Such a Rush (42 page)

“Well, please keep doing it,” Nance said finally, “because he’s like a new person.”

Grayson came toward me from the darkness. As he stepped out of the crowd, colored lights played across his wavy hair and handsome face, disappearing against his black tux. With a grin like a promise, he reached for me.

As I put my hand in his and let him pull me up, I murmured to myself, “So am I.”

“Seven-thirty-seven,” Grayson said.
“Yours someday.”

My heart pounded and I squeezed his hand as the massive airliner seemed to head straight for us. But it was pitching into the sky by the time it screamed overhead, giving us a glimpse
of its white underbelly. We both turned around in our lawn chairs to watch the gorgeous plane until it disappeared into the dim early-morning sky. We could still hear it.

After Ish’s party and Steve’s even better party, Grayson had driven us here to the industrial complex near the Wilmington airport, at one end of the runway. In the dead of night, in the cab of his truck, we’d finally gotten our delicious time alone. I was still smiling at the thought of it.

He’d planned ahead. Now we sat in our chairs in the truck bed, holding hands under a blanket against the wet chill, watching the first flights take off.

He sighed with satisfaction and relaxed his hand around mine. He’d gotten as much of a rush from the plane as I had. Then he nodded toward the horizon. “Sunrise.”

An intensely pink sun, striped by purple clouds, peeked over the trees. It was so small and weak that I hadn’t noticed a change in the light yet, but I knew it was coming.

“Uh-oh,” I said. “I shun the light. I probably look like I’ve been fooling around in my boyfriend’s pickup.”

“No, you—” He turned to smile at me. His eyes lingered first on my crumpled prom dress, then my hair. “Well, maybe.” He let go of my hand under the blanket, wrapped his arm around my shoulder, and pulled me closer. “I hope we stay together for a long, long time. I’ll never get used to looking at you.” He kissed me gently.

At first I had trouble kissing him back because I was smiling so hard. Then his other hand moved under the blanket, sliding across my dress. My body was right back where it had been half an hour before, giving itself to his and taking anything he wanted to give in return.

After a long kiss, he drew away, sighing again, sounding and smiling exactly like he had after the airliner buzzed us.
Then he looked up at the sky. The blue had deepened from the grayish hue of first light. “I wonder if Jake did this at the end of his prom night.”

“Did his girlfriend like flying?”

He laughed shortly. “No.”

“Yeah. I think this is perfect, but after prom night, most girls would rather watch the sun rise at the beach.”

“That’s so strange.” His fingers traced a pattern on my bare shoulder. “I’m very lucky, and I will never forget that, I promise.” In the middle of this declaration of love, his voice trailed off. He was distracted by the hum of a small airplane. “Cessna Corvalis.”

“Where!” I exclaimed at the exact moment I saw the tiny airplane taking off toward us. It was the same make as mine, but the model was high-end: the Beemer of four-seater, single-engine planes. It roared over us, the noise nothing compared with the airliner’s scream, but powerful for the plane’s size. The underbelly was painted in racing stripes, which made me giggle. The plane looked happy.

We turned around in our seats to watch it disappear. “I wonder where she’s going so early in the morning,” Grayson murmured.

“She wants to get a head start,” I said. “It’s going to be a pretty day to fly.”

Introduction

Everyone needs an escape. For Leah Jones, that escape is flying. When she’s in the cockpit of a plane she can leave her troubles—her undependable mother, the fact that most of her fellow high school seniors call her trash, and the knowledge that Grayson Hall, the boy she has given her heart to, barely recognizes her existence—on the ground below. But when Mr. Hall, her flight instructor, and the only dependable adult in her life, dies unexpectedly, Leah is afraid her one escape has been ripped from her grasp forever.

When Mr. Hall’s sons—Alec and Grayson—return to the hangar to take over their father’s business, Leah’s life takes an unexpected turn. Grayson has discovered her most damning secret and uses it to blackmail her into working for him—both as a pilot and as the means to an end in a mysterious secret involving Alec. Caught between the brother she loves and the brother she is supposed to love, Leah realizes that life, like flying, is dangerous: make just one mistake and the consequences can spin out of your control.

Topics & Questions for Discussion

1. Consider the opening paragraph of
Such a Rush
. What are your first impressions of Leah? Does this impression change over the course of the novel?

2. “I could not guess at Mr. Hall’s motives, but I had liked him because he was kind to me and funny, not because he gave me something I wanted. I felt guilty for putting the loss of him and the loss of my flight time into the same depressing thought.” Why does Leah equate the loss of flying with the loss of Mr. Hall? What do planes and flying represent to Leah? Is there anything else in her life that matches the feeling she has when flying?

