Shared for Love (Kagan Wolves) (16 page)

Noah dropped to his knees next to her. He skimmed his fingers down Ethan’s stomach to his cock and gripped the base. Hannah eased to the side, giving him room but not releasing Ethan. She shifted her focused licks to the head of his dick and teased the ridge. Precome welled at the slit. She captured the drop on her tongue, while Noah stroked him with firm tugs guaranteed to draw more forth.

The sight of Noah and Hannah on their knees before him jacked up his needs. Both worked together, arousing Ethan and driving him wild. He fucked the tight circle of Noah’s fingers and Hannah’s mouth.

Ethan cursed. He dropped a hand to Noah’s shoulder and another to Hannah’s head, then gave himself over to the moment. Ethan took pleasure from their touch and pumped into Hannah’s mouth, as much as Noah would allow. Noah’s fingers met her lips on each forward drive of Ethan’s
hips. She tilted her head to take more of Ethan’s dick inside her. Her sucking and Noah’s stroking took him to the edge in no time.

He trembled for them. Both reached a hand around him and grabbed his ass at the same time as if they’d planned the move. They squeezed his butt cheeks and drew him closer. Noah released Ethan, and Hannah swallowed him deep. Her throat closed around him, while Noah’s wandering fingers found Ethan’s asshole. Noah pushed them inside.

Ethan’s balls drew up, and his seed rushed down his length. “Aww, fuck.”

He yanked Hannah off him and tugged her to her feet, swallowing her gasp on a hard kiss. She wrapped her arms around his chest and her legs around his hips. She clung to him and accepted his wild loving.

Perfect. She was absolutely perfect. He would’ve told her, but words were beyond him. Lust ruled him. He lowered her to the ground. The softness of her robe met his hands. Noah must’ve spread it on the ground for them or Ethan had found it by luck. Either way, he settled Hannah on the material and poised himself over her, his cock at her entrance, ready to impale her.

She lifted her hips, urging him to fill her. He pressed a hand against her, holding her in place, and tore his mouth from hers. Her rough pants heated his lips, tempting him to devour her again.

“Tonight I’ll claim your body, Hannah. Tomorrow, I’ll own your soul. From now until the end of time, you’ll be mine.”

“Ethan. Yes, claim me. Now.” She rested her hand against his cheek and shifted under him, bathing the head of his cock with her arousal and showing him exactly what she wanted him to do.

He held her gaze and pushed into her. Her arousal helped ease his entry, but she was tight. Her body gripped him, both fighting his possession and holding him deep. He paused in his forward thrust to give her a moment to adjust. He focused on the sensations assaulting his body in an effort to hold on to his control. Tiny waves massaged the portion of his dick she held inside her core. The nails she pressed into his back and her breathy sounds added to the experience.

He hung his head, overwhelmed by the moment.

Noah grasped his chin and urged Ethan to look at him. His green-eyed gaze captured Ethan’s. Excitement and lust burned in its depths. Seeing his lover’s desire-ridden expression while Ethan was joined to Hannah aroused him, but that wasn’t all. It connected them. The three of them. It didn’t matter if only Ethan and Hannah were locked together. Noah was a part of their loving, sharing it with them.

“Take our female to heaven, Ethan. Show her ecstasy, the same you’ve given to me.”

Ethan opened his mouth slightly, needing Noah too. Noah took the invitation, kissing him slowly. He held still, enjoying Noah’s lips on his and the soft caresses of fingers against his skin. Hannah’s delicate ones swiped over his spine, while Noah’s roughened thumb stroked his jaw.

Noah moaned, deepening the kiss, and Ethan rocked into Hannah, ever so slightly so as not to hurt her. More of her arousal flowed around his cock, welcoming him, inviting him to drive his length home. He resisted the urge and moved shallowly, dipping only the head into her. She whimpered and writhed under him the longer he teased her. Each time she squirmed, his cock slid out of her warm center before dipping back into her.

Finally, Noah tore his mouth from Ethan’s. Noah didn’t say anything else. He didn’t have to speak. The look in his eyes conveyed everything. He loved Ethan. Wanted him happy. At the moment, Ethan knew exactly what would do that. Hannah. Loving her for the first time.

