Penned (6 page)

“Please what, Pam?” His voice was hard now, all the gentleness of before gone.

“Let me come.”

“Not yet.”

He took his mouth and fingers away, and she grunted in frustration. Pulling her legs together, he lifted her lower body off the bed.

He's still wearing his clothes. He hadn't even undressed yet.

The thought excited her as she felt his hard cock through his jeans, against her bottom.

He smacked her ass hard, and she yelped.

“You like that?”

“Yeah.”

“I do too. It makes me really hard.” His palm met her bottom again, sterner this time, and she cried out.

Her bottom stung from his slap. Then she felt him move away. “I'll be right back.”

Pam lay in the middle of the bed, trying to catch her breath. Her arousal soaked into the sheets, and she moaned.

“Stand up, sweetie.”

She did as he told her to, licking her lips in anticipation and a little fear. He pulled her dress up, touching every inch of her in the process.

She whimpered as he took one nipple into his mouth as the dress fell to the floor with a whisper of fabric.

“And bend over. We can continue where we left off the other night.”

A nervous giggle escaped her lips.

“But I promise you won't be laughing soon.”

The hard note in his voice made her flesh rise.

“I believe you.”

She leaned over the bed, sliding down so that she lay across it, her bottom in the air once again.

“And our safe word will be ‘letter’ if that's fine by you.”

“Fine by me.” She heard the smirk in his voice, and heat ran through her. Every part of her buzzed in anticipation of the whip.

I can't believe this. Who is this woman? Not me.

Pain sizzled against her bottom as the whip came down—hard.

Pam moaned and bit her lip, tasting blood.

“How does that feel?”

“Good,” she ground out. It was a sensation she'd never experienced before.

Renn caressed her bottom, and she groaned, feeling herself grow wetter under his hands.

“Please.”

“Please what? You have to ask nicely.”

The whip cracked against her bottom again, and she yelped.

“I want you.”

“And you'll have me.”

Pam's knees shook, and her head swam with her arousal. Not being able to see what Renn was going to do made everything more exciting.

Suddenly, he stopped and untied her wrists. Pam rubbed them together and straightened. Renn took her into his arms and kissed her long and slow.

“I want to be able to look in your eyes,” he murmured against her mouth.

“Oh.” The thought of being exposed to him like that took her breath away.

He wants to see me as I am.

He took her blindfold off slowly, holding her close to him as he stared into her eyes. She marveled at his own blue ones, feeling exposed in a way she never had been. Seeing nothing but acceptance of her on his face brought tears to her eyes.

He likes me wrinkles and all.

“Next time, maybe we'll use the blindfold again.” He laughed under his breath as he backed her up till her bottom was against the bedspread. With hands around her waist, he urged her onto the bed.

She lay back as he rifled through a drawer in the nightstand. Plastic crinkled.

He eased down beside her, tracing her nipple with his finger and gently squeezing it until she moaned. Renn's lips captured hers again, his tongue demanding entrance. His fingers danced down her skin until he found the space between her legs, and she hissed.

“Right there?” He nipped at her ear, sending a bolt of heat down her spine.

“That's the spot.”

“I thought so.” He massaged her clit until her moans filled up the room.

“I'm going to—”

“Go ahead.”

Pleasure built inside her, reaching a pinnacle from all the teasing she'd endured. The thought of the whip on her bottom took her to the edge. She shouted her release as pleasure sluiced through her veins. It had been too long since a man had given her so much attention.

Renn held her tight as she struggled to regulate her breathing. His hard cock against her thigh made her want him again.

“Now?”

“Yeah. And I'm going to look into your blue eyes when I come.”

She shivered at the intensity of his voice and at the way he looked at her, as if she were the only woman in the world.

He slipped on a condom as she opened her legs to him.

Renn slid inside her, filling her slowly.

“You're the only Pam to me now.”

She nodded, her eyes filling with tears she couldn't explain. 

“Good.”

At her word, he pulled out of her, hesitating a moment before entering her again. Pam gripped his hips, squeezing his ass, wanting him to go faster.

He gazed into her eyes and bit his lip, and her heart leapt in her chest.

This can't be real. This hot, young guy and I in bed together and not just in some meaningless quickie. He really sees me
.

He plunged into her again, biting his lip. She pushed her hips up to meet him, whimpering at how deep he buried himself inside her.

Renn kissed her again, his eyes open, and she stared into them, noticing tiny green flecks.

I'm a goner already.

He pistoned in and out of her, lifting her hips high to meet his thrusts.

“I want you, Pam, and not just for tonight.”

She moaned as her own climax rose again at the feel of his cock against her skin and inside her. His words drove her higher.

“I'll stay!” she cried when the sensation pulsed through her.

Renn shouted his release as she spoke, and her cheeks went hot.

He growled and collapsed gently on top of her. He gathered her into his arms, stroking her neck, smoothing her hair. “Still think my jokes are funny?” He chuckled, his breath hot against her neck.

She fake punched his thigh. “I could care less about your jokes at this moment. I have other things on my mind.”

“Me too. With her, it was just sex. With you, it's more.”

Pam tensed, hardly believing it but remembering what she'd seen in his eyes.

Admiration and acceptance.

“I feel a connection.” She broke off, almost too shy to continue.

“I do too. You're safe with me, Pam. I want you to know that.”

Tears pricked her eyes. “I do.” She snuggled against him.

“Just a minute. I hate to even get up.”

“Then don't.”

“Just turning off the lights since you say you're going to make me very happy and stay the night.” She sighed in satiation as he rose and flipped off the lights, turning down the covers.

She swallowed hard as Renn climbed back into bed beside her and traced her chin with his finger.

“Can you deal with me, Pam? With all I've told you about me? I'm not always like I was tonight. I can be a real pain in the ass.”

She shook her head, between a yes and no. “I hope so. I think so.” When he enfolded her in his arms again, her heart did a slow dive.

“You'll love me while we're here, where I'm happy and comfortable. But I worry that later, you won't. Not when you want to go and do things I don't want to do.” His mouth twisted into a grimace, and she could see the pain in his eyes, even in the dim light of the candles surrounding them.

“Let's get to know each other. I think we can make it work.” She laughed softly, running her fingers down his hard abs. “All I want to do after work is go home. Now I have someone to come home to.” She whispered the last few words, the unreality of the situation coming over her again. “It's me I can't believe you want. You could have anyone. I'm not putting myself down, but the age difference… just everything.” She stopped.

He was quiet for a minute.

“You don't know me that well yet, Pam, but you'll see. Once my mind is made up or fate does it for me, I don't waver. I don't care how much money or status you have. I want to get to know this woman who yelps when the whip hits her bottom and the smart one who doubts what I say.” He kissed her nose, and she snuggled closer to him.

“Then you will.”

“Sleep now and we'll watch the sun come up together.” Renn whispered the words before he kissed her lips gently.

“All this from a bunch of letters.”

“Yeah, all this.”

He tipped her chin up, gazing into her eyes again. “And more to come. Letters were only the beginning.”

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