Authors: Mike Sherer
the!way!just!to!be!sure.!!
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The!front!door!of!the!small!house!in!Shoreline!was!open,!
car! in! the! drive.! I! walked! up! the! steps! to! the! porch,! peered!
through! the! screen! door! into! the! dim! interior! and! knocked!
loudly.!Voices!drifted!faintly!from!the!back!of!the!house.! !
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“Anyone!home?”!I!called.!
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No! answer.! I! knocked! again! and! waited! a! few! moments.!
When! no! one! responded! I! opened! the! screen! and! stepped!
inside.!!
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“Hello?”! I! walked! toward! the! sound! of! voices.! “Anybody!
here?”!
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The! back! door! off! the! kitchen! was! open,! too.! The! voices,!
louder! now,! came! from! the! deck.! I! pushed! the! screen! door!
open!and!leaned!through!the!doorway.!A!small!portable!TV!sat!
on! the! patio! table! in! the! shade,! images! of! a! baseball! game!
flickering!across!its!screen,!announcer!calling!the!play.!A!glass!
pitcher!of!lemonade!beaded!with!moisture!rested!across!from!
the!TV,!half6empty!glass!beside!it.!
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“Don’t! move!”! a! voice! said! behind! me.! “Unless! you’re!
itching! to! get! shot! you’ll! want! to! raise! your! hands! easy! and!
place!them!on!top!of!your!head.”! !
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I!did!as!I!was!told.!
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“Now!turn!around!slow.”!
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I! did! the! turn.! The! cinder! block! on! legs! decocked! the!
hammer! of! a! semiautomatic! handgun! dwarfed! like! a! toy!
popgun!in!his!ham!hock!of!a!hand.!
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“Thought!it!was!you!from!the!size!of!you,”!Ned!Collins!said,!
tucking!the!gun!in!his!waistband!at!the!small!of!his!back.!“You!
shouldn’t!walk!through!a!man’s!house!unannounced.!Especially!
an!ex6cop’s!house.!Could!get!yourself!killed.”!
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“I!knocked.!And!announced!myself.”!
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“Guess! I! didn’t! hear! you.! I! was! kind! of! busy.! Put! your!
hands!down.”!
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I! lowered! them! and! self6consciously! stuck! them! in! my!
pockets.!!
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“Sorry! to! barge! in.! I! wondered! if! you! might! have! a! few!
minutes!to!talk.”!
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He! motioned! toward! the! window.! “You! can! see! how!
frickin’!busy!I!am.”!He!sighed.!“I!suppose!I!could!spare!a!minute!
or!two.”!
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He! walked! to! the! counter! next! to! the! sink,! opened! a!
cupboard!and!pulled!down!a!clean!glass,!then!pushed!past!me!
out!onto!the!deck.!I!followed!him!to!the!table!and!sat,!gratefully!
accepting!the!glass!of!lemonade!he!handed!me.!
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He!picked!up!a!napkin!and!ran!it!over!his!bald!head,!then!
held!his!glass!to!the!side!of!his!face.!“Can’t!remember!the!last!
time! it! was! this! hot! in! June,”! he! muttered.! “Everyone! knows!
summer!don’t!start!here!until!after!the!Fourth!of!July.”!
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“Lemonade!hits!the!spot.!Thanks.”!
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He! lowered! his! glass! and! peered! at! me.! “Didn’t! expect! to!
see!you!again.!At!least!not!so!soon.”!
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“Had!some!more!questions,!if!you!don’t!mind.”!
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He!tipped!his!head.!“I’ll!help!if!I!can.”!
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I! told! him! about! my! trip! back! to! Illinois.! About! my!
conversation! with! Waldron! and! the! information! I’d! gleaned!
from!the!library!on!campus.!
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“Something!bothers!you,”!he!said!when!I!finished.!
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“Fitch!bothers!me.!From!what!you!told!me,!he!didn’t!have!
the! smarts! to! pull! off! that! bombing.! Where’d! he! get! C64?!
Where’d!he!learn!how!to!use!it?!And!he’s!got!no!motive!that!I!
can!figure.!Why’d!he!do!it?”!
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He! leaned! back! and! scratched! a! spot! over! his! right! ear,!
then!combed!the!fringe!of!hair!back!in!place!with!his!fingers.!
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“I! can’t! answer! any! of! those! questions,”! he! said.! “Maybe!
that! puts! your! buddy! back! in! the! hot! seat.! What! about! him?!
Could!he!get!his!hands!on!military!explosives?”!
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Harold! Langford,! Wink’s! dad,! had! been! a! tinkerer,! a!
MacGyver! type! who! loved! putting! things! together! out! of!
nothing.! An! inventor,! with! a! couple! of! patents,! one! of! which!
had!made!him!fairly!wealthy.!Before!that,!though,!he’d!worked!
for!an!arms!manufacturer!outside!St.!Louis.!His!workshop!had!
been!full!of!stuff!he’d!worked!on!at!the!factory.!Wink!had!been!
playing!with!black!powder!and!other!explosives!since!he!could!
walk.! Could! he! have! put! his! hands! on! stuff! restricted! to! the!