“Ethan.”

He glanced into her face. The same look of longing Noah wore was displayed in her expression. He brushed his thumb over the corner of her mouth. “Are you ready for more?”

“Yes.”

“Good, because so am I.”

His length throbbed, but he rocked into her little by little, exactly as Noah had said Ethan would in order to fill her. Every slow stroke took him a deeper until he was seated completely inside her body. His balls rested against her wet groin, and the head of his cock kissed the mouth of her womb.

Heaven. That was what she was to him. His personal sanctuary.

“Hannah.” He dropped his head to her shoulder and breathed through the emotions overpowering him. “My Hannah.”

He didn’t know what else to say. Even
I love you
didn’t seem powerful enough. He licked her shoulder, and his fangs lengthened. A mating was impossible until after she matured. The full moon following her twenty-fifth birthday marked her entrance into shifter adulthood, opening a world of possibilities. It didn’t mean he couldn’t show her what his intentions were, what he couldn’t say.

That she was everything to him.

He clamped his mouth over her shoulder, pressing his fangs into her but not breaking her skin.

She went limp under him, and a shaky sigh escaped her. She didn’t remain passive for long, though. She slid her hand over the back of his head. His hair was too short for her to grip, but she pressed the blunt edges of her nails into his scalp. The possessiveness of the simple action stripped him raw. He was ready to come, and he hadn’t moved. They’d teased each other too much, for too long. Either that or he was simply too damn excited to be inside a woman.

His woman’s body.

He wanted to let go and fill her. Stubbornness and the desire to make their first time unforgettable, exactly as she’d asked, stopped him. He dragged his cock through her gripping center, then plunged deep. Her breath rushed out, and pleasure shot right to his balls. He bit a little harder over the tender spot on her shoulder and repeated the full thrust. Her core tightened around him. Tiny waves danced up his length. He pulled back, slipping his dick from her body, before the squeezing of her muscles took him over the edge.

Cool air bathed his cock. He shivered and drove back into her, needing her warmth, her touch, her passion. Simply needing her. He moaned around the flesh in his mouth, while she clutched him tighter and whimpered. The sound enflamed him. He’d always known it would, but hearing it while joined with her tripped something inside him.

Primitive instincts surfaced, ones he’d never experienced with Noah. Not better, not more powerful, but they were essential. Irresistible. He couldn’t fight them, nor did he want to. He released her shoulder and shifted over her, planting his elbows on either side of her body and giving him the angle he needed to fuck her. She widened her legs for him, and he slipped impossibly deeper.

“You feel good, Hannah. Better than I ever imagined.” He drove forward, shaking her body and tearing another breathy sound from her. He grinned and slammed forward again just to hear her gasp. “So wet. So hot. So damn tight.”

“I’m glad. I want to please you.”

Her gaze on him did. He didn’t need more to satisfy him, but having her open and aroused for him didn’t hurt.

“You do. You please me. Make me hard. Hungry. Crazed.” He bent his head and licked her swollen lips. Her taste tore a groan from him. “I need you. Everything you can give me.”

“Then take everything. Anything. Own me.”

“Yes. You’re mine.” He took her mouth on a hard kiss and fucked her.

Every thrust tightened her core. She molded to him, fitting him like a glove. The silken slide of his hard dick through her folds captivated him. He focused on her body conforming to him. How she teased him. Massaged him. Stimulated him.

She offered him paradise.

It wasn’t enough.

He needed more. Everything, exactly as he’d told her. He pounded into her. Harder. Faster. Every stroke felt better than the last.

“Hannah.” He rained kisses over her face. “Love you. Fucking love you.”

She moved with him. All the while, she scratched at his back, his arms, his shoulders. Noah touched him too, squeezing Ethan’s ass and his hip. He savored it all and gave himself up to the lust. He fucked her, slamming hard into her sex each time Noah pushed his hand against Ethan’s ass.

Her whimpers grew more frenzied, and her body tensed each time he drove deep. The moment he stopped moving, she’d come. He’d follow. He wanted it. He was ready to fill her up and ensure she was his.

