Sweet Imperfection (12 page)

That was, until he was working late in his office the night before graduation. The rest of the building had been hushed and still. He’d had a vague idea there might be a dinner or a dance happening somewhere on campus. Most of the students, except for the graduating seniors, had already gone home for the summer. One more day and he would be a free man until September. He’d nursed a finger of Scotch and was installed at his desk, engrossed in an article on Vasari’s early life when a soft knock interrupted him.

He was surprised to see Bree when she’d pushed open the door. He hadn’t thought very hard about the fact he wouldn’t be seeing her again once he’d handed back her final paper with its A grade, and given her his comments on her unusual but impeccably researched thesis. Setting eyes on her now felt like an unexpected gift. Her auburn hair fell over her bare shoulders. She wore something he supposed she’d call a dress, but was barely more than a shirt skimming the tops of her thighs. And heels. He’d never seen her wear heels before. Between the short dress and the heels, her legs looked about a mile long. He’d always had a thing for long, supple legs. He swallowed.

“Hi, Professor Worthy,” she said, her voice low and melodious. “I don’t want to disturb, but I wanted to tell you again how great senior seminar was.”

He smiled. She’d written him a detailed, and glowing, teaching evaluation—with twelve students, he’d easily been able to determine who wrote what—which he’d been touched by.

“Thank you, Bree. It was a pleasure having you in my class,” he said, careful to maintain the formality appropriate between student and teacher.

“I’m on my way to the all-school dance,” she said, fidgeting a little.

Bree never fidgeted. A draft of warm early summer air blew through the open window behind him, ruffling the papers on his desk and twitching the ends of Bree’s tresses. At Weston, it seemed the female students either kept their hair severely short or grew it impossibly long, to make a political or fashion statement. Or both. Bree’s was long and lush.

He cleared his throat, prepared to send her on her way, but she was inside his office now, gazing at the books on his shelf.

“Do you like it at Weston?” she asked. “I know it’s your first year here. But it’s not your first year teaching, right?”

He could only watch as she grazed her fingers along the spine of
History of Italian Renaissance Art
. He was riveted to the sight of her among his books. She stroked the head of an Egyptian cat icon he used to hold his collection of vintage Italian maps in place. He envied the cat her touch.

“That’s right, I taught for two years at Duke. But I was anxious to find a place at a school like Weston. I might have been born in Edinburgh, but I’m a New Englander at heart.”

“Funny,” she said. “I’ve lived here all my life, and I can’t wait to get away.”

Her inspection of his office took her around to the miniature globe on his desk. It had been a gift from his father when he’d been admitted to Amherst College, so he could always find his way back home, his father had said. Aidan had gone to Amherst as an undergraduate, and he’d never returned to the land of his birth.

“You have lots of time to explore the world,” he said, forcing a note of jovial condescension into his voice. Why was she still here? His self-control started to break down when she spun the globe, perched on the edge of his desk, her ass actually touching the oak surface.

She nodded to the glass of Scotch. “Celebrating the end of the semester?”

“I suppose. It’ll be quiet around here with everyone gone. I’ll be able to get some work done on my book.”

“Won’t you miss your students?” she asked.

He wondered for the first time if she was trying to seduce him. For some reason, his ears grew hot and a buzz of anticipation vibrated low in his belly.

“I’ll miss a few,” he allowed.

“Will you miss me?” she asked, gazing at him guilelessly, as if it were merely an innocent question. Maybe it was. Maybe he was imagining things, imagining she could want him, imagining he could act on his inappropriate feelings for his own student, despite condemning his own father for just such behavior. Imagining he was the type of person who could have sex with someone he wasn’t actually in a relationship with, period.

She didn’t give him a chance to answer the question. “Can I have some?” she asked, indicating the drink.

He hesitated.

“I am twenty-one. And I’m not your student anymore. I graduate tomorrow.”

“I don’t think that would be wise.” There, someone had to be the voice of reason. Didn’t they?

“I haven’t been drinking already, if you’re wondering.”

The thought had crossed his mind. He was nowhere near drunk, but this conversation, this situation was starting to feel like some kind of dream.

He said nothing, and she seemed to take it as an answer.