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military?!Wink!had!never!been!one!to!let!little!things!like!rules!
get!in!the!way!of!science!or!a!good!practical!joke.!!
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“Yeah,!it’s!possible,”!I!said.!“Probable,!even.!But!I!still!don’t!
think! he! did! it.! What! about! the! gang! Fitch! used! to! ride! with?!
Not! exactly! peaceable! folk,! I! imagine.! Could! they! have! helped!
him!put!his!hands!on!explosives?!Did!he!keep!in!contact?”!
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“Now! there’s! a! thought.”! He! paused! and! looked! out! into!
the! yard.! After! a! moment! he! pushed! back! from! table.! “Come!
with!me.”!
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Collins! led! me! back! into! the! kitchen! and! through! a! side!
door! into! the! garage.! He! stopped! just! inside! the! door! and! I!
almost! bumped! into! him! before! my! eyes! adjusted! to! the!
dimness.!He!snapped!on!an!overhead!fluorescent!fixture!from!a!
wall!switch.!A!workbench!on!one!wall!was!littered!with!fishing!
reels,! line,! lures,! fly! tying! equipment,! several! pairs! of! needle!
nose! pliers! and! assorted! flotsam! and! jetsam.! Fishing! poles,!
creels,!nets!and!other!gear!were!arrayed!in!stands!next!to!the!
bench.! A! row! of! mismatched! file! cabinets! lined! the! opposite!
wall.!Stacked!boxes!obscured!the!wall!at!the!end!of!the!garage.!
A!small!runabout!on!a!trailer!took!up!the!remaining!floor!space!
in!the!middle!of!the!garage.!
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Collins!made!his!way!over!to!the!bank!of!file!cabinets!and!
pawed! through! a! drawer! until! he! found! what! he! wanted.! He!
pulled!it!out!and!motioned!me!over.!
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“Grab!us!a!couple!of!beers!out!of!that!fridge!on!your!way!
over,”!he!said,!pointing.!!
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A! refrigerator! stood! to! my! left! not! far! from! the! door.! I!
opened!it,!took!out!two!cold!bottles!and!walked!them!over!to!
the!boat.!Collins!legged!it!up!over!the!side!and!spread!the!file!
out!on!one!of!the!bench!seats.!
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“Climb! aboard,”! he! said.! “A! little! cooler! here! then! on! the!
patio.”!
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I!swung!a!leg!over!the!gunwale,!handed!him!the!beer!and!
climbed!all!the!way!in.!I!scanned!the!file!drawers,!taking!a!sip.!
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“These!all!your!old!cases?”!
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He!nodded.!“I’m!a!pack!rat.!What!can!I!say?!Let’s!see!what!
we’ve!got!here.”!
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As!he!flipped!through!copies!of!arrest!reports!and!notes,!a!
photo! print! slipped! halfway! out! of! the! file.! A! sheet! of! Fitch’s!
mug!shots.!
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I! leaned! over! a! pinched! the! edge! between! thumb! and!
forefinger.!“May!I?”!
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“Go!ahead.”!
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I!slid!the!photo!out!from!under!the!pages!he!was!reading!
and!held!the!photos!at!an!angle!to!eliminate!the!reflective!glare!
from! the! fluorescent! bulbs.! Fitch! had! a! broad! face! with! small!
eyes!set!close!to!a!nose!made!crooked!in!a!fight.!A!scruffy!beard!
nearly! hid! thin! lips! pulled! tight! in! a! menacing! grimace.!
Something!in!his!eyes,!though,!suggested!he!didn’t!take!himself!
too!seriously.!The!same!look!on!fellows!who!didn’t!give!a!shit!
would!have!made!me!leery!enough!to!steer!clear!if!I!ever!saw!
them!in!person.!Fitch’s!eyes!had!life!in!them,!almost!a!St.!Nick!
twinkle,!not!the!empty!blackness!of!your!average!psychopath.!
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And! he! looked! nothing! like! the! face! in! my! memory! from!
that!night!twenty6some!years!ago.!
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Though! cooler,! the! air! in! the! garage! was! still! and! heavy.!
The!roof!absorbed!the!sun’s!heat!and!radiated!downward.!I!felt!
its! weight! on! my! head,! beads! of! sweat! breaking! out! on! my!
forehead.! The! sound! of! shuffling! papers! was! loud! in! the!
stillness.!
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“Got! nothing! in! here! that! suggests! Fitch! stayed! in! touch!
with!anyone!in!his!old!gang,”!Collins!said.!“Doesn’t!surprise!me.!
He!pretty!much!left!that!life!behind!back!in!Madison.”!
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“But!he!could!have!reached!out.”!
