Stricken Desire (12 page)

“Earth to short stack. Come in short
stack.”

Oh no, I zoned out again. I shake my head
back and forth to clear my boggled mind.

“There you are. What are you thinking
about?”

“Honestly, what nickname I should give to
you.”

Oh, there’s that megawatt ear to ear smile of
his. Wow it’s so beautiful and white and heart pounding. This heart
of mine has got to stop with the gymnastics. I could run a marathon
and it still wouldn’t act this crazy.

“And?”

“Do we really have to talk about this tonight
too?” I tap my foot on the ground nervously.

“Yes, and we’re going to talk about that look
you were giving your privates a bit earlier.”

I shake my head no. “No, we are not.
Especially if you want to know the proper nickname I have for you.
You know besides asshole and those others.” I giggle and shoot him
a friendly smile.

“Well I’d rather skip the nicknames if I have
a choice of the two.” He winks sinfully. “Throw me a bone here.
Seriously. I’ve told you how I feel. I’ve told you how much you
turn me on and you’ve said nothing to me. Just give me a little
something. Not sex, just honesty. I promise to always be honest
with you. Just be honest with me too.” He’s nearly begging. Not
quite but I can hear the desperation in his deep voice.

“Oh… Fine… But only because you asked so
nicely.” I smile, and seriously want to blow him a kiss from across
the room for his honesty and sweetness. Although I am sure that’s
probably not a good idea. I can’t get his hopes up too far.

“The nickname is big man. I think it explains
you rather well and it’s kind of cute. I thought about John or J
but they seem so impersonal.”

“Awe. I love it! I could so hug you right
now.”

That’s so can’t happen. I think I might
actually hump his leg if he does. What this man does to me is
incredible. I want to kiss him so bad or lick his chest. Oh yeah
that chest. Thick ribs of muscle and tattoos with soap and
saltiness. So delicious on my tongue. Shit! Stop thinking about
that! Or I am going to have to go change my panties.

“And…”

“Oh…fine…Yes, you turn me on. But honestly is
that so hard to believe? You turn every woman on. That’s what the
woman at your shows go for. To see you and hope that they can get
into your pants on some off chance.”

He growls. Yep, the wolf is back and sexy as
ever! Can you die from being too horny? Because if that’s possible
I might seriously die tonight.

“I don’t care what other women want from me.
I want YOU. I want all of YOU. And right now I want YOU in my mouth
forever and ever.”

Gulp! Help
!

“Wh…aa…t?”

“I know your horny tonight baby. I can smell
you. Not sure how because I’ve never smelled a woman’s arousal ever
unless my face is close. But I can smell you from here.”

“I’m sorry I know that’s gross.” I cover my
crotch with both my hands and look down. My heart sinks. I just
think this pain might make me cry.

“Stop it!” he’s walking towards me, oh no. I
can feel the shifting in the room.

I peer up and he’s toe-to-toe with me his
eyes are on fire.

He cups my chin with his fingers and tilts my
head up to see him. I swallow hard. His flesh on mine is burning me
with full on desire and I want to drop to my knees and have him in
my mouth. I know he would want this. I want this. I want him. He’s
so sexy and soft and hard at the same time.

“That is not gross. Don’t you ever say that.”
His eyes are burrowing into mine. I can’t see anything but him and
can’t feel anything but him. He’s consuming me. Owning me. Loving
me.

“But…”

Sliding a finger over my lips to quiet me he
leans down beside my ear.

“Your scent drives me wild baby. I can’t tell
you how much it turns me on to know you want me as much as I want
you. Almost three days baby, three whole days I’ve been dying to
hold you and caress you. You are everything to me. YOU. ARE. MINE.
Forever.”

My knees give out and I fall into him. He
catches me. His hand on my back he lifts me into his arms like I
weigh nothing.

“Short stack are you okay?”

I tuck my head against him snuggling my face
against his soft warm neck. His scent is intoxicating to me too.
Who would have thought?

He carries me over to the bed and lays me
down lengthwise.

“Thanks.” I whisper.

“Anything for you baby. Now lie back and
rest.” He pushes my hair out of my face and caresses my cheek with
the back of his hand. Electricity sparks and my heart leaps out of
my chest and smashes into him. So this is what passion feels
like?