The magic of the Kagan’s pack spirit hovered in the air around them, ready to bless them. It was eager to lock them together in such a primal way, making them yearn eternally for each other. The spirit wolf wanted their happiness. So did he.

He’d waited too long for her, though. He wasn’t ready to let the moment pass, but it would. Any moment, it’d be over. His body was ready for her. He wasn’t. Still his balls drew up, and the pressure in his dick built, but he kept thrusting until his seed rushed down his length before slipping free. She cried out. Frustration. Pleasure. He wasn’t sure what caused the sound to escape. He didn’t give either a chance to claim her. He flipped her over, dragged her ass in the air, and thrust into her.

She moaned his name while hers escaped him on a gasp. Her sex clamped tight over his length. He pulled free of her demanding body and rode her, taking his pleasure from her. Sweat dripped from his forehead. His breaths quickened into pants. She writhed under him, stimulating him more. He grasped her hips and yanked her higher, then leaned over her and pressed a hand to her shoulder, holding her still. Fucking her impossibly harder. Everything he had.

“Ethan, please. I need to come.”

Her plea resonated within him. He couldn’t resist her. He slowed his thrusts, and his dick thickened, stretching her more. Waves danced over his length, intensifying with each pass. He pushed deep once more and let her orgasm seize her. She came, moaning his name, and he followed. His cock jerked, filling her with his seed and dragging out her release. Magic wove them together. It was subtle, beautiful, and worth the wait.

Finally, the intense waves massaging his length eased. He slipped from her body and dropped to the ground next to her, spent but stronger than he could ever have imagined.

She snuggled against him, and he drew her close. She didn’t say anything. Neither did he. Words weren’t necessary. Her contented sigh said everything.

Noah knelt on the other side of her, his gaze on Ethan. Need flared in his eyes along with hunger. Ethan took in Hannah’s sated and sleepy expression, then focused on Noah. “Let’s hold our female for a little while. I want her to feel our love for her.”

“Yeah, I’d like that.” Noah dragged his sweats down. His cock sprang free, hard and ready for Hannah, but he settled behind her and gently laid a hand on her side.

She leaned into him and turned her head for his kiss without opening her eyes. He took it, slowly twining his tongue with hers, not to arouse her but to love her. It was as erotic for Ethan to witness as it had been to see her spread out beneath him.

A sense of rightness settled over him. He’d found his true mate and the mate of his heart. He only hoped he could keep them both safe. Hannah’s pack might accept their unconventional bond, blessing them as their pack spirit had, but would his pack feel the same? Or would they be targeted exactly as Noah’s last mate had been sacrificed?

Michael’s death wouldn’t eliminate every threat to Ethan’s lovers. Michael had years to make plans to punish those who attempted to take him out. His threats would linger long past his death, and it wouldn’t be loyalty that made Ethan’s pack mates keep their promises to their old alpha. Fear would make them betray Ethan.

And how was he supposed to counter it when he didn’t know who’d been manipulated by Michael?

Hannah broke the kiss she shared with Noah and held her hand out to Ethan. “Hold me too. I want both of your hands on me.”

He twined his fingers with hers and let the concern for the future fade. One day at a time. Every one he shared with Hannah and Noah was one he’d treasure. For them, Ethan would find a way to counter every threat. He would protect them and his pack.

No other option was acceptable.

Chapter Seventeen

Hannah woke to the warmth of her lovers’ bodies pressed on either side of her. Their scent filled her lungs. Peace radiated through her. She would’ve purred in contentment had she carried a feline instead of a wolf.

She snuggled against the hard chest of the male at her back, and the tickling sensation of his stubble rubbing against her throat told her whose hard cock poked eagerly at her thigh.

“Noah.”

He kissed her neck while Ethan leaned close and brushed his lips over hers in the chaste show of affection that stimulated her as much as his crazed kiss had earlier. Their hands stroked her, caressing and arousing her. Noah skimmed his over her hip and thigh. Ethan focused on her breasts, pinching and rolling her nipples.

