Secret Worlds (601 page)

“How did you get it so quickly?” he asked.

She glanced at him. “I purchased it ages ago when I first went into service.”

Matteo frowned. “Then you didn’t get it because of me? Because of what you thought I might do?”

His voice was a low rasp, but he looked at her expectantly until she answered.

“No.”

“You were prepared to run away? Why? Was there someone else who was bothering you? One of the other servants or a local man?”

The concern in his voice seemed discordant and wrong after everything that had happened.

“No.”

“Then why?” he asked softly.

“I promised my mother.”

His brows drew together. She expelled a breath and decided to explain. He already knew her darkest secret. There wasn’t anything else for her to hide. It might even make him understand how unprepared she was to deal with his problem.

“She made me promise on her deathbed that no matter what occurred, I would never use magic or reveal to anyone that I was even capable of it. Sometimes things happen around me, things I can’t control. I have to be vigilant.”

“And that’s why you stopped your magic lessons? Because of your mother’s passing?”

“No, that happened earlier. I had been studying the craft with my grandmother when my aunt Moira died. My mother demanded that all lessons stop. She forbade all talk of magic. I was heartbroken, but there was nothing I could do, not after my father took her side.”

“How did your aunt die?”

Isobel wrapped her arms around herself. “I’m not sure, but I know she used her magic to hurt someone. The man she was supposed to marry. He’d decided to marry someone else because they had a larger dowry and she was heartbroken...and then angry. She decided to take revenge.”

“Did she kill him?”

“I don’t think so, but he was hurt—maimed. My aunt had exposed herself with that act. I’m not sure how she actually died, but when word of the scandal reached us, the village’s attitude changed. The long years my grandmother had spent as healer in the community didn’t matter. We were tainted. My mother publicly broke with my grandmother so she and I wouldn’t be ostracized. The effort was only partially successful. Not everyone was cruel, but enough of them were. My father’s position as a gentleman farmer helped shield us from the worst of it, but I still remember how they treated us.”

She didn’t mention the likelihood that her aunt had died after being hunted down by the man’s relatives. It wasn’t something she liked to dwell on. Enough time was spent on it in her nightmares.

“Did anyone try to hurt you?” he asked, returning her back to the here and now.

Her lips pursed. “A few times. Some of the village boys chased me and threw rocks, but it passed after my father spoke to their fathers.”

Matteo was frowning, but his voice was soft. “Your father sounds like a good man.”

The pang in her chest made it hard to breathe. “He was,” she whispered.

“And your grandmother? Did you ever see her again?”

Isobel nodded. “I would sneak over to see her. But she wouldn’t teach me any more magic. Grandmother Helen was heartbroken by my aunt’s death, and she respected my mother and father’s decision. I pleaded with her to change her mind, but she never did.” She paused and turned to him. “Can I ask you something?”

“Anything,” he said.

“How did this happen to you? Who did you cross?”

He scowled at the muddy road. “What do you mean?”

“Who cursed you?”

He stopped walking. “Isabella, no one did this to me.”

She choked on air, coughing in surprise. “Then did you do this to yourself? Are...are you a student of the occult?”

“Of course not! I just woke up one day like this.”

Her brows rose. “No one simply wakes up cursed! You must have done something to upset or hurt someone. Something terrible.”

“I swear to you no one did this to me,” Matteo said, gesturing with his hands in that Italian manner she’d learned to recognize in the past few weeks. “There was no reason. I’ve never hurt anyone—not before this. It’s unimaginable.”

His words rang with sincerity.

Isobel shook her head, passing a hand over her eyes. “I don’t know how to say this more clearly. There is simply no way you weren’t targeted for this—this punishment. The spell afflicting you is pernicious and intricate. Someone spent a lot of time and effort crafting this spell. It can’t have been done randomly.”

The expression on Matteo’s face was enough to stop her speech. He looked devastated.

“But I haven’t
done
anything. Nothing that would warrant this. My
life has been very structured, almost boring at times, which is why I enjoyed traveling.” He stopped walking. “Is it possible I triggered a curse during my last voyage?”