3. Leah thinks to herself, “If Molly was going to force me to a party where the girls would call me trash, and Grayson was going to treat me that way, I would dress the part.” How much of our personalities are defined by how others see us? Do you think Leah’s rebellion against how others see her is effective? Is it constructive? Do you think, given her circumstances, the “tough girl act” is her only means of standing up for herself? Have you ever been placed in a similar situation? How did you react?

4. Molly and Leah have a strong, but very unconventional friendship. In the end, both girls realize that neither one is truly being herself out of fear of losing the other. What assumptions do Molly and Leah make about each other? Why do you think it was so hard for them to trust each other? Does their friendship remind you of any relationships in your own life?

5. “I remembered what Mr. Hall had told me when I first asked him for a lesson: the kids who watch planes are destined to be pilots. I envied Molly…she wasn’t driven toward a career that was out of her reach. But envying Molly was a dangerous road for me. I knew better than to go down it.” Do you agree with Leah? Or do you think Leah is the lucky one, to have found what she loves to do even if she has to fight to hold onto it?

6. While having dinner at Molly’s parents’ cafe, Molly asks Grayson, Alec, and Leah why they each wanted to start flying in the first place. What do Molly, Grayson, and Alec’s different answers reveal about them as characters? Do you think it is significant that both Leah and Grayson mention the “rush” that flying gives them, but Alec doesn’t? Or that Alec mentions Jake and the family business, but Grayson doesn’t? Compare, contrast, and discuss their answers.

7. Leah loves both the Hall brothers in very different ways. What are some of the characteristics Alec and Grayson share? What are some of their differences? Who do you think Leah should ultimately be with?

8. Grayson and Leah both see themselves as outsiders. Do you think that’s why they are drawn to each other? What judgments do they make about one another? How do they learn to move past those judgments?

9. Discuss Leah’s relationship with her mother. How does her mother’s attitude toward men shape Leah’s own attitude? Consider the following quote in your response: “Men always do that to women when they feel threatened. They tell everyone the woman must be giving out blow jobs because there’s no way she could be successful otherwise.” Do you agree with Leah’s statement? Do you think Leah accuses Grayson because this statement is true, or because of what she has learned from her mother?

10. Leah defends Mr. Hall to Grayson when Grayson gets angry about the fact that his father cheated on his mother and walked out on their family. Do you feel that sometimes we are too hard on the people we are closest to, because it is difficult to see them clearly or objectively? Do you think that Leah perhaps saw Mr. Hall for who he was better than Grayson simply because they weren’t family?

11. “That’s when I realized people use each other, Grayson. They define their relationships by what they are getting.” Do you agree or disagree with Leah’s assessment of relationships? Discuss how this perception shapes her decisions. Do you think Leah still feels this way about relationships at the end of the novel? Why or why not?

12. Leah, Grayson, and Alec’s primary motivations are rooted in their family history and their backgrounds. Leah wants to escape her past and never wants to be like her mother; Grayson feels guilty over the way he behaved when his father was alive and is determined not to let him down; and Alec is searching for a way to make his father and brother proud. Discuss the differences and similarities implicit within each character’s motivations. Did you identify with any one character in particular? Were you surprised by any of the decisions these characters made?

13. Leah, Molly, Alec, and Grayson all keep important secrets from each other in
Such a Rush.
Discuss these secrets and why you believe each character chose to keep secrets from one another. Were you surprised to discover that Alec had known about Grayson’s plan the entire time? Why do you think Molly didn’t tell Leah the truth about her and Alec?

Enhance Your Book Club

1. Is there something in your life that means as much to you as flying does to Leah and Grayson? What are your passions? What gives you that “rush” feeling? Do you love to cook, knit, draw, write, scrapbook, run, or snowboard? Have each member in your book club share their own passions with the group. How do these activities make you feel? Why do you think you are drawn to your particular passion?

2. Leah often borrows old copies of
Plane & Pilot
from Hall Aviation to take home and read. Visit
www.planeandpilotmag.com
to learn more about the magazine Leah describes as a “delicious luxury.” Have each member choose an article to read and then plan to share an interesting fact or something you learned with the rest of the group.

3. Visit Jennifer Echols’s website at
www.jennifer-echols.com
to read her “Frequently Asked Questions” and her personal blog. Consider reading another novel by Jennifer Echols, such as
Going Too Far
or
Forget You,
for your next book club discussion. How do the characters and plot relate to
Such a Rush
? Did you notice any similar themes?