Read Shamus In The Green Room Online
Authors: Susan Kandel
tion management. Microfilm is far less reliable than digital me-
dia. It dries out and gets brittle with age.” She shot me a
warning glance. “And this machine! Always on the fritz!” She
pushed up the sleeves of her cream-colored Qiana blouse and
wrestled the film into place, over the black roller and down be-
tween the glass plates. “Number seven. I don’t know how many
times the technician has worked on it.”
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“ ‘Film loads from the top,’ ” I said, reading from the frayed
sticker stuck to the side of the machine. “ ‘Put the reel on the
metal spindle. Pull back and lift the take-up roll lever. Slide
the film forward and over the black roller.’ That’s exactly what
I did.”
“Now the Reset button,” she said, grinding her teeth. “It’s
blue. Automatic. Just push.”
I pushed, and the thing started spinning until it stopped
dead and we smelled burning.
With a sigh, she directed me to machine number 6.
The Peninsula Center Library had the full run of the Palos
Verdes Peninsula News. Twice a week, every Thursday and
Saturday since 1937, residents of the four cities on the Penin-
sula (Rolling Hills, Rolling Hills Estates, Palos Verdes Estates,
and Rancho Palos Verdes) could turn to the Peninsula News
to learn which challenger had ousted which incumbent for a
seat on the water board; which middle-school vice principal
played which Shakespearean villain in which local produc-
tion; when the next city-council meeting would be held;
where the best surf breaks were; who was coaching the Little
League.
I sat at machine number 6, looking for Owen Madden.
Oscar Nichols said he had been a popular science teacher at
Palos Verdes High. Maybe an article about the science fair?
This was a small, close-knit community. Somebody’s prizewin-
ning project about how a windmill works, or how to measure
the accuracy of meteorological forecasts would definitely con-
stitute local news. And the prizewinning student would, of
course, insist on posing for a picture with good old Mr. Mad-
den, who’d always been so supportive.
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No such luck.
I made my way through the 1970s. The weeks and months
flowed by. People lived. People died.
I finally found a mention of him. Owen Madden was, in fact,
a Dr. In 1975, he’d received a grant from the National Science
Foundation on behalf of a group of his advanced-placement
students who were involved in an ambitious oceanography
project. They were building a model of the outer three hun-
dred kilometers of the earth, which could be used to develop a
better understanding of the principal features of plate tecton-
ics, including seafloor spreading, the pattern of magnetic
stripes frozen onto the seafloor through faulting, thrust fault-
ing, subduction, and volcanism.
Unfortunately, there was no picture.
I moved on to the next decade.
Dr. Madden had died around the same time Oscar Nichols
had come back to town. Nichols had been arrested in 1978 and
had stayed away for two years, which put Dr. Madden’s death
somewhere around 1980.
Sunday, April 3, 1980, to be precise. A full-page obituary
appeared that following Thursday.
Dr. Owen Madden of 562 Pilgrim Lane, age forty-seven,
had been a widower. Born in Marblehead, Massachusetts, un-
dergraduate degree from Boston College, Ph.D. in zoology
from Harvard University. An amateur bird-watcher. A chess
player. He liked to roller-skate. When he failed to get tenure at
Connecticut College, he moved out to California to work at
Palos Verdes High, where he’d been a beloved teacher for over
fifteen years. Several of his former students went on to pursue
careers in the sciences, crediting Dr. Madden with inspiring
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their young minds. He left behind a daughter, age eleven. Her
name was May.
The cause of death was suicide.
There was a picture.
Dr. Madden had a prominent nose, bushy eyebrows, and a
mustache to match. A halo of brown hair. Kind eyes.
The memorial service was to be held at three p.m. on the
following Saturday, at the Wayfarer’s Chapel, on Palos Verdes
Drive South.
I was at the end of the reel, so I turned the knob to reverse
and waited for the machine to finish rewinding the film.
Then I slid the cartridge off the spindle and loaded the next
one.
It didn’t take long to find it. The article was prominently
positioned in the society section.
The reporter wasn’t the sentimental type. He stuck to the
facts.
The school principal gave the eulogy.
The school choir sang hymns.
Over four hundred people came to mourn Owen Madden’s
passing.
And Maren Levander was among them, just like Oscar
Nichols had said.
I read this particular sentence several times: “ ‘His daughter
loved him dearly,’ commented baby-sitter Maren Levander, 18, of
Palos Verdes Estates, her eyes brimming over with tears. ‘May’s life
will never be the same.’ ”
Maren was the baby-sitter. Maren was sad for the kid. No
hysterical outburst. No acid trip. No inappropriate behavior.
Just the phrase, “Emotions were running high,” which is no more
and no less than you’d expect.
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Had Oscar Nichols made the whole thing up? But why
make something like that up?
I was going in circles. Smoke rings. Everything dissolving
into nothing.
I heard the hard snap of the microfilm as it finished
rewinding.
I was done here—fine. But I was hardly done.
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5 6 2 P i l g r i m L a n e .
It was a nice house, not as fancy as the houses along Paseo
del Mar, with their picture-postcard views of the ocean, but
nice all the same, backed up against a hillside, two stories, ivy-
covered brick, with a neatly trimmed front lawn, a bay win-
dow, and an attached garage.
This was the house where Owen Madden had lived with his
daughter, May. It was a long shot, but maybe May still lived
there.
There’d been a girl there that day Maren and Lisa got their
tattoos. That’s what Barker had said.
Maybe May Madden was that girl.
I walked up the stone pathway. Next to the water hookup,
a green garden hose was coiled inside a large, terra-cotta pot. It
looked like a snake. The mailbox was stuffed with circulars.
Some had fallen onto the welcome mat. I picked one up.
