RUIN - Part Three (The RUIN Series Book 3) (8 page)

1 Year Later

"Kayla, what are you doing here? Are you sick?"

I've visited Ben at the hospital enough times this past year to know that he passes by this exact spot in the hallway near the emergency room entrance at least half a dozen times an hour. If I want to talk to him while he's working, this is the place I need to be.

"I'm not sick." I push a breath out between my lips. I can already tell this is going to be much more difficult than I ever imagined. "It's not that."

"Are you already done class for the day?" His eyes dart up to the large clock hanging on the wall of the waiting room. "It's that late already?"

It's after seven. I'd worked half a day at the foundation and then went straight to class. I had wanted to postpone getting my master's degree, but Ben wouldn't hear of it. Once he got Noah and Alexa to take his side, I had little choice but to schedule my classes around my work schedule. I can't complain though. I love pursuing my own dream, knowing that I'm doing something valuable for a living. It's even more fulfilling since I'm paying my own way by using part of the salary I'm earning doing something I truly love. My work at the foundation fuels me in a way that I've never felt before. It's quickly become my passion and next to loving Ben, it's been purpose in life. It has been rather, until today.

"Are you going to come home soon?" I'm here to coax him into leaving the hospital with me. Our time isn't nearly as limited as I feared it would be. We steal moments away for each other every single day and our promise to never keep secrets has only strengthened our already unbreakable bond. I'm here now to convince him to join me for dinner, even though I doubt I'll eat much at all. I'm so nervous and nauseous.

He licks his lips as he pushes me against the wall. "Why are you so eager to get me home? Do you want me to eat your…"

"Meatloaf?" I ask loudly as an intern wheels an elderly patient in a wheelchair right past us. "We can have meatloaf tonight."

He leans forward and brushes his lush lips over mine. "I'll eat that and more the minute we're in the door."

"Can you come now?" I'm so anxious. I've never been as excited to share news with Ben as I am today. It's been a total of forty-five minutes since I found out but it feels like forty-five years.

"There's a supply closet around the corner you can blow me in." He pulls on my hand. "I can come in there now."

I swat my hand over the nametag that is hanging around his neck. "I'm not talking about sex."

"Fuck." He winks at me. "I am."

"Ben, please." I stomp my foot in jest. "I just want you to come home so I can tell you something."

"Tell me here." His eyes dart over my face. "What's wrong, Kayla?"

"Do you remember when you said…" my voice trails just as we both hear his name announced over the hospital's loudspeaker.

"Hold that thought." He grabs my shoulder. "I put in a call to a surgeon in Boston. I need to take that call in my office."

"Wait." I reach forward to grab his lab coat. "I just need a minute."

"Something isn't right." He runs his hand over my forehead. "You haven't been well. You've been sleeping more than normal. There's a virus going around. I want you to go into exam room three and wait…"

"I'm pregnant." I close my eyes tightly. "I'm…I mean… we're having a baby, Ben."

I feel movement in front of me but he doesn't say a word. This was my only fear. This is why I didn't tell him when my period was late. We haven't talked about when we'd have children yet. I don't know if he'll be as completely thrilled as I am.

"Kayla," he finally says my name in barely more than a whisper. "Open your beautiful blue eyes."

I do. I do it slowly. He's there but he's on his knees. A small ring box is resting in his palm. "I've been carrying this ring in my pocket for a week. I was going to ask you on my birthday but today, this is our real birthday."

I nod through a sob. "It's our birthday." I rub my hand over his on my still flat stomach.

"You have given me more than I've ever deserved in life, Kayla. I love you with every part of me. I will always love you." His eyes are filled with tears. "I will always love you and our baby."

"I love you too. I love you so much."

"Please be my wife. Marry me, Kayla. Marry me tomorrow."

I nod before I shake my head. "I'll marry you but not tomorrow."

He laughs as he slips the beautiful pear shaped diamond ring onto my finger. "I'll marry you on whatever day you choose and I will stay married to you until I take my last breath."

I lean down, cup his handsome face in my palms and kiss the man I love.

Dear Readers;

If you've read the Obsessed, VAIN or PULSE series you know that I haven't been able to let the characters go. I feel the very same way about Ben and Kayla.  I adore both of them. Their love is very special to me. They've faced some very emotional challenges and they discovered a connection that is rare and enduring.

I want to share more of their journey together with you. They have a wedding to plan and a beautiful child to welcome into their lives. Kayla is balancing a full family life with a career that is rewarding. Ben has his own decisions to make as he takes on the roles of father and husband.