Bree sighed and hopped off the desk, the action making her breasts bounce deliciously. She stopped at the door, holding it open. “All right. Well, I really did love your class. Good-bye, Professor Worthy.”

She was going to leave, and he would be alone again, with his Scotch and his Vasari.

“Wait.”

She shut the door and leaned against it, a small smile on her lips.

“One drink,” he said quietly.

She flipped the lock on the doorknob. The slight click flooded him with an irrational, insatiable need to touch her. He rose and walked around his desk, holding up the glass of amber liquid, offering her the drink. On some level, he was offering himself to her, as she seemed to be doing the same.

He stood motionless, six inches away from her, as she accepted the glass and took a tiny swallow. He met her gaze, searching her emerald green eyes for some clue of how she felt, of what she wanted. She didn’t seem afraid or confused or needy. She seemed in control, happy almost. If he’d seen anything else in her eyes, he told himself he’d show her the door that very minute. But her eyes were clear and bright, and she was so incredibly beautiful. She handed him back the glass. He dropped it heedlessly on the worn sisal carpet, smelling the last sip as its aroma pervaded the air. After a moment, there was nothing more between them as he wrapped his arms around her waist and crushed her to him. He kissed her with a feverish intensity, one still-rational part of his brain hoping she’d shove him away so he’d be saved from this madness, the rest of him intent upon wringing every moment of pleasure from this unexpected encounter. She didn’t shove him away. She kissed him back, opening her mouth to him like the sweetest of gifts. He’d take what she offered, and to hell with regret.

He tasted of Scotch, mellow and oaky, and his kisses were as delightfully controlled yet passionate as his lecture style. Bree hadn’t been lying when she’d told him she loved senior seminar. It had been one of her favorite classes at Weston. But getting in one last compliment wasn’t why she’d detoured past his office the night before graduation on the off chance he’d be there. She was there because Professor Worthy was hot, she hadn’t had sex in two months, and she believed in trying everything once. Even sex with a borderline-unsuitable older man.

He was only seven years older than her. She’d done some minor stalking of him a month or so into the semester, when she realized she looked forward to this particular class with a bit more than her normal enthusiasm because the professor, an adorable man with an equally adorable Scottish accent, turned her on. She’d started working extra hard, doing some of the reading twice to make sure she understood the salient points, crafting her ideas and opinions carefully so she wouldn’t sound dumb in class. Not that she was dumb. But she wanted to make a good impression. Sometimes, she even liked to show off. But as impressed as he might have seemed with her coursework, she’d never ever even gotten a hint he might have noticed her body or had any warm feelings toward her at all. It didn’t matter. She enjoyed fantasizing about him, and she dreamed about him often, about finding herself alone with him, him falling all over himself telling her how much he pined for her, and then they’d make passionate love. She almost always woke up before the payoff.

Regardless, it hadn’t occurred to her to do anything about her little crush. Fantasizing was one thing. In reality, sleeping with a professor was a little creepy. Plus, she’d be mortified if he rejected her and then remembered her as the weird nympho college student who’d thrown herself at him one time.

But then, about a week before finals, she’d been one of the last to leave the lecture room, waiting for her friend Akiko to shut down her laptop, when Professor Worthy had dropped a book near her feet, and she’d leaned over to pick it up for him. She’d straightened, and he’d seemed to jerk his denim blue eyes away from her boobs, which were looking particularly fine in a tight, green halter top. He’d stammered thanks and, if she wasn’t mistaken, his always ruddy Scottish coloring had deepened into an actual blush. Promising.

Akiko confirmed once they were out onto High Street. “He was totally checking you out. He’s cute, but he’s our
teacher
. Gross.”

Bree hadn’t thought it gross at all.

The warm summer air, the thrill of knowing she was an independent woman, with the formality of the graduation ceremony the only thing left to accomplish in her undergraduate career at Weston, not to mention the severe sex drought she’d been experiencing, had all led her to his office. Nothing ventured, nothing gained, she’d decided.

And there was so much to gain.

