Swinging Saved Our Marriage (5 page)

Ethan moaned into her breast when she grabbed his cock. She teased the sensitive head with her fingers and his cock twitched, dripping precum. She was so good with her hands and always had been. Kyra could give those Korean girls at the massage parlor a run for their money.

That thought made an image of her jerking some guy off in a hotel room flash through his mind. He pushed it right out, but the image was disturbingly hot. Suddenly he was thinking of his wife in a whole new way. He was even more impressed when she squirmed out from under him and took his prick in her mouth. When was the last time that happened? God, he’d forgotten how good she was at that too. She just sucked on the head and swirled her tongue all around it, lapping up his sticky precum. She did not swallow, but she’d never minded that. Once she had him moaning and shaking she started going up and down, sucking him with her eyes closed in concentration. Although Ethan wasn’t huge, just a little larger than average, she’d never been able to take much more than half of his shaft. But damn, she knew what to do with what she had. Her tongue never stopped working as she bobbed up and down. He was so turned on, it would have been so easy to just let go right then.

“Oh honey, that feels so good. I love when you do that. God, Kyra, you’re so hot.”

His words and moans made her burn for him. He hadn’t made her feel so wanted in so long. She sucked him even harder, wanting to make him crazy for her. As much as she wanted him, Kyra would have finished him with her mouth if he hadn’t stopped her. Part of her just wanted to make him happy and part of her wanted to make amends. She knew he was still angry. He had to be. She was ready to do anything to take that away.

When Ethan pulled her mouth from his cock and rolled her onto her back, she thought he might return the favor and go down on her. She really missed being kissed down there. But he didn’t. Instead, he spread her legs and pushed them back against her chest and slipped inside her. They did not worry about condoms since his vasectomy. He kissed her hard, taking her breath away, as he thrust into her with vigor. God, it was amazing. Kyra felt tingles radiating from her pussy all throughout her body. She loved her husband and how they felt together. She wrapped her arms around him and gripped his back tightly, like she was trying to pull him deeper inside her.

“Ethan, God, don’t stop. Oh sweetie!” Kyra cried.

“Uhn…Kyra…hon…” Ethan grunted. He was struggling to hold out. He knew she wasn’t there yet and he wanted to make sure she had her climax. He was sure she wasn't faking this time. He drilled her faster and harder. The bed rocked loudly and her cries grew even louder. He was afraid they were going to wake the kids, but that wasn’t stopping him. Kyra’s cries climbed in pitch and volume as she threw her head back while her body tensed underneath him. She grabbed a fistful of sheet and squeezed her eyes shut tight. He knew all the signs and knew his wife was cumming. He thrust for a few seconds more, then let go. Ethan shook all over and shot his load deep inside her.

“I love you so much,” she cooed, basking in the afterglow of her orgasm. She so missed sex with Ethan being that good. Was it too much to hope that they’d turned some kind of corner? She held him on top of her and just enjoyed their closeness.

“I love you too, honey. That was awesome.” He also hoped this was the start of putting their problems behind them. He rolled over and Kyra laid her head on his chest while he put his arm around her.

As the bliss ebbed, some of his concerns remained. “I want you to know that I want us to get past everything, but some things are going to have to change.”

“I know.”

“Who was this guy?” Ethan had met several of her coworkers and couldn’t figure out which one his wife could have cheated with.

Kyra did not want to tell him. Ethan had met Bill before, and would likely meet him again at some work function. She didn’t want a scene. She understood why he wanted to know, but she hoped to convince him otherwise. “Do you have to know? I don’t think anything good can come from that. Please just trust me that it’s over.”

“I trust you, honey, but I want to know.”

“Please, just let it go.”

Ethan sighed. He had to decide if it was really worth pushing it. “Is he someone you see every day?”

“No,” she answered honestly, although she saw him
almost
every day.

“And it’s really over? I don’t want any flirting, any emails. I don’t want any contact with him, except for what’s necessary for work.”

“I promise there will be nothing. I don’t have to deal with him, really. You don’t have anything to worry about. I love you and I want our marriage to work.”

“And we need to start being open with each other. I know that part’s not just you, but we both have to be able to tell each other what’s on our minds. Misunderstandings got us to this place.”

“I know and I will try. Some things are hard to say, but I know we have to do it.”

“I’ll do it too. If we both try I know we can make everything work.”

“Let’s try to have a date night at least once a month. Something just for us.”

“That sounds like a great idea. I know everything will be fine,” Ethan said.

Things were good for the first few weeks. Riding the high of that night together, Ethan and Kyra made love two or three times the next couple weeks. Date night did not materialize, though. They had planned for dinner and a movie, and Kyra even had an outfit picked out. But the babysitter cancelled at the last second and they had to stay home.

Normally, a snag in their plans would mean sticking with their old routine. But they made the best of it instead. They put on a video after the kids were in bed and snuggling on the couch turned into making love in the family room. It was exciting to be spontaneous like that and it was their best night together since their confessions. She went down on Ethan until he came, catching it in a tissue, and then he even went down on her. After her orgasm, he was hard again and they did it right there on the floor. It was a great night for Kyra and she thought maybe it wasn’t so bad that they did not go out that night.