Excitement gripped her. Arousal sparked it. There was no doubt about it, but lust wasn’t the only thing that set her heart to race. Both Ethan and Noah touched her equally. No growls or signs of aggression came from either male. She’d done it. She’d bridged them. Or at least set their path, proving their unconventional bond was possible. They would work out their issues…together.

She smiled. “Mmm…I could get used to this.”

“What’s that?” Noah whispered the question against her ear.

“Having both of you worship me.”

Ethan caught her lip between his teeth and nibbled on it until he tore a shaky sigh from her before letting her swollen flesh slip free. “So could I, but first Noah wants his chance to love you.”

She licked her lip, taking his flavor inside. “And what will you be doing while he does?”

“Watching the two of you. I want to see his cock slide in and out of your body.”

She popped her eyelids open, needing to see if Ethan’s expression matched the desire in his tone. His gorgeous face filled her vision, and she gasped at the sight of him, shocked by the change displayed in his eyes. His pale blue color had spread from his pupil to fill his entire orb. No white showed. She knew what it meant—man and animal had merged. Few shifters ever experienced the miracle, but Ethan did. The evidence was clear.

He’d found peace, and she’d been the one who’d mended his fragmented soul.

“Your eyes.” It was all she could say.

He raised one corner of his lip in a lopsided smile that melted her heart and reignited her desire. “What about them?”

The teasing lilt told her he’d figured it out already so she moved closer to him and mapped his face with her fingertips, needing to touch his soul but settling for the caress of her fingers over his skin. It was an odd thought, but an accurate one. She wanted to be bound to him in all ways. The full moon couldn’t come quick enough.

She focused on his incredible eyes. “They’re beautiful.”

He took her hand and kissed her fingertips, one by one, then pressed them to his chest. “If you say so.”

“I do.”

Noah propped on his elbow and leaned over her. He repeated the caress she’d delivered to Ethan but let his fingers linger on Ethan’s parted lips. “I agree with Hannah. They’re beautiful, much like you are.”

Ethan drew Noah’s fingers into his mouth and laved his tongue around them before dragging his teeth over them and releasing him. “I want your wolf to watch me through your eyes too.”

Noah dropped his hand. “I can’t guarantee that’ll ever happen.”

“It will. Hannah will tame you and your wolf.” Ethan glanced into her face. “Won’t you?”

She tipped her head back to meet Noah’s gaze. The look of possession on his expression matched the one Ethan wore. A sense of power mixed with the warmth and peace she’d experienced upon waking. “Do you want that? For me to tame you?”

He slid his hand to her throat and loosely held her. “Isn’t it supposed to be the other way around?”

“Depends on who you ask.” She rolled to her back and grasped his wrist, urging him to release her. He did. No hesitation. She grinned. “I’d say the best relationships are founded on equality.”

“Is that so?”

Noah held her gaze while he spoke, never wavering, but she felt him withdraw from her. She couldn’t explain how she sensed it or why he would. The certainty of her thoughts rang true. She wouldn’t stand for it.

“Yes, and I’m feeling a little neglected.”

He snorted. “I can’t imagine why. From what I saw, I’d say you’ve been thoroughly fucked.”

She glanced at Ethan. She couldn’t help it, even though she knew Noah needed her attention. Ethan had loved her with everything he had. She let her emotions surface so he could see exactly what being with him had meant to her. Ethan’s small half smile rewarded her.

“I was. Ethan took to me heights I hadn’t known were possible.” She pursed her lips, teasing him. “It definitely wasn’t bad for his first time with a woman.”

Ethan spread his hand over her lower belly. “So I satisfied you?”

“You know you did, but I find myself wanting more than your touch.” She glanced from Ethan to Noah. “I want another male’s cock inside me.”

Ethan used a single finger on her chin to turn her head toward him. “You’re ready for Noah then?”

“Yes.” She nodded. “I want him to fill me up too, so I’ll have his seed and yours inside me.”

Ethan slid his hand between her legs and stroked her cleft. The tender caress flipped her heart over. “You’re not sore? I did take you hard.”

“No. I ache. I need to come again.”

He pushed two fingers into her and swirled them in her wetness. Her eyelids drifted shut. “She’s aroused, Noah. Ready for you.”

