Second Chances (15 page)

I woke the next morning in my
mother’s room at some point she must have come back to bed with me and had fallen
asleep next to me. I crawled out of bed slowly hoping not to wake her and went
downstairs to start some coffee. Sophia wondered down the stairs soon after and
she looked like she just had a really rough night. “You didn’t sneak Evan in
and make a night of it in my bed…did you? My god girl your hair is rough.” I
couldn’t hold back my laughter. She rolled her eyes grabbed coffee and finally
I seen a smile form on her face.

The rest of the day was boring
after all our friends went home I fell asleep on the couch watching ‘SpongeBob’
with Lily. I woke up to find her on my phone just talking away like it was her
best friend. “Um who are you talking to?” She stared at me as if that was the
dumbest question and apparently I should already know the answer. After a
minute she mouthed, “Luke” then turned too walked to the kitchen as if I was
interrupting her conversation. I just laughed and shook my head as I followed behind
her. I grabbed a Pepsi from the fridge and sat at the counter reaching out my
hand, “You think I can talk to my boyfriend now?” Looking at me she spoke into
the phone, “Well I guess I
gotta
go now
Zoey
needs to talk to you so…bye.” When I placed the phone
to my ear he was laughing. “So what you’re cheating on me now?” He stopped
laughing immediately “Not funny Z.”
Rahr
…Grouchy
much! “Are you in a bad mood Luke?” He took a deep breath, “No just ready to
come home.”

He was a little cranky but I
really didn’t feel like fighting with him so I let it slide. We only talked for
about ten minutes then he let me go because they were going to play golf. He
hated the game but decided to go along because they all wanted him too. Maybe
that was his problem and would explain his mood.  I just decided to not think
too much into it.

*Luke*

Things had really been going good
with
Zoey
. She recovered well from the incident and
we had spent a lot of time over the last couple weeks really getting to know
one another. Our time together meant a lot to me. I felt like I could really
just be me with her. No show, no game just me we acted crazy and silly…I didn’t
get embarrassed or worry about her laughing at me. I was able to react to her
so easily. We developed this routine that just felt right. Every time we sat
down to watch a movie she snuggled right up to me and rested her head on my
shoulder where I could smell her hair every single time I took a breath. We
would lace or hands together and I would slowly trace my thumb over hers. She
always seemed to be asleep on me before the movie had finished but I didn’t
mind one bit. Sitting with her listening to her slow breathing while she was
asleep was an amazing sound considering where she had been just a short time
ago. I will never forget the image of her in the hospital that first day I
walked in. It broke my heart and I was so scared…I can’t ever remember being
that scared before.

Going away this weekend with my
parents to visit with relatives was not something I was looking forward to I
would have rather stay home but I couldn’t disappoint my mom. She had
really been there for me while
Zoey
was in the
hospital and something changed between me her and my father we just seemed more
relaxed with one another…it really was nice. On the trip down the first text
came through…I thought it was
Zoey
at first but when
I looked at my screen I knew it was a disaster wrapped in a nasty little
package. Whitney was really turning out to be a huge pain in my ass
.  I really miss you Luke.
I didn’t know I could this much. I miss our alone time. 
Wow
and so the next round of shit begins I thought. I just chose to ignore her and
put my phone back in my pocket. Later I got to text with
Zoey
and that brought me out of my mood God I love that girl. I called it a night
early.

When I woke up and found my phone
was blinking notifying me of a missed call or Incoming unread message. What I
found just starting my day out shitty.
I
don’t think that you and I ever gave a real relationship a chance it was always
about the sex. I mean don’t get me wrong the sex…was always yummy but I think
if we gave the relationship side a chance Luke we would really be good
together. I know you feel it to you just don’t want to admit it because of
Zoey
. You owe it to us to try at least once. Please call me
when you can get away from her and we can meet somewhere and talk or whatever
you want to do.
 
I could see it now and Whitney was not going
to stop until she came between me and
Zoey
. I knew I
needed to call
Zoey
but I also knew that I was in an
extremely irritable mood.

After we hung up I regretted
calling her I knew I was an ass. Maybe going with the family to play golf would
chill my mood. I chose to ignore Whitney I felt if I responded she would see
more into it than it really was. The day ended up turning out okay. I knew I
needed to call
Zoey
again and make up for being an
ass. That had bothered me all day. She sounded so sweet and I just took what
she said wrong with the current Whitney situation. She was only playing about
Lily.