He stands and I jerk up instantly and grip
onto his hand tight. I can’t let him leave. He can’t go. Not
tonight. Not, now and maybe never.

“It’s okay baby. I am just going to go and
take off my slippers and clothes and I’ll climb in with you. I
promise I’ll be right back.” He speaks softly and sweet with a
grin. I let go of his hand.

He goes into the bathroom and I settle down
into the bed. I feel all warm and fuzzy inside.

“See I told you.” He says climbing in next to
me wearing only a pair of green silk boxers.

“Sorry I don’t know what came over me.” I
mutterer desperately.

“I do.” He nuzzles his face in my hair and I
melt inside. He’s not close enough. Maybe he’ll never be close
enough. Wow this is a whole new experience. A whole new world for
me. I don’t know if I like it or not. But I need it. I need him
right now.

I tug him closer and turn onto my side so I
can sling my leg over his. Hot damn his legs are huge. I guess I
never paid attention before. They have a light dusting of dark hair
mixed with a few tattoos but they are ribbed and cut just like the
rest of his gorgeous body. I push my face against his chest and
breathe him in. His hands are tangled up in my hair and he kisses
my forehead over and over in perfect soft kisses. My heart is
blooming and pounding so hard. My clit is pounding at the same
speed. I readjust my leg.

“Ohhhh...” I moan my clit rubbed his leg. I
think I might come any second.

“Hey baby. Do you want me to help with that?”
he kisses my forehead again.

“With what?” I don’t understand.

“Your pussy baby. I can help. I promise I
won’t do anything else. I won’t even try to have sex. I will take
care of you. I know you need it and I need to touch you there.
Please let me touch you there.” He nearly begs. His voice is warm
and husky. His panty dropping voice.

I’m even wetter now if that was possible. It
is now.

“Well… I don’t know how to say this… I’ve…
um… never had…. Um… anyone touch me there before. Anyone other than
myself that is.”

That was so scary to tell him but didn’t feel
as embarrassing coming out as I thought it might. Thank the
heavens. Either my horniness overshadowed my worries or it wasn’t
that embarrassing.

He places his fingers on my chin and tilts my
face up to his. His eyes burn into me again. His want is carried
over in just was gaze.

“Baby. If you’ll have me I would love to be
your first in that and everything else I can be. But only if you’ll
have me.” He whispers and licks his lips.

Oh yes Johnathan lick me, fuck me, I don’t
care just touch me. My need for him is so intense I could almost
cry.

I nod and my mouth runs dry.

“Thank you baby. Thank you.” He says and he
sounds sincere.

He presses his lips against mine and they are
soft and luscious and warm. I open my mouth slightly to invite him
into the first part of my body ever. He slips in his soft gently
tongue and we kiss so passionately and sweetly. It’s not rushed.
He’s making love to my mouth. Soft strokes, swirling together. My
body is burning for him. I so need this man. I press myself against
him my breasts pushing firmly into his hard stomach. I’m nearly
shaking with desire and want and nervousness. His hand drifts down
around the back of my butt and between my legs. His finger
instantly hits that sensitive bump. I moan into his mouth and he
growls with appreciation.

Circling that little bump through the
thinness of my boy shorts. The jolt of electricity has me on the
brink. I can feel it turning and burning in my belly. I need it.
I’ve never been touched like this before. I moan into his mouth
again and he laps his tongue against mine harder and needier. His
hard cock is pressed up against my belly with only a thin layer of
boxers holding him back. He rocks his hips against my stomach his
cock is rubbing against me. It’s so sexy and hot and I just want to
touch it. But I’ve never touched one before. Not up closer and
personal anyhow.

He extracts his tongue and I am panting and
so is he. My heart is aching with desire.

“Oh god baby you are so much more than I ever
dreamed.” He pants his chest heaving in and out hard. I rub my
fingers from his pecks down his washboard abs and circle the bones
of his lips and the lip of his boxers. He inhales deeply and
freezes.

“Oh sorry.” I mutter.

“No. Baby no. You can touch me wherever you
want. It just feels so good. If you touch him though I think I
might just burst. I’ve had to jack him like three times a day the
past few days but all he’s wanted is you and your soft beautiful
skin.”

His finger jolts my spot harder and I
shudder.