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He! shrugged.! “Sure.! Don’t! know! why! he! would! have,!
though.!Most!of!his!arrests!were!D6and6Ds,!and!after!the!riots!
in!the!early!’Seventies,!he!pretty!much!kept!his!nose!clean.!Got!
busted!in!a!couple!of!drunken!bar!fights!in!the!mid6’Seventies!
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and! slept! it! off! in! the! tank.! Nothing! after! that! until! the!
accident.”!!
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“A!year!after!his!prints!were!maybe!found!at!the!scene!of!
the!SIU!bombing.”!
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He!frowned!and!looked!down!at!the!file,!thumbing!through!
the!pages.!
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“That!was!when?!August,!’Eighty6nine?!Fitch!was!killed!in!
October.!Six!weeks!after!the!bombing,!not!a!year.”!
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The! skin! between! my! eyebrows! wrinkled! and! my! pulse!
pounded!a!spike!behind!my!left!eyeball.!I!pinched!the!bridge!of!
my! nose! between! thumb! and! forefinger! and! rubbed.! Maybe!
Frank!got!the!timeframe!mixed!up.!Did!it!matter?!
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“You’re! thinking! if! Fitch! was! involved! in! the! bombing,!
maybe!somebody!cleaned!up!a!loose!end,”!Collins!said!slowly.!
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“I! don’t! know! what! I’m! thinking.”! Trying! to! pin! down! a!
single! thought! was! like! shooting! a! fly! out! of! a! swarm! with! a!
blow! dart.! I! took! a! few! slow! breaths! and! silently! recited! a!
mantra.!“So!this!guy!Fitch!was!clean!for,!what,!fifteen!years?”!
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“Looks!like.”!
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“A!born!troublemaker.!Hell’s!Angel!type.!With!a!history!of!
arrests.!He!get!religion?”!
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“Maybe! just! grew! up.! Like! a! lot! of! kids! back! then.! How!
many!angry!anti6war!demonstrators!ended!up!with!a!wife!and!
kids! in! the! suburbs! a! few! years! later?! Sure,! the! hardcore,! the!
radicals,!kept!at!it!for!a!while.!Some!were!caught!and!went!to!
jail.! Others! went! underground.! But! most! of! those! eventually!
ended! up! fat,! happy! and! middle6class.! Hypocritical! assholes,!
most!of!them.”!
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“So,!what?!He!grew!up!and!became!a!doctor?!A!fireman?”!
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Collins! glanced! down! briefly! but! didn’t! consult! the! file.!
“Nah,!nothing!like!that.!Just!got!a!steady!job!and!stayed!out!of!
trouble.!Your!average!working!Joe.!He!worked!as!a!janitor!for!
the!school!district.!That!much!time!in,!probably!partially!vested!
in!a!pension,!too,!before!he!died.”!
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“In!Seattle?”!
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This!time!he!did!check!a!page!in!the!folder.!“Yeah,!mostly!
at!Ingraham!High!School.”!
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One!of!the!blow!darts!pinned!a!fly!to!the!inside!of!my!skull!
right! behind! my! forehead.! Messy.! Now! I! just! had! to! learn! to!
read!entrails!to!figure!out!what!it!meant.!
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“Care!to!share!with!the!rest!of!the!class?”!he!said.!
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“What?”!I!looked!at!him!and!shook!my!head.!“It’s!nothing.!
A!wild!notion.!Random.”!
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He!looked!doubtful,!but!left!it!alone.!
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“Why!aren’t!you!out!fishing?”!I!said.!
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“Too!damn!hot.”!
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“Golfing!with!your!buddies?”!!
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The!look!on!his!face!told!me!that!wasn’t!likely.!
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“Right,”!I!said.!“Too!damn!hot.”!
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“Most!of!the!guys!on!the!force!with!me!married!young,!had!
families,!raised!their!kids!together.!The!ones!still!married!see!
each! other! occasionally,! socialize,! travel! together! even.! The!
ones!that!aren’t!pretend!they’re!twenty6five!and!looking!to!get!
married.!I’ve!always!been!a!fifth!wheel,!either!way.”!
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It!struck!me!he!wasn’t!so!much!interested!in!helping!me!as!
he! was! in! having! a! little! company,! someone! to! share! his!
memories!with.!I!asked!him!about!his!other!cases,!and!his!face!
grew! animated! as! he! related! some! war! stories! from! North!
Precinct,! the! house! where! he! spent! most! of! his! career.! When!
both!our!bottles!were!empty,!I!clambered!out!of!the!boat.!
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“You!fish?”!he!said.!
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“Some.”!
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“You!should!come!along!sometime.”!
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I! reached! in! my! pockets! and! pulled! out! a! scrap! of! paper!
and!a!pencil!stub,!and!wrote!down!my!number.!
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“I’ll!bring!the!beer,”!I!said.!“Thanks!for!the!help.”!
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