After four rings it went to
voicemail ‘Hey baby listen I’m sorry about being a jerk earlier. I miss you! I wish
I was there I could use a big
Zoey
hug and kiss. I
hope you’re not too mad at me. Call me when you can. Please! I Love you baby.’
I hoped after I hung up that she missed the call and not on purpose. I do miss
her like crazy. After what happened with her and her mom well I kind of
developed protectiveness over all three of those girls and I hated that I
wasn’t close. Thank god I go home tomorrow afternoon. I would leave now if I
hadn’t ridden with my mom and dad. It was about nine o’clock when my phone rang
and I grabbed it without even looking at the screen ‘Hey baby’. There was a
pause and then I heard Whitney’s voice come across. ‘Hey Luke, do you have time
to talk?’  I wanted to just scream. What the hell didn’t this girl get?
‘Listen Whitney I’m not sure what else I need to say to you for you to realize
I am with
Zoey
. That is exactly where I want to be.
Nothing you say or do is going to change that. I thought I told you when this I
first started dating
Zoey
...just leave it alone.’ I
hung up because I really didn’t want to have this conversation with her.

I turned from a deep sleep to
Zoey’s
smile lighting up my screen it was eleven thirty I
couldn’t help but smile. I answered but before I could say any more than hello
she started “Luke I’m sorry I missed your call I fell asleep earlier and left
my phone downstairs. When I got up I came down to get a drink and got your
message. I’m not mad at you.” I let out a deep breath in relief. “My God Z I
miss you…I can’t wait to see you.” We talked for about forty five minutes and I
fell back to sleep with thoughts of my beautiful girl running through my head.

When I woke up I was once again annoyed
by Whitney this time she attached photo’s to her texts…she used to send some
pretty graphic ones before when we messed around so I had a feeling I knew
exactly what the ones sitting in my phone were…I can’t do this I was going to
have to change my number.

The trip home felt like it took
forever. It didn’t help that on the way my parents felt they had to stop at
what they believed to be every interesting place not to mention stopping to eat
too. I didn’t show my frustration after all they had really been amazing about
Zoey
and the whole situation that happened. Not to mention
now it seemed my mother and Grace had really develop a bond through it all.

I texted
Zoey
when I got home I was so ready to see her. I carried my things in from the car
and started to put things away. I was vibrating with energy I wanted to just go
jump into my car. My mom startled me from the doorway of my room, “Luke just go
see her you can do this later.” She didn’t have to tell me twice I kissed her
cheek on the way out.