“Not as likely. Not if you’d been home for weeks before it started.”

He hung his head. “So you think it was someone from Santa Fiora?”

Isobel shrugged. “Do you suspect anyone?”

“No. I’ve tried to be a gentleman and a good son. I can’t imagine that anyone bears this sort of ill will towards me.”

“What about a scorned lover or someone jealous of you?”

He ran a hand through his neat hair, mussing it thoroughly. “I can’t speak towards jealousy. I’m privileged and possess a fortune, but so do many other men. That’s no reason to do this to me. As for former lovers, no.”

Isobel raised a skeptical brow. Matteo was a grown man, one who exuded sexual appeal like a fine cologne. She didn’t believe for a second that he’d had no lovers and said so.

Matteo turned red. “I didn’t mean I hadn’t had any, just that they would have no reason to do this. My last liaison was with...well, never mind. Someone who wouldn’t be capable of this.”

Frustrated, she abruptly turned around and started walking back to the inn. Matteo and his servant had to run to keep up with her.

When Matteo reached her side, she rounded on him. “If you’re not going to be completely honest, there is nothing I can do for you!”

He looked embarrassed. “All right!
My last lover was in Italy, what you would call a courtesan. Our relationship, such as it was, ran its course and she moved on to another protector. She was a woman of the world and was not very upset, not overmuch anyway. Not after she received my generous parting gift.”

She slowed her steps. “What about other relationships? Jealous rivals or husbands?”

He scowled. “I don’t sleep with married women. Well, not anymore.”

She gave him a pointed glance and he sighed.

“When I was very young, maybe twenty or so, I did have a brief association with a married woman. But I soon learned that I was not her only lover, and I seriously doubt her husband knew about us. And if he did, I doubt he would have cared. He was conducting his own affairs. But, I didn’t like that feeling of...”

“Cuckolding another man?” she supplied.

Matteo wrinkled his nose. “If you must, then yes. I steer clear of married women now. In any case, that was years ago.” He fidgeted with this coat buttons and was quiet for a minute. “Could this curse have come from an object, something I touched that was meant for someone else?”

Thinking he meant his father, Isobel had to concede the likelihood. “It is possible, but I have to believe whoever did this knew what they were doing. If someone else was their target, then I think they would have tried again.”

“Not necessarily,” he protested. “We left home a few weeks after. Maybe they didn’t get the chance.”

She mulled that over. It was possible he was correct, but her instinct niggled at her. She wanted to disagree, but had no reason to keep arguing as they made their way back to the inn.

When they entered the taproom, Isobel nearly lost her hard-won composure. The
Conte
had arrived.

She was back in the private parlor, sitting as far from the count as she possibly could. They were alone. Sir Clarence had been left behind in Ford, a detail for which she was grateful. Isobel didn’t think she could look at her former employer without screaming the place down. Or trying to claw his eyes out.

Matteo had gone to make arrangements with the innkeeper. They were renting the entire upper story. If other guests arrived seeking lodging for the night, they would have to look elsewhere. Even the empty rooms were rented to the
Conte.
Whatever the man had planned, he didn’t want any witnesses.

Isobel sat ramrod straight. She wouldn’t look at Aldo, but she could feel his eyes on her, weighing and assessing. Soon her anger overcame her fear.

She despised this man and his power over her. The fact that women in her position were so vulnerable to him and his like filled her with an acid hate.

Finally, he spoke. “You’re what I came to England to find, you know. A witch powerful enough to lift the curse from my son.”

She met his eyes. They were so similar to Matteo’s, a rich dark brown. But his son—when he was himself—had such warmth in his. On the
Conte
they were cold, not completely lifeless, but close.

More like Matteo’s other self.

She responded with a question of her own. One she knew he wouldn’t like. “He’s like this because of you, isn’t he? Because of something you did?”

She didn’t bother to use his title. Anyone who tried to kill her could be spoken to familiarly and without civility.

