments Alex stood pulling me with him, his mouth never leaving mine, his hands trailing from my neck, caressing my back before taking the cheeks of my bottom in his grip and pulling me against his erection. I started to wish I hadn’t worn a pencil skirt so I could wrap my legs around him and feel the hard length of him where I needed it most.

Suddenly he slowed the kiss down and pulled back from me to speak.

“I didn’t plan on kissing you like this tonight.”

I pulled away disappointed. I had felt something deep & primal in the lust that was building, obviously he hadn’t.

“Julia, please don’t ever think that I don’t want you. I just wanted it to be special, so I could show you what you mean to me. I wanted to take you out somewhere nice, romance you a little, not nearly rip off your clothes and fuck you on the table.”

He turned away from me, linking his hands together at the back of his neck then sighed.

His words did something to me. It had been so long since I felt that someone really desired me, I mean for years when Gavin and I had been trying and failing to get pregnant sex had become such a chore and we never regained a sexual relationship or any type of relationship after losing Megan. So to hear Alex say that he wanted to ‘rip off my clothes and fuck me on the table’ well I didn’t care what he was anymore, because he wanted and desired me, and that added fuel to my raging hormonal, emotional fire.

“Do it then,” I said almost breathlessly taking the wine glasses and bottle and placing them on the countertop. I then started to unbutton my blouse.

“Here on the table. You don’t have to rip off my clothes, I’m removing them myself.”

Alex turned around, both shock and lust written on his face.

“Are you sure about this Julia, we can take this slow and easy. I know things have been hard for you lately so I don’t want you to regret anything because you weren’t ready.”

“I am ready. Ready for at least one night not to be a victim, or an emotional wreck of a woman who will never be truly happy again. Please Alex even if it’s only for tonight, make me feel wanted.”

With my last words Alex stalked towards me and took my mouth in a hard unforgiving kiss. I could feel him backing me up towards the table and even the thought of what we were about to do caused me to grow wet between my legs.

Alex growled into my mouth, his tongue seeming to dual with mine for dominance, and then he started to unzip my skirt and It fell to the floor with ease. I stepped out of it then kicked it away, and all this time we still hadn’t broke the kiss.

I felt drugged and dizzy with lust and when he lifted me up to sit on the table I was relieved I wasn’t going to fall.

Just then Alex stepped back and broke our kiss. He looked me over from my chestnut brown hair to the tips of my knee length high heeled boots. I became a little self conscious and tried to join my unbuttoned blouse together over my stretch marked tummy.

“Don’t hide yourself,” said Alex in a husky throaty voice. “Every bit of you is beautiful and I will spend forever showing you that if you will let me, but for tonight we will do it your way.”

He slipped my blouse off my shoulders and unclipped my bra all the while looking into my eyes with a look that told me that this was going to be everything I needed and more.

Before he could touch me again I reached out for the buttons on his shirt. I wanted to feel his skin against mine, all of him. He pushed my hands away and laughed as he ripped his shirt apart popping all his buttons as it went.

“At least I got to rip some clothes off,” he said and smiled as he tossed it to the side. I laughed until he bent and took my right nipple into his mouth. Then I groaned loudly. It was bliss to feel him lave his tongue over my full breast whilst pulling and tweaking the other, and then he swapped over and tongued my left breast whilst using his fingers on the right.

I couldn’t help the gasps and the moans coming out of my mouth as I lay with my back on the table having my breasts worshipped but I wanted more, much more and I wasn’t too proud to beg.

“Please Alex I need you inside me,” I said while leaning up so I could unbutton his trousers. To my embarrassment I realised the wetness from my knickers seeped through the fabric covering his zipper. “I’m sorry,” I said dropping my hands, looking away from what the evidence of my arousal had done to him. “Don’t ever be sorry about something like this because to see how wet you are from what we are doing is turning me on more than I’ve ever known, and my cock is so hard it aches.”

Oh god, his voice, and his words, it was sending me over the edge. “Please Alex, please make me come I can’t take it anymore.” No sooner had the words left my mouth he pulled off my knickers, spread my knees apart and thrust his tongue as deep inside me as it would go whist strumming my clit with his thumb and within seconds I detonated from the inside out with a powerful orgasm that left me screaming his name and other sounds which made no sense to me.

He pulled me up to the edge of the table, finished unbuttoning and unzipping his trousers and then pulled them down with his boxers, exposing his cock to me for the first time. It was long and thick and I sat up to touch it.

Alex shook his head and guided his cock towards my entrance. He thrust inside me with deep hard strokes as he leaned over me and sucked each breast into his mouth until both nipples stood proud, wet and wanting more.

