Playing With Fire (Guarded Hearts) (17 page)

Then I remembered that Jason told me her dad said her boyfriend had called. She still thought it was me. I didn't let her back away from me, but just held her to my chest. I kissed her head. "I didn't call him, baby. It wasn't me. Please don't pull away from me."

Madison

He didn't call him? Who did then? No one even knew my background except for Carter and…Chris. He was doing all of this to mess with me.

I snuggled closer to Carter. If I could crawl inside him I would. Seeing my dad today seemed unreal. He looked so normal, nothing like the miserable drunk that I remembered.

"Are you okay, babe?"

That was a complex question and I didn't have a concrete answer. "I'm better, now that you're here." I looked up and kissed him.

"Listen, I ran out of work when Jason called me. If I want to keep my job, I need to leave in like a half-hour. All you have to do is say the word, though, and I'll stay."

I knew he was serious, but I wouldn't make him do that. "Carter, it's okay. I'll be fine. It's about time I put my big girl panties on and start dealing with my problems."

He smiled. "I prefer your panties off." He kissed me. He always knew the right thing to say to me. No matter how upset I was, Carter always knew what I needed to hear to make me feel better. "You sure you'll be okay?"

I nodded my head. "I'm going to have to be."

"Are you still going to come tonight?"

I had completely forgotten that Nicole and I had made plans to go to Rebellion tonight. I figured if Carter needed to work, at least I could be there too. "Yeah, I guess so. Nicole would kill me if I canceled on her."

"Nicole wouldn't be the only one heartbroken." I kissed him. I loved him so much. "I hate this, babe, but I have to go." He gave me one last hug. "I'll see you tonight. Are you sure you're okay?"

"I will be. I'm going to go shower. Tell Jason I'll be out in a little. I love you."

"I don't know how I'm supposed to leave for work when all I can picture is you in the shower." He positioned himself on top of me. I could feel his erection rubbing against me. I wished he could just stay here. I leaned up and kissed him, but it wasn't sweet like before. It was full of need and passion. Carter had this ability of making me get lost in him and when we were together, everything else faded away. "I could always find another job, you know."

No, I wasn't going to let him do that. "As much as I want you here, Carter, you have to go."

He jumped up off the bed. "Well, I need to go now then, or I won't be able to. I love you. I'll see you tonight."

After I showered, I went to hang out with Jason. I plopped down next to him on the couch. "So, do you have a hot date tonight?"

He shook his head and laughed. "No, Mads, I don't date."

Why didn't he date? Jason was definitely a catch. He was hot by any girl's standards and he was a great person.

"Why not, J?"

"Truth?"

"Truth."

He seemed uncomfortable and apprehensive about whatever he was about to tell me. "My sister died when I was twelve. It crushed our whole family. My mom left us right before I started high school. She didn't even say anything to us about it. Dad and I had been visiting my uncle and, when we came back, she was gone. No note or anything, just gone. I don't let anyone in because I don't want to have to deal with it when they walk away. Carter and Shawn are the only people I've let in for a really long time, and now you. I don't bother with dating. I'd rather just have fun and keep my inner circle small."

That was horrible. If anyone knew how it felt to be abandoned, it was me. I could relate to how Jason was feeling. It was hard feeling like you weren't wanted. "I understand, J. Trust me, I do, but let me tell you something that I realized recently. You can't let your past dictate how you live your present and your future."

"Thanks, Mads, I just don't want to open myself up to that right now."

I hoped he could get over this soon. Jason was great and he had such a big heart. "Okay, but if you ever need someone to talk to, I'm here."

"I'm fine, Mads. You don't need to worry about me. How are you, though?"

"Um…I'm dealing with it. He looked so different. I can't get it out of my head. He looked like my dad, not the monster I was taken away from. He seemed like he was doing well, but I hate that he had that effect on me. I hate that Chris found another way to get to me. I just want this to be over."

"So you think it's him too?"

I knew it was Chris. I just didn't understand why he couldn't let me go. I felt like he'd been more interested in me since we broke up, than he was when we were actually together.
"
Yeah, I do. Well, I really need to get ready."

"Okay. I told Carter I'd pick up Nicole and we'd all go together. If that's okay with you."

I walked over and gave him a hug. "Thanks for everything today, Jason. You know, I always wanted a big brother and now I feel like I have one. Think about what I said, J. Don't be afraid to let people in. Not everyone will hurt you. Carter helped me see that."

I walked into the room and started to get dressed. I needed to follow my own advice and let the past stay in the past.

Chapter Nine

Carter

I couldn't wait for Maddy to get here. I just needed to see her and make sure she was okay. I was working the floor tonight. I'd specifically asked my manager to do it. I figured if I couldn't be with Maddy tonight, at least I could be closer to her than I would be if I were working the front door.

I glanced toward the door and that was when I saw her. She went shopping with Nicole yesterday for an outfit. I'd have to thank her later.

Maddy had on a black dress that tied around her neck. It dipped into a low V at her breasts and came to a stop just above her knees. She looked beautiful. I made my way over to her and pulled her into me. She had heels on that made her almost my height so she didn't have to stand on her tiptoes to kiss me.

I was working so I really couldn't do what I wanted to. "You look beautiful, baby." I turned to look at Nicole who also had on a short dress. Jason was standing behind her and I noticed he was staring at Nicole. Was Jason checking her out?

I needed to talk to him later about this. "You did good with this dress, Nic." She smiled at me. I was really glad Maddy had a friend like her. "You don't look too bad yourself, either. Don't you think she looks hot, J?"

