Shattered (12 page)

Taking my stuff out of my bag
, I lined it all up on the right side of the vanity.  Realizing that I forgot to bring pajamas I called out to Caleb. “Um Caleb, I don’t have anything to sleep in. Can I borrow something?” I heard him chuckle and he walked in with a folded up black shirt.  “Thank you.”

Grinning he walked out of the bathroom. Letting out the breath that I was holding I took off my clothes and folded them on the ground.  I took out my tooth brush and began brushing my teeth.  Thoughts where swimming in my head…….
Will he like my body? Will he get one look and turn away? God what if I get a bad case of morning breath.  That would be horrible.

As stared in the mirror I was happy about the fact that I chose to wear my purple lace lingerie. Debating on if I wanted to take the bra off Caleb walked in. I froze. What do I do now?

I watched as his eyes trailed from my toes up my legs, to my back, my breast, and finally landed on my eyes. They did not look disgust
ed by my body.  He had a look of longing and desire.

He finally composed himself and walked over to his side and started brushing his teeth.  This gave me a chance to check him out some more.  I knew the man was good looking I just didn’t know how good looking.  He had a
tribal tattoo that started at his elbow and moved up past his shoulder to his neck. I thought about licking the pattern. On his rib cage I could see some script but I wasn’t sure what it said.  I made a mental note to look into that later. On his other arm he had a mixture of a bunch of Celtic symbols. Each one seemed to be connected together filling up his whole arm.  His chest was cut. He wasn’t too big and he was perfect in my eyes. He had that V at the bottom of his stomach; from his belly button down he had dark black curls that formed his happy trail. Oh goodness did I ever want to find out where that went.

Clearing my lust filled thoughts I reached for his shirt only to realize I couldn’t find it. Looking around I finally saw it in Caleb’s hands.  “Um I think I would rather you just stay in that.” Oh God. He threw the
shirt back on the counter and headed towards me. The look in his eyes said it all. I was done for. Coherent thoughts were out the window.

He slipped one arm around my waist and put the other in my hair. He pulled me close and began his journey of kissing and suckling my neck, my collar bone, and the tops of my breasts. I place my hands all over his body.  I wanted to fill every inch
. I wanted him in my mouth, I wanted to taste him. I pulled his head from the tops of my breast and crashed my lips into his.  He let out a deep belly moan that made me pull him closer.

He grabbed me by my waist and placed me on the counter. Letting his hands rest at my hips he pu
lled me close to the edge so our bodies could be flushed together. I tangled my fingers through his soft sexy hair.

He lifted his right hand and started to move up my back until it reached my bra clasp. With one swift move it came undone. I helped him remove it from shoulders and let it fall to the ground.  He took my left nipple in his mouth first, with that movement I
thrusted my breast into him.  His right hand played with my right nipple and I could feel my body start to tense.

“Oh God Caleb.” I could barely get the words out when he switched to the neglected breast. “You are so perfect.” I have never had anyone tell me I was perfect before.  The heat between my legs intensified. I tried to close them but was blocked by his body.

He picked me up off the counter and started to carry me out of the bathroom. “Wrap your legs around me.” I did as he asked. He never let go of my face, trailing kisses down my neck to my chest.  I tilted my head back.  He placed me on the bed and laid his body on top of mine. I could feel his erection between my legs. He was very well endowed.  I let my hands roam all over his back while he continued to torture my breast. Slowly he began to move further south. Kissing my stomach, he dropped his tongue in my belly button and kissed both sides of my hips.

Taking his fingers he began to slide my panties off. Once those were on the floor he took in my naked body. “You are so beautiful Ryan.” I felt the heat rush to my face.  No one has ever said I was beautiful naked before.  I have always been fat and then after having two kids I blew up like a balloon. This past year I finally got my body to where I wanted it to be.