She could have gone on being held by him and kissed by him for a long time, but the slow simmer of lust exploded into full-fledged desire when he ran his thumb over one of her nipples through the thin sundress and sheer lace of her bra. Her nipple hardened almost painfully, and she silently urged him to do it again, pressing her soft mounds into his hands, into his chest, giving him access to touch her as freely as he wanted.

He cupped her breasts, making them ache with acute need, a need that wasn’t fulfilled the more he touched them. Instead, her womb clenched, releasing a rush of wetness between her legs. She rubbed against him instinctively, seeking relief from the feelings he elicited from her. It was all so delightfully naughty: the brightly lit office, mundane except for the large Scottish man fondling her with desperation. The window was open; anyone crossing the lawn behind the building might see them. The frantic way he kissed and touched her left no room for thought about anything else except the need to kiss and touch him back. He was warm and strong through his plain, pale blue Oxford shirt. He dressed kind of preppy. His hair was always carefully trimmed and he was cleanly shaven. But there were muscles under those conservative clothes. His abs were like steel when she stroked them, her fingers seeking his belt buckle, the barrier between her and his most intriguing part.

As she tugged his shirt free, he suddenly stepped back, shaking his head. She was so drunk on arousal, she stumbled a little as he let her go. Ridiculous heels. She’d only worn them to sweeten the deal. Normally, she prized comfort over looks.

But he wasn’t looking at her heels, or at her. He scrubbed a hand up and down his face. Bree saw the opportunity slipping away from them. Time for an executive decision. She fumbled for the light switch behind her and hit it, so the only illumination came from his old-fashioned green desk lamp. The semi-darkness made what she was about to say easier.

“Look at me.”

Professor Worthy slowly raised his head and met her gaze. Guilt, confusion, and overwhelming lust battled for dominance in his expression. The last one was good enough for her to continue. She needed this, and she’d do anything to get it.

“I want you.” Her voice was clear, unafraid. “Take me.”

She was afraid he would be an idiot and be strong, but after a beat, he lunged for her again, mashing his mouth against hers, wrapping his arms around her like iron bands. He practically carried her to his desk, pushing her against the edge with the weight of his body.

“You want me to take you?” he said, his voice so low and raspy she almost didn’t recognize it.

She whimpered her affirmative response when he thrust his hand between her legs and pressed. He’d be able to feel how wet she was; she was crazy for him to know how much he turned her on.

He began stroking her there, underneath her dress and over her panties, until the fabric was so soaked she reached down and peeled them off, while his fingers kept doing wicked, wonderful things to her sex.

The release was fast and hard when it came. The almost excruciating pleasure of her orgasm rocked her, and she’d have screamed if he hadn’t been sucking on her tongue. She shuddered and gasped for air and, with her remaining fine-motor skills, unbuckled his belt.

He released his hold on her to help her free his cock from pants and boxer shorts. Those slid down to his feet, and then there was the mouthwatering weight of him, hot and hard in her hand, filling her with a sense of rightness and purpose. She stroked him as she had never before enjoyed stroking a man’s penis. The shaft was thick and smooth, and the sounds he made as she wrapped her fist around him and gently pumped up and down were gratifyingly guttural.

“God,” he said. She wanted nothing more than to feel him in her mouth, but when she moved to kneel down, he stopped her. “I’ll explode.”

She wanted him to explode, wanted to make him come fast and hard the way he’d made her come. But he held her wrists tightly in one hand, keeping her upright.

“We’re going to need a condom,” he grunted.

She slipped one hand out of his grasp and slid two fingers inside her black lace bra, fished out a square of foil, and handed it to him. She was mesmerized by his perfect lips as he took the packet in his teeth and tore it open.

Even in the dim light, she could see the wild gleam in his eyes, reflecting her own sense of abandon. She trailed her gaze down, over his chest, smooth and strong under the half unbuttoned shirt, to the dark blond curls from which his erection protruded, straight and thick, straining at the latex of the condom. He held himself away from her, his powerful, lean thighs tensed. Bree braced herself against the desk, spreading her legs and raising her skirt up enough to give him access to her wet core. They looked at one another for one long moment before he plunged into her in one bold, terrifying, blissful stroke, filling her up and then some, taking away her breath with another searing kiss.