Ethan was pleased with the change in his wife. Things were hotter, that was for sure. She stopped wearing the baggy stuff to bed. Now, she wore little camisoles and boyshorts or silky chemises to bed. His anger faded, but it was still a hurdle to get over the fact she’d stepped out on him. Wrong or not, in his mind, his behavior just wasn’t as bad. Sometimes when they were together, that image of her jerking some guy off would flash through his mind. He wondered what it said about him that in the vision the guy was like a male model and had a huge cock. Or that he felt a twitch in his cock when he thought of it. He kept telling himself that he didn’t want Kyra to be with another man, he just liked the thought of her wild side coming out.

Those odd thoughts led him to the internet, where he started reading stories about wives who cheated on their husbands. Those stories turned him on, but left him unsettled, so instead he started reading stories about swapping couples. In some of the stories, the couples were full-blown swingers, but the stories where things “just happened” turned him on more. He really enjoyed the stories where a wife would flirt with a stranger in a bar, then she and her husband would crazy sex afterward. It was dangerous without really crossing a line. The swapping stories turned him on even more because he’d think about getting a blowjob while watching his wife fool around with someone.

He plugged Kyra into those stories in his head. He could just imagine her in the flirting scenario.
Would she possibly ever try something like that?
No, he was sure she wouldn’t, and would probably kill him if he brought it up. They had promised to be more honest with each other, but there were limits. One night while they made love, he even fantasized that he had just watched her flirting and dancing with a total stranger. He came in about a minute.

Kyra was also excited by the new turn in her marriage, and as with Ethan, part of it was in her head. Although they were making love more often, she was even hornier than ever and she was using her vibrator almost every day. He always left before her in the mornings because he took the girls to daycare, and she used that time alone to masturbate before she dressed for work. She lay on the bed naked and rubbed the humming tip of her vibrator up and down her slit while she played with her breasts. Her eyes were closed and her thoughts were deep in fantasy. Although she was sorry she cheated on her husband, her thoughts still went back to that day in the hotel room with Bill. It was so exciting, and she still wondered what Ethan would think if he saw her that way. Sometimes in her fantasy, Ethan was in the room with her and Bill, and he would touch himself while she made Bill cum. She loved to imagine Ethan being so turned on by seeing her secret sexy side. That wasn’t her only fantasy. It led her to wonder what it would be like if the situation was reversed. Or what if she went to the massage parlor with Ethan? She had no idea what it was like, but she imagined her husband lying there while some sexy girl leaned over to jerk him off. Surprisingly, she did not get jealous thinking about it. If the girl was a pro, there was nothing to be jealous about. Instead, the fantasy turned her on, and as she got closer to her climax, she brought the vibrator to her clit. She always had a powerful orgasm when she thought about them fooling around with Bill, or with a massage girl. But still, while she was more open and playful with Ethan now, she just couldn't imagine sharing those dark fantasies with him. How could he ever understand?

During that month, Kyra dressed differently, too. Ethan had noticed that change, and that she started working out again when she had her affair. He was pleased that it did not taper off when she ended things. He could see the result of her workouts, and he had to confess it made him want her more. She kept that rounder ass she’d gained after having kids, but it firmed up nicely. For that first month, it was like they were newlyweds again.

Unfortunately routine is human nature and it was not too long before they started returning to their old habits. They were both so busy with the kids and work that the love making fell off once again. First, they went back down to once a week, and then not even that much. Date night was cancelled for a second month in a row. That time, they just went to bed early. Neither of them was to blame.

The irony was that they were both still as horny as ever. After she went up to bed, Ethan would sit at the computer and rub one out while reading a story. It was just easier and faster to get himself off when he was so tired. And Kyra still pulled out the vibrator every morning while thinking about Ethan watching her misbehave. They were running on parallel tracks, but had to come together if things were going to truly work.

Just a couple months after they had their talk things came to a head again when they both realized things still weren’t clicking in the bedroom. Kyra felt like she had to say something after she accidentally found out what Ethan had been doing after she went up to bed.

Kyra was doing a web search at the family computer, looking for movie showtimes for an afternoon out with the kids. Ethan was out at the time with his oldest friend, Charlie, working on Charlie’s boat. The deal was that if Ethan helped get it in shape, they could take it out on the lake this summer. She misspelled the movie name in the web browser, and a list of odd-sounding websites popped up. She clicked on one, and a story titled "The Wife Watching Game," by someone called xleglover filled the screen.

Quickly, she realized she was looking at a sex story. She shut the window because the kids were running around in the room, even though they couldn't read yet. It was just a gut reaction. She had always assumed that Ethan looked at some porn—didn't all men—but she had never found any in their house. She just assumed he was careful and probably covered his tracks on the computer. This time he must have missed something. Kyra was curious about what Ethan was looking at, but there just wasn't time at that moment, so she went to the movie website, but bookmarked the story for later, before he got home. She was confused. If her husband was still horny, why wasn't he coming on to her? Her insecurities cropped up again, but she pushed them aside. Making assumptions had gotten them in trouble before. It was time to focus on the kids and figure everything else out later.

While she was at the movie with the kids, Ethan left a message saying he and Charlie were getting dinner and that he would be home later than he originally thought. Kyra was annoyed he wouldn’t be home to help get the girls to bed, but she was glad to have some unexpected free time. It would let her snoop around on the computer.  Once she was sure the girls were down for the night she poured herself a glass of wine and sat down at the computer. She had to get right to it because she didn’t want Ethan to walk in on her.