He took my left leg in his hands and started kissing from my foot all the way to the inside of my thigh and then took my right leg and started the task again.  Once he go
t to my center he looked up at me and spoke words that I couldn’t comprehend. “I am going to make you come in my mouth.  I want to taste you Ryan.” I fisted the sheets in anticipation for what was about to come.

He gently pulled my legs apart and kissed me. “You are so wet.
Wet for me. I can’t wait to feel you come around my mouth.” Holding onto the sheets I could only prepare myself for what was next. 

With a gentle lick my lips opened up for him.  He placed two fingers inside and began to message my walls. He brought his mouth back down and began sucking and licking my clit. I felt my body begin to shake at his movements. My hips bucked off the bed with every lick. He placed his left arm over my hips
to keep me steady.   Soon I began to feel the start of my orgasm. “Caleb….” That was all I could get out.  His movements came faster driving me to my release. A low moan from him was all it took to send me over the edge.  I exploded around his fingers and he milked out my release. 

I was
panting; my heart was racing as he brought me back down from my climax. I saw stars.  I haven’t felt that type of explosion ever. 

Once I was calmed down he trailed kisses up my body, covering every inch with his sweet kisses.  He kissed my neck and then jaw. I moved my head so I could capture his lips.  I could taste my arousal on him.  He let out a deep moan and it got me hot again.

Reaching down between us I pulled his boxers down letting his erection free. Pushing him to his back I grabbed his cock in my hand.  “My turn.” I trailed kisses from his neck to each peck.  Sucking on each nipple like he did me. I felt him shudder with my touch.

Trailing kisses down his stomach I continued to stroke his cock.  My hand barely fit around and it made me wonder if it would even fit.  Finally reaching my destination I placed a soft kiss at the top of his head. “Ryan….you don’t have too.” Oh yes I did
, the man has given me more orgasm’s than I have given him.  I wanted this.

I licked the vein and placed my lips over his head and began to suck. I felt his hands in my hair as he guided me
in and out. I took him all the way. “Oh fuuuuck.” Once he said those words I began to suck harder and faster. Twirling my tongue around his head.

I removed my hand, grabbed both of his hips and pulled him closer. I sucked and teased some more. I could tell he was getting close. It felt like he was growing inside my mouth.  Every movement was turning me on even more. I placed my hand back on
him and continued to stroke him harder and I sucked even harder.

“Ryan I don’t want to come in your mouth.  I need to be inside of you, only if
you’re ready.” Was I ready? Did I want this? Letting him go I looked up and into his blue eyes. Yes I wanted this.  If it was only for one night I wanted this.

He reached over into his night stand and pulled out a condom. I took it from him and rolled the condom onto his cock. Lifting myself up on my knees I braced myself over him.  I looked in his eyes and told him what he wanted to hear. “I want this. I want to feel you inside of me.”

With that said I lowered myself onto him. It has been a while since I have had sex and I wanted to take control of the situation so that way he didn’t feel like he was pressuring me into anything.

He was so
big; it took me a few times to go all the way down. “God you’re so tight. Are you ok?” To prove to him that I was I started to move.

I threw my head back
because the sensation of me riding him was uncontrollable.  He placed his hands on my hips while my hands where on his bare chest.  I opened my eyes and stared right into his stunning blue ones that were filled with desire.

I started riding him faster never taking my eyes off him.  I felt my body start to stiff
and I knew my release was coming soon. “Baby, you feel so good. Your pussy was made for me.” His breathing picked up and then he turned us to my back.

Still sliding in and out he grabbed my face and began kissing me again. He started pounding me harder and harder. “Caleb I am so close.” I was breathing harder with every thrash he put inside of me. He reach
ed between us and started messaging my clit.  I felt my release before I had time to tell him. “Caleb!” My walls tightened around him. Never taking his eyes off me he pounded into me harder to find his release. I felt him tense and in two more movements he found it.

“That was amazing. That has never felt that good.” He was lying on top of me kissing my lips and coming down from his high. I couldn’t have agreed more with his statement.