He looked at me like he wanted to kill me. "Yeah, she looks great."

"I need to get back to work, babe, but I'll see you at midnight, okay?"

She smiled at me. "I can't wait, and this will be my first New Year's kiss."

"Well, Miss Stevens, you know how much I like giving you firsts, and kissing you. So, it will be my pleasure. I'll see you later." She gave me a quick kiss, then she and Nicole walked off to the bar. I hated not being able to be by her side, and I was worried because there were already so many people here tonight.

Madison

I was having so much fun. Nicole and I were dancing, and I had a couple of drinks already. I didn't want to drink too much, though, because of what happened last time. It was a quarter to twelve and I couldn't wait to kiss Carter at midnight. I was feeling a little unsteady on my feet and I needed to go to the bathroom. I tapped Nicole on the shoulder. "Hey, I'm gonna go to the bathroom. I'll be right back!"

"Want me to come with?"

"No, I'm fine, girl."

I started to walk to the bathroom and began to feel lightheaded. All of a sudden, I was no longer walking to the bathroom, but being pulled toward the exit. I heard a lot of yelling, but everything seemed to be moving in slow motion.

"
Time to start the countdown, everyone!"

The countdown? I needed to go find Carter. I tried to walk back to the dance floor to find him, but whoever was with me kept pulling me.

"5!"

I needed to get away.

"4!"

Who had my arm?

"3!"

The door just opened.

"2!"

Carter, where are you?

"1!"

I was taken through the alley door and looked up at whoever had my arm. Who was he? I'd never seen this guy before. A car pulled up at the end of the alley and the mystery man started to drag me toward it. What the hell was going on? I needed to get away. He pulled me up to the car and the back door opened. I looked inside…Chris.

"Happy New Year, Madison. I told you I'd be back for you."

I started screaming or, at least, I was trying to. My body wasn't cooperating with me. I started hitting and kicking whatever I could get my hands on. The stranger punched me in the stomach and I doubled over. I fell to the ground, face first, and hit my head. I thought I heard someone yell my name, but it was like I was in a tunnel.

Carter

I was patrolling the floor when, out of nowhere, some drunken assholes got into a fight. I went to help break it up but, with everyone drinking, what started as a pushing match was turning into an all out brawl.

They'd started the countdown to the New Year and I knew Maddy would be coming to find me. I looked around for her and just barely saw her leaving through the back door.

I figured maybe she and Nicole saw the fight and decided to go outside to get some air and stay away from it. Then I saw Nicole over by the bar talking to Jason and I started to panic. I had to go find Maddy, but I was in the middle of this fight and was simultaneously trying to hold two guys. My eyes found Jason's. "Maddy just went out the back!"

He started running toward the door. Meanwhile, the other bouncers and I escorted all the troublemakers outside. I ran back into the club, but Jason and Maddy weren't back yet. I headed for the back door, hoping they were just outside talking and everything was fine.

I went outside, looked down the alley, and my heart stopped. Maddy was lying on the ground and Jason was crouched over her, yelling into his phone. I ran as fast as I could to them. "What the fuck happened?"

"I don't know. I came out and saw some dude punch her and she fell. I screamed her name and started running. The guy hopped in the backseat of the car and took off. I can't get her to wake up. I just called 911 and they said they'd be right over."

I heard sirens in the distance. "I'm staying with her. Let the club know what happened and make sure Nicole gets home."

Just then the ambulance pulled up. "I will, dude. Let me know when you find out anything."

I was pacing the waiting room and no one would tell me anything. I was ready to put my fist through a wall. Nicole and Jason were in the waiting room too. A doctor walked in and I jumped up.

"Madison Stevens?"

"Yes! I'm here for her. What's going on?"

The doctor looked me up and down. "Sir, how do you know Miss Stevens?"

Shit! If I don't say I'm family, they aren't going to tell me anything.
"I'm her husband." I heard Nicole choke on the water she was drinking.

"Okay, sir, please come with me." He walked me back and took me into Maddy's room. She had an IV in her arm and was still unconscious. "Mr…?"

"James. What happened to her?"

"We tested Miss Steven's blood and found traces of Zolpidem in her system." He saw my confused expression, so he elaborated. "It's a date rape drug." Oh my God. "We ran a rape kit on her and are waiting for the results." Rape kit? Please God, no. She'd been through so much already. "She seems to have a bruised rib and a contusion on her head from when she fell. Other than that, she's perfectly healthy."

"Okay, thank you. Can I stay with her?"

"Yes, that's fine. She may be out for a while, though. Right now, we're just waiting for the drugs to work their way out of her system."

He left me alone and I walked over to her bed. I kissed her head. "You're gonna be okay, baby. We'll find who did this." Although, I already had a pretty good idea. I walked into the waiting room to let Jason and Nicole know what happened. I asked Jason if he'd recognized the guy in the alley.

He seemed to have known what else I was asking too. "It wasn't Chris, Carter. I've never seen the guy before in my life."

They went home and I told them I'd let them know when she woke up. When I got back to her room, the doctor came in to let me know that the rape kit had come back negative. Thank God. That night, I fell asleep holding Maddy's hand and my head resting on her bed.

I felt a hand run through my hair and I snapped my head up. Her hand fell to the bed. "Maddy?" I jumped up and yelled to the nurse that she was awake. I walked back to her and gave her a kiss. She seemed surprised.

"Carter, what's going on?" Her voice sounded strained.

"You don't remember?" We had no idea who the guy that led her out was. I'd immediately thought it was Chris, but the cops said he had an alibi. If Maddy couldn't remember, he'd get away with it.