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Authors: Toni Blake

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That’s when she heard him say, “Then I reckon I’ll drive out to the Brody place one more time—and I’d better take off soon if I want to make it back in time for the fireworks.”

Her heart nearly stopped. And despite the punishing heat of late afternoon, a cold chill raced up her spine. She couldn’t have heard that correctly.

But she knew she had.
Oh God.
Oh God, what was going on here?

As soon as Mike walked away, she stepped up close, closing her hand tight over her father’s arm. “Why would you drive out to the Brody place?” she asked pointedly.

He looked shocked at her tone and she realized her emotions had gotten the best of her.
Okay
,
calm down here.
She took a deep breath.
If you want to keep Mick safe
,
you have to play it cool.

“Today of all days,” she added, as if that was part of her concern. “I mean, it’s the Fourth of July. And you love Betty and Ed’s party—you look forward to it all summer. So why would you leave in the middle of it?”

He covered her hand with his own, patting it. “Relax,
Jennygirl
. I’ll be back for fireworks, and it’ll likely be a wasted trip anyway.”

She tried to breathe normally, though it was difficult. “But…why would you go
there
?”

At this, her father looked around to make sure they were alone,
then
lowered his voice. “Well, don’t let this get around—we don’t need folks scared and I’m sure it’s
nothin
’ to worry about—but…Wayne Brody broke out of prison a while back. The state authorities called me,
seein’s
as Destiny was his last
address,
and I drove out there
then
, a couple of days after the escape, but the old place was quiet and untouched.”

She figured that simply meant her dad had gotten there before
Wayne
or Mick had, thank goodness. “So why go again?”

“Well, he hasn’t been caught yet, and the prison folks say he’s sick, so they don’t think he could’ve gotten far—they think he has to be holed up someplace. Then, just this
mornin
’, Willie Hargis, who lives out on the highway close to the turnoff
leadin
’ back to that side of the lake, mentioned to Mike that he’s seen a pickup head back there a couple times lately. He assumed it was hunters, but I figure I should check it out.”

“Does it have to be now? Today?” If she could get her father to wait, even just overnight, she could canoe across the lake and warn Mick. She didn’t know if that would give him time to clear out completely, or if
Wayne
could even travel, but it would be better than nothing.

“Well, way I figure it, it does,” her father said, crushing her hopes. “Never pays to wait with the law—I’d feel pretty foolish to get out there tomorrow and find out I’d just missed him.” Her father narrowed his gaze on her then. “
Somethin

eatin
’ you,
Jennygirl
? What’s wrong?”

Jenny’s heart beat nearly as hard as it had the night she’d first encountered Mick in the woods. “Nothing,” she said, but knew she’d hesitated too long and probably sounded nervous.

“Don’t
sound
like
nothin
’.”

She sighed, feeling desperate, and not quite able to think straight. Oh God, Oh God, what should she do? Finally, she shook her head. “Everything’s fine, Dad.”

He gave her a long look, clearly trying to decide if he should believe her or not, then eventually said, “Well, all right then. I’m gonna head out there now. If anybody notices I’m gone, you tell ’em I’ll be back by sundown and not to start those fireworks without me.”

And then he started to walk away. And Jenny knew she couldn’t let him. She just couldn’t. She didn’t know how the hell she was going to
stop
him, but she had to do
something.
So she followed quickly after him, then reached out and grabbed back onto his arm again, drawing him to a halt. “
Wait.

Her dad looked quizzically over his shoulder. “What is it, Jenny?”

She felt like she would faint from the heat, like her legs were about to collapse beneath her. Her mind raced, but she could only think of one chance to save Mick and his brother.

“Well?” her father asked. “What’s
goin
’ on here? What aren’t you
tellin
’ me?”

She tried to form a plan, find words. Her skin prickled with uneasiness. Was she doing the right thing? Was she? But what else
could
she do? “Could we…go sit in your cruiser and talk? I’m feeling a little faint and could use some A/C.”

Looking understandably confused, he said, “All right.” Then he pressed a steadying hand to her back to guide her to the car, parked amid twenty or thirty others in a grassy area near the road.

Jenny tried to think as they walked, but nothing brilliant or new came to her. And once they were in the car, with the A/C blasting, her father said, “All right now,
honey
, what’s this all about? What’s wrong?”

She glanced up at him, but realized it was easier to look at the car’s dashboard as they talked.
Oh
God
,
please let this be the right thing to do.
“I…have something to tell you, Dad. But before I do, I need you to make me a promise.” Her voice sounded unsteady to her own ears, and despite the cool air blowing across her face and neck, she still felt woozy, almost sick.

“What kinda promise?” he asked, his tone conveying that he suddenly realized this was something big.

She tried to swallow back the lump in her throat.
How could this be happening?
“I need you to promise me…to
swear
to me…that if you love me, you won’t…
act
…on what I’m about to tell you.”

He sat stunned for a moment, silent, but finally replied. “What on earth’s
goin
’ on here, Jenny?”

She had to stay strong, to insist. “Promise me,” she said. “Promise me that if I tell you a secret, you won’t act on it. Promise me that, for me, you’ll pretend you don’t know.” Her heart felt like it was about to pound through her rib cage.

“This sounds serious,” he said. “So how can I do that?”

She took a breath and forced herself to meet his gaze. “You just do it,” she told him. “You just love me enough to do it.”

When he sat there a minute longer, still quiet, she went on. “This is important to me, Dad—
so
important. Otherwise, I would never ask you to…to look the other way about something. But I know I’m right about this, so that’s why I’m asking.”