Aldo’s face hardened. “Is he all right now?” he asked, making an effort to keep his voice polite.

He failed completely. Isobel knew he didn’t care for her. He thought her beneath him. The
Conte
only respected his peers and probably very few of them at that. To have to speak to a governess, to depend on one for his son’s life, must have been difficult for him. He probably considered it an insult to his person.

“I already told Matteo no. He’s still afflicted. And I don’t know how to help him. Not without knowing how and why he was cursed.”

She wasn’t about to admit that she didn’t have the knowledge or the skill to cure his son. It had been on the tip of her tongue to tell him to find someone else, but she didn’t want to give him any ideas. The
Conte
didn’t value her life; she already knew that. Staying alive might mean making promises she couldn’t keep.

Aldo glared down his nose at her. It was bigger than Matteo’s, broader. There were other differences too. His son probably had more of his mother in him than the man would have wished.

“I don’t know how this was done. I never even believed such a thing was possible until I saw Matteo change before my very eyes.”

“How, exactly?”

The
Conte
sighed, his eyes growing distant. “He was sick for a few days. I was very concerned. We consulted a physician, but he deteriorated so quickly. The doctor told me to prepare for the worst, but I couldn’t accept that. Some visitors had come to call. We were supposed to be hosting a house party that weekend. Instead, we turned them away, those that lived nearby. A few stayed.”

Isobel nodded.

Aldo looked down, his face older than it had been a moment before. “Matteo had stopped answering questions or responding when touched. He was so cold. I thought I was losing my only child. I watched over him from a chair next to him. But I fell asleep. When I woke, he was gone.”

“And then what happened?” she prompted when he stayed silent.

“I went looking for him. Instead, I encountered a maid running out of the study. One of my friends who lived too far to travel home was spending the night. Apparently, our guest had been having some fun with the girl in one of the parlors. When I went inside, this man was dead and Matteo was just sitting there staring blankly at the wall.”

Isobel made an effort to smooth her features. “He was raping her, wasn’t he?”

Surprised, the
Conte
looked up. “No, Matteo has never forced any of them.”

This time she did frown. “I wasn’t talking about
him
. I meant your
friend
. The one who was with the maid.”

The
Conte
scowled at her. “She wasn’t even pretty. I doubt he had to force her. And she was just a servant. What does it signify? What matters was Matteo. He’d killed someone—a peer.”

She had to look down at the table to hide the cold rage that no doubt filled her eyes. Even cursed, Matteo had more regard for the poor maid than his father. Isobel didn’t have any particular hatred of the aristocracy, but she did hate men like the count—men so filled with arrogance and disdain for those beneath them that they thought nothing of hurting the weak or turning a blind eye when others did.

The fact that it hadn’t even occurred to him to be angry at his friend for having ‘fun’ under the same roof as his supposedly dying son—well, that was beyond the pale.

Closing her eyes and breathing deeply, she focused on burying her feelings. They would do her no good now.

“You said Matteo never...forced himself on his victims,” she said, her throat tight.

“On the women? No, of course not.”

Liar
.

“Then why did you take
only
women? Maids and others from the lower classes. You could have just as easily taken men. Criminals—men the world would be better off without,” she said, glaring at him.

The
Conte
gave her a cold look, examining her from head to toe before leaning back in his chair. “Sometimes we did. It wasn’t always possible. Are you going to help my son, or do I need to find another witch?”

Anger bubbled up, getting the better of her tongue. “If you can, I would advise you to do so,” she said between gritted teeth. “I can’t do anything for him.”

“Can’t or won’t?” The menace in the Conte’s voice was clear, but Isobel refused to be cowed.

“You haven’t told me anything that would be useful in finding a cure. No information on how or why he was cursed.”

“Because I don’t know!” he yelled.

Isobel flinched in spite of herself before she took a deep breath. “Then tell me what you do know.”

His hands opened and closed. “What else is there?”

Isobel gripped the table. “How does he kill? You said he doesn’t rape. You don’t give him a weapon. Does he simply strangle the women?”