“Put your hands over your head and hold on to the edge of the table,” he said whilst at the same time placing my boot clad ankles over his shoulders, “I want to watch those beautiful tits bounce while I fuck you.”

I felt more wetness flood over his cock, loving this dirty talk and then he let go thrusting so hard the table was moving across the room making loud noises against the hard floor, but I know I drowned those out with my screams of absolute ecstasy.

It was everything I needed and more and when Alex began to stroke my clit in rhythm with his thrusts I orgasmed one after the other before hearing Alex’s final groan and the warmth I felt as he came deep inside me.

Alex

Once Julia’s breathing became steady I pulled her body off the table towards mine and kissed her softly. She responded by wrapping her arms around my neck and held on to me as if she didn’t ever want to let go and then she sighed contentedly.

I felt like I never wanted this moment to end, so I didn’t let it and kept kissing her and holding her to me. Pretty soon however my cock began twitching inside her as I became fully hard again.

“Oh,” giggled Julia, “again?” she questioned, “already?” “Yes,” I replied as I unzipped her boots and removed them, kissing each bare foot as it was revealed, then I kicked off my shoes, trousers and boxers and walked her towards my bedroom, all the while keeping my cock buried inside her.

I wanted to keep her in the moment and didn’t want her to regret what we had done, so as soon as I laid her on my bed I began kissing her again so that she couldn’t put a voice to the worries I was sure were racing round her head, and I started to make love to her like I had wanted our first time to be.

Julia started to try to get me to up my pace by pushing her hips up to meet mine with in quick jerky movements so I stopped, took her face in my hands and looked at her while I spoke, “Julia let me love you nice and slow. I’ve wanted you for so long so let me savour this moment with you and I promise I will make it good for us both.”

She nodded her response but I saw tears form in her eyes as she bit her lip to keep from crying, so I did the only thing I could do in that moment which was kiss her.

When I started to move again I began to grind the base of my pelvis into the top of her mound which elicited long deep moans from her as the tears became forgotten.

I felt the tingles start around the base of my spine warning of my impending release and I started to pick up the pace a little all the while keeping to the same grinding rhythm. She dug her nails into the lower half of my back and shouted “oh god Alex I’m coming, don’t stop.” Once I felt her sex contracting around my cock I was done for and four more deep thrusts and I was coming too, each spurt draining my energy but leaving me wanting more like an addict.

“I’m going to have to use the bathroom to get cleaned up Alex,” she said, totally bring me back to the moment. I gave her a quick kiss then pulled out of her body leaving a trail of sticky wetness running down her thighs. It pleased me to see my seed running out of her like that, like I had marked her mine for always.

I took her hand and said “come with me, I will run you a bath.”
My bathroom has a toilet, sink, shower and separate bath and when we got inside she said “Alex, I need to pee.” “Ok,” I replied letting go of her hand and walking towards the bath.

“Erm Alex I, oh shit I’ve got to go now before I pee myself,” she said hurriedly, sitting herself down on the toilet and proceeding to pee loudly.

I laughed when I saw how embarrassed she had become about the situation. She wouldn’t meet my gaze as she said huffily “you Alex Staithes are no gentleman.” I laughed even harder when she said “and you kept your socks on for sex.”

I looked down and could see that I had indeed forgotten to take off my socks but in my defence I had been a little pre occupied at the time. Julia blushed even more when I reminded her of this.

I needed to stop all this embarrassment so she wouldn’t go running so I stepped out of the bathroom to give her a few moments to compose herself.

I went back to the kitchen and retrieved Julia’s clothes and boots before realising I hadn’t even closed the curtains and locked the door.

Once I had locked up I carried her clothes to my bedroom and went back to the kitchen for the wine, and I put together some cheese and crackers for us, along with a few grapes. Earlier I had taken a full bag of blood so was ok as far as that side of me went.

Alex

When I entered the bathroom I found Julia relaxing in the bath with the Jacuzzi part bubbling away.

“This is lovely,” she said lying back with her eyes closed.

“I brought us some food,” I replied holding the plate up “and more wine.”

I set the glasses down along with the plate on the wide tiled area around the side of the bath and then I changed the lighting so that only the floor lights surrounding the bath were now lit, which made the room appear calm and tranquil despite the bubbling noise.

“Move up so I can sit behind you,” I said whilst getting in as quickly as I could before she could protest.

“Alex how come you can eat food and drink normal drinks,” she asked curiously. “I thought vampires could only drink blood.”

“We do drink blood, obviously, but we can also eat normal food. I think the human side of us it needs it.”

“It also depends how old you are also. A newly turned vampire will require a blood feed maybe twice a day but one such as myself who has been a vampire for many years can take blood as little as maybe three times a week and be ok.”