“Good. I—”

“Are you hard for her?” Ethan cut Noah off.

Noah chuckled. “Yeah. Watching you screw Hannah was a damn good primer.”

Ethan moved to his knees. “Stand up. Let me see.”

Noah exhaled audibly, then followed Ethan’s order, standing next to her hip. She propped herself on her elbow and swept her gaze over him. Noah’s cock stretched straight and long against his body—not quite as thick as Ethan’s but delicious in its own right. Veins ran the length of his erection, and the swollen head of his penis tempted her to run her tongue along the ridge before sucking him deep.

Ethan brushed the back of his hand over Noah’s cock. It jerked, and Ethan grinned. He glanced up the length of Noah’s body. “Wrap your hand around it.”

Noah did, squeezing tight to stop it from twitching. “Like this?”

Ethan dipped his head, then slid his hand around Noah’s ass and pulled him closer. “Come here, lover. Hannah’s not the only one who needs to feel your dick. I’m hungry for it too.”

Noah fisted his erection and used his hold on his penis to rub the head over Ethan’s parted lips. Ethan tilted his head and licked the length of Noah’s erection, then traced the ridge with his tongue much the same way Hannah wanted to do.

Another swirling lick, and he opened his mouth wide. Noah took his unspoken offer. He pushed his cock past Ethan’s parted lips on a steady drive, stretching them wide. Again and again, Noah pumped himself into Ethan’s mouth. All the while they held each other’s gaze. Love showed in their expressions. It faded with every hard drive. Lust replaced it, along with stark need.

Hannah glanced from each male’s face, mesmerized by the raw desire displayed in their eyes before shifting her focus to the wet length of Noah’s cock sliding in and out of Ethan’s mouth. Her breath caught, and arousal flooded her core.

She’d watched them kiss already. It had been one of the most erotic things she’d ever witnessed. It paled in comparison to sight of Noah’s cock in Ethan’s mouth. Groaning, she squirmed. She wanted to join them. Wanted to love them. She couldn’t decide how. The act they were performing was one they’d shared for years. No female involved.

Ethan glanced at her, then dragged his mouth off Noah. “I’m sorry, Hannah. I didn’t mean to leave you out of this, but it’s been so damn long since I’ve sucked Noah’s cock.”

She licked her lips. “It’s okay. I don’t mind.”

“No, it’s not.” Ethan stretched on the ground and rested his upper body on her belly so his head hung slightly off her. He took her hand and directed her to touch his throat. “I want you to be a part of it.”

Noah crouched over Ethan. She glanced from the straight line of Noah’s cock to Ethan’s open mouth. Their intent became clear. Lust seized her. She watched speechless as Noah slipped his hard length past Ethan’s lips on a steady thrust that didn’t leave any doubt to their familiarity with each other’s bodies. Noah fucked Ethan’s mouth, pushing into his throat on every thrust. Ethan eagerly swallowed him, groaning each time he pulled free and moaning as Noah buried himself deep.

The sight of Noah’s cock slipping past Ethan’s lips left her trembling. She panted. Moisture flooded her sex and coated her thighs. Her welcoming arousal dripped down the crack of her ass. And the quivering of her inner muscles told her how excited she was from simply watching them.

She lifted her hand from Ethan’s neck. The impression of Noah’s cock showed as he filled him. Both males moved in sync. When Noah quickened his drives, Ethan’s nostrils flared as he fought to breathe, but he held still and accepted Noah’s possession.

Ethan reached for her hand and directed her to touch his erection. She wrapped her fingers around the thick length of him. His penis throbbed under her palm. She pumped him in time with the driving strokes of Noah’s cock. Harder, faster, she tugged on Ethan’s length. His precome welled. She ran her palm over the tip and used the glistening drops to ease her strokes.

She kept working him, and Noah continued to fuck Ethan’s mouth. She flicked her gaze between them, needing to see them both come but wanting to join them. She squirmed. The ache in her core intensified. Her clit throbbed, much as Ethan’s cock did.

“Aww, fuck. I’m close.” Noah shortened his drives and pumped faster into Ethan’s mouth.