We laid there for a little while longer trying to catch our breath. He rolled off me and went to clean himself up in the bathroom.  This was going to be the awkward part.  Normally no guy wants to cuddle, they just want to roll over and go to bed.  I hope that isn’t the case tonight.  But in my experience that’s just how it goes.

I f
ound my panties and threw them back on.  I didn’t have a shirt so I pulled the sheets up over my breast and laid down.  Once he entered the room he pulled his boxers one and slipped into bed with me. He turned the little lamp off and crawled in next to me. 

“I would go get my shirt but I want to feel your skin pressed to mine.” He gave me some more gentle kisses on the lips and pulled me close. He place
d me to his side like I belonged there. “See you fit just right, it’s like that’s where you belong.” He whispered in my ear.

“Thank you Caleb…..I feel like I am where I am supposed to be.” Ok maybe I shouldn’t have said those words but they just felt right.

He pulled me closer and kissed my lips again.  We both laid on our sides just looking at each other. We laced our legs together trying not to let there be any space in between us. My eye lids started to get heavy and my breathing slowed down. “Go to sleep Ryan, I will be here when you wake up.” It didn’t take long for me to fall into a deep sleep.

I am running again.
Running for my life.  Why won’t this guy leave me alone. “Help, someone help me!” Just keep running Ryan. He can’t get you this time.  Faster, faster.  My legs were burning, I just wanted to fall on the ground.  No you can’t give up, you have to keep pushing forward.  Don’t let that lug get you this time, fight back.

“Ryan baby wake up.  I got you.  Wake up baby.”  I could hear Caleb in the far distance.  I could feel someone shaking me. I opened my eyes and shot up. “Baby
its ok. You’re safe.  It was just a bad dream.” Realizing his words I groaned. “Did I wake you?  I am so sorry.” I tried to lie back down and hide my face but he was holding me in his arms. “It was just a bad dream. Do wanna talk about it? Do you need me to get you anything?”

Ugh I so did not want to have a nightmare while
laying in his bed. “No and no I am fine. Let’s just go back to bed.” He laid me back down and tucked me back in his arms.

“I am here nothing will hurt you ok?” I nodded.  He ran his fingers through my hair trying to get me to calm down. I finally got my breathing under control.  “Thank you.”  I don’t know if he could tell I was embarrassed but he didn’t saying anything. He just pulled me closer and kissed my forehead. 
Once I was back to normal I felt myself drift back into sleep. 

Chapter 11

“Are you sure you
wanna go eat with my sister? She is going to ask you a million questions.  I just want you to be ready for them.” I was so worried about lunch today with my sister.  I just knew that she was going to ask him embarrassing things, about us and about him.  I didn’t want her to ruin our wonderful morning.

“It will be fine.  I am really looking forward to it.” He gave me a quick kiss on the lips and finished washing my body.  He insisted that we take a shower together.
Which was fine by me because I got to see him and he was a gorgeous naked man.

We spent all morning exploring each other’s bodies in bed. I finally had the chance to lick and kiss each one of his tattoos. And I enjoyed every minute of it.

He washed my hair, back, and legs. I was getting turned on with every touch. He turned me to face the wall and started washing my backside. He brought his hand lower and cupped me in my sweat spot.  I let out a little moan as he proceeded to rub my clit. Bracing my hands on the wall I opened my legs wider for him.  He took the invitation and sunk two fingers in. He put his back flush with mine and I could feel his erection on my lower back. I stood up on my tiptoes and started to grind into his cock. He let out a soft moan and picked up the pace with his fingers.  I threw my head back on his shoulder and rode his fingers.  I felt my release coming. “Caleb….” He kissed my neck and below my ear. “I know baby let go.” And just like that my orgasm hit me. Who knew such simple little words could make me fall apart. He left me once the trembling stopped.  I turned around and faced him and his arousal. Taking his soap in my hands I began to wash his body.