She knew she’d completely confused him when he said, “Are you in some kinda trouble?”

“No, it’s not me,” she snapped. “
Now just promise me! Please!

She’d raised her voice and knew it had shocked them both. Jenny had never yelled at her father in her life.

But apparently she’d picked a good time to do it, because it made him say, “Okay, Jenny, I promise. Calm down.”

She drew in her breath, tried to relax.
This is awful, so awful.
“So I have your word that you won’t act on what I tell you?”

“All right, yes—you have my word.”

Okay. Good. Thank God.
And now…she would have to break her father’s heart.

She swallowed again,
then
began. “I’ve been…seeing someone—a man,” she clarified, “since I got home.”

Shock washed over her father’s face, and she thought—
oh Daddy, you ain’t heard
nothin
’ yet
.
But she had to press on. “I…canoed across the lake one night, because there’s a rocky place up on the hill that’s perfect for stargazing.”

“How on earth did you know that?”

“Sue Ann and I used to sneak across to it when we were teenagers.”

When he looked horrified, she said quickly, “Don’t worry, that’s the worst thing I ever did.”
Until now.

“Go on,” he said.

She took another deep breath and hoped he wouldn’t interrupt her so she could get this all out. “When I went across, I ran into…Mick Brody. And we started, um, seeing each other.”
Rutting like animals.
“And…he’s not as bad as you think, Dad, I promise. He’s actually…a pretty good guy. But the thing is…”

“Yeah
?” Maybe her dad could hear it coming. She tried to ignore how upset he already sounded.

Just spit it out.
“The thing is
,
Wayne
is
there. But he’s dying, Dad. He has a brain tumor and leukemia—Mick said he won’t last the summer. He only escaped because he didn’t want to die in prison—he wanted to die at home. He asked Mick to take care of him until then.”

When her father said nothing for a long moment, when the only sounds in the car were the
whoosh
of the A/C and the static of the police radio, she finally found the strength to look at him. And—oh God. She’d never felt so…disappointing. He stared at her like she was a stranger. She had to close her eyes a moment to block out the expression on his face.

“I’ll honor my promise to you,” he finally said, his voice uncharacteristically quiet, “but I can’t understand why,
how
, you could keep
somethin
’ like this from me.” Then he shook his head, as if in disbelief. “My Jenny…with Mick Brody?” he muttered.

It was all she could do to hold back tears—but she had to be tough here, the tough new her.

And so she was. “If you knew him, you’d see he’s not a bad person. And keeping it from you was really hard for me, but the reason I did was because, in my heart, I don’t feel that Mick is doing anything wrong.”

“You don’t feel he’s
doin
’ anything wrong?” he yelled. “He’s
breakin
’ the law! They both are! How can that not be wrong? I thought I’d taught you better.”

Jenny recoiled slightly at the outburst—but kept sticking up for herself. “You
did
teach me about right and wrong. But maybe I believe that right and wrong come in shades of gray.”

Her father shook his head. “I’ve never seen shades of gray with the law.”

“Well, that’s because you’re a cop and it’s your job to uphold it. But that doesn’t mean every law is right, and maybe being a cop makes you…narrow-minded. Because there
are
shades of gray, and arresting Mick and his brother would serve no purpose. He’s just helping his brother die in peace, at home.”

When he didn’t answer, she added, quietly, “This whole thing has forced me to look at right and wrong in a whole new perspective. And what I’ve learned is that…maybe sometimes…doing the
wrong
thing…is the right thing to do.”

 

Jenny sat by herself on a tablecloth spread on the ground in Ed and Betty’s meadow watching neon bursts of red, white, and blue explode in the sky above her. She’d planned to share the spot with her father, but she’d last seen him talking with Ed and seeming grouchy. Understandably, she supposed.

All that matters is that he didn’t go out to Mick’s place.
He’d made up some excuse to Mike
Romo
.
All that matters is that he promised to keep the same secret she was keeping
,
and even if he wasn’t happy about it
,
Walter Tolliver never broke his word.

But she still couldn’t believe it had happened. She’d come here in such a good mood, too. Now, she’d been forced to tell her father something that had changed his whole opinion of her, for the worse, all for Mick Brody.

Why
? She
had
to ask herself.
Why would you sacrifice your relationship with your father for Mick Brody?

As the fireworks continued, she began to tick off reasons.

From the beginning, she just hadn’t felt Mick’s actions were wrong.

And…maybe this was just part of the process she was going through right now, part of learning to really be an adult, to take control of her life. Maybe being honest with her dad was a necessary step in that direction.

Or maybe you’re falling in love with him.

She gasped. Where the hell had
that
come from? Because she was
not
in love with Mick Brody. She couldn’t be. It was unthinkable. They were…so different. Like night and day. Black and white.

But hadn’t she just told herself there were shades of gray everywhere?

She shook her head to clear away the confusion. None of that mattered—what mattered was that this was only an affair—not
love
. It had to be. Because she was just getting over Terrence and this was rebound sex. Because the very idea of “an affair” had made her feel so good, so strong inside, so…woman-hear-me-roar, just like Sue Ann had said.

But when you feared your dad would find out Mick’s secret
,
you nearly crumbled. It felt like
your
world was dissolving
,
not Mick’s. It felt like
,
if something bad happened to him
,
you’d fall apart.

She let out a sigh. That didn’t sound much like an affair. Just like Sue Ann had also said.

But the very idea of loving Mick Brody made her feel…helpless inside. Like a vulnerable little girl. And she wasn’t going to be that anymore—she just
wasn’t.

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