“See baby that’s what I want to want to make
you feel good. Don’t worry about him. Let me touch you.” He
purrs.

“Okay.” I whisper out of breath.

He leans up and I drop my leg from his. Holy
crap his cock is huge. I thought it was but it so is. It’s like an
anaconda angry to get lose. I’m staring at it. I can’t stop
myself.

He laughs when he catches me. “Yep that’s the
big man.” He’s kneeling between my legs on the bed.

“Can I touch him?”

His eyes light up and his body quakes.

“If you want. But you don’t need to baby. I
just want to touch you.” He touches my soft spot. I arch my back
off the bed and shriek out a moan.

“See baby you’re ready for me to touch you. I
want my mouth on you. I need to taste you and suck all of those
sweet juices.”

I nod biting my lip. Ignoring the fact that I
desperately want to touch his cock.

He settles down between my legs and rubs his
finger up and down my sex. I squirm.

Tugging off my panties I lean up off the bed
to help him. And it takes only a second and I am bottomless. I
reach around my own back and unclasp my bra and slide it off.
Dropping it onto the floor beside the bed. Realizing this is the
first time I have been fully naked in front of a man other than my
gyno for over two years.

His breath his hot on my core. My juices are
slick and my clit is needy.

“Mmmmmm you smell so good baby. Like I said I
have to taste you but not just yet.” He runs his finger between the
folds of my sex.

“Oh god.” I moan. His thumb rests on top of
my clit and makes small little circles his breath is at my
entrance. Oh yes. Right there. Touch me. I squirm and fist the
sheets.

“Please.” I beg, panting.

And he dives right in. His tongue lapping my
tight hole and I scream out his name in the biggest and most joyous
orgasm I’ve ever had in my entire life. My body convulses over and
over. When I’m finished I look down and see him peering up and me
from between my legs. I give him a sly smile.

“You’re so beautiful baby.” He licks and
rubs. “You taste like honey” he breaths. Rubbing my clit harder
teasing me, tantalizing me. I never knew anything could feel this
good. He feels so good. I want him so bad. I need his cock in
me.

“I need you.” I moan.

“Oh god baby… I love you… I want you so bad.”
He purrs running his finger up and down my hot slick slit. “You’re
so wet and hot for me baby. Do I make you feel good?” he whispers
husky.

“Oh yes Johnathan. I need you. You make me
feel so good.” I arch my back. His touches are like electricity
sparking into me. Pooling into my body. Raising a craving I’ve
never had before in my life.

He licks and laps at my pussy. His hands
kneading my hips holding me into place. Faster and faster he licks.
He nibbles on my clit.

“Oh god I’m so close don’t stop.” I grab the
back of his head and fist his hair.

“Come for me baby.” He moans between my
legs.

And I do. I scream out and my body shatters
into the best orgasm of my life! I’m huffing and I can’t catch my
breath. My body convulses and I can’t stop.

“This is just the beginning” he says and
slips a finger into me. I’m on the verge again. I can feel it
building inside of me. A carnal need to be sated again by this
perfect, beautiful, sexy, rock god. Who for if only for one night I
will share my bed with.

“Johnathan oh god.” I arch my back and fist
my hair, biting my bottom lip hard.

“That’s it baby you’re so warm and soft
inside. My cock is about to spurt hot juices in my shorts just by
touching you my sweetheart.” He licks my clit again with heavy
breath. He’s breathing just as hard as I am.

Pumping his finger in and out of me I can’t
help but moan. It feels so good and tight and sensual and erotic
and everything else wonderful and beautiful and perfect in the
world.

“Come for me baby. I need you. I need you to
come. I need everything baby. Give me this. Please.” He begs.

I reach between my legs and make the biggest
decision I’ve made in all my life or nearly all my life. I still
his hand with my own and he kisses it.

“Babe.” I moan.

“Yes, my wonderful woman of mine?”

“I need you.”

“I know baby that’s what I’m doing I am
giving you everything I can right now. You taste so good. Baby. You
make me so happy. Thank you so much for all of this.” His voice
cracks. I look down and his eyes are watery. He’s on the verge of
crying and if he cries I am going to cry. This is the sweetest man
ever! God he fills my heart with such love. I want him all of him
forever. Just like this. Perfect.