Ethan planted his hands against Noah’s stomach and pushed, knocking him back. Noah stumbled, but stopped his fall with a hand behind him. Ethan climbed off her, panting as hard as she did. “Save it for Hannah.”

Noah nodded, then turned his gaze on her. The look in his eyes stopped her heart. A moment of fear seized her, and she fought the urge not to run. It wasn’t worry that’d he’d hurt her that sped her pulse and tensed her muscles. It was the possession displayed in his green depths. Noah would own her, exactly as Ethan did. He’d make her beg. Make her scream. And enjoy every damn second of it.

She scooted backward. He grasped her ankle, stopping her futile escape, not that she actually wanted to get away. Instincts drove her. He grabbed her other ankle and spread her legs wide, just to the point of pain. Her eyes rolled back, and her mouth opened on a gasp.

He had her exactly where he wanted her. There’d be no easing her into the moment. Noah would take from her. Her lower belly quivered more. She wanted that. For him to possess her. She drew in a rough breath, her excitement growing unbearable.

He glanced at her, concern in his expression. It faded on a smirk as he obviously saw her enjoyment written on her face. “I didn’t need to stop. I can love Hannah all night long.”

Ethan grasped her wrists and drew them above her, stretching her. She squirmed but couldn’t move. They held her open for them. At their mercy. More arousal flooded her sex.

“So can I, and we will. We’re going to take turns loving her.” Ethan kissed her palms, one then the other. Love rushed up, and her heart cracked open with the tender caress. “But she needs this. She needs you. Right now.”

Noah rubbed his thumb back and forth over her ankle. “Not as much as I do.”

He slid the loose circle of his hands up her calves, then skimmed his palms over her inner thighs. “Look at her, Ethan. How damn wet she is. I think she liked watching me fuck your mouth.”

“She did. It made her hot. She trembled for us.” Ethan glanced into her face. “I loved how aroused you got. I want to see more. I want you to shake uncontrollably for Noah. Make him explode inside you.”

She nodded. “Yes, I—”

Noah’s cock brushing against her inner thigh stopped her words. She yanked her gaze to him. Hands planted on either side of her chest, he settled between her legs. She focused on his hard length ready to pierce her. Her core clenched, needing to pull him deep. She felt empty without him.

“Look at me, Hannah.”

She glanced into his face. A gasp escaped her, and her heart stopped. Full green eyes stared back at her. She’d bridged him, exactly as she had Ethan. It wasn’t what left her breathless. One truth did—Ethan
and
Noah were her true mates.

They’d been right all along. The idea had left her feeling special before. It still did. She wouldn’t deny it. It was the sadness the realization brought that left her crying inside. She wanted to lock both males to her soul, ensuring they’d always be together.

She couldn’t. Noah had chosen to mate another woman before her. He’d given her a piece of his soul. There was nothing left for Hannah to claim except the empty space left behind.

“No. Don’t go there, my beautiful Hannah. We can’t change the past, and regret will poison us. Leave us bitter.” He bent closer and kissed her cheeks, her nose, her eyes before taking her mouth on a reverent twining of their tongues that drained the sadness from her body.

He eased back so his lips brushed hers. “I don’t want that for any of us. I want to focus on what we’ve been given.”

“What’s that?”

He lowered his hips and filled her on a slow, steady thrust. She arched into him, taking him impossibly deeper. Seated fully, he dropped his head to her shoulder.

“A chance at a bond that’ll ensure we always find each other.” Noah turned his head and nibbled on her shoulder. “One based on love, Hannah. It might not be the mystical tie you and Ethan will share, but it’ll be just as strong. Just as special. We’ll find each other in heaven or another life. I don’t doubt it.”

Tears welled in her eyes, not sad ones, not happy ones. The moisture making her vision blurry stemmed from love, the deep kind that surpassed all barriers and mended all wounds. It didn’t promise their path would be easy, but it offered hope there would be one, no matter how many times fate pulled them apart.

Ethan released the grip he had on her wrists. She captured his hand before he slipped away and curled her other one around the back of Noah’s neck. “Yes. We will. It starts here. Now.”