I pulled up outside of
Zoey’s
and walked up her steps before I could knock she
opened the door and stepped into me wrapping her arms around my neck, “I missed
you like crazy!” I leaned forward placing my lips to hers as I wrapped my arms
around her waist pulling her tightly into me. The feel of her body against mine
lite me on fire. Kissing
Zoey
always makes me feel
light headed. She put so much of herself into each kiss I felt like there was
absolutely nothing else going on around us. I heard a sweet little moan escape
from her.
Mmm
I loved that little moan. She pulled me
toward her into the house and I tried to pull back but she just tugged me
toward her harder. I didn’t want her mom or Lily to find us making out. 
Once we were in the doorway she whispered against my lips, “No one’s here but
us…not until after eight,” continuing to kiss me. I relaxed a little as we
stood there kissing her tongue sliding over mine and every time she made a
noise and moan of arousal it was making it really hard to stop myself from
becoming equally aroused. I noticed she was pulling me toward the stairs and I
pulled away “
Zoey
what are you doing?” She looked up
at me lightly licking her lips and then biting her lower lip before, “I want to
go upstairs to my bedroom. I’m not saying to have sex Luke but I want see where
it goes!” Looking into her eyes not seeing fear or even the slightest bit of
nervousness how could I deny the fact that I was hoping we could move on from
more than kissing. I knew though there was no way I was ever going to do more
than she was ready to. I followed her as she took my hand into her un-casted
hand. When we reached the end of her bed she turned back to me. She took the
bottom of my t-shirt and slowly began to raise it up. I lifted my arms to allow
it to be taken off over my head. She dropped it to the floor at our feet. She
then reached for her own, “Let me do it,” she nodded. I slowly raised it up and
over placing it on the floor by mine. She sat down on the bed and scooted
herself back then lying onto her pillow she looked up into my eyes…god she’s
beautiful.  “Come here.” I knelt down and climbed up the bed until I
reached her and lowered myself down onto her bringing my lips slowly to hers. I
lightly traced my tongue along her lip asking for her to open and she did
bringing her tongue to meet mine. She wrapped her leg up around my waist
resting it on my ass and pulling me into her harder. Holy shit she felt good. I
had went up her shirt once that night she was at my house but other than
kissing and feeling above clothing that was the most we had reached in our
intimacy. This was so nice laying her shirtless together feeling and kissing. I
knew she had to be able to feel what she was doing to me because the erection
that it was causing was right up against her and she was only wearing a pair of
thin pants. Her hand was running through my hair and pulling me into her. The
right hand still casted was resting across my back. I slowly brought my hand up
to her side lightly tracing just below her bra. She arched up into me giving me
permission to take it further. I cupped her breast as we continued kissing
intensely. Moaning into my mouth only causing me to get so hard it was starting
to hurt. I ran kisses down her neck lightly sucking as I went. When I reached
her breast I began to place light kisses right above her bra and running my
tongue slowly in between each kiss. There was no resistance so I kept going. I
knew she would tell me when it was too much. I brought my hand to the center of
her bra looking up at her silently asking for permission. She smiled then bit
her lower lip followed by nodding back to me. I unclasped her bra and it fell
away. At that moment I seriously felt as if there was no possible way I could
get any harder then I was. I brought my mouth back to her breast were I kissed
and then traced my tongue down to her nipple. She arched up and moaned louder
than I had ever heard before…I sucked softly and looked up into her eyes. Her
eyes were closed but when she opened them the expression on her face seriously
almost made me lose it. She is so beautiful and right now I wanted her so badly
but I had to take it slow. After sucking on her left nipple I traced my tongue
across to her right and showed equal attention. I couldn’t believe how horny I
was at this moment it felt amazing almost like being buzzed. She reached down
to my waist and unbuttoned my pants I must have gasped because when I looked at
her she smiled and a little light laugh came out. After she unbuttoned and
unzipped my pants she brought her left hand back up to pull my head toward her
and brought her lips up to meet mine. She ran her hand across my lower stomach
along the top of my boxers. I shivered with complete arousal. She was
unbelievably sexy and I just let her go. I wasn’t going to do what I normally
did and try talking her out of it. I was going to let her have whatever she
wanted at this moment and whenever she was ready to stop we would. She sucked
on my lower lip the same time she slid her hand into my boxers. I moaned loud
when I felt her hand wrap around my cock. “
Mmm
Baby,
that feels good.” I ran my tongue down her neck again sucking and kissing then
back up to her mouth. With her direction she nudged me to roll over and I took
her with me where she was now on top of me. Her perfect breasts were still in
clear view and I brought my hands up to cup them and take each nipple between
my fingers slowly rolling them. They were so hard and she was breathing fast.
She sat up to reach for my pants and slid them down I lifted up so she could
move them past my ass. When she came back up she stopped above my stomach. She
looked at me smiled and then placed a kiss right above my waist of my boxers.
Her kisses were getting lower and lower until she was now taking the top of my
boxers and moving them down to expose my hardness. She bit her lip again before
releasing it and then bringing her mouth down as she ran her tongue over the
head of my cock. “
Ahh
Zoey
…baby.”
I was about to tell her we should slow down when she slid her mouth down my
length as she continued sliding her hand down to the base. Holy fuck! I
couldn’t believe this was happening. I was so not expecting this. She took my
cock into her mouth and sliding her tongue along…my toes curled I almost came
at that moment. She moved up and down the length as she was also stroking me
with her fisted hand. “Baby wow mmm that feels so good.” My breathing picked
up, “If you keep it up…I’m going to come.” She didn’t stop or slow down so then
I realized this was it. Our next step but not quite all the way. So I relaxed
and took it in. She wanted this or she wouldn’t be doing it. Her mouth felt
amazing wrapped around me. I pulled her hair out of her face so I could watch
her. Wow this was so hot. I felt at any moment I was going lose it. My legs
tensed and I gripped the cover with my other hand. She ran her tongue up the
length and lightly sucked on the end before stroking up and down a few times
and sucking me back into her mouth. Damn this was it fuck… “Baby I’m going to cum…
Zoey
I’m serious…I am so close.” I wanted to warn her…I
lost it a little and felt the first shot of semen shoot and she kept sucking
faster and harder. Holy fuck she swallowed and I released the rest. I swear I
felt like I was going to have a heart attack she kept milking me fully. I ran
my hand over her head and she looked up at me, “Done Baby, come here…” She slid
up me and I placed a kiss on the tip of her nose. “
Zoey
that was amazing and totally unexpected,” I held her gaze trying to read her
expression. “Are you complaining?” she smiled at me. “Oh no, not at all I feel
like I should return the favor though.” I watched her face. “That wasn’t a
favor Luke I wanted to and you don’t owe me anything we're not keeping score
okay,” I smiled back at her and left it alone.