I'm going to pick up their story right where I left it off here. I want to do that not only for you, but because I feel there's more to tell. 

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"I'm looking for Lilly. I have her panties."

I hold my breath hoping that when I turn around that the face attached to that voice isn't who I think it is. It's not that I regularly send men my panties in the mail. Who does that? Okay, I do. I have but it was just this one time. I admit I regretted it instantly though. As soon as he sent me a picture of himself I wished I had thought it through more. He's hot in a boy next door kind of way. I'm looking for more of a hot in a man who can leave me screaming after taking control of my body kind of way.

"I'm Lilly," I say it quickly as I turn on my heel. "You're Parker, aren't you?"

His deep blue eyes rake over my body, stopping on my nametag. "How do you know my name?"

He's older than the picture he sent me. I'd guess by at least seven or eight years. He has a beard now. His hair is different too. "When did you cut your hair? It's not as curly as I thought it would be."

"My hair?" He pulls his hand through his brown hair before he shakes his head slightly. "I asked you a question. How do you know my name?"

"You know how I know your name or are you acting like this because you got caught?" I lean over the counter and whisper the words softly. "Did you leave your email open and your girlfriend saw that picture you sent me of your…" I nod towards his crotch, which is covered by what looks like an expensive suit. He said he worked in the parts department of an automotive store. Every lie this guy told me online wasn't doing him any favors. If he's looking to hook up he just needs to be himself.

"Caught?" His handsome face twists into a scowl. "What kind of game are you playing?"

"I like to be tied up." I lick my lower lip. "You know about that already."

A ghost of a grin catches the corner of his mouth before it disappears in a flash. "You think you know me, Lilly."

"I know that you like to do the tying up." I take in a deep breath. Maybe sending my panties to a stranger along with a picture of me nearly naked isn't the worst mistake I've ever made after all.

"Who told you that?" His eyes move down my chest to rest on the top of my cleavage.

He must be one of those types who drinks or smokes weed when he's trolling for pussy online. It makes sense given how mysterious he's acting. I should just ask him if he wants to meet after I'm done with my shift. "What are you doing later?"

"You're full of questions, aren't you?" He places the envelope I sent him on the counter.

I pick it up and pull open the edge. There's nothing inside. "You said you have my panties, Parker."

"I do." He reaches into the pocket of his suit jacket, pulling the edge of the white lace into view. "I told you I have them. I didn't say I was going to give them to you."

I take a step back. I wasn't expecting that. "There's no return address on the envelope. How did you know where to find me?"

His hand dips back into the pocket. My eyes are glued to it. I watch as he slowly pulls a Polaroid picture from its depths. "This was my first clue."

I take the picture from his hand even though I already know exactly what it looks like. I offered to send him a selfie online but he insisted on an actual picture. I'm not one to judge another person's kink so I dusted off my old Polaroid, opened up my barista uniform, pulled off my bra and snapped away. "My hair looks good in this." I tilt my head to the side.

"Your hair looks good in that. The rest of you is breathtaking." He rests his hand on the counter. "I like redheads."

"Lucky me," I whisper as I stare at his mouth. His lips are gorgeous. They may be the nicest lips I've ever seen on a man. I'd kill for those lips and those eyes. I get complimented on my green eyes every day, but his are a shade of blue I've never seen before. They're vibrant and deep.

I can't pull my eyes from his face as I hear the bell chime on the door signaling a customer has walked in. If I want to keep this job, I need to take care of that. I'm the only one here.

"I'll be right back." I run my hand over the back of his. "Don't run away."

"Oh, I'm not going anywhere, Lilly." His voice is smooth and even.

I don't take my eyes off of him as I walk back to the cash register. "Welcome to Star Bistro. What can I get for you?"

"Lilly? You're Lilly aren't you?"

My eyes dart up. I grip the side of the counter. It's him. He's younger with the same curls he had in the picture he sent me. He's wearing a green t-shirt and jeans. He's the one. This is the guy I sent my panties and picture to. "Who are you?" I almost scream the question at him.

"It's me Parker. Don't tell me you don't recognize me?"

"If he's Parker, who the hell are you?" I look right at the suit.

He leans back against the counter, holds my nearly naked picture in the air and points at the guy I've been emailing with for weeks. "I'm his worst nightmare."
 

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Deborah Bladon has never read a romance hero she didn't like. Her love for romance novels began when she was old enough to board the bus, library card in hand to check out the newest Harlequin paperbacks. She's a Canadian by heart, and by passport, but you can often spot her in New York City sipping a latte and looking for inspiration for her next story. Manhattan is definitely her second home.

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