It was addressed to “Resident.”
I rang the bell, but there was no answer.
“You won’t find anybody there,” I heard a voice call out. I
turned around. It was the woman next door. She was sitting on
her porch with a bottle of beer in her hand.
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“You don’t look familiar, but I’m not wearing my glasses.
You looking to buy?” She took a sip of her drink, then put it
down on a metal card table. “Everybody who buys around here
tears down these perfectly good houses to build a mansion or
some such crazy thing. Perfectly good houses. Poor Phoebe.
She must be turning in her grave. Not me. They’ll have to drag
me out by my bootstraps.”
“Phoebe?” I walked across the lawn toward her.
The woman shrugged on a flannel shirt that had been
hanging over the back of her chair, taking care to pull out her
long, gray ponytail. She separated the ponytail into two parts,
then pulled on the ends to tighten it.
“Phoebe Madden was my neighbor,” she said. “My friend
of twenty-some years.”
“I see.”
“Don’t be shy,” she said, patting the chair next to her.
“Have a drink with me.” She squinted into the sun. The lines
around her eyes deepened into furrows. “It’s almost cocktail
hour, after all.”
I smiled. “I’d love some water.”
“Join me for a whiskey,” she said.
“Lemonade?”
“Whiskey sour.”
“How about a beer?”
“Done.”
She bent down and opened a small portable fridge at her
feet. She handed me a Molson’s Golden and an opener.
“Thank you,” I said, cracking open the bottle. I sat down
on a flimsy rattan chair and took a sip. “I thought this was
Owen Madden’s house.”
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“It was Phoebe’s house,” she said. “Phoebe moved in after her
brother died. Raised his daughter all by herself. Lung cancer. She
went like that.” The woman snapped her fingers. “Two weeks
tops. Terrible thing. And the house went even quicker.” She
laughed. “It sold in maybe a day. So you’re out of luck, dear.”
“I wasn’t looking to buy.”
“Were you a friend of Phoebe’s?” she asked.
“No,” I replied. “I wanted to talk to May, actually. We
know some of the same people. I’m worried about them. I
thought May might be able to help.”
“You just missed her,” the woman said, opening another
beer. “In and out of town real fast, that girl was. She cleaned
out the house, gave away what she didn’t want, and left in a
whirlwind. She’s got a big, important job. Phoebe was so proud.
Fund-raising, I think. Philanthropy. Save the whales, something
like that. Guess she had to get back to work. Can I get you some
cheese, maybe?”
She brought out a tray with a nice, runny Camembert and a
hard white cheddar. We ate the cheese and talked for a while—
about movies, the economy, local politics. She told me you
could learn everything you needed to know about the history
of the Palos Verdes Peninsula from its plants: food and drink
plants from pre-Columbian times, like the lemonadeberry and
the prickly-pear cactus; medicinal plants from the mission
days, like horehound and castor bean; hitchhiking plants like
tumbleweed; wild oats that arrived with feed grains during the
cattle era; landscaping plants like acacia and eucalyptus that es-
caped from the large estates of the 1900s.
Her name was Diana Muldaur.
We watched the sun go down together.
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When it was time for me to go, Diana went into her house
with the empty tray and came back with a shawl wrapped
around her thin shoulders. She was carrying a stack of
brochures.
“May left these behind,” she said, handing them to me.
“You might want to look through them. Maybe make a dona-
tion. She always liked a good cause, May did.”
I thumbed through the brochures on my way back to my car.
Pollution, habitat destruction, and overfishing take a serious
toll on our oceans, so Oceans Conservancy works to preserve
and restore the rich diversity of ocean life and the quality of
coastal waters.
May worked for the Oceans Conservancy. A good cause, yes.
I started up the car, then Gambino’s phone started to ring.
I fumbled around for it in my bag.
“Hello?”
A hang up. Again. This was getting weird. I looked at the
register. The call came from a 323 number I didn’t recognize. I
turned off the engine. I took off my seat belt. I pressed Redial.
It rang once, twice.
A woman’s voice answered: “Hello? Peter?”
“Are you looking for Peter Gambino?” I asked sharply.
“Who is this?”
She hung up.
My hands shaking, I pressed the button for a full readout
on the last fifty incoming calls.
Four were from me.
Two were from Gambino’s partner, Tico.
The remaining forty-four were from her.
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I stared at the phone in disbelief.
It started to ring. I picked it up. “You better talk to me
this—”
It was Gambino.
“You’re right. We need to talk,” he said in a voice I didn’t
recognize.
In The Glass Key, Janet Henry has a dream. She and her
lover, Ned Beaumont, are lost in a forest. They wander for a
long time, then come upon a house. They find a glass key un-
der the mat. When they open the door, the key shatters in the
lock. Inside, there are hundreds of snakes slithering and hiss-
ing on the floor. In despair, the lovers realize they can never
lock them in again.
Once you open a door and see what’s on the other side, you
can’t unsee it. The knowledge is yours forever.
I pulled away from the curb.
I knew how to get home, but that didn’t mean I wasn’t lost.
Isaw Gambino through the shattered glass of the dining room
window. He was sitting at the table, staring into his lap.
I let myself in and called out a halfhearted hello.
No answer.
“How’d your meeting with the D.A. go?”
No answer.
It’s over, I said to myself. Out loud, I said, “Talk to me.”
He was quiet, like he always was when we were fighting. He
hated fighting. I hated having to drag the words out of him.
“Is this really how it’s going to end, Peter?”
Pause.
“Please. Say something.”
“I don’t have the energy for this today, Cece.”
“For what?”
He closed his eyes, then opened them, like he was just wak-
ing up. “I need to show you something.”
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He took my hand and led me over to the wall opposite